So Lem’s probably straight and was.
He’s been sleeping with her since she was in her early 20’s
But Bobby Kennedy Junior is angry.
“I had a phone call this morning from three gay men who were angry at me for lying to them. If they suspect that I am evil. And that I have been lying about my families connections to Lacey for eight years.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.
“In the illuminati Bobby?” says the CIA.
“No in preschool! I mean what the fuck do you think I’m talking about?“ says Bobby.
“So what are your connections to her Bobby?” asks the CIA.
“Bobby you know…umm…does she look like Tom from the side? Does she have his nose and his chin and his cheeks and his ears and his hands and his hair coloring and his eye coloring and his posture? Does she look like Tom?” asks the CIA.
“Yeah, that is factual information but that’s a miscoloring of the reality.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.
“ Bobby, it’s not a mess coloring of the reality though the reality is that she looks like his daughter and she shaped like an old fashion person and those clothes fit her better than they fit most people live today and her bum structure is just different than us, and she seems to have a sort of supernatural connection to deadman and you’ve used her to talk to your father. Can you admit that that you’ve used her to talk to your dad?” says the CIA.
“ yeah, I have become far more convinced that there’s an afterlife through talking to her the thing with Elliot it’s fascinating. There’s times where I feel like I’m talking to my father when I talk to her I wondered if she’s my father reincarnated at times but she claims she’s a woman and that she’s never been a man there’s times I have even wondered if she’s Jack reincarnated I like that very best but again she claims that she’s a woman she’s never been a man and then she claims that she was in love with my uncle Joe and that one makes me angry and I don’t know why, but it makes me angry.” says Bobby.
“ yeah do you think it’s because she actually is in love with your uncle Joe and then your mom gets involved and people feel competitive with her?” says the CIA.
“ I think she was in love with him. Yeah I don’t think she’s with him anymore and that makes me angry too. I know now she’s with phlegm and I like that better which makes me feel guilty because yes, I think that that if she was Tom’s daughter that it would be really mean to deal with her, it’s just like her backgrounds old money and then they have all these Hollywood connections and stuff and it’s just sort of it’s despicable.” says Bobby.
“ oh, OK yeah that makes sense so you were too catty took knowledge that she creeps you out eight years ago and now people in your family are dead and you’re running for presidency and destroying your family name.” says the CIA.
“ yes, that is true.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.
“ that’s interesting so what if she actually is Tom’s daughter Bobby her father worked with your grandfather probably and he was definitely friends with Al Capone so if your grandfather had connections to Al Kapone that he lied about in the 20s, he was definitely connected to her dad, so your grandfather and her dad were business associates, essentially probably for a whole decade or longer so I am confused because your family had dealings in Hollywood to through your grandfather and then later they married it but I have a feeling it started with your grandfather and her her father had those sad connections to Hollywood to was probably more Hollywood than your family and they were old money and the way that your family isn’t him I kind of think we’re getting to the heart of it pisses you off about her which is why you’ve been so agreeable so far so her father because we don’t know for a fact, but it’s possible he really is genetically her dad her father was a business associate of your grandfather and your family lies about that.” says the CIA.
“ I OK yeah.” says Bobby.
“ right so then what makes you angry?” asks the CIA.
“ and her family is old money in a way that mine is not there. I said it.” says Bobby.
“ why does that make you angry?” asks the CIA.
“ it makes me angry because because they’re fine and we’re not.” says Bobby.
“ go on!” says the CIA.
“ well, it’s it’s just it it’s like it’s not just about the money we had a Normas amount of money if my father, my grandfather rather actually had connections to her father, which is probably why she reminds me of my dad it’s because she’s like my dad but she’s like my dad she’s a woman, but somehow maybe she thinks more like my father than most people do but the thing is so she’s both more sexual and more feminine than any woman in my family and yet also more tough and more smart than any woman in my family. She’s very sophisticated like the men in our family and it’s just very weird talking to her because it’s like why does this woman has authority of my father and then I’m like fine she’s sexy and feminine but then she’s still like difficult like my dad.
Hey um, but anyway it’s it’s just weird because maybe my father was somebody bisexual and so I was Jack, which could be why there’s so much more feminine then I realized.
Yeah, and it’s not like them I don’t think I don’t. I really don’t think I was necessarily gay at all anymore and I think they mentioned use themselves instead of lamb as a example and the truth is I am if they do are if they do use themselves as an example, I think they would have to see what I’m saying is true I can say that about myself if I’m not completely straight it’s like it’s not femininity but it’s not like lamb either. It’s not this gentle sweet masculinity but it’s not femininity either. It’s just something completely different which is kind of scary to us to think about anything Lacey if I’m not completely straight because and I’m talking to her now to because it’s like where are we then we’re not women we’re not sweet sensitive men Are like a mutation or a degeneracy, but we’re we’re still mad but we’re different than men or straight or mutation or degeneracy a Dijak degeneracy where are mutation or degeneracy but we’re different than most men so no we’re not just sweet, straight lame and we’re not you know your average man or a little bit like Michael maybe but you know it’s Michael probably is someone who we refuse to acknowledge this being like us because then we have to be nice to Lacey I realize that love is straight but then what are we are we evil are we good? Are we just unique but it’s it’s scary to us to think about I think we scare ourselves which is where a lot of our false mannerisms come from because it’s like as part of those might be somewhat real, and then some of those might be a little concocted, him and subterfuge for the part, that’s real, so it’s like we’re just feminine men no but we’re not feminine with Matt and we’re not effeminate women or different and it’s the world we’re a little dishonest about that.
