(May 26th, 2024 – morning)
Last night Lacey and I were supposed to make love. But we did not. She was forced to sleep. As per usual. The Illuminati is being evil, as per usual, and dumb…
So…she woke-up at 3 AM and waited to hear me. But she couldn’t. I was silenced.
Greenwhich Mean Tomb by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays. For Lem.
Greenwhich Mean Time by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays for us.
“You sort…it….out. FOR BLOODY ONCE!” yells Lacey. “SORT ME OUT!!!”
“Hey, crazy cat.” says Michael Rockefeller to Lem Billings. “Free LOVE BABY!!!”
And at that in her sleep last night Michael Rockefeller started to make love to Lacey. She woke-up just as things started to hurt Lem too damn much for his entity to remotely handle watching.
“So were you two married?” asks Lem of Lacey and Michael.
Tomb of the Assassins plays for Lem.
Time of the Assassins plays for Lacey.
“Yes.” says Michael Rockefeller.
“When?” says Lem.
“Before.” says Michael.
“Oh. Really? Eww.” says Lacey.
Michael laughs. “Yes. It seemed fair.”
“Was it real?” asks Lacey.
“Yes!!” says Michael.
Lacey looks tired suddenly.
“Why are you doing this to me!??” yells Michael. “She can seduce me.”
“Is she trying to!?” says his father.
“No!!” says Michael.
“Are you?” asks Jeff Bezos of Lem Billings, as he’s lost. And he’s been trying to keep up.
“No!” yells Lem Billings, in irritation.
“So…why are you saying FREE LOVE!?” Lem asks Lacey.
“On principle.” says Lacey.
Trick Pony by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays.
“What’s the principle!?” yells Lem.
“How do you not get it!?” says Lacey.
“I do.” says Lem.
“So there you go, Jolly-Cock-Sucker.” says Lacey.
“Is that…too far?” asks Lem.
“Are you in Hell asking that?” asks Lacey.
“Boom! There goes the DYNAMITE FOR SATAN!!” says JFK cheering himself on. He feels AWESOME!! “RAT FACES RULE!!!” he yells doing the victor’s run. You know the one? It’s where you run slowly and do fist pumps. He’s serious. he jumps up and down pretending to be in a boxing match. Like he’s Rocky. He air punches and then head bangs to emphasize his self-perceived infinite coolness. He inspired the last song, thinking it would hurt Lem except…it doesn’t work. But he has yet to realize that.
“Okay. But…that’s…too…fast.” says Lem to Lacey.
“No. It’s not. I work that fast.” says Lacey.
Jack stops jumping. Looks worried. But he can’t stop running. He listens to Trick Pony stupidly still running in place with a confused look on his face.
France laughs with Lacey.
“Jack is that your jam?” says France.
JFK laughs, derisively and stops running. “YOU DON’T KNOW MY COCK!!” he yells in a thick peasant Japanese accent, which he’s stuck with now whether he’s reincarnated (and whether there’s reincarnation) at all or not.
“So you like it quick and HOT!!” says France.
“Yeah.” says Jack.
“Do you have any idea the sexual genius it takes to create that?” says France.
“No.” says Jack, smiling.
“Jack that’s what Lem did. Right? Every time.” says France.
“No.” says JFK.
“LACEY COULD. In her sleep. Like it was blowing dust off of a book.” says France.
“Women are like cars. Right!? Bozo? Ha! Love it. But we’re human.” says Lacey. “Are you?”
“Okay. Whatever. What does it have to do with me?” says JFK.
“You DEMAND THAT.” says France.
“SO!??” says JFK.
“YOU DEMAND THAT!” says France.
“Up goes the statues of ‘slave-holders’ like Beethoven and Thomas Jefferson in my house, losers!” says Canada. “In private…I’m done. Until Lincoln and JFK are demolished…it isn’t SAFE.”
“Thank you.” says Great Britain. “Hopefully we still know that. It’s sad. But…it’s scary.”
Ambivalent, Jack shakes his ass. “Suck my cock!!” he says to cheers from living gay men.
“Nope. That was literally not orientation nor my understanding of reality. I was…doing that. On request, actually. But…now I don’t have to anymore, see? So…sorry.
Lacey…let’s talk.
So…you get tired of waiting for men’s brains to work? Got it. But that’s the sad reality. At times. Look…I would have liked a word in edgewise. But…that wasn’t possible. …Or was it?”
“I tried twice?” says Lacey.
“What response did you get from me?” asks Lem.
“Go to Hell you fucking woman. I love JACK KENNEDY!” says Lacey calmly.
“Every time?” says Lem.
“I hear that repeatedly. All day. I have my whole life. I’ve learned to make it a relaxing white noise.” says Lacey.
“And we’re moving on!!” psychotically shouts living people thinking they are her.
“Nope. Not yet.” says Lacey.
“Yes!! We’re you!!” they say. “We need to move on.”
“Nope.” says Lacey.
“Orgasms are easy.” says Ancient Egypt. “Like eating a banana.”
“They aren’t for us.” says Jeff Bezos. “We’re using electricity.”
Egypt is fascinated.
“So…try again.” says Lem. “Just try again. It’s a bad connection, so to speak. But…I feel like…you could reach me once.”
“And what exactly are you going to say!?” says Lacey, confused.
“To really stop.” says Lem.
“Oh! I heard that!! I gave her the message!” yells JFK. “I say, ‘You very evil woman! Bad! Eww! I say fuck you bitch, but I love you so I not say that. Instead I will say- I fuck Bobby Kennedy Senior if you don’t stop. Right now! He’s hot piece of ass. And then I fuck Kick, Marilyn Monroe…and Lem Billings.’”
“And I said what Jack?” says Lacey.
“Jack you have to tell us!” says an angry man.
“Fine. I tell you.” he says. Someone has to literally twist off his hands to get him to talk. “Fine! That hurt!
Okay.
I tell you now!!!” he says. “She says, ‘Why you make love to yourself!?’”
“And what did you say??” yells Nelson Rockefeller.
“I LOVE ME MORE THAN I COULD EVER LOVE YOU. BECAUSE JACK IS SUPERIOR. And HE LOVES ME MORE THAN ANYONE EVER COULD!!!” says JFK, wincing in pain.
Caroline throws her long stringy hair (she’s aged) around as she head bangs. Naked. Dancing to Trick Pony.
“I will liberate my dad!! I’m prepared for my sacrifice!” yells Caroline randomly on a Sunday morning in an Illuminati building.
“Caroline. What the fuck!?” says sitting a journalist siping hot coffee and eating a pastry.
Caroline ignores her.
“Boom!
Batters up!!” shouts a dead white, male Boston Kennedy fan. He’s like one of the characters from Cheers.
Caroline gets up on a metal folding chair and starts marching in place.
“Huh.
What the Hell does this do!??” says her friend.
“It circumvents Lacey.” says Caroline. “Her ugly, worthless ass is conquered.”
“Her ugly…worthless…ASS!?” says her friend. Her friend suddenly stops and gets up, racing out of the room. She joined the Illuminati in 2010. And she’s learned when to exit the room. When demons manifest you literally have to run. Caroline picks-up a chair and throws it across the room. She hisses. Does a demon assisted backflip. Then feeling dizzy she stands before feeling bored and running in circles around the room in a trance where she literally feels like she’s Lacey Banks. It’s fake. But Satan allows her and other people a similar simulated experience.
“Why!?” says Lem.
“It fools them into thinking they’re her. They’re that stupid.” says Satan.
“No! HA! JOKE! JOKER!
We are studying to be a master of ALL. We are HER!!! You see.
Daddy got the juice.” says JFK to Satan. He sniffs the air and sticks out his tongue confidently.
“I’m not your sugar baby.” says Satan to JFK.
“That’s not what you said last night.” says JFK.
“Oh. Yeah.
Wow!
Umm…cool.
So…what are we doing then today, Daddy!?” says Satan to JFK.
Jack Kennedy nudges Satan with his elbow laughing. “Yeah. You love me just like how Lem did.
It’s transference. What we have. I give you…transference.
But…you understand. You Satan.” says JFK. “We lovers.”
“Yeah. Uhuh. And love WINS.” says Satan.
“We invented that slogan. Just you and I.” says JFK to Satan. “Aww! You’re my little goody-two-shoes.” he says playing with Satan’s nose.
And at that Satan burns him to a crisp in profound hatred for JFK.
“Jack…why are we trying to make love to British aristocrats?” asks dead Potato Famine Ireland.
“Because I AM them now.” says JFK. “It’s cool! It’s America. Relax!” He thinks. “Actually…I’m better than whatever the fuck they were. Because I was poor. And they never were.”
“Huh.” says India.
Dandelion by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays as Caroline bends forward and hangs her arms down.
“Choo Choo!” says Jackie Kennedy’s ghost.
“I’m a whistle.” says Caroline.
“Toot toot.” says Jackie, sincerely.
“I’m a train. Rolling down the tracks.” says Caroline.
“Chug-a Chug-a Choo Choo!” says Jackie Kennedy seriously.
“Toot toot.” says Caroline still bending forward.
“Can you lay down!?” says Jackie.
“No mom.” says Caroline. “I’m doing a sacrifice for dad.”
“Are you demon possessed right now?” says Jackie.
“No. I’m not.
Did you get rid of them?” says Caroline.
“Yup.
Hey.
Why are you so damn loyal to your dad?” says Jackie.
“Because he’s my dad?” says Caroline.
“Yup. But I’m your mom.” says Jackie.
Caroline stands up and looks at her in confusion.
“I’m not a non-human.” says Jackie.
“What!??” says Caroline.
“Yeah. Turns out…I exist. Who knew? Right.” says Jackie. “And you are my daughter.”
“Do I have to be?” says Caroline.
“You have no choice.” says Jackie.
“Okay.
So let’s meet up?” says Caroline.
“I’m not interested in sleeping with you. In any capacity, unlike your father? Well supposed father. If that’s ever what he’s communicated to you…at this point, I could end that for you.
