I think the truth is Casi lead the way for all gay men and some have diverted at this point and are taking a very different path. This will be edited later too. I’m just incredibly angry because I have worked so fucking hard to get where I am today with her emotionally and you all are trying desperately in the last hour to totally screw it up, you’ve been trying all day to screw it up yeah
Hey, I didn’t get laid last night. She was too tired again and it actually really does irritate me or sex is very meaningful to me. We had sex yesterday morning. We didn’t have sex in the evening and I like sex with Lacey. It means something to me I’m sorry the bothers you all so much.
You know part of your problem with her is that she’s rich and that’s been the problem the perfume community had with her the entire time you don’t want someone telling you anything that you don’t already know who’s better than you and that’s what she does all the fucking time.
Yeah, she told you about Chanel 22. She told you about a lot of things and people are copping her left and right and still will be her aesthetic her vocabulary her matter of speaking she has thousands of copy cats now in the perfume community who don’t even necessarily realize they’re copying her and she gets pissed off for a damn good reason. They have no respect for her to like one post so like five of theirs and then they won’t follow her. We’ll keep reading her blog and reading her gallery and being assholes to her, and being competitive, thinking that they have a fucking chance in hell, a bigger equal, which is INSANE
Yeah, this will be added later. I have been so fucking pissed off at the way my my words and other peoples words have been twisted on this block for the last year. It is sick you people are obsessive and the only people you’re convincing or yourselves..
Edited, not added assholes.
Yeah, she tells you things you don’t wanna know because you already know them why is she’s so upsetting to you you’re gross as hell Casi you are a fucking gross as hell. You stole Chanel 22 and you don’t even like it.. why did you do it because it meant something to her and your perverse psycho pathic pieces of shit.
Oh God, I can redeem you and maybe other ways or not sweetie but when it came to Lacey, you all treated her eventually like a piece of fucking shit.
She had every damn right stand up for herself and point out her families lineage and how superior she was to you, Casi and Nancy and any other bitch that was up her ass trying to fuck her yeah. You wanted to screw her she didn’t want to screw you. She made that very clear and you didn’t want to hear it because it made you inferior in your own eyes and same to every other bitch in that damn fucking perfume perfume community who thought that somehow she was going to be controlled by that no she was getting thousands of followers. None of them were fake. She was superior to all of you and you couldn’t handle it because you’re disgusting pieces of shit unless if God redeems you.
And that’s the problem with you morons you don’t get Christianity you don’t understand that without Christ you’re really just a piece of shit. When you’re a child you’re not which is why you want to fuck kids now right because you’re so gross and worthless. I so if you are gross, worthless adults, who is not a Christian and isn’t process it isn’t in the process of being redeemed by Christ fuck you you might be going to hell and you’ll wish you never been born at best.
And yes, if there’s reincarnational Bible, I am emperor Constantine I started Christianity. It already existed but I was instrumental in starting Christianity. If there’s reincarnation I actually really am emperor Constantine reincarnated that’s just facts. If there’s reincarnation Lacey, Lacey is actually Scotia and I am actually emperor Constantine that is fact.
We were also British aristocrats and married. Lacey really was Scottish and we might not have had a title ourselves, but we were connected to the aristocracy. If you can’t find us, don’t be particularly worried there might not be rain, carnation, or if there is improve that prove that group prove that that’s the thing For that, there’s not alternate universe well where where we lived or we were married or prove that there’s not reincarnation if you can’t that I’m sorry I can’t say this as well as I’ve said some things but I can say with absolute confidence that I was Constantine, if there’s reincarnation, she was Scotia And I can say Wisconsin with absolute confidence that we were married and I was straight and we were British aristocrats. Maybe you should say aristocrats if they take that in a certain sort of way, but no, we were very wealthy and we were connected to the aristocracy I I was not necessarily literally a Spencer, but I might’ve had ties to the family like through my aunt, or my grandmother, or something along those lines if there’s reincarnation at all, we were very rich we were very wealthy family with ties to the spencers if there’s reincarnation and I died in World War I and I was the love of her life and we had kids, but none of them survived and she got horribly drunk and got hit by a car and fell and cracked her head open on the ground and that was the end of her life. Lacey still has a habit if there’s been Carnation of caring around. Bottles everywhere is just it it’s like have it to her now it’s just a big glass bottle feels very much, that’s just her vibe arm. There might not be reincarnation, but that is who she is. She had dark hair, and she was Scottish, and she looked exactly like herself basically, but she was Scottish.