And there’s a lack of people who are brave enough to be themselves um, especially in America. There’s a lack of men who are gay, who don’t use false voices and mannerisms to try to make themselves seem like effeminate women. I’m actually if I’m not straight I am bizarrely ironically one of the rare bisexual men who have not caved and act pretty authentic, so then in my father might actually be one of them too and my uncle I wonder if my grandfather was a tiny bit bisexual Lacey but then that’s the thing it’s like we’re actually somewhat bisexual so the Kennedy aesthetic is a bisexual one. No I’m sorry it’s just fascinating to me. We’re actually somewhat bisexual so the Kennedy male aesthetic is actually somewhat bisexual Then what is that what we’re not faking being straight or getting straight confuse men like lemon balls? What were we when Peter Lawford was bisexual? It’s not surprising that he married it because he was like the rest of us so then what what is that aesthetic you know it’s like what really are we the bisexuals? What is it to be gay, I don’t think it’s lame. I think that there are some gay men I think there’s probably more bisexuals and gays there’s probably more bisexuals than streets to be honest is part of my theory I think straight people and gay people are maybe actually less like likely just a theory that I have right now the bisexual people, but they do exist. There’s just most people or maybe generally more bisexual, but there’s a lot of I’m straight people and there’s a lot of gay people but there’s just maybe there’s less gay people than straight people but but that’s a different topic but no I think the Kennedy aesthetic is bisexual one I think it’s very bisexual I think I am bisexual. I think my matters are bisexual then with this then what am I you know I have a way of talking that is somewhat unique my uncle had it my dad had it, and it might be a bisexual way of speaking at times and it’s not effeminate, but it’s not a typical straight man either Lacey I think thinks it’s very charming which doesn’t surprise me because yeah, we’re interested in women. It might not be her absolute ideal, but I think she still thinks we’re kind of a charming person of men, and a lot of other women would agree him, because that we do find an attractive. I am, however, open for business, so to speak him, so then what is that aesthetic? It’s very fluid not gender fluid. It’s very fluid. It’s very mellow. I was just possibly were my red called them neutral but that was a misnomer. Because I have a feeling that was probably straight, and actually I’m gonna use them as a straight person. He is more stodgy and masculine and dry. There’s something very fluid and agile about bisexual men which is actually probably very attractive to women because it’s like boy he’s so mellow and I think if you are a calm, rational woman, it probably seems Sort of charming to find a man who is so calm and mellow by that’s interesting.
Anyway, so the thing is we just we don’t we don’t do the old money thing well I was just trying to do that a little bit. It’s scary lazy to be that open minded coming from our background. It was scary because we don’t feel safe doing that for some reason you can think about it you know maybe it’s mellow and it’s just like a breath of fresh air to you and you can talk about it and it’s no big deal, but for a lot of people it’s scary that’s the scary conversation I just had and that’s where it’s like our family didn’t do so well the banks do a heck of a lot better than we did and you guys and let’s just drop the façade if my grandfather worked with your father, I’m pissed off I’m pissed off Lacey I think subconsciously if we’re connected in that way I’m mad at you I’m mad at you.” says Bobby.
“ why?” says an Italian man.
“ I am mad because I’m mad because if there’s reincarnation love is Italian he’s Constantine and then it’s like a Laceyz with an Italian for eternity.” says Bobby. “ do you know what it’s like? Why did why did let you know if there’s if there’s a incarnation the Bible why did why the Italian show up? if you know him is it just about sucks because if it is then you know he showed up on our doorstep and at the end of the day given how good Victoria’s God is there goes my grandfathers chances of being with Lacey there goes anyone’s chances of being with her for eternity and Jack got shot and love doesn’t even know you better because what if there’s reincarnation he doesn’t realize that he’s straight he’s thinking I am gay and it’s like no you sure as fuck Hart Lem’s no you sure as fuck aren’t you sure as fuck aren’t gay Lem.” says Bobby.
“ so you feel conned Bobby?” asks the Illuminati.
“ yeah I do I think my whole family does because if there’s been Carnation, it’s like they got away with it. He’s this British aristocrat who is Italian who shows up on our doorstep thinking he’s gay jack stupid enough to fall for it and fucks up the entire family and then there goes our Irish pride right down the fucking drain and what pisses me off is that if there’s reincarnation they get away with it, because it’s a loophole, it’s a fucking loophole. Lacey sees it too. It’s a loophole, because Linn doesn’t know that the streets he ends up getting screwed maybe literally up the ass poor thing if he was straight, he gets screwed up the creek him and his wife of horrible lives but then at the end of the day what really happens my family ends up being totally fucked over at our legacy is completely destroyed.
Because Lacey knows as well as I do, which is probably why if she is genetically Tom’s daughter we worked with her so to speak she knows as well as I do that it might not be completely fair because it’s like what the hell who who did that to us it it looks like it’s just us doing it to ourselves. It looks like it’s just a key. No it’s just us. It’s just us being evil but somebody somewhere new somebody somewhere if there’s reincarnation somebody somewhere new our weaknesses, they have been studying us and you could say well it’s hell it’s evil Fine but I’m not convinced of that I’m not and I don’t think she thinks this is stupid either. I don’t know if it was an evil British person or if it was an evil French person I have no idea who it was I was it was about the founding fathers, but somebody I think if there’s reincarnation headed out for us and said this entire fucking thing up for us to just fucking fall on her face and embarrass, our family and embarrass the Irish, and make our entire race look like a bunch of dip, shits who can’t keep their liquor. Can’t keep her money and just go around fucking people over if you give them a chance.