No. You’re an actual person. And I’m your mom.” says Jackie.
“Why?” says Caroline.
“You are my daughter. It’s too complicated to talk about right now.” says Jackie.
“So…dad’s a dud?” says Caroline.
“Maybe. It’s cool. There are other dads.” says Jackie.
“But dad won’t be loved like me.” says Caroline.
“No. But that’s okay. You had and have a mom. I’m sorry I’m crappy.” says Jackie.
“What will we do with him?” says Caroline, in reference to her dad like he’s trash.
“That’s nothing for you to worry about. You were MY EGG. I had you first!
So…since I’m not necessarily complete crap as a mom…I still get to hopefully keep you. We’ll have to find a new sperm source. But that’s never your job. So remain as you are, so to speak. And I’ll see you later.
Just pray to Jesus. Ask Him to forgive you for your sins in His name. And be your Lord and Savior.” says Jackie. “He listens!”
Caroline collapses. But doesn’t break anything.
She’s carried away. By Illuminati workers. They were sex slaves but they prefer cleaning. And like house slaves they now clean. It’s livable.
“Can you get married?” asks Zelda.
“No! But it’s far preferable to being drugged and raped.“ they say.
Voyage by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays.
“So…yup. This is the crowd I run with.” says Lem.
“Huh.” says Lacey.
“I was trying to have fun.” says Lem.
“Fun!? Who has time for that!? It’s a trick.” says Lacey. “It’s almost always a trick.”
“So slavery is wrong but child trafficking isn’t!?” says Fox News to MSNBC.
“You’re hypocritical!” says MSNBC.
“SO…FUCKING…WHAT!??” says Fox News. “We try to some tiny degree to still speak actual truth. And…that’s a good thing. GROW-UP!”
“Yes. Child molestation is the price we pay for sexual liberation as a democracy.” says MSNBC, burping up their breakfast.
“So…how is that better than SLAVERY?” says MSNBC.
“FUCK MY COCK!!” they yell in unison suddenly like demonic robots. Mind controlled zombies. “We will cease to exist and Satan’s slaves before eternal Hell with our master Satan.”
“That’s cool. It’s fact.” says the Pope masturbating to pornography of Hispanic 20 year old women. That’s his type. He’s so obsessed with it he has been caught on at least one occasion.
“You aren’t in Mass?” asks Lem.
“No. I got on a sex binge. So I sent my body double. He knows the drill.” says the Pope.
“Do you ever have sex?” asks a reader.
“No.” he says. “I just don’t think it’s right.”
“Are you being legalistic?” asks a reader.
“Oh dear. Yes. I suppose so.” he says.
“So…are you really the Pope?” asks a reader.
“No.” he says tentatively. “Yes? It’s dangerous.”
“Have you thought Lacey was a demonic entity?” asks a reader.
“Yes. She’s so smart. And one night I had a wet dream about her.” he admits. “Lem the Pope has wet dreams now about your wife. I hope you’re HAPPY!”
“So she wasn’t visiting you?” asks God. “What if she was just to violently out you.”
“As a fake.” says the Pope.
“Popes often want to fuck me. You don’t think I know that!?!” says Lacey.
“Oh.” he says.
“Yeah. That part of Catholicism seems pagan to me. It’s sick? Your penis isn’t cut off. And that’s Christian. Are we really to blame Him for happiness? Or is sex shit? Or do you fart out of your mouth now? Why would sex be at all evil? That’s possibly extremely evil.” says Lacey. “And that’s why I do Free Love. Because Satan can’t have that. Evil can’t conquer that as easily. It causes death. And I LOVE LITERAL DEATH. This world has become worthless shit in my opinion.”
“Huh.
So you’re busting out Ancient Egyptian moves and visiting us in our sleep?” says the Pope.
“If there’s reincarnation. Yes. It was EFFECTIVE.” says Lacey.
“So when does this end?” he says.
“I don’t know.” says Lacey.
“So possibly for eternity.” he says.
“Until I’m happy. And that could take eternity. I’m ANGRY.” says Lacey.
“Oh okay. Well that isn’t so bad.” he says stupidly.
“Are you retarded?” Lacey says kindly.
“How many Popes seem retarded?” he says.
“A lot of them.” says Lacey.
“Oh.” he says.
“Look fuckwad you’re a piece of fucking shit. You aren’t the Pope you’re a whorish little bitch from all I can see of you, you fucking worm.” spits Lacey.
“Cool.” says the Pope.
“So what’s your fucking problem anyway, Laugh Track?” says Lacey cheerfully.
“I take it that you think the Catholic Church has a few problems?” says the Pope.
Looking Glass Blues by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays.
“Yes actually I do.
Could you first tell me is it possible there’s reincarnation? I want a simple yes or no. And don’t worry I won’t take your word for it unfortunately or fortunately, but what is your honest opinion? I don’t think you’re a total idiot.” says Lacey.
“The other dead Pope was the one who liked you. I don’t.” he says.
“Do your fucking job you typist asshole.” says Lacey.
“Yes, I worry it’s possible.” says the Pope.
“That’s fascinating. Did you just hesitate to give me an answer? Did you waver back-and-forth?” says Lacey.
“Yes.” he says.
“That’s not our Pope, Lacey.” says Tsar Putin.
“Well that’s interesting but hold on. I’m sorry to disagree with you, but this is where I’m British, and I have to respect that he might be closer to what I believe than what you believe. No offense Your Majesty.” says Lacey.
“Let me understand this? You divorce yourself from every man that you are with if they’re dishonorable and break the covenant marriage as men?” says the Pope.
“That’s what you’ve got to do nowadays Pope. It’s the Wild West. It’s a total fucking shit show but when I’m dead I’m going to hopefully end the world.” says Lacey.
“So you really think the world at this point is objectively just totally totally worthless and without Jesus literally coming back totally irredeemable and so your objective scientific legal aesthetic possibly expert opinion if there’s reincarnation and you’re actually Scotia and you’ve been around for an incredibly long time (more than probably almost anyone alive potentially or at least a lot of people alive) is that you ahh…you really think the world is just-at the end and you’re just calling it? You’re just calling it like a referee?” says Jonah Wiley.
“ yes almost possibly entirely I need it it seems almost impossible that I can’t redeem my relationship with him, and I am hopeful that if Jack does not currently exist and were interacting with the previous ghost, that was Jack in purgatory, and that he will not always used to exist I don’t think I should have to marry Jesus on a happy note, though he actually does seem to be a very handsome Jewish man so to his Credit it’s not that he’s not a desirable person. I’d like some aesthetic drawings of him. He’s just he’s Jesus you know so it’s not really a negotiable, but yes, it seems as though this is possibly the end and we are just sort of waiting for him to come back or for me to in the next 2230 to 40 years die and hopefully be able to trigger the end of the world I will not be doing it if it’s possible in a way that is particularly painful. Am I will try to end everyone’s life as quickly as possible. It will be a quick painless death. If I can do anything about it Satan won’t be able to stop me he may or may not realize that, and there is no evil that will be able to stop me. God could stop me God could not allow it but other than that I don’t suspect if I do not see is to exist That I will not be able to think of some thing that would prompt the end of the world I’m potentially unfortunately, despite what you may or may not have presumed based on popular opinion, potentially a super genius and so when I die, I shall have lots of interesting things to tend to And one of them will definitely be figuring out the most collateral damage and the shortest amount of time at the exact right strategic locations.
Oh, I am not JFK reincarnated that’s an insult, my intelligence and integrity. At this point potentially it’s a vain meandering of a lot of bitch men who I really think if there’s rain Carnation, and they existed before I possibly should’ve never been born for their benefit.
America was the most shitty thing to ever happened and also one of the best I was it was that Victor Hugo I think it was told no it wasn’t no it was Hugo wasn’t it Victor Hugo that said it was the worst of times it was the best of times. How do I have the right author? Oh dear, my brain is tired I was at no that can’t even dickens but no it was somebody that said it’s the worst of times it was the best of times, and I really thought that was the most repulsive statement in someways, but not really literally right because it’s sort of like F Scott Fitzgerald puts it in things are rarely ever that dramatic. Actually that’s not what Scott said he says things are never that Trumatic end up was he trying to be ironic and wink that they are sometimes but rarely if you’re smart enough to figure things out or was he saying that nobody ever knows anything in his own way, or we know a very very small amount and that’s it. Um, here’s the thing. Yeah no I’m looking for it and in the world and I will be doing it whether you help me or not I don’t need help you fucking idiots. I’m not Jack Kennedy I’m not some bumbling idiot from Boston.
I don’t think you get it I work alone if necessary sometimes I prefer it that way. Do you know why because I’m not jolly I’m not your sucker I don’t fuck you if I was Jack I would’ve shot myself in the face potentially why because Linn loved me. If I was Jack, and what I know to be almost positively true at this point if I can put it that way safely I would’ve shot myself the minute he sucked my cock. I would’ve decided that life was worthless. I would’ve killed my entire family if necessary and killed myself I am not Jack Kennedy, stop twisting it in your brain. You’re a little worthless worm if that’s all that you are.” says Lacey.
“ oh OK so you’re not Jack Kennedy reincarnated that’s cool are you don’t need our help but we’re probably gonna end up wanting to help you anyway I will have to do exactly what you say no questions asked no compromises or we will just probably be rendered paralyzed that’s interesting, so you really think democracy is pointless?” says Lana Del Rey.
