“Friends” by Lem

(August 15th, 2024)

Friends are rarer than they should be. I had few real friends. Lots of fake ones. And that’s Jack Kennedy’s fault. People today think that’s normal, and it’s not. His family has had an enormous amount of power over the US for decades. They’ve been part of the psychological destruction of the US. Why? Because they created a bullshit culture you’re forced to live in, but unlike in the past…you think it’s real.

String Quartet No. 3 “Mishima” by Philip Glass plays.

What’s false?

I was straight. I Kirk LeMoyne Billings was actually a heterosexual.

Why is that such a big deal? Well…think about it. …What does it mean? It means that a man who was flamingly gay in-act…who was acting gay…could fool you. Well, not all of you. But a lot of you. Really fool you. …You’ve written a lot suggesting I was gay and Wikipedia itself has confirmed my supposed homosexuality. WHY? Because I believed I was gay…and the Kennedys demanded I be. And the Kennedys were overlords…from the middle class. And still are. So…their personal demands and my confusion led you to believe a lie. That has enormous implications. Doesn’t it? Q-Anon isn’t…dumb. Or wasn’t dumb. It really wasn’t. …They’re far better liars than you might think. A lot of famous people lie about their sexual orientation and in a society where you expect the truth to be revealed openly on such issues, as you should, you maybe can’t imagine the power of a lie to corrode the fabric of society on every level. It’s amazing! It’s amazing what these seemingly insignificant lies can do.

But that’s America. …In America you need that. In Great Britain you were given more room to be a liar. It’s complicated but people were both more trusting and less trusting back then. And so…a man like me could exist…and be horribly mistaken and…it would be destructive…but not like it is in America.

In America…there is no open aristocracy. There are no brutal…cold titles. No harsh words that divide classes. And…while many think that’s great…like The Great Gatsby…it does create this…societal effect. …Why? Because Americans count on each to be HONEST. It isn’t about the local. They say it is….but it’s not.

In England, back in the old days at least, your local pub was important. Your local church was important. Things were local. And as they were divided by class you had even less people to worry about. You had even fewer people to be accountable to on very personal matters and to hold accountable. There was London. There was a King or Queen. And there was Parliament eventually. But it wasn’t…necessary to know who the King was sleeping with. One might want to know…for reasons of gossip. But it wasn’t…necessary. Because a Royal wasn’t elected. They were a family. …And you followed and examined the family and how well they were holding to tradition. You know? How well they were keeping to tradition. …As guardians of the church. As keepers of the heart of Christ as the ultimate leader of the nation.

In America there is no such thing. There are no separations and protections. And that’s…exactly as Americans have wanted it to be. …Instead they created other separations. Perhaps they felt that while people should be free, as my ancestors possibly so desired, to worship Christ…religion was at heart of the so-called classism of Great Britain. Religion was…suspicious, possibly, to the Founding Fathers of the United States of America. And…I’d bet they had other suspicions too.

Summa by Arvo Pärt plays.

The problem is…as much as freedom is profound…it’s a fallen world. And by profound I mean…meaningful. So…people get scared and confused and lost. And without religion…you can’t escape. Without God there’s no way out. Life is often cruel. And so…as witches know…there are spiritual forces. Spiritual places. And in the fallen world spiritual power flows far too freely…like water…

In Great Britain the spiritual realm was held and contained by Christ. He, as the true Son of God, constructed a boat, if you will, for the British to take safe harbor in. Sail…with Him…as the ultimate captain. Guiding the British. Because the heart of the King or Queen mattered. But He was the true master. And how well the British people did at following Him is a great question. But…they actually did try. Believe it or not.

S.T.A.Y. by Hans Zimmer plays.

In America there are…freedoms. …And if there’s reincarnation Lacey and I were hung with ropes around our necks by those freedoms. You hung us. WHY!? …And even if there’s not reincarnation…you did essentially did the same damn thing. …WHY!? …I don’t think either one of us deserved or deserves it.

How did you do that? Because Jack…got to do whatever THE HELL he wanted. And all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. RIGHT!?

Lacey loves The Shining. That film…has done wonders in increasing her faith in Christ and in keeping her from completely losing her mind. Thank God for it. …And without the freedoms America has I doubt it could have been created. So don’t get me wrong. I’m not saying the American idea is completely without merit. …I just have…grievances.

Jack Kennedy was allowed to lie. He took the authority of the Pope and the authority of the King…and grinned…and told me to go fuck a prostitute. Told me that he wasn’t gay at all. But that he wanted to share a woman with me. He smiled as he told me that. With an enormous amount of authority. And I felt…compelled by honor to listen. …I couldn’t bring myself to do it. It was disgusting to me. …But I bragged about that anyway…because I was straight…and sometimes straight guys…feel proud of their sexual conquests…and I had no sexual conquests to brag about. None other than a potential prostitute. So I told that story over and over again. Because that’s all I had as my badge of honor…as man…that I had a working mind…and a working body. That I wasn’t just some worthless, totally dysfunctional nobody. …I shouldn’t have been bragging at all. But I was…ignorant. And…it seemed like a good idea. …If I’d had actual sex I would have realized how dumb it was to brag…in that way…but…I never really had sex. It was only later that some people started calling me out and forcing me to admit that I hadn’t had sex at all…with the prostitute. And some of them were hateful gay men who probably were tired of hearing me brag. Hateful because they didn’t necessarily have a better heart…they just felt narcissistically offended and scared by my…latent HETEROSEXUALITY.