I don’t know Jackson, jazz and say you could never compare to her and if there is reincarnation, don’t bet on Lacey and I having anything other than those people outside of safe parameters for a while. The problem is right now in the royal family are actually connected to us potentially, but it’s just a cigarette it’s not going to go well you can’t attack them that way if they’re just being good people.
I have this weekend and irritate me. This isn’t just about me. This is about the entire nation of Great Britain. It’s about the entire history of Ireland. It’s about the holy Roman empire I mean come on I just became a thing in the last couple of years. I am Constantine that’s why, oh my word because you’re talking to Constantine if there’s reincarnation you’re talking to me I am emperor Constantine I was straight and you’re fucking pissing me off.
I know Lacey wasn’t Egyptian princess and no she doesn’t look black. I’m sorry if that’s offensive to Black people she loves Africa. If there’s reincarnation she would’ve come back for you people and you’re like cousins to her. You don’t look exactly like she’s not black and then that’s that’s a thing you can. I can never say anything. I hope you look at your send it. No Lacey is not black she’s not she looks like the people who invaded the country That the Egyptians really were fairly white looking people there’s some debate about that but no Lacey looked pretty white. I’m sorry she looks like Dodi Al-Fayed him. Yeah no Lacey looks like Dodi Al-Fayed she did it better than just the Islamic ownership of Egypt that created that look if Lacey Scotia sheet, she looked more like them than you might think Him I know if they did. I’m sorry they looks more white than you might think and so the depictions of Lacey looking at it and if this could be proof that there’s not really accreditation about that to but know if if she is Scotia no she looks like she did, and in the Stainglass pictures and churches Soup she did. She looks like that she was a little more Egyptian looking on that but no she looks pretty white. Sorry.
But you know that’s how it is in Europe to the further north, you go the lighter people get so an Italian look so much different than a Swiss or than a Swiss person, and they look so much different than a Swedish person there at the very top of Africa, so whatever reason she was pretty white looking And if she’s Scotia and knows that I mean what do you want for me? She was pretty white looking am I looks well yeah I looked somewhat Italian. I guess I don’t know what I mean. You can kind of still if there’s a big carnation you can sort of see that I still I look I look a little Italian if there’s reincarnation there’s no Italian in the Billings family but if you look, you can see I’d still look a tiny bit Italian.
Oh OK but I wasn’t Italian at all. I knew it probably isn’t as obvious because I was acting gay wasn’t actually gay I was acting gay but when I wasn’t acting gay, you could see it slightly. Am I look a little Italian if there’s reincarnation no, I hate I look a little Italian, him and him that affected me. I was also British aristocrat though, so that was also in the back of my mind. If there’s reincarnation you had a you had the emperor Constantine, who would have been a British aristocrat who was born into a upper class old money Episcopalian family that lost as wealth in the stock market crash of 1929.
Oh, here’s the problem you guys this is the reality of it. You can’t change that Lacey doesn’t take your hatred of her especially seriously and I was trying to say before the phone died earlier today but you should be a little careful because if there’s reincarnation, Casi might be a dad, Italian aristocrat, and if I was emperor, Constantine and she was a dead Italian aristocrat oh, she might have harassed. Lacey is so much disingenuously. It was hateful, but it was also to sort of reign her in and bring her back to me.
So Casi was sort of doing the Italians if she’s a reincarnated, Italian aristocrat a favor she was bringing home Scotia she was bringing home Lacey back to me
And look how affective we were Lacey is with me for eternity. I wouldn’t say we failed.
Oh, Cassie is not still a good person. You can’t trust her to, but that’s the thing you’re assuming that Italian aristocrats are all creek people she might not have been she might not be headed to hell, but she might not have been the greatest person and she still might not be Even if she’s not going to hell because she believes in Christ.