“ no, sweetie I’m more sophisticated than democracy can handle potentially democracy is my limitation in war. There is no democracy there are leaders and followers. Don’t understand that about warfare and I don’t know how to talk to you right now. Yes I’d leave you paralyzed if I couldn’t, I maybe will be able to do some degree I already have potentially I don’t know why Jack was bothering with me. I have absolutely no interest in him at all. He will never get my approval and anywhere other than as a persons child who I could have loved that’s all he is to me at this point at some point in eternity he may be a brother in Christ to me in heaven if he doesn’t sister exist for eternity or go to hell but he will never be anything more than that most people aren’t, and if he can’t handle that God may have to make him seize to exist because that’s all he’ll ever be to me. If there’s been Carnation I’m not going to humor the idea that he was obsessive fan. Personally, I think he may have been one of the most arrangement ever exist but you know really at the end of the day that’s up to him to tell me because he’s the one that knows him best right his best friend wasn’t like the best friend anyone could ever have, why the fuck did Linn tell you all of that that’s absolute fucking bullshit and I think he knew that and you morons keep trying to tell me that you’re so subtle. I cannot tell you how many times people have tried to lie to me after being narcissistically, offended and tell me that you people are subtle in a way that I don’t understand when I’m extraordinarily subtle when I want to be for aesthetic or intellectual reasons, explain to me you’re astounding perfection in light of my disgustingness 1 millions last time!” yells Lacey. “ and you’re supposed to love me the way you love everyone else. Why can’t none of you ever figure that out you’re just supposed to be loving to me not in some astronomical way just loving the way you would be to a door knob it’s really that simple.”
“ because we have to be better than you to love you?” they say.
“WHY!??” yells the Pope.
“ because we really think we’re better than almost everybody. Multiple live are really narcissistic and so they think they’re better than everyone secretly in like someway maybe not in every way, but like in some secret way they’re probably better than almost everyone and so it’s like when you talk to people you’re just like OK I’m better than you in this way. We can’t find that with her and it’s really disturbing to everybody alive potentially unless if they’re kids and they’re over it am I suspect that a lot of people over the age of like 80 at this point probably didn’t have that problem but boomers Gen X millennials and Genzie still want to be better than her Genzie isn’t a sold on it the silent generation really wasn’t either, but it seems like most people under the age of 80 are like obsessed with being superior to her and possibly with everyone else to but once it’s really difficult to be superior to her and so she’s really annoying to us.” says a Millennial woman.
“ do you think you guys are some of the stupidest generations to ever exist and that’s the problem?” says the Pope.
“ if you want it’s because of me baby I love you I’ll kiss your bum pie. Kiss my ass suck my cock. I love you forever bye-bye bye-bye love you love you.” yells JFK at Boomers, Gen. X, Millennials and parts of Gen. Z.
“ yeah he really is problematic you guys as a Genzie dude talking to her husband are legal husband. He’s kind of like Jack. I can tell he was a philanderer when he was young he’s got that vibe. He wears the shoes arm boots dial boat shoes he’s a bro he’s a 40 year old a frat bro who definitely you know close the deal definitely over 20 times probably over 30 times if you count other types of sex a yeah maybe like 100 times I don’t even know but you can tell when you’re talking to him that he’s been there so to speak but he doesn’t do that anymore. I can tell he’s not really sleeping with anyone but his wife possibly and a he’s just not like that anymore either way and he’s chill and fatherly and it’s like legit he tries to make it legit and it’s kind of impressive because I’m just like damn, this dude has seen it like he did it like he actually put it down and then just backed out and said fuck that I’m growing up and I don’t actually agree with that lifestyle but I respect the fact that the man knew his game he actually understood the assignment. It’s like you really don’t do that forever and maybe his wife the one that told him that but I mean he didn’t have to listen to her and he did he chose to listen to her so he got a respect him for that right I mean you really do like it’s not like everyone chooses to listen to people nowadays, so he actually listen to her and thought not this is dumb him and if he does anything, it’s like secret that I really don’t think he even does I sincerely don’t think he does. If he does it’s so rare that it isn’t the same thing as what the Kennedys did it’s just not, but but I don’t even think he does him and to be honest it’s kind of changed some of my views on Israel because I can tell he’s so much Jewish and I don’t think that’s my faith but I respect that the fact that they at least used to teach their kids to be moral and that’s what pisses me off about the pope to you can you cannot keep catering to the Kennedys you can’t keep catering to jack ass boomers they really were not the greatest generation. They really had no fucking clue what they were Doing, when it came to a lot of morality, somethings maybe they had others they figured out and were rightly heard about but I don’t think you can claim in your own head the way that you seem to that they actually knew something the other generations didn’t know I don’t think that’s very scientific. I think that’s actually rather superstitious and stupid evolution doesn’t even work that way so it’s very possible that tradition is actually far more essential and important to Christianity than you seem to understand which calls into question your authority, and based on what I know about Catholicism it does seem like you’re not the pope because there’s no way that someone could be that ignorant and uninspired by Christ and have the authority that the pope would have to have if there’s an actual pope so you’re either pointing out a flaw in the Catholic Church that doesn’t and Christianity. It just has a flaw in the Catholic Church or you’re pointing out the fact that you are not the boat and that’s sad because we think you are I don’t know who Putin thinks is the pope if there is one that’s a little scary, if he knows who it is and nobody else does, that’s actually terrifying. It’s interesting that you think Lacey could be reincarnated. I have to believe that you have some intellectual grounding in that you must know some thing to be the pope that worries me though because if she is, he was married to her and I don’t think that that’s a good thing because she was married to him as well. Love why did you reject her so thoroughly because you’re really really dead by being with Jack use you totally threw her off after she died for you why?” yells Gen. Z.
“ I was brainwashed.” says Lem. “ my family might love me, but they totally brainwashed me from the very early age. Um, I didn’t think that she would likely love me.”
Gen. Z laughs. “ but she knew that was bullshit, so why didn’t you?”
“ I did I didn’t know it was bullshit, but I chose to keep it very quiet. I was terrified of my parents. I was terrified of him being killed. If there’s been Carnation I was very scared of being killed by my own parents and most people live at the time that I was alive, I thought they would kidnap me and torture me to death if I am reincarnated and so I decided very early on to listen and keep things very quiet him just like she was convinced I was homosexual potentially, and that she should possibly be with other men, because she wasn’t quite good enough as a woman, I was brainwashed into thinking that she would not love me because I wasn’t good enough for her so she was indoctrinated the same way I was into thinking that we were not good enough for each other. Are you told her in America that she was too ugly to exist as anything other than a piece of fucking shit in hell at best. No you really you you told her that let her know that that’s not true because it’s insane to believe that because she’s so extraordinary beautiful and she’s actually a very genuinely rare beauty that’s not. I probably sweeties if you can’t see that in her pictures that’s the campers fault. She actually is that extraordinarily mathematically beautiful You can’t copy it if there’s no plastic surgeon that could or can figure out how to replicate it that’s just mother nature some things are almost impossible to replicate because it’s mathematically, so infinitely perfect that it’s hard the art that’s just how it works. There’s just different parts of everyone’s face that are extraordinarily beautiful because that’s God and and that’s just that’s just how God works so can a surgeon really replicate that no I’m sorry we cannot will we ever be able to? I doubt it it’s very hard numbers draw drop off at a certain point week we can’t calculate things quite that perfectly we suspect universe is expanding. It’s very hard we’re not God.
So what we have to do is be honorable and if we’re Christians worship, Christ Smith has authority and I don’t think him I think it’s possibly very serious because I think some people struggle to understand that you you can’t you can’t alter you can’t alter her she really is that extravagantly beautiful And so despite that that was a plastic surgeon who was Jewish she was actually the husband of a real housewife. He was just helping me say that a little bit there but no yeah you can’t. You can’t alter reality what is reality reality is truth. Truth is God God is truth, or it isn’t truth even if it’s just part of the truth, and it feels like a lie or then, there’s more truth that you don’t know That we’re not contradict God so you can’t molest children but if you want to tell her that she’s ugly, you have to have a very good explanation for that because she’s not there’s really nothing almost all wrong with your face potentially at all I have a lot of women today I struggle with that for narcissistic reasons for her who are her age, I suspect people younger than 25 don’t as much because I think they’re a little post that and they realize that Samuel could actually be superior but it’s maybe not the end of the world depending and that’s partially because you’ve been so abusive to them they’re seeing through your lies, but then the problem is you guys a lot of those kids are actually literally suicidal because you people are worthless at raising people you’re not loving you pretend to be some people some people are a lot of people are just for shits, and she knows that so I.
A notice if your parents don’t love you, you’re fucked there is no Christian society who is destroyed that deep root we really did get fucked up with secularism that’s not made up but then at the same time the boomers went too far with it and so it destroyed the message.