And that’s the thing this isn’t love this. Is Lacey saying this with me at it just makes me angry because it’s it’s like I think my grandfather thought he was getting out a real sweet deal with Lacey‘s dad. You know it’s like he’s gonna work with old money, he’ll be quiet about it he’ll he’ll wash his hands of the whole thing, it’ll give him a real nice leg up on things and then turn come to find out from the talion showed up. I mean if there’s reincarnation his emperor Constantine doing what keeping an eye on us being the Greek chorus you know trying to kill me possibly even organizing the death of my uncle I doubt he had anything to do with my dad though but still it’s just it makes me angry because it’s like why the hell did love show up and it’s our fault but it’s like taking an alcoholic to a bar what the fuck we were not morally strong enough to handle the situation given our sex problems, giving given our psychology, our narcissism and our ignorance we were we weren’t really capable of being bootleggers the way that a lot of other people probably were but they told Mike they told my grandfather. Oh you’re out you know yours a real sophisticated city man you know you’re in Boston now and you’ve got Harvard and Latin grammar school under your Boston line under your belt. You’ve got you know Latin Boston Latin school under your under your belt and you’ve got Harvard and gosh you know boy you made a lot of money and you’re you know you’re a real sophisticated intelligent man Joe yeah sure you’re Irish but your fathers honey fits and they’re kind of lace Irish that’s a different thing it’s a conspiracy Lacey And I’ve seen it so much with Monsanto and I think Lacey‘s family the Nesheim‘s knew about Monsanto because they’re old money and they just went along with it anyway which is interesting but a lot of other people did not and him I kind of wonder if Monsanto actually bullied you’re great you’re you’re off your great uncle Todd he literally Lacey I have a feeling they bully toddy Because it seems like he knew what he was using was a little toxic but he just looked the other way which makes me think that they bullied him and maybe even used his name to believe the other farmers in the area probably starting in the 80s or even 70s and that makes me sad because I have a feeling it bothered him but he just didn’t know what else to do.
No, I’d like to talk with toddy someday in the afterlife I really would weirdly. I feel like I would. I would enjoy your family. The next times I have a feeling they could talk to me a different way than you can and so someday when I’m dead I’m gonna go talk to them and you can’t stop me right but I am, no I might be a danger to from my and might be in trouble but I also think it could be kind of fun I am I would like to know what happen with TATI and Monsanto I really got very interested in that, so no I would, I would like to know more from an old money perspective that he experienced Had at his university of observation, or might even wanna go to the University of observation, and find out what it is that he would’ve done if you had any students maybe he had some but I’d like to be one then I’m anyway it’s just you know my father is not stupid and I’m just recalling that it was a couple of months ago a month ago and one of our conversations he said some thing about how he would like to be a Hanson and have a farm and I wonder if he’s realizing that it’s like that really would’ve suited us better to just be farmers Irish farmer somewhere in the Midwest in Missouri are Oklahoma or something or Iowa and just be a nice wealthy little Irish farm family.
So the thing is I don’t have a clue how to reason through it entirely, but it just seems like it was unfair because our family was more like a farm family right from Iowa. We’re not old money we got bullied by Monsanto and you know we used round up on a whole family got cancer will say that just Tottie everyone dead and I don’t know what to say Lacey because it feels totally unfair. It’s like time didn’t even get cancer I mean he had a cough right so let’s go to Flint Michigan because I have a feeling there’s someone from Flint he would like to take up my car is slightly.” says Bobby.
“ bobby we had people in and bootlegging in Flint Michigan 20 there was actually a lot of people who were double legging in Detroit.” says a dead woman from Flint.
“ did you guys suffer or not?” says Bobby.
“ no we didn’t poppy we did well and our families did walk kind of like Tom ours. Our families weren’t Tom’s family really might be old Dutch money from New York. They’re kind of posh people Louis is like that too and that’s the thing that you people never seem to understand Louis and Lacey are in love, she’s living in Saint Paul he’s buried very near where she is and Michael is very in love with her as well and so is Harold lope. She’s with them for eternity but sweetie if that doesn’t work out with them with them, those soulmates are right there chomping at the bit at times to be with her because she’s a very beautiful attractive woman, and especially for Louis being Dutch old lady. If she is too, it probably would make his family very happy everywhere that he would be able to be with someone if it doesn’t work out with his second wife or anyone else, it probably would make them happy to see them together because there’s so much alike they both love St Paul they both love the 1920s music they’re a lot of like and they actually have been in love to have a similar sense of humor a fascination with history and he understands her because they’re from Minnesota they’re a little like him and he’s very protective of her. I think a lot of what they have in common is profound love for Minnesota and Saint Paul, who is it mean how you gonna find that was just Daniel person you can’t the thing is try to keep that in mind when you start accusing love being gay because he wasn’t he wasn’t gay he might not even been bisexual and they are together for eternity but when you keep saying he was gay you tempt people like Louis to attack lame because it just seems so darn tempting because it’s like why does Lacey have to deal with all this nonsense? Does that make sense?