What is it more interesting is that if there’s reincarnation her husband really is Saint Augustine and him? He’s Italian to very slightly genetically. His family is Italian, so him if there’s been carnation yeah we brought her back. Essentially, she was sort of stolen from us. I was brainwashed and destroyed and then we took her back if there’s reincarnation and that’s the thing if I’m emperor, Constantine yeah that is part of who I am that is who I am, but to be honest with you, I might have been happiest and most myself when I was British or I’m not emperor Constantine at all, but not my happiest life my life when I was most myself was when I was a British man and I was in the upper class and I was married to Lacey and I died when I was probably in my 30s or 40s in World War I That’s when I was aware of myself that’s when I knew myself that’s when I feel like I was most sane and if that’s just the sad truth for some people I don’t know who you had in your head that I was I genuinely think you thought I was some sort of extra terrestrial supernatural being with no human emotions or needs of my own Who is just astounding and his profound love for Jack one of those rare people who really managed to make a narcissist love them I performed the impossible I was so enduring and patient and kind that I manage to make Jack an absolute dog and worthless piece of shit love me And then the minuscule amount of love that I managed to milk out of him was enough. I had no problems. I had no qualms, and I was profoundly devastated when he died after being kicked out of the White House three months earlier I was extraordinarily devastated. I was never hurt by his rejections of me. I was never heard it as a wedding I was never hurt at all I gave up my entire life for him never said otherwise constantly find over him praise him, never lost. My sanity was probably saying perfectly normal, and I was devastated when he died, because the middle school amount of love that manage to force out of his narcissistic, worthless ass Baby extraordinarily sell me happy in a way that no one’s ever almost ever been throughout all of history, and it threw me when he died into hell and I wanted to die all the time because I couldn’t suck his cock anymore.
*Elliott Roosevelt laughs*
Oh, I mean what the hell do you really think that managing his wounds, taking hamsters half across the country, cleaning his laundry and sucking his cock made me so happy that when he died, I was profoundly devastated. Why would it make me that happy as a man I could have his kids I didn’t have my own home and not really anyway I didn’t have his name, I see me we never even was able to make love with him. He never acknowledged that he was gay even to me. He never told me he love me because he couldn’t tell me. He love me. He never admitted that he was gay, so he never told me he love me he never made love to me potentially ever at all but I will suck his cock and clean his clothes and did everything for him and I was devastated when he died because I couldn’t clean his clothes anymore How dumb can you be?
“ shit mom you’re right the story is that he never did come out of the closet and acknowledge you. I guess we just assumed that you had no needs like you said or humanity of your own.” says a bisexual Italian man.
I know it’s just this is infuriating to me because this is real it doesn’t make any sense. How the hell was I supposed to be happy how were where did my happiness come from because I did have needs of my own you’ve never said I wasn’t saying there was something fucking wrong with him, so what is it that you imagined what the fuck did you people imagine?
“ I so what we imagined is what Lacey had with Joe and then gave up because he was too obnoxious?” asks a living actress.
yeah.
“Lem I thought you were happy.” says David Pitts.
why was I happy David based on what?
“ all right people said you were happy, so I just assumed that you were.” says David Pitts.
Right, but what was that based on other than people telling you that or stories that you’d heard about me?
“ oh, you said it yourself!” says Bobby, bluffing.
Then why is that ever been published? They published every other fucking thing I’ve ever said that confirms like my friends from the 70s that I was gay and in love with Jack, so why have my happy words never been published?
“ can you say Lacey you’re right your upper class your old money. Lem was probably straight and you perceived that and we didn’t but you don’t even fucking care cause you’re a better person than us. there you go.” says Casi Brooke Hart.
yeah you’re right Casi and I’m with her for eternity, so yeah you’re right thank you for saying, could you please explain to me I know you watch soap operas what were they thinking what were gay men thinking what I was happy about?
“ oh, the money I think it was the money in the prestige and somehow people maybe aren’t as in telogen to see you and Lacey and so they don’t think those kinds of things through but I think in large part it was them. There was probably the money they don’t say that but that’s probably what they think that they’re actually thinking it was that you somehow just kept putting out and being happy in this astronomically profound way that really isn’t possible for money because of the status of the money that they don’t think that through there just like oh he really love Jack and was really happy because of the money but then they don’t realize that that’s what they’re thinking so it’s like oh it’s the money, but not really, but it will just look the other way and pretend like it’s not to ourselves almost.” says Casi.
“I so you think that we have it in our head that line was on that was Jack and David Pitts does too, because we’ve conflated our fascination with him with his actual relationship but beyond that, we’ve also thought that he was far more materialistic than he really was?” says the CIA.
“ oh yeah, that makes sense Casi I think you’re right I think that is what happened that wasn’t really Lacey‘s thought necessarily I think she’s probably had that thought but I think that’s more you or someone else, but it might be your about actually be your your answer Casi and you’re right I think that probably could be what happened.” says Lem.
More later.
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