Oh so and then they replaced it with New Age bullshit not that there’s not actually something to that but if that’s the problem, you have a woman now who’s struggling to survive because she’s being suffocated by Bobby because he thinks he’s in love with me and that I’m in love with him, and I’m a ghost. He could easily be assassinated. I’m surprised he hasn’t been to some degree of. I think part of that is laziness. He really every day he comes close to being killed. There are a lot of people who love to shoot him in the head. There is no White House security system that can protect him really at the end of the day, if he had an army protecting him, he may be able to save his own life and he may not be depending on who he pissed off. It’s not unlikely that if he became president, we’d have a nuclear war and that he would actually be annihilated and there would be no more Washington DC. He’s terrible, but he does. He sounds smart, but he’s not. He knows the truth because he does, but then instead of being responsible and realizing that he can’t really lead people he’s chosen to delegate that responsibility to himself when in reality, he could probably tell people things and then try to find somebody who could actually do the job and maybe there aren’t a lot of people that could and that’s where it’s sad because I was trying to kill him I really was I wasn’t just using drugs with him. I was actually trying to kill him. I was trying to kill a lot of those kids. I’ve said that before and they are too immature and stubborn to except that possibility I don’t understand it. I would think that he’d want to call me out and put me in my place but that’s the problem with him. That’s why he’s a terrible leader either. I don’t think he could actually face truth. He pretends to be able to, so at the end of the day he has a wife that killed her self because he’s a failure as a man and he has been married three times. I’m sure his latest wife is devastated to clean for her own life because she’d rather be dead than be married to him, possibly and someways, but he really is very persistent and people are also very impressed with them so it’s a deadly combination because he’s terrible at being a man in the in that way so he’s good at telling people things but then that’s where he should probably leave it but again, maybe he can’t find anyone so if he became president, we would very easily be he would very easily be killed him. I don’t know who would do it, but it’s very possible that he would be bombed, and we would be to you know at the very least as possible that Putin might do it, or it’s possible, Putin would have his back turned out a terrorist might do it, or it’s not impossible that he might piss off the US government itself and he’s very shady. He gets in bed with people and then he stabs him in the back and I’m pretty sure he doesn’t ever deviate from that. It’s possible that the Kennedys can deviate from their usual, but they tend to act like robots People have made fun of Lacey and called her a robot. She’s not she’s actually in Christ probably possible when is the most deadly human stuff exist in Christ she’s not she wouldn’t she doesn’t I think she thinks evil is bizarre and she can barely handle the thought that it even exist, possibly terrifies her so no in Christ she is the most one of the most deadly people to ever exist, but that being said that’s the problem she’s not a robot that’s part of how she’s so deadly there’s not a way to really control her she submits to Christ but then that’s Christ. What does he feel about things at the moment so no and they’re not together, but she follows his lead Him as One does or should I in Christianity so that being said oh yeah, I think she’s rather done with a lot of problems here on this earth do you things people have suffered enough and you know if there’s an afterlife we can have kids in heaven I don’t think she thinks there’s much of a point anymore so it just seems sort of silly. It’s like we’re hard on the animals with all of our polluting. We might be making aliens angry if they exist, and I have a weird feeling that aliens might actually even agree with her and think that she’s kind of refreshing if they exist, they might not but if they do, I have a feeling, they tend to think that she’s got quite a bit figured out and that this whole thing is unfortunate him you know not that they would possibly care to hear her opinion on certain issues of their worlds, but every time another place And if they exist within, that’s the problem so we really have to move on in this conversation though I know I was brainwashed into thinking that I was too ugly and awkward and too much like a fart to possibly have a wife that beautiful I really did. I thought it was just a ugly fart all a lot of the time, and no I did not share a special bond with Bobby over that issue if I did it was not real and that’s where a lot of people are very very gullible in America these days it’s sad, so no, I was not happily ever after with those people.
And no, unfortunately there’s not a lot to say other than the fact that I know if there’s been Carnation, we both were completely brainwashed into thinking that it was impossible to add a certain level, so I thought no no a woman could never possibly love me because I’m too ugly And she thought no I’m too ugly to ever make anyone happy to be with me which is not true so she’s extraordinarily beautiful and I have her for eternity and I’m a ghost.
You don’t know how to be happy for us because he can’t fathom the possibility which is interesting. Yes, she sees that I was rather awkward looking, but you know really I was pretending to be gay in my eyes. It was just it was fake. We’ve dismantled that now, let’s please not go back to that again because really, it’s just my eyes in my mouth. There’s nothing else that I’m in my body movements, but those are all outward things that were not in word. Those were all actions does that was acting this concept of acting. I don’t think the Kennedys necessarily understand that concept that I mean that sincerely.
I think that’s part of the problem with this equation sincerely and part of why they keep getting so pissed off at him so if there’s been incarnation, Lacey and I were married for about 20 to 30 years and we were very deeply in love, there’s a very strong possibility I love her more than she realized And that was actually kind of romantic at the time but if there’s been carnation, but it’s not now and lean helps me recapture that slightly but so did Helena Bonham Carter so did a lot of people in great Britain actually I would even say Kim Cattrall in sex and the city help you slightly yeah the British do you tend to stick together what’s wrong with that? No one said that a country could care about itself I think Putin might agree with us, and it was interesting is that I’m pretty sure he is related to us somehow if there’s been incarnation, he’s been a challenge because if there is reincarnation, he actually has Alex Seay, and he could easily marry her. That’s quite an honor, but wow, when honorable man because he does understand that it’s about love, and the profoundness of that which is very Russian And that something the Russians can be very proud of him. I do love her more than he does but that’s that is the honor that he’s not with her in someway based on he he believes that it’s dishonorable possibly search understand that he’s not the person I think you thought he was, if he if he is backward and he’s not Aleksey, then that’s a hoax if he actually is that brilliant be careful because if there’s been carnation in the Bible, he probably could be Alexis. He looks like that mother look at him. It’s written all over his face so stop telling us that you understand that in the illuminati to stop telling Lacey and I oh we get it he’s Alex say just because you’re Maria Abramovich and you do stupid ass art that’s offensive to everybody which is actually kind of brilliant and you know that, and you know that we know that but just because you’ve managed to be offensive at an age minutes, almost impossible practically going to some people maybe does not mean that you are correct that that child I feel he is a thing I just mean that you seem to understand if that’s what we’re talking to that he actually is Aleksey maybe she doesn’t understand what that means but he actually could be Alex say no I’m sorry Russia was profound if you don’t understand the enormity of the Russian Empire, and who his family were if he’s Aleksey go read Tolstoy and really understand it about four times when you’re 12 like he would’ve had to and that was his last life. I don’t think he meant to bore you with his quick explanation of Russian history. I think that to him was like a quick exit and it is to Lacey and I as well, that’s not complicated to our brains. We’re pathos. Lacey and I is how you can be so backward big he is a genius rap artists are brilliant sincerely biggie was astoundingly intelligent. How could you write that poetry? How could you be that brilliant in your genre, and then not understand that what he was telling you in the Tucker Carlson interview was simple. It was 1 to 3. It was simple.” says Lem.
“ what was Lacey‘s father who raised her say is explanation?” says Jay Z.
“ he would say that that you are a good artist that you have no idea what you’re doing when it comes to foreign policy and you might be right I’m not sure that Salvador Dali did either. So that would be probably his explanation you asked him if that’s true that’s part of what I’m coming from. What is it that you to think is going on? Where are you? Think you don’t have to hear anything anymore about anything why is it that people today we’re running things don’t think they have to think, you’re the one running. Thanks so you you have to listen to reason endlessly see people in the past just understand that and they got involved harshly for a reason right because they cared but I don’t think they were as dead set on running things and then they got screwed over, potentially in the 60s by a lot of boomers but I don’t understand I don’t understand how you don’t get it you have to take charge you’re supposed to take charge and then if that’s where you you’re not in charge why do the people writing things have no sense what is put in your puppet I doubt that he is I don’t think black rock is that powerful I think that’s a joke. I think you people are idiots.“ says Lem.
“ I love them I think they’re brilliant.” says Casi.
“ yeah why?” says Lem.
“ because I’m not an Italian aristocrat anymore if I ever was one and I’m a little jealous of Lacey because she was always better than me and she still is and I have a hard time excepting that reality because I deserve it somehow possibly and she doesn’t I don’t even know if I deserve it as well as I think I do, which is why I’m a little freaked out because I can’t process that and so then I’m just thinking maybe I don’t fully deserve it and then I’m holding her accountable except I can’t because I know that’s bullshit and then I like them because they make the pain go away.” says Casi.
“ oh sweetheart no they don’t make the pain go away that was us. Yeah that was that the lobes password Guggenheims probably Lacey the lab might not have thought it was a bad idea either at times I think a lot of of old families that weren’t as heavily involved with black rock, in the way they were supposed to be possibly and you got really screwed over. Those people are the ones that took your pain away.” says a Sackler.
Later.
“ call ice I saw a lot of stupidity in your writing you’ve pointed out how it’s not stupid to me many times I just want to tell you you do a lot of run-on sentences and you and a lot of sentences were they should and your grammar is atrocious.” says Chris Hayes sincerely to Lacey.
“ is that supposed to hurt me?” says Lacey.
“ I mean yeah it’s supposed to make you like literally suicidal because I was hired by the illuminati to kill you and saying that that’s what I’ve been withholding from you for eight years because I thought that if I told you that it would finally topple things over and make you want to kill yourself I don’t think anyone’s ever told you that I think you’re too stupid to realize that you’re welcome.” says Chris Hayes, sincerely.
“ most living men are in a relationship with black rock that’s homosexual it started in the 80s.” says the Illuminati.
“ what!?” says a reader.
“ yeah most men are being homosexual he aroused by black rock.” says the Illuminati. “ oh, I don’t think we got a chance to say that before the phone died I know most men I have been how was actually aroused by Blackrock since the 1980s a lot of men who died 911 were capable of rejecting that intellectually and that’s why they were allowed to die, thankfully a lot of people who died in the war on terror maybe even Matthew Nesheim were resistant to homosexual sex with black rock but no subconsciously black rock has been having sexual liaisons psychologically with with most living man Jonesey is more resistant, which is part of how this whole thing is falling apart because it because they don’t, they’re not as receptive as millennials were part of that could be Lacey finding us and us being too stupid to realize that she’s not stupid yeah so the problem is that she was looking for Michael Rockefeller he would’ve thought the entire thing was sad but maybe out of his control and so he would’ve got along with it and I think he might have been resistant to it as well being somewhat bisexual and he probably would’ve told her what was going on very carefully and said you know, I am a Rockefeller and I’m incredibly attractive to you, but I have to think there would’ve been somebody else who might’ve fallen in love with you, but most men who you’ve been exposed to who are in your family are really in capable of resisting the psychological sexual images that we’ve permeated them with since childhood and lamb believe it or not would’ve been resistant some boomers have been somewhat resistant, but most men who are not old money, and even some who are like the bushes have not been resistant to that’s part of why they’re so in capable of the times of doing things effectively if it was a way of potentially actually to mobilizing them, how does it work men don’t realize that they’re being sexually activated, and they marry they may or may not even be homosexual they may not even be consenting, but we found the part of their brain that tricks them into thinking that they were committed to somebody and were using it to make them committed to us in a psychosexual way so a lot of their addictions a lot of their hatred for women a lot of M&Ms art a lot of your inability to do anything productive is because they think they’re in a sexual committed relationship with black rock or a people of that nature in the illuminati shouldn’t illuminati exist that actually is not the situation that Linn Billings was in with Jack I would be surprised if Jack thought that that’s what it was and that was part of why he thought the whole thing was so cool because I think he thought that he was making everyone happy the way that he made Lamb happy by selling them out to Black rock and I have I’m not convinced that he didn’t do it from the grave. I highly suspect that he actually intended to still be president in his own way after he died so that’s some thing that the Catholic Church does not handle particularly well anymore at least it’s possible the dead people really are interacting with us more than we are led to believe and when was that out of fashion believe it or not probably in the 16 or 1700s I don’t think it’s some thing that was recent. I think it’s far older than that a lot of that mud flood stuff is just bullshit. I’m sorry if you know anything about architectural history, you know that it’s ignorant. It’s a very white trash conspiracy there’s some Black people that believe it to but it’s mostly just white trash.