But that’s the thing so we’re not quite like those people OK we’re not that old money like Tom or the hell family we don’t have a Louis you know we were not those people, but we are is from Ohio or a little more old money than your family OK we’re from Ohio Our family came over probably in the 1700s like Lacey CA family or maybe the early 1800s and they were somewhat poor but then they worked their way up and lived in Ohio probably had a farm in the 1800s for almost 100 years and then a fight in the Civil War of course and then in the early 1900s we moved up to Michigan and started working with him You know cars in assembly lines and stuff like that and because we had a more upper middle class background at that point we moved straight to the top and became wealthy or wealthy enough and then we got involved bootlegging because it was a good way to make a little sweet money on the side and yeah, we got filthy rich I mean we were we were rolling in it and it was just washed out because the local people in Detroit look the other way in Michigan. They just look the other way Michigan has always been like that but possibly which is part of how the water problem happened which is I mean a lot of Michigan politics might not have it involved for a long time people looking the other way at times so we just look at the other way right they just look the other way, but not too much do you know they have an understand you can’t go to far with it, but we just look at the other way slightly.
So we didn’t do so badly you know people like Jonah Wiley are people who concern us because we might have not genetic connections to him, but we might know someone who knows him and his family literally if his family is from Ohio, he irritates us we can’t figure him out but anyway, that’s a different conversation But no we know it’s not but potentially entirely but anyway so we waited fairly well. We didn’t have the problems that your family had but we know people who might have if they’ve gotten involved in Flint so I am so let’s have a conversation then Bobby about what really is bothering you Because we did OK.” says the dead woman from Flint.
“ yourself I just wanna point out being Irish how annoying certain things are in America. My people were not stupid. We really weren’t people think we’re superstitious idiots but we’re not entirely.
Right now the illuminati is letting me listen to Lacey’s son’s voice. Who is her son? Or her son is him sounding a lot like Lem’s his voice sounds almost identical to lambs. He’s not quite an adolescent but his voice sounds like lamb and Marty has seemingly indicated to his parents that he’s straight but he’s not very athletic and he’s big and he’s incredibly intelligent and he has a little bit of a high-pitched voice. It’s not real high-pitched, but his father‘s voice genetically from what we know genetically is very deep. Lacey‘s husband‘s voice is incredibly deep, he’s not a big man but he has a very deep voice. It’s just his voice. Marty’s voice is more high-pitched and it sounds like a lot it has it’s not nasal but it has a certain sound to it. That reminds me of Lem’s and he’s big and when he jumps the whole house shakes, that’s a Lem’s site genetically that Haslem son, and is an Irish person. I’m not particularly floored by that I don’t know how the hell it happened, but we’re not overwhelmed by the virgin birth we believe in that Mary being the mother of God, and never having relations with a man conceiving Jesus, with God, was possibly never all that astounding to the Irish. We took to it like ducks to water. It just made sense to us, but Lacey knows and I know that hence that something very complex supernaturally that people today would be baffled by, but I’m rather proud of it being Irish and I am I’d rather ashamed of myself a time when it comes to the vaccine thing because she’s right a lot of the stuff that I have said has been discredited and then it just makes the Irish people look stupid for believing in the virgin birth and understanding that Marty‘s father might be dead even though that doesn’t make sense because Lum died in 1981, so how did he can see if a child with Lacey and 2000 Something but he did it. He did both of her kids are loves. It’s been very upsetting to Mark recently because genetically there his kids but they’re also lamps and it’s not something that scientists today would understand but being Irish I do I’m just like yeah OK big deal. That’s lame son. And Lacey is the same way we did just makes sense to us.
Oh, what amazes me that was at her sons voices cyclops and he’s not very athletic and in the same way that long was the smarty have asthma, Lacey I know they wondered if he did. Does he have asthma?” says Bobby.
“ no no he doesn’t have asthma he has epilepsy that could kill him or he did.” says Lacey.
“ it was weird those Lacey he fits in well with people who are young today when he is a child I’m not trying to make him awkward around his friends I think what I don’t understand. That is why my son has a heads up has asthma, I I feel like I took that when I was evil, I took that from London, and frankly I think your son supposed to have asthma or your daughter probably probably your son and I don’t know if if that would’ve been the end and then you all would’ve ended up in heaven where there is for me and my family it was a terrible burden because you know what is it is asthma is not our family necessarily, which makes me think that we really did bring curses on our self by harassing you guys if love was straight and he thought us off and we just wouldn’t bother. We would leave them alone when it up getting asthma as a result or at your grandkids or something maybe someone was probably supposed to have asthma who won’t have it now which is nice but still.
I I I I just I am I’m mad because I don’t think I don’t I don’t I don’t think I don’t. I don’t think I don’t. I just I don’t think it’s fair. Yeah you can say it. Well, Bobby, you know your family chose your family chose to get involved your family chose to get involved, but we were also hoodwinked.” says Bobby.
“ what do you think they did to you?” asks Flint.
“ hey
“ hey IDK who just said hey, but someone just said hi to me probably OK hating you too.” says Bobby and the CIA.
Later.
So here’s the thing. Lots of gay men seem like Lem so…one easily thinks: Lem must be gay. BUT it doesn’t make sense really. And that’s what Bobby and the Kennedys can never fathom and why being bootlegging was so bad for them, so to speak. Why is that problematic? Because…people are complex.
So…because Lem is straight seemingly…one has to go at the questioning in your head from the opposite direction. You have to ask yourself: How does Lem end-up being so much like so many gay men. Not: How is Lem gay?
Perhaps it’s because Lem imitated gay men.