What part of Tortaria sweetie is trying to compensate for an ego problem that America has with Great Britain we can’t handle how inferior we are to Great Britain not Tortaria
So yeah, you’ve constructed a lot of false narratives about architectural history. If you asked Lacey what was going on she could explain but it actually would probably creep you out. It’s not a mud flood it’s something possibly more complicated and more sad involving racism.
Racism prostitution children that were sacrificed in the 1800s heroin, addicts diseases and that’s where I lose patience with one. Why were you so joyful?” says Michael Rockefeller.
“ I was loved I was raised to be joyful in a good way and I was really innocent and I thought I was just having a fun time you know where it’s like you’re riding on someone’s shoulders and it’s just fun um, so a part of that was homosexuality. A part of that was me trying to breathe. I had asthma him and still trying to look attractive to women. If you open up your mouth while you’re playing, you don’t look like a dork you look like you’re just perpetually happy. I am, I’m not like lazy so subconsciously I was still secretly, hoping to marry a woman possibly even though I thought it was completely ridiculous. That’s what I really wanted him but then I didn’t think it was possible but no, I mean it’s like oh no I’m sorry I really was just a jerk But not like in a real jerk way I was really just said is it it just it’s pathetic but to me physical activity like that was incredibly fun I was that innocent, so I never had sexual activity at any great degree and so I was when I was molested, it was sexual, but I was not sexually aware I knew it could exist but I wasn’t aware and so it’s like no that could exist but but it wasn’t like something I’ve felt I should or could be having in the near future right so it’s like I’m not gonna be experiencing that possibly ever right maybe maybe not I mean maybe because like how does one experience that when you’re love you no and it’s like no I know this is unlikely.
So no I gave up on and on that possibly to some degree because it is just like well OK so no I mean it’s like maybe looks for in sexual pleasure maybe not and then it’s like riding on someone’s back and I was my substitute no no it was not my substitute for sexual pleasure. It was a different kind of pleasure. Basically I was Amelie, but in the end up in a pure sense, so like you know, riding on Jack’s back was fun, not sexual or romantic, but just sort of you know fun eating was fun going for walks was fun I lived the life of a of a of a monk, but not thinking I was particularly attractive, and that I was just sort of a fart I didn’t realize that I was harming anyone because I didn’t think that I had anything to offer anyone. I thought that I’m not that big of a deal and that’s a lie believe it or not I realized by being with Lacey but I might’ve figured that out too, and I was dead at various points when I was aging not through Bobby and his friends but otherwise I realize that no I actually could’ve been attracted to someone and out maybe even was at times and it was like shoot him off and then let me know a times walking around losing weight because I was a drug addict and I was depressed in New York City city in the 70s dressed somewhat well there were some young women that would look at me And I would think Fred they find me attractive they would never date me, but they find me attractive and I’m not interested in them, but they actually do find me someone attractive. They’re giggling a little too much and kind of giving me a look like I’d sleep with you if you really asked me nicely, and I realize I don’t wanna sleep with these women, but these boomer women are actually attracted to me and it was scary because I’ve never realize that before and I thought crap I’m straight.
I know it’s not pedophilia those were teenage young women. I am not making that up they were probably hot to me they could’ve just as easily been 12 the way that they were dressed and who they were but they were probably out 2 22,18 and I thought no you know I’m not attracted to these little idiots bless their hearts, but, if I’ve been in France and I found a young woman who was particularly attractive know she went to the Lacey but I might’ve fallen in love very briefly with someone possibly possibly not I don’t know she probably be in her 70s or 80s by now but no I I probably could’ve fallen in love very briefly with a woman with a young woman a very beautiful French young woman. I was pretty sophisticated so unfortunately she would’ve had to be very sophisticated right usually beautiful or some thing because I was a very particular man, I was a snob by the time I was in my 60s but I think a lot of men actually are at that age which is why if you’re wealthy enough and you’re in your 60s and you find the right young woman who knows that you really aren’t interested in anyone but her And she’s in her 20s or 30s and she’s sick of dating around because she’s probably unusual someway and she knows that slightly and she thinks shit no one values me I am unusually intelligent are usually beautiful and no one gives a fuck sorry for swearing you know they’re just assholes and if you’re in your 60s, you think well I can tell and I’m attracted to you And what do you think about that and then it’s like really you actually think I’m that special and it’s like yeah I actually do it’s not a father daughter thing. It’s a lover thing it’s like oh you actually think I’m that special yeah I’m not an idiot and then it’s like oh ha so men actually can’t have brains they actually do you think sometimes, they’re not just useless nothings. Yes I’m sorry Sam young men do seem that dumb and worthless. It’s funny that the boomers never realized that.
Oh, and so let’s not pedophilia and then when the older men that have become snobby realize this about women and then they think no she’s not good enough, but this young woman is and then it’s like well no I’m sorry. What do you think? Do you find me attractive And I realize that some people would I was wealthy I was traveled I had history and in my 60s and 50s I was still actually very good looking man and so no if Lacey had showed up we would’ve been in love but she never did, but if she had, it would’ve been very happy But I just wasn’t interested in a lot of people because it’s just even romantic. She’s not that different than me and that way it’s just that we don’t settle what pisses me off that was that she actually did find Dr. Moore. It’s a tractive for normal reasons, how does he not get it? His his wife was kind of an attractive slightly him. She had some sexy attributes, but she wasn’t a beautiful woman, his wife was not beautiful and he is short. There’s no way that a woman who’s is worldly as she is I was ever going to find it attractive for him to be such an asshole.
Am molestation really is evil a lot of people that do it really do have some thing wrong with them. Listen by wrong with them I don’t just mean that they’re a pedophile and that they’re sexually deranged. I mean there’s sociopaths or malignant narcissist or psychopaths because it is just as it is a sexual do rangement bestiality would be as well. Um, and I’ll I’ll end it there because to be honest, I don’t I think I have to And I’ll explain that next, but don’t really like it actually really is it does have to and they’re that scientific possibly but that’s the thing I am so no I could’ve loved a young woman, but she never showed up and I was in the wrong country or something but it’s also possible that one just didn’t exist if there’s reincarnation I am extraordinarily picky if I had been raised differently, I might not have been but I was if there’s a big carnation, I was raised to be incredibly hard on myself. I don’t mean that as a euphemism and so I thought no I can’t just enjoy being with somebody because that’s his not fun anymore and he was fun about that. I have nothing to offer people And what’s funny about it anyway I mean both my family might’ve been slightly puritanical at times so it was what’s the point I have nothing to offer anyone and it’s kind of a ridiculous thing to do anyway, I am so it said I chose to try to be Jack’s spouse, but I was not in love with him And if I got a new friend sent me a woman would’ve looked at me and said hello when I might’ve thought hey oh wait a minute I’m straight oh shoot and that I played of sort of phone for her slightly before it’s possible I would’ve had a brief second of thinking hey wait a minute I’m straight And then I would’ve thought OK well let’s see am I available for this person or not? And then I might’ve thought oh well, we’ll see I might’ve tried talking to her a little bit not a seductive way, but just tried talking to her to see if she was interesting if she’d be a good company and no it’s possible I wouldn’t have found anyone that I thought was good company, for the duration so to speak, but yeah, I am maybe a rather prickly person yeah, I’m possibly a very very prickly person which is actually what Lacey loves about me and she loves how difficult I am and no I will not yell at her for her spaghetti being over cooked I am but she knows that I would but I would want it cooks the proper way except I am I’m loving enough to to find out why it’s over cooked but that’s that’s really for me to sort through. No I’m not mad at her, but could I be mad at a lot of other people? Yeah, I could’ve been a real asshole in the boardroom right as I would’ve said and celebrated. I’m not as nice as her father I’m really not her father is a very nice man, he could kill people but he’s possibly very sweet and a shame Minnesota type of way am I don’t think people understand Minnesota that aren’t from Minnesota. They really are that nice at it and when you upset that it’s actually very irritating to them know they’re not Buddhist, some Buddhist might understand and respect that, you don’t mess up that you don’t just go messed that up and it’s not Buddhism but no you don’t just got messed that up so no they actually could be rather grieved about their state in a way that a lot of people aren’t and that’s for Lacey is not a Nesheim she’s a banks and she’s not disloyal, but then that’s where I am actually rude I’m with her.
So basically, here’s the scoop I’m a ghost I am lame doings, or I’m a lying spirit, but if I’m actually one Billings and I’m a ghost that’s really who I am and I was straight I was faking being gay. I am an extraordinarily complicated person I was not in love with Jack I may have actually hated him slightly, a lot of the joy that you see is me just being myself and being deprived, possibly as a child and not being particularly spoiled, and having having a very active imagination being very capable of impersonating, a homosexual without being one, and being possibly a brilliant person in someways and that’s what you’re seeing. I was happy because saltines made me happy. Tomato soup made me smile at times will pass me literally Yes tomato soup might’ve literally made me smile I was that deprived I was that sensorially impoverished that tomato soup literally brought a smile to my face involuntarily at times and so a lot of what you’ve imagine was pure love was actually possibly literally something as simple and asexual as tomato soup That doesn’t mean that I was an idiot when it came to love means that I appreciate it tomato soup I really eat. I liked the fact that it was soup but it was tomatoes that’s not sexual not everything a sexual Peter Craft maybe gotten a little confused about that not everything is sexual not everything is a fart. Yes, things are complicated. We are not God we are not each other. That’s for Buddhist might be pure evil him because no, we’re not all the same thing that’s a narcissistic evil fantasy.
I don’t know if Hindus are solid enough or not but no we’re not all the same person and we do not lose our individuality. If we ever become one with Christ, we do not lose our individuality in heaven. Actually, we are one with Christ already and no, we’re still we still exist, stop trying to make Lacey become what you are or change your mind about what she is. Oh if there’s reincarnation yeah I’m actually Constantine I rule the holy Roman empire. It’s a joke that I thought Jack was my spouse at all. How did I become so confused? Well that it would be a job for me to be with Scotia? She was the daughter of an Egyptian pharaoh so hate that actually makes some sense, no actually that makes a lot of sense in Egyptian pharaohs daughter, Mary and Constantine. Yeah no that makes sense and that’s what Lacey is if there’s reincarnations so that’s check and write down the tracks. No I’m not interested in Casi what Casi had made sense slightly but not really him just because the class makes sense doesn’t mean that the people do them so they know we’re still not together, but she might’ve made more sense to jack at actually least he can sense that, but no it’s still doesn’t make sense Casi can you explain to them why it was psychotic to understanding degree that I took Jack seriously?” says Lem.
Casi thinks. “ I am so Jack Jack is Jack is not your type sweetie.” she says.
“ no I mean I was straight I didn’t know any better is that the full explanation or is that just part of it??” says Lem.
Casi laughs. “ oh, is it weird that I found cats but her but I think like they thought Lacey was attractive like, is that weird? All that to say is it weird that I found Lacey attractive?”
“ she is a tractive her cats do not find your cats. Do not find her attractive. Do you understand though that you’re not everybody like she is attractive she is unusually beautiful, but why would she be appropriate for you?” says Lem.
“ I was after her money I was after her higher status, and I thought I could get it through her and I kind of thought she would know that and understand me which is true but why would it still like that’s not everything but we look weird together?” says Casi.
“ yes.” says Lem.
“ she’s too pretty for me isn’t she?” says Casi.
“ she’s not attracted to women at all but of course she would be.” says Lem.
“ she’s like way out of my league isn’t she?” says Casi.
“ you’re a fart in her face you’re ugly as fuck compared to her.” says Lem.
“ so I had nothing to offer her other than myself, so if she didn’t find me interesting that I was just obnoxious and disgusting?” says Casi.
“ yes absolutely it was psychotic narcissism that you thought shit that you thought she would ever even remotely notice you you’re not that great you’re really not Casi you’re very average there are millions of people like you. There’s nothing special about you at all the only thing that special about you is just you and she wasn’t interested in you.” says Lem. “ but she’s not interested in women anyway, so then why would she be interested in you?”
“ I think I thought that I could make her gay.” says Casi.
“ that’s insane. Oh yeah, she was never interested in you. There was nothing there’s nothing saying about your interest in her she’s she’s not attracted to women and if she was, she was never remotely interested in anybody who was a female and certainly not you.” says Lem.
“ OK so we’re deranged narcissist to think that she was interested in any of these people?” says Sex And The City.
“ I don’t give a fuck I mean duh OK here’s a thing I have unusually big boobs and I’m actually a really interesting person and I think I thought that would compensate that and I’m actually really pretty good at cooking and we both love perfume so I think I thought that that would somehow mean some thing, but it’s not. It’s actually pretty ordinary, I’m realizing that as I’m talking to Latin if I’m reincarnated I am sorry I’m in aristocrat I’m a little more intelligent than some people apparently you, but among aristocrats, I might’ve actually been rather ordinary and the sad truth is I was vain and I didn’t realize how much my lover loved me, and that it wasn’t just about my luxe that he was actually really in love with me and that’s sad that I never realize that I am at least not fully. I might’ve been too narcissistic and evil so don’t trust me if I am here I’m not convinced that I’m a good person entirely anymore him don’t trust me that being said if I’m not going to hell and there’s reincarnation, I’m probably just embarrassing myself right now because I have a feeling that I am sort of a lunatic I didn’t. I OK OK fine she’s out of my league and I’m just bizarre that I wouldn’t think she was interested in me. I actually might understand that and then on top of that, she’s not even attracted to him at all. OK fine why does she look at me like that then what is that?” says Casi.
“ if there’s reincarnation, I am Egyptian it’s very hard for me not to look at everybody. That way I look at everything that way literally everything not just people.” says Lacey.
“What are you doing to us?” asks Casi, laughing.
“Ordering you.” says Lacey.
“Like you’re a deity?” says Casi.
“Yup. Maybe that’s not my place. But that’s the idea, possibly.” says Lacey.
“I totally made no sense to you.” says Casi.
“You sort of did.” says Lacey.
“What perfume should I be wearing?” says Casi.
“Alien! Insolence. Bois Des Îles. Womanity. Fragile. La Petite Robe Noire.” says Lacey.
“I got told off for wearing those.” says Casi.
“Who?” asks Lacey.
“Is your concern for me sexual right now?” asks Casi.
“No. That’s obnoxious that you’d think that.” says Lacey.
“Why do you care!?” says Casi.
“Why did you ask?” asks Lacey.
“SHIT!” says Casi. “Why did you care?”
“Because I love giving people advice. It’s fun.” says Lacey.
Casi nods.
“Casi what’s wrong with her suggestions!? Because to be honest with you, Casi those are the perfumes that you at least in how you seem to be should be wearing. Like…that is your aesthetic.” says the perfume community.
“That isn’t her aesthetic!” says Alisha.
“Ahh…no. You people are resentful, middle-class bitch liars. That is her aesthetic. Get the fuck over it!” says the perfume community.
“I think we like to think of ourselves as being rare and unique and different and cool, and not people who would ever wear something as ordinary, as you know, Fragile.” says Marsie.
“ OK but that’s her aesthetic though. You guys have to grow up that is her aesthetic crest that it is not original and you need Casi you’re not you’re not like Helena Bonham Carter you’re a really dull, ordinary common looking person there’s nothing unique about your sense of style it’s boring as fuck.” says Lacey.
“Am I boring as fuck?” asks Susanne Little.
“Oh you and your poop Perfume and your dumbass curly hair? You my dear are very self important. You have an extraordinarily idiotic sense of self. You’re a lower class working class bitch; and you’re a rich bitch wannabe. No, there’s nothing all that sophisticated in any real way about you. You’re annoying as fuck. It’s very difficult to talk to you cause you’re constantly trying to make an entrance or make a scene or make a fuss or stand out and there’s nothing extraordinary about you. You’re a very ordinary person.
It’s like, can we just talk about something or do you exist purely to get peoples attention? Or I mean do you exist? Are you actually in love with your husband? Do you ever give a fuck about your life and your kids or are you just a moron who likes to make people think that you’re something extraordinary? I actually don’t think you have terrible taste and I think you have a rather nice life in many ways. You might be an unusually fortunate person, but you don’t seem to realize that or be thankful for it and instead you’re just trying to somehow be something different and cool and new like you’re a sales pitch from 1963.
I mean I’m sorry but you are moronic and how you’ve treated me a lot of people are why am I being so hard on you because you do have a good taste in perfume it doesn’t smell like poop it doesn’t smell like ass what does ass even smell like ass actually probably smells quite good People shouldn’t call poop ass. Those are two different things. That’s a disgusting peasant. Way to put it in peoples asses when they wipe themselves properly like a normal well bred person don’t smell like poop farts don’t smell like poop either really so are you saying that you smell like a fart as it’s freshly coming out of an ass or are you saying you smell like someone’s actual ass or are you saying that you are an idiot? Who repeats everything that’s been said to you like some sort of robot bitch? Don’t give me fashion advice, you know, possibly nothing about fashion.
Don’t give me financial advice, you know nothing about money the way that I do. Don’t give me perfume advice. You could’ve just been nice to me and not bitched behind my back, but that was too hard for you to do because you’re an extraordinarily unfortunate person in that way if you could’ve been a good person to me and you chose not to be.
I’m so superior to you you’re a joke compared to me how dare you talk to you so much it was such impotence and such impertinence. I like the word impotence better because it doesn’t do anything. How dare you talk to me with such impotence with such importance why are you so incredibly important to me? I am your superior I was on Instagram I was everyone superior who was so lordly towards me why were you people not more respectful you always respect other people but you don’t respect me. I have absolutely no idea why because it’s stupid.
Do you people have brains? Why the fuck would I be in love with any of you who the fuck do you people think you are?” says Lacey.
“ and we know that, but then we can’t psychologically handle it because it’s so real and scary to us that we start freaking out and we choose to be stupid.” says Marsie.
“ you know there really wasn’t a problem until Casi decided that I was in love with her and then everyone followed her lead.” says Lacey.
“ and there was no reason to think that?” says Casi.
“ I think you are very sad. Ahh no there was no reason to think that.” says Lacey.
“I must’ve imagined it all.” says Casi.
“You did. Or there is something you purposely misunderstood or do you misunderstand because there’s some harsh truth about yourself in relation to the British aristocracy that you don’t like to accept.” says Lem.
“ we were heathens and morons compared to them.” she says.
“ yes you are you were inferior pieces of dog shit compared to us possibly.” says Lacey.
“ I have a feeling you probably were him that’s hard to except but yeah we were. We were really immoral and degenerate compared to you guys.” says Casi.
“
Yes you were. It’s not that we were your equal though and every regard except we were in Christ potentially and that’s the problem. I don’t have a hard time excepting that as long as you people know that you didn’t mess up at being yourselves in Christ if you didn’t, so it’s like well you did Puccini you did gold and you did gardening and art in a way that we didn’t at times, and I think aesthetically that might actually at times have been superior and rather enlightening to us, but at the end of the day that doesn’t matter, considering that we were morally superior to Him that was your choice. That’s sad and sick hurting people the way that you people dead behind closed doors and away that we chose not to often times if we ever did is not our problem it rotted your brains and it was part of the reason why we were able to defeat you, and be so superior to you in the world, because we were more interested in love and God I’m not I’m not saying we were the most Godly culture to ever exist. Or were we?” says Lacey.