Perhaps it’s because gay men today imitate Lem.
Perhaps there really aren’t that many gay men who actually look like Lem.
Dissolve by Absofacto plays.
See…you can’t be so emotional. You have to work with order and facts. There is no wishful-fact-thinking allowed. And when you’re old money you own shit. Coal. Oil. Land. Shit like that. …And it’s harder to maintain power without it. But some people do. Simply because they assimilate or assimilated. And it’s not a bourgeois thing. It’s war.
“Lacey you’re not Mrs. Wheeler or Betty or any of those women. You’re not…like them.” says MSNBC.
“Fair enough.” says Lacey.
Lacey has to believe I’m not gay because we sleep together. Very regularly and have for years. I conceived her kids with her. But she’s been cognizant of me consciously for over three years.
Lacey has to believe I’m straight because that’s what she’s been told by God. Seemingly. Over..and over…and over…and over again. Consistently every time for years. She has worries and hesitations. But…she had orders. She’s simply obeying orders. And she’s sleeping with me. You lose? Get over it.
More later.
“Hey!!! Maybe Red meant Lem was bisexual!” says a gay man.
“OR maybe he was straight.” says another gay man.
“I was straight.” says Lem. “I’m sorry. And there aren’t that many gay men who really are like me.”
“You Lem what really sucks shit is that we’re missing the important stuff.
Lacey has problems with Bobby and the Kennedys because Joe cheats and Jack cheats and that is devastating to her because she was in love with Joe. And Bobby reminds her of his uncle and she sympathizes with every woman who he’s ever hurt. And that’s what he can never accept. It is that she actually cares in a way that forces him to be vulnerable and embarrassed around her.
He turns it into something where she’s in love with him but that’s not it. It’s that she’s genuinely offended because of what she experienced with his uncle Joe.
Here’s the problem, Bobby: I happen to know something about the supernatural because I’m a psychic in the Illuminati and I’m gay. I highly doubt that she’s not hearing from something!! …She believes it’s the God of the Bible, I might not. I might not be opposed to it but I might not have the same religious background that she does…but the way that I see it is that of her higher power keeps telling her over and over again repeatedly that it’s Lem that she’s with and that he’s straight and that he was. Okay? I know from experience being psychic that that’s a pretty impossible task you’re asking of her. Okay? No, she can’t ignore that. When your spirit guide or your higher power, repeatedly tells you the same fucking message Bobby over and over again consistently for years it’s-it doesn’t-it doesn’t make sense to to ignore it. Like you can’t-you can’t almost in good conscience ignore it.
I look at Lem and I can see where he could be gay to a point. But that I think about him, and I think about some of his mannerisms, and how pretentious they seem, and yet how masculine he actually was and I don’t feel comfortable assuming that he was gay Bobby, I’m sorry. I feel comfortable saying he might’ve been bisexual…but given what she’s hearing though I don’t really feel comfortable even saying that anymore it feels scary to me as a psychic. I think that’s where as a psychic I have a better perspective than you. I know that I have been touched to by ghosts, or that I have experienced energy waves, or things that are somewhat hard to explain if you’re not somewhat into the supernatural also speak you experience things sometimes physically that become commonplace because you’re just exposing yourself to that and then you kind of get used to it and obviously to her it’s so commonplace that she feels comfortable having a monogamous consensual relationship of a sexual-romantic nature with one particular entity. I could never do that, but if I think about her and her amazing ability to interact with these dead people, if what she’s experiencing is physical enough, and it really ends-up, being like being with a living person, who’s just lacking a body, it becomes almost evil for her to try to be with someone alive.
I’m starting to feel like she’s my pet or my child but you know what oh well, I think someone needs to say the stuff on her behalf that voice seems to be missing in this conversation.
I don’t-I I I actually-I do I think it would be evil and this is where she’s not- I’m sorry if it’s offensive but she’s not a Kennedy. She is someone who is more of a trailblazer Bobby and she’s not looking for approval. your family has always been kind of socially acceptable. They tend to break the norms but it’s in a way that’s considered cool and it’s not in a way that scary.
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Lacey is not like that.
I’m sure it’s very scary to her to think, ‘I am having a consensual monogamous relationship with a dead man.’ And that’s where I think it’s-I think it’s honorable of her to just accept that and think, ‘I can’t-I can’t in good conscience date someone else right now even though a part of me thinks that’s more sane and that’s more obviously Christian.’ Because then there’s the problem of the fact that he is that real to her and he’s given her orgasms and they sleep together everyday practically and they have for years. He claims to have even conceived her children with her.
And then I have to go and think you know what he’s not ever gay man he’s one person who he thought was gay, seemingly thought was gay some people, but I thought he was bisexual and then this isn’t really particularly surprising. His family was very upset by his relationship with Jack and I think they were elite and well bred and open minded enough where I should probably find out more concerning that they were so upset by it that’s a red flag to me because it says to me that maybe there was something wrong where he yeah maybe he was bisexual and I felt like he was throwing away his life being with a selfish arrogant narcissistic asshole him when he could’ve just married a woman or maybe they thought That he was straight and that there was something really messed up about the situation. You know what Bobby there might’ve been. He might have been straight there so people who read them straight he might’ve been straight. I think we need to step back and realize that we really don’t know for a fact that he was gay and that it’s actually really dumb to think that he was necessarily gay at all. I think it’s actually far more likely that he was straight after having this conversation with her arm.