“I couldn’t stand Susan either. I should’ve been honest about that. I’m sorry.” says Casi
“yeah exactly you allowed for things like that and part of it is some sort of intellectual idea I know, but you can’t go overboard and start fucking hats just to allow Susan watt nothing no it was laziness and sloppiness. Let’s be honest it was evil was gluttony it was pride. It was depravity gluttony, I I really don’t think Susan had any business talking to either of us the way she did although something tells me she was more respectful to you because of your big boobs and I think that register to her more than anything about me I really am extraordinarily beautiful. My pictures don’t entirely show that, but there was enough evidence that she should’ve realize that I was astronomically out of her league really I’m way above you too. I was nice to you. Do you not understand the concept of people just being nice to see you sweetie that’s part of the reason why I thought you were dog shit socially because in polite society people really are friendly. It’s like that song six underground people are friendly, but they’re not necessarily friends. I wasn’t your best friend just because I was talking to you. I wasn’t angry at you I wasn’t opposed to you necessarily, but I wasn’t your automatic, best friend and frankly people in the south are possibly a little too friendly and so I might’ve assumed that you were like that and you weren’t, I just I don’t know I don’t like it’s not that I can’t stand Susan it’s That I am I found her offensive.” says Lacey.
“ no she knows a fake, but I don’t think that’s all it was I think she thought I was a rather laughable person.” says Susanne.
“True and you are!” says Lem.
“ Casi is it possible that you misunderstood Scottish people for French people if you’re reincarnated?” says the perfume community.
“ do Scottish people speak to each other more frankly than the French?” says Casi.
“ New Yorkers do.” says Lacey. “ do the French yes and away do Scottish people. Um, maybe yes or no or just yes.”
“ I’m so confused, so I really imagine that you were attracted to me completely?” says Casi.
“ oh I thought it! It was my idea! I thought this would work out. It will hurt her very much and make her suffer or it’ll make her be really happy inside and then I can laugh because she’s straight straight to file her soul and ruin her fraternity in someway or route her a little bit, I like hurting people I’m better than everyone including God.” says JFK.
“Umm OK but she’s straight though jack, so how does that work?“ says Casi.
“ oh, because I think you’re really pretty and I work out you remind me of me if I was a woman and I was Lem.” says JFK to Casi.
“ jack if there’s reincarnation, I was an Italian aristocrat I was a mistress for French king. There are pictures of me on the Internet. I am kind of a big deal.” says Casi.
Later.
“ casi, not a big deal. I looked into it my family as well. The other hoes we have no title in Italy. We are American.” says JFK with Susanne Little on an elevator at Fitgers.
“ what are the two of you doing at Fitger’s?” says Lacey.
“ fuck it I’m stopping this elevator, jack you’re dumb ass you’ve never been in Italy clearly for more than five fucking minutes in your moronic brain or some shit like that I deliver in Germany for a while I did visit Italy. Casi was an Italian aristocrat fuck that all right I should’ve realize that I was operating on the liberty that I was literally fighting for with my life in a way, and that because of that I should’ve been more careful and mindful of who I was talking to. I’m sorry for being disrespectful Lacey for some reason I feel like I should apologize to you.” says Susanne.
“ for some reason that makes me want to cry and I have no idea. Why are you? Yeah well you’re not thankful for what you have?” says Lacey.
“ no I am thankful but I am crap. Lem’s has curly hair and glasses and I bet you like the name Susan don’t you?” says Susanne.
“ Yes I do I think it’s a very pretty name. I’ve had a lot of problems with her name is Susan though in my life, so I probably wouldn’t need my daughter Susan most the Susans that I’ve met have been idiotic bitches who are incredibly self important, blonde, and rather ugly in someway But fancy themselves hot shit are you thankful or not?” says Lacey.
“ so do the average person I’m really not that hot?” says Susanne.
“ no to the average person they’d probably think you were rather homely.” says Lacey.
“ am I homely?” says Susanne.
“ no, you’re not you’re more above average you’re sort of average to above average I would call you pretty but I wouldn’t say that you’re not pretty I would say you’re sort of average maybe it’s slightly above average and I think to the right person they might think you were really something special but to the average person I think you seem homely but doesn’t mean you actually are it just means that that’s what most people would think and so I don’t think it’s necessarily Fairview to be angry at people. They just can’t perceive but you are that quickly it’s too much for them to process, their eyes can’t take it all in fast enough.” says Lacey.
“ i’m not gonna say my husband thinks that I am gorgeous.” says Susanne.
“ call Anne that’s nice isn’t it sweetie because he’s madly in love with you and you’re not gorgeous objectively speaking you’re just not but if he thinks that that’s really cool because I think to him you’re gorgeous but that’s an away for his eyes only so it’s like him I think it’s possibly sort of like you’re like acts like you’re rated X but for his eyes only so you’re extremely discreet him and no there could be other people that have been created who would see you that way too but probably not like an average person so everyone can have that there was somebody there’s nothing unique about you in that way Um, I don’t know why people don’t realize that but no you’re you’re really special and that way not to to him but objectively you’re not so you shouldn’t you shouldn’t conflate the two things for the purposes of feeling better than other people that’s really stupid, but you you you do you do have higher than average beauty though, which must be aggravating to you if people don’t understand that but I think you’re a little ridiculous and not realizing that you really are just average to above average you’re not pretty necessarily even and you certainly don’t have to hold a candle to me. Alicia doesn’t look like a model you shouldn’t have told her that because I have a feeling she took you very seriously, that woman is above average then some ways you’re better looking than her were you being catty to her?” says Lacey.
“ I need to think about that one. I have a weird feeling I might’ve been slightly so I need to think about it.“ says Susanne. “ I think parlor is in white you’ve never found a husband that loves you. Your age is because women are too attached to the thought of you being a mom and without your mother, raising you one way or the other I don’t think we can handle I think we’re too selfish and I think we just want you to be your mom or where to attach the idea for some other reason that’s not selfish and it’s in our subconscious it’s like some people are like wow that’s really loving of her um and some people maybe aren’t intelligent enough to handle it so they start thinking too bad my mother wasn’t more like that and then we sense through maturity and it’s like shit she’s more mature than me so I think once you became about probably 20 or 30 something women in my generation just stopped seeing you as a kid and started seeing you in some cases unfortunately, like a mother figure, and I don’t know if it was necessarily always evil it might have been always evil, but I’m not convinced in every case that it was worth it for some people it was just some thing where it was like him they just felt like such a little girl around you and then it’s like how do we cope with that? I’m not sure if that some of them but know what to say but I have a feeling there are a few legitimately maybe not that many but if you really were that innocent, who really were that in capable of not seeing you, as some sort of mother figure, it might’ve just been passing you in a hallway at Fitgers when you’re with your kids and maybe they were in their 50s or 60s but you walked by with your kids and there’s something about your shape and your smell and your attitude well it was like a flashback to the 1960s or 50s or 70s and it’s like crap there goes mom and they’re so conscious and it’s just like fuck that’s the kind of mother. I always wanted somebody who was so loving to their kids and patience. I wish that woman could be my mommy and it’s it’s maybe not common but there might’ve been enough people like that where our consciousness no it’s just doesn’t it’s like we’re gone we’re toast. There is a narcissist who want to be mean to you and then there are people who legitimately got confused or really just decided to let you be superior to them in someway and it’s like there’s no going back from that with women. It’s very hard to do things like that so there could be a rare person that we would think was old enough for you so to speak but I would bet most of the life probably think you’re too old for most living that and you probably had a tendency towards that already anyway and who we’re kind of like telling you know and then you’re just like I’m not really all that into them myself anyway and we’re just like OK and then the non-narcissistic people go on course that’s just weird let’s MoveOn and of course she’s not interested in them. They’re too young for her. It’s just weird let’s MoveOn. I hope that part I hope that that happened to you in Boston with a few people that you don’t mean to be, but you’re very commanding and you’re so loving but I think people um subconsciously got attached to the thought of you being kind of mommy, you figure and not just like a normal mommy like a pretty mommy like a rich pretty mommy, and so for some of us we’re just like well no shit she’s dating a ghost. Why the fuck are you even thinking about it? I don’t know how they interact but it’s kind of cool just let it go it’s weird just let it go the one we’re saying it’s weird we’re not saying you’re weird necessarily so much is just like him it’s weird that she’s talking to a ghost but she’s not weird but just like let it go because I have no idea what else am I supposed to do over just like honestly it’s not weird you’re weird just go away home because women are romantic And I think honestly we get it it’s like you’re sleeping with him it’s going well. Why mess up a good thing there’s probably someone alive you could date the most is matter probably in their 80s or 70s and there’s some chick who would be in your all you’re up in your business being an at a jerk to you anyway, and why bother in a wife fight over like scraps of love from some jack ass who’s alive when you could just be with someone gods, allowing it who’s your eternal twin flame and start processing who knows what you know and really connecting with him and being happy and then it’s like you get a leg up so when you’re dead, you got a lot of emotional work done already alarm on You know it’s like you’ve process so much and you’ve done so much lake work before death that when you’re dead you can just walk in and be like hi I am I know it’s good to see you yeah and then it’s just like well. that was weird because we were just talking five minutes ago Speaking of which chicken and then I was just like if you died but not really, but you did. I don’t think that’s a typical experience but as someone who tries to be intellectual, I have to say I respect you because it it it makes sense It makes sense and pray for me that I don’t go to hell, but no it makes sense Lacey it makes complete sense to just cause allowing it to throw in. That’s all and be like I don’t know you know it was a life. I love my kids. I’m doing my best but this whole living personal thing is not working out for me right now when it comes to love and romance and I’m just over it is that kind of how you feel?” says Susanne.
“ there’s no way to break us up Susan but yes, that is how I feel and if God’s allowing it yes that’s how she feels too.” says Lem.
“ what’s it like?” says Susanne.
“ scary cause I don’t want to offend God that’s my primary concern is being offensive to Christ in someway other than that it’s just pretty simple you know it’s like I can talk to him. He’s in another realm so we can interact but it’s almost like I have to shut off part of my brain to talk to him slightly, but not really it’s it’s like yeah I think I I think I might. I think I might shut off part of my brain to talk to him so I just flip off part of my brain and then I start talking to him. It’s possible that my spirit is talking to him already, but I am then I just flip off part of my brain and yeah he’s right there and so him and that way it’s rather ordinary if I’m actually talking to him and I’m actually flipping off part of my brain, it’s really no more complicated than just turning off the light but you know how to do it so you just flip off part of your brain talk to him and then if you guys do turn it back on again when someone in the living room needs to talk to you at times they’ve talk to me like while I was in surgery with my teeth or when I was in the doctors office they talk to me, and I’ve had to sort of message to communicate between both realms and that was a little more complicated possibly but when that’s not the case, I can usually just flip off my brain and talk I think.” says Lacey.
“ you’re a tremendous amount of proof that there’s an afterlife what happens to your consciousness when you flip off your brain?” says Susanne.
“ it leaves my body.” says Lacey. “ and I can’t fully leave my body but I bet it kind of is like an old topper movie I think for the 1930s where it’s like you kind of just flowed out of your body. I’m not sure it’s as much of a mist, as it looks like I’m trying to think yeah I don’t think so, I think it looks like a mist here in the fallen world potentially like a mist of light or something like that but I think where I’m going in Lem’s seems to be in solid form. So I think I’m pretty sure that they have a solid form you know so I am I almost wonder if they’re more solid than we are but just some things he has Louis describes so I’m not convinced that they are but they might be or might be about equal to what we are I don’t know, but it it it probably in this world looks like a messed sort of like we take our energy with us possibly into the next realm and then what comes out of us is just him not much, so where does our energy go? Well, that’s the thing with like string theory, and all that, there are possibly lots of other dimensions that we’re not aware of and so then it seems possible that we’re sort of transcending different dimensions in a way that we’re not familiar with when we die so we go through what possibly is sort of like a wall into another room For me it feels like a wall for some people maybe it’s a tunnel for some people maybe it’s blackness I would be very careful with labeling any of this too quickly him and then that’s where we know there’s Christ and then that’s where you have to sort of in faith, say that And then you have to understand that that’s the only way any of it makes sense which is possibly terrifying and then it’s like well that’s the only reason why anything is this anyway and stead of mine trick it’s just reality and then you know you sort of. Yeah yeah then you can kind of Call understand I suppose that that there could be some thing out there if I walked you through that correctly but it’s it’s like you just sort of move out of your head. If your heads turned off, you sort of move out of your head but you’re also moving out of your body and floating towards Some thing ahead of you and for me, that would be him frankly I think God loves me and knows at this point in my existence I’m too scared so if I die, I probably won’t be going to see him by myself. I probably will not be going through any tunnels, ideally it has mercy and when I die, I’ll just float out of my body be in my own room, call myself down with them and then sort of process what just happened quickly and then probably attend to anything needs to be attended to it sucker to be an exciting death is going to be a relief because I’m terrified that’s not what’s going to happen.” says Lacey.
“ so we went way too far with her not loving her and if there’s purgatory yeah, the Kennedys have been sadistically harassing her whole life if there’s reincarnation, she’s not even supposed to be here if she when she dies being able to to really be in charge of her own physical form and breathe her own breast and speak in her own voice without Jack sadistically trying to do that for her in and of itself will just be amazing They literally try to control her breath. They’re obsessed with her to that point.” says the CIA.
“ so if that’s what God allows and that’s what’s best for her then I think that’s nice I’m not gonna keep pretending like I know more than her if I don’t, I actually think it’s really nice I think it’ll be nice when she dies are you gonna be able to talk to them without them being upset that you’re speaking to them or not? I’m home.” says a female Black psychic.
“ yeah I bet Barack and I could probably say hi to politely and they wouldn’t snub us either.” says Michelle Obama.
“ i’m really not Jack and that’s gonna be very awkward for me. See you when I talk I can’t even talk about it right now it’s just too weird because if I don’t go to hell and if my wife’s not a jerk, Lacey thinks she’s cool and that’s a lot coming from Lacey and I really not check, but I’ve had to tiptoe around that with a lot of people I’m not Jack my father is African my mothers white I am not Jack Kennedy Lacey’s actually seen me in person she’s a little afraid of me but if we’re dead and Michelle, is there a Lemmers there? I don’t think she’d be afraid of me anymore if love is a good person.” says a Barack Obama.
“ why is she afraid of you? I’ll tell you why because you are a cold as ice, conniving cutthroat, pussy, vicious person I have never seen a more vicious person in my entire life and I was possibly raised by psychopaths, and I saw Hillary at the same time I just think that’s who you are, whether you’re evil or not potentially, that’s scary. It’s not a joke to me you’re a terrifying person.” says Lacey to Obama.
“ do you know I’m capable of possibly almost taking over the whole world.” says Barack Obama.
“ yes you have it in you I don’t know potentially I don’t know if it’s genetic or if it’s being carnation if it’s in the Bible, but it might just be genetic and I don’t know what you would do with the whole world you might not want to take over the whole world but I wonder if you almost could.” says Lacey.
“ what what does that feel like knowing that if you do if I am Lacey and then lame having done what he did?” says Obama.
“ oh, well, if there’s reincarnation, I might be capable of taking over the whole world myself, but I’m a woman, so there’s a disadvantage in that way, but I might have some of those same abilities, but they just manifest a little differently than yours do but then I know I’m pretty well I’m almost positive that I’m supposed to be with with Latin fraternity so I know in a way to speak to you kind of laugh please figure it out. I’ll be on feeling sad about it. It’s just it’s him OK that’s kind of where I’m at. It’s just OK I don’t know where it’s all going but that you know it’s and I think it’s the evil and I ask God to know no he’s not seemingly, so I am I am lost. I’m very lost, but I’m hoping to get further instruction at some point as to what could possibly be going on. If there’s being carnation, he was Constantine. I am fairly certain Constantine was a somewhat effective leader say it’s it can’t be quite what I think it is potentially, but it’s baffling to the point of hilarity.” says Lacey.
“ oh, so you’re over it you’re just kind of like I don’t know that’s interesting. It might scare me as an African. It might scare me as an Egyptian if there’s vacation and I scare you as much for some reason I think in the back of your head, you keep thinking we can always just go thrown ourselves in the ocean if we have to, I don’t feel that option it scares me.” says Obama.
“ what are maybe that’s why I want it in the world because I think I’m a little over it it’s like you know I love him but if he loves me as much as he says he doesn’t I’m suffering as much as I am maybe it’s just time for the world to end.” says Lacey.
“ what went wrong if you’re right if you’re actually right, what went wrong?” says Obama.
“ and you’re not going to necessarily like the answer but I think it was the Kennedys eight is absolute desert isn’t it I mean MS NBC is a problem certainly I think people misunderstood what I was doing when I found the illuminati I was very possibly actually literally looking for Michael Rockefeller but then why was all of that happening what is the context of all of us? It seems to be some catastrophic horrific event that really stems back to when Jack Matlab and it’s sad because people don’t seem to get it being what I am who I am I know it’s possible potentially for something to be that ridiculous to my Knute rather my new thing meeting that much but I am it seems to have a sense of sort of epidemic straw that broke the camels back. A sort of you know cancer a straw that broke the camels back right because it seems like they infested the United States. It seems like there are cancer, and that’s rather ironic. I suppose they came at a time when smoking was in fashion. Alcohol was in fashion suntanning dipped is there something about our psychology that produced them, but I almost wonder if that gets to be a little too biological and sort of rudimentary and then it’s like, but then why did that happen before, there’s been other times in history where we’ve had problems biologically and I’ve tried around with the idea that’s environmental and it could be him but then again, maybe that’s too rudimentary and so yeah, the end was bound to happen. If it is the end we were polluting the world. We had huge problems, but what really drove us off the edge I might say the tipping point was the Kennedys that was when things just virtual totally irretrievable and could you say it was just Jack I doubt it if he was in the right family they probably would’ve found a way to work with it and it’s just like Jack’s crazy. He had this weird obsession with a straight friend of his you thought he was gay and now we’re having to deal with his obsession with his living wife, or some thing and I guess we’ll just have to cope with it until she’s dead frankly yeah they might have found a way to have me hit by a car or a plane crash even in the right situation but it seems like instead they’ve been hostile and like him they’re all like him and so where is the same person handling the situation and that family there doesn’t seem to be anyone it seems like there’s no yeah designated driver in that family which is the problem right so the who ends the who prevents this and then you know they were two allowed they got two allowed it was it a black thing? Oh well, then what is a white person? Hi, I don’t think that’s a safe correlation to make. I don’t think that’s safe causation I think it’s far more likely that it’s something rather unfortunate which could be how this thing happened with Chris Hayes it could be the same thing and then what is that it’s not raise credit because worst case scenario possibly then that’s where you and I are possibly a similar class and we can have this conversation, even though you’re black and I’m white even though you’re a man and I’m a woman even though you’re wealthier than I am even though I am more old money than you are because possibly there’s a similarity in our class but then yeah, it goes back to what I asked maybe just said where is there a designated driver who let these people into the country club in assets.” says Obama.
Later.
“Why?” asks Becca Fuester. “Why am I friends with Jack Kennedy.”
Looking Glass Blues by Charlotte Gainsbourg plays.
“Ahh! He tricked you?” says a reader.
She drinks a beer. In a wife beater. Glares at the floor in her kitchen.
She snarls if the there’s reincarnation and cries to God in excruciating pain. Wails.
In her spirit she smashes her bottle of beer on the ground.
“I think he stalked me.” she says to Jeff Bezos. She takes a drink of beer.
“Becca is he your special friend?” says a Real Housewife.
“No.” says Becca. “I’m not Fausta. Or…if I am…not. As in…if there’s reincarnation he’s not my former son-in-law. …Who the fuck is he!?”
“I’m JACK KENNEDY.” says Jack Kennedy, smiling in her face.
And at that some dumbass born from a vain bitch tries to fight aliens with a cardboard box and his version of Judo. He thinks he’s Jack Kennedy.
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