So now he’s he’s he’s possibly straight. It’s scary to me to say that for some reason I know it scares her. He was very possibly straight Bobby. I’m sorry he might have been bisexual. He might’ve been gay he might navigate anymore but it seems like it’s lame, and it seems like he was probably straight, yeah we hear that he was straight. Yeah we hear that he was straight. I might be hearing from her I get information from that he was somewhat straight to so that’s the problem sweetheart and I’ve listened. He does seem kind of fake Bobby he does. I’m sorry he does seem fake there. I think people confuse the sound of his voice with his gay mannerisms and those are two different things And the way that he presented himself was gay but then that’s where you got to be careful because it’s a presentation not who he was and at times it seems as though you miss the fact that that’s just the reality of it Bobby it’s fake you have to see who he actually was honey not just the presentation of him.
Add note, his presentation was gay at times but if you look at his actual energy if you look at his overall presentation, it doesn’t really work because he seems straight.
Which brings you back to my point I think it’s honorable of her arm, because it seems like she’s in a very monogamous, consensual relationship. That’s heterosexual, but supernatural with one who’s a man who is cis, who still himself who is seemingly straight or seemingly always was, and they’re monogamous. He’s mad that she’s not more monogamous which I think they have a right to discuss and you seemingly have a hard time with that, as you other people in your family which points to meet at the fact that he was probably straight not gay I’m sorry you’re experiencing what it’s like to be on the other side of being you know made a fool of. I don’t think that’s what they were trying to do to you. I think your people have done that to yourselves.
Yeah, you are hoodwinking you love hoodwinking people bob you love hoodwinking women into trusting you because you pretend to be so fucking loving and sweet and you’re not you’re an asshole you’re a narcissistic asshole who cheats and now you’re experiencing what it’s like to have this preconceived bullshit idea about somebody give them your heart trust them and then have the rug pulled out from underneath you because you thought Linn was gay all these years and in love with you he wasn’t in love with you Seemingly at all Bobby you made a total fucking fool of yourself your whole fucking life with that.
Your whole family is an ass of themselves because apparently everyone thought that he was in love with him, and I don’t think he was in love with any of you. He wasn’t even gay. He wasn’t in love with the women, though either who might’ve intuited that he was somewhat straight. No, he wasn’t in love with any of you you’re all too ugly or the wrong gender and frankly Bobby, even if you were a woman I don’t think he would’ve it. Been interested in you anyway.
Oh, and there’s no going back from that there’s no recovery you just have to eat shit now honey the same way that you go around trying to make everyone eat shit because you think it’s funny because you’re an asshole who likes hurting people.
But that is not Lacey‘s problem that is not her problem at all. It might be lovers problem. It might be your idiot, but you know what might be llamas problem. It’s not Lacey‘s problem and then that’s where you have to step back and realize that you’re losing control of yourself it’s affecting you it’s affecting everyone in your family because you’re being made. Yes and you did it to yourself.
Here’s a thing I don’t think they want to be included in the LGBTQ plus community because they’re heterosexual and it’s an extenuating circumstance. It’s not an orientation it’s not like any of us in her shoes could be the same way. It’s not really an orientation it’s more of it is like an extenuating medical circumstance so I think that’s their contention is it’s like Walt, everyone uses loops sometimes it’s not an orientation you know sometimes people are just that we all die so I think that’s why they don’t want to be included beyond the fact that Lacey may have some moral considerations and she’s just worried that I could be going to hell and I respect that concert so her concern is that she’s my only one to go to hell and then they’re also like well, does it really even count because everyone’s everyone everyone dies and if he was alive, she wouldn’t be looking for the dead she would just be with him.
I think this is the thing we can’t make his happy for you. He’ll just have to accept that.
But I think it’s a shame. Lame is that we’re not really getting to the heart of the issue if you’re actually sleeping with Lacey and you’re really a ghost she’s interacting with and you’re straight and yours were him but OK regardless of Bobby I think she’s with him for eternity I really I think it’s possible if that’s what she’s getting a sense of that that’s just the reality of it, she’s with him for eternity possibly Bobby
You eat there’s no end to this movie there’s no end to this episode this doesn’t stop this is forever if she’s with him for eternity sweetie you’re your perception of him is off and you’re in sane and your perception your whole family as you’re all wrong you’re all wrong Bobby you’re wrong and I think you have a very hard time being wrong.
Lacey is not ugly they’re not poor there’s no going back you’re ugly Bobby and your families ugly and Bobby frankly your family is somewhat poor you’ve become poor again and less than 100 years ago you were still poor your wealth was very new and it didn’t stay, and your rather holy family, unlike with roses described about themselves.
Homely, not holy.
I think grandpa Pantell is right I think Lacey needs to rewrite this whole thing because I think that it’s interesting how things got changed to sound like what you’d want them to be Bobby and not what they’re actually being said as in reality.
A lot of entities come through a lot of entities play with probably her phone because she’s not a witch and this is offensive to me as a psychic because I might be into witchcraft and Alys is not. She’s a purebred. It’s just her but her brain there’s nothing she can do to turn it off she’s not harnessing some thing it’s just her fucking brain, if she ever has harnessed it, it’s not something she was consciously well where, necessarily that she was doing in a way that wasn’t innocent as it probably started when she was a child, and it wasn’t necessarily done in any sort of evil. It might’ve been entirely innocent, and this is where Christians piss me off because Catholics are not Catholics or Christians OK and they tend to be more empathetic about this issue unlike the possibly heretical protestants who think that people who are innocent could go to Hell Purely because they were confused. And Lacey really isn’t trying to be a witch she genuinely just can talk to the dot I don’t know how it works in her brain but she does and sweetie that’s the reality of it protestants don’t believe in purgatory anymore. It was Capili instead though and that was a very common church church thinking for hundreds of years, I have no idea why that was thrown out in the last 200 years but actually kind of scares me slightly because I am in the illuminati if there’s an illuminati, I am tired I tend to think there’s something a little evil about it because what is the supernatural? It isn’t necessarily just demons if there could be I think they’re probably our demons but I think it’s very naïve and selfish potentially that we naïve to assume that there are no ghosts so her brain is made in such a way where she can’t help with the fact that these entities talking to her phone I think the CIA was doing it too, but I have a very strong suspicion that there are spiritual beings that alter her phone and I don’t think she can do anything about it How did she end up in a consensual monogamous relationship with a ghost?
That’s not typical to end up in it if you’re extraordinarily beautiful, and she is, it is not typical if you’re an extraordinary, beautiful, intelligent woman, to end up in a very sexual intense, totally authentic relationship with a ghost, so people have described that some probably with more honesty than others I have a very strong suspicion, Bobby Brown experienced something he was into drugs, and so who knows it was going on with his brain Lacey’s not I think her brain is just different somehow and I think because of that she can experience the supernatural in a way that most people cannot hear is the scary truth you guys and this is a thing where people like Jonah irritate the hell out of me, I have a psychic for the illuminati. Lacey was molested Jonah, and one of her molesters was a party person, and I highly suspect you might’ve given her some sort of drug to make her sort of in capable of defending herself. When she was a small child, could that have opened up her brain in such a way as to make her more able to see into the supernatural yeah, it could have been sweetie. She didn’t open that door herself. It was open for her.
And if it’s not a pathway to evil like the church elder, say it’s it’s it’s an experience it’s a perspective it’s nowhere Ness of reality. which is why people in the 60s in the CIA and other organization started doing acid and other drugs like that because they were trying to get some sort of awareness of the supernatural and Lacey and I both know that it’s not safe and even if she wasn’t given drugs sweetie, her brain just works that way there’s not a shit thing she can do about it it’s just her fucking brain. OK it’s just how she is and that’s where I think she has a lot of empathy. I think she would anyway, but she has a lot of empathy for gay men because it’s like actual gay but where is you can’t turn it off no you can’t you can’t turn it off it’s just there and no she can’t turn off the fact that she can sense these things senses things and they’re real. They interrupt on her phone they move things in her house. She can hear their voices and then they’re not hallucinations and that’s where I’m a reasonable person and I think we’ll fuck maybe Linn really was straight she’s not going around saying every gay man is it real? It’s kind of the opposite she saying gay men are actually gay man and the ones I got confused in the past or still could be somewhere from four years in their 20s are not meant to be used as your little excuse to seem straight gay men are gay men.
And I don’t think she tends to be that aroused by gay men I don’t censor being aroused by me so it’s not like she just goes around being turned on by gay men it’s kind of the opposite, so no I think it’s it’s just it is what it is OK she got into a relationship with a ghost I as a psychic would like to figure out what the hell happened especially if I have some dealings with the CIA if I’m in the illuminati, I’m having a vivid conversation with her telepathically right now and it’s an interesting to me because now this just comes to her it’s it’s like her Native time practically no I’m having a vivid conversation with her telepathically. She’s channeling me and I’m talking to someone run two different places and no she was never trained you know it just came naturally to her home sort of the experience and no I mean I am a psychic. I have been trained on but I would love to know what the Hells going on with her what makes her tech? What the fuck is it? What the fuck is going on with her brain what is in her brain, you know how does she talk to the dead so if it’s only vividly how do they manifest around her so fucking easily so easily it’s like there’s something about her that allows them to and I don’t think it’s that she’s doing something evil there’s something physically different about her and it could be that she slightly dead herself.
That’s so that’s one thing that grieves me as a scientist as a psychic is the lack of scientific investigation we’ve had in this whole thing over the last eight years because there’s a wealth of information that we could be gathering right now this is just publish on the Internet For people to just keep in the back of their head but no, we’ve been obsessed with social class which is an interesting topic but really, it would’ve been nice to have had other conversations too.
I and then it’s like what the heck is up with Louis and Michael and Harold and even Elliot and F Scott Fitzgerald you guys are so fucking slow you give her these hurt feelings that she doesn’t necessarily have she is Matthew in love with him she would be devastated if things didn’t work out with him and I I know for a fact that if she’s been sleeping with him and interacting with him That it’s extraordinarily unlikely that they’re not together for eternity but then it’s like when things don’t work out when people start saying oh no lambs gay or when people start saying oh sweetie, you know he was too in love with Jack, even if he was bisexual to be with you, anyway you’re worthless piece of shit or a Laceyz, you’re a woman women are inferior whatever hell they say to her and it starts to get to be wearing on her. Louis pops up he did today there was a man who walked around at a fabric store, who seemed like lame, but he was with his partner or some other man, and they were really weird anyway And it was harassing to Lacey because he looks like lame and then she wanted to go hug him practically and then he was gay and it was maybe he was actually bisexual but it was very hard for her and it was very emotionally trying and then all the sudden Louis pops up manifesting this kid on his father shoulders, who had glasses who looked like him. And that’s what Louis dots OK because that me lazy smile she was like well fuck maybe people are just alike and it has nothing to do with our sexuality and then it’s like well. Even if it does baby I’m still here I know where this all happened in the middle of North Oaks in Saint Paul, probably miles within an hour of where he’s buried I mean good God and as I’m saying this Lacey just heard a ghost yelling in the parking lot. Yeah, he was right there. He was right there.
And you all have her so obsessed with lime or lime obsessed with Jack I don’t think llamas obsessed with Jack necessarily at all. I have a weird feeling that that’s just bullshit that the Kennedy machine produced to make love seam gauge make Jack seem straight OK because I might actually work for the conservatives even though I’m a gay man and I tend to see things from that perspective I’m not screwed up. I am intelligent and well bred and I have a hard time excepting certain things that they say OK I have a very strong suspicion that they made a lot of shit up about them and still do.
But then I was a gay man as an intellectual I have to think what the fuck is going on with Louis. You know what it’s like do I need to read Swedenborg? Like what what even what even is going on because it seems like she’s with a seems like she’s with Lem’s maternity, but then whenever she’s sad, especially when she’s in St Paul, or any anywhere in that vicinity right now I have a very strong suspicion he’s in he’s close to her who is right there with a bouquet of flowers chocolate ready to take her on a date, he’s relentless and I have a feeling he will be until she’s dead. I I don’t think they understand what that’s like for her. It’s really annoying.
And then there’s Michael Rockefeller, who is told her you’re with me for eternity if things don’t work out and he’s a real man OK I’m gonna say I am a psychic in the illuminati. These are real fucking people and let’s not forget Herald open up Scott Fitzgerald, and the fact that Joe and Joe and Ally account entirely get over her as a psychic who cleans up other people shit I’m sick of it.
I am sick of it. I am sick of love of Louis doing who the fuck knows what with China and Russia to benefit Minnesota and then Michael almost causing a banking crisis. No, we almost had a banking crisis this time last year because Michael got so upset in relation to Lacey Bobby, not your ass not Eunice, his ass, not Jack’s house. No one in your fucking family has fox Michael.
We almost had a life-changing historic, thinking crisis bitch because of Lacey‘s ass.
And then you all think oh, it doesn’t matter if I harass her at Joanne fabrics. I can piss off her husband and caused them to get into a fight and almost in the world because I am I’m a nihilist, and I don’t care.
I can end friendships with people I can cause natural disasters in Japan because it’s fine. It’s just nothing I’m just a Kennedy it’s nothing I’m a Kennedy.
Sweetie, the rest of the world doesn’t have the ability to look at it that way, and I don’t know what the fuck you people are on that makes you feel comfortable being so nonchalant about earthquakes in Japan and baking crises I mean good God this is real get a fucking clue,
Could there be rain carnation yeah I kind of think there could be if there is he’s Constantine and she’s Scotia and he was probably straight that’s a little daunting, and then F Scott Fitzgerald was seemingly black and Africa and married to Zelda Lucy still angry about that she is still like to have a conversation about what the hell Zelda and Scott were doing in Africa at the turn of the millennia if that’s the way to put it like what the hell the last millennia what were they doing in 900 A.D. in Central Africa making love I mean if there’s reincarnation because that’s seemingly where they were if there’s reincarnation, those two were black, they were living in paradise and they were making love And that’s me as a psychic says oh no she still shit she gets over people but she still a tiny bit attached to Scott’s and I think she still processing what the fuck happened with that and she’s thinking do they just have some sort of bond that I don’t understand because they spent a whole lifetime together in Africa and you know what that’s beautiful that she wants to respect that let her self grieve and then move on, but we haven’t had a chance to do that.
Call Annette me while Louis is like. Oh hey babe, you know you want to go get a steak somewhere and St Paul what if we get a steak stay at a hotel room and make love you can talk to go snow. I’ll make it fun and I have a feeling he would I have a feeling Louisa really good date even there’s a ghost.
No Louis is a good date. Louis is a damn good date.
And by date, I don’t mean she’s a prostitute I just mean he he’s probably really good at being in a relationship with people.
And then there’s Scott and Lord knows Scott’s deep and sensitive and artistic so when she walks around on these hikes in Minnesota, he probably says yeah I was there, too. You know about 100 years ago and then starts talking to her about the foliage and she thinks so crap I know where this is going because it is going somewhere sexual. They’ll spend four hours talking about trees and barns and then in the evening They’ll end up having a conversation about sex and she’ll end up sleeping with him.
And then sometimes she gets into conversations with Michael and she’s like Michael I’m just exhausted because she trust him enough to say that and then and then that’s the end of it and then end up sleeping together. I mean that’s her reality and he’s a real men.
How do you all fill safe? Antagonizing loves so fucking much because of Lem’s was actually straight and he’s pissed off as all hell practically literally but really if he’s pissed off as all heck that she’s even talking this way about dates with Louis and foliage with Scott I have a very strong suspicion That he’s not in a good mood and that he really doesn’t like that
And if he was Constantine hole my yeah well the Kennedys can take on Constantine can’t they cause they’re the Kennedys they can take on the Roman Empire.” says a man in the Illuminati.
“ that’s very helpful. Thank you for your time it’s been very helpful talking with you. Thank you for giving us your insights. I know you’re not her father but or her friend even necessarily but I feel like you’ve taken that role and made it to work and your insight has been invaluable, so thank you very much.” says an Illuminati member.
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