“Lem! You never really had sex with that prostitute. Did you?” they jabbed me.

And no. I hadn’t. …Thank God. But…God has to deal with my sense of love and honor and respect for Him…and the fact that…had I had sex with that prostitute…I would have wondered more if I should get married. Or at least have a girlfriend.

Did Jack know that? …You’d like him to. Wouldn’t you? You want to believe he was secretly good.

Da Pacem Domine by Arvo Pärt plays.

You want to believe that he was secretly watching out for me. Telling me to “get off it” and go be straight. Trying to help me snap out of it by bringing in a female prostitute. But I’m sorry. He was not. What was he doing? Testing me to see if I knew anything. Testing me to see if I knew what he slightly suspected on a gut level. That I was actually just straight. But I didn’t know what he knew…because I’m me and I didn’t have his outside perspective. So…no…I couldn’t…quite figure it out. And he couldn’t either. …But he suspected it. And it made him sadistically happy…and scared as a man who refused to be truly vulnerable human for almost anyone ever. So…no. It was nothing more than a narcissistic trick. A mind controlling maneuver.

The thing is…he was also testing to see how gay I was. How he lied to himself about his own sexuality is…astounding to Lacey and I. It’s profoundly heartless though considering his level of responsibility in the existence of America’s future and the value of America’s past. He had no room to be so…astoundingly callous. Don’t lie. His supposed virile heterosexuality shaped your brain! …It’s not as silly a topic as you might want to think. Not in America.

You believed he was straight. But I’m claiming that in reality…I was…and he was keeping me on my knees giving him oral sex whenever he wanted…by sadistically playing tricks with my mind. Heartlessly so. Like a real, clinical sociopath. …He was. The man you admired because he “fucked Marilyn Monroe” was brutally manipulating a…rare…vulnerable…lost soul. And no, I don’t mean Marilyn. I mean ME. He was manipulating A MAN…who was heterosexual…to suck his penis…to give him physical pleasure as the STILL closeted bisexual he was and…to give him a sense of more POWER.

…That part of him that always had suspected I was straight felt pleasure…by SODOMIZING me. HE SODOMIZED MY MOUTH. And no…I’m not using sodomy as a euphemism for what’s considered homosexual sex. I’m referring to sodomy in the most serious, clinical and…correct manner. It was actual sodomy. Rape, essentially. …And he LOVED IT. …His pleasure was…not because I was good at what’s called gay sex. Maybe I was okay at it. …It’s not that difficult to do. It doesn’t require the giver to care at all…or desire at all…just…do a set of motions. It’s very impersonal even, if you want it to be. And I wanted it to be. So for me it was. But…Jack cared…only when he was prompted to. And really…what he enjoyed…was harming my soul. Sodomizing me. Cruelly violating my body. Violating my spirit. Stealing my life. SODOMIZING ME. …Because he hated me. On a deep level…he relished devouring my soul on behalf of the darkest most vile evil.

I was straight. I mean it. There is no real evidence to truly suggest I was gay at all for sure. And that…is where America…is DYING.

Will it survive? Hopefully. But it’s in very serious trouble.

It LIES.

Wikipedia is an American thing. And I was straight. The intellectual deceit and corruption that allowed for my Wikipedia page to tell you…LIKE IT’S FACT…that I was CONFIRMED gay…is the same spiritual force destroying Western Civilization and specifically the US. There is no way we can objectively CONFIRM someone else’s sexual orientation. That’s not true historiography. That’s self-indulgent bullshit from the the evil of the gutter. I get it. You want a story. You want a Lifetime movie, a soap opera, a Hallmark show…through me. …But that’s self-indulgent and so shallow and disrespectful and naive or ignorant…that it’s evil. It’s actual evil. Or it’s damn near close to it. It probably depends on your heart intent.

I NEVER CAME OUT OF THE CLOSET. Why…do you have no respect for that!? Because you know better!? HOW!? How do you truly know better than me? It’s MY PERSPECTIVE not yours. I think a lot of you forgot that or are as evil as Jack. …Historians in the past were scared to discuss sex. For a GOOD REASON. But…you all know better!? How!? You’ve evolved!? …You know the least you could do was be less certain. Leave it as a possibility that I was gay. …Wikipedia often leaves wiggle room for readers on dicey topics. But you left almost no wiggle room, if any, on my Wikipedia page…about my SEXUAL ORIENTATION. …My Wikipedia page is DISGUSTING!!

…Other people have credit for…something they did. But no. My Wikipedia is an evil, preening, twee…disgusting gay pride parade. It’s sodomizing me. You’re trying to collectively sodomize me from the grave all while you whimper and moan about your downtrodden lives and pain like the heartless, narcissistic vermin you are? ..No. I’m RIGHTFULLY angry. I’m not just a human dildo Jack Kennedy used. And don’t try to place the blame on me. That whole shitshow on Wikipedia was your doing. …I never advocated for the derailment of our minds. …I used drugs to avoid life. But I wasn’t the raffish, backward, soulless ghoul Robert Kennedy Junior might believe I was. Or who? His family? The US media. No. I think it’s him. I think he uses the media to control the narrative…all while acting innocent and cutesy to get popular appeal. I cared about that little boy…but in reality…I couldn’t stand him. Where’s the evidence? I didn’t care if he lived or died. I encouraged him to kill himself. Because I thought he was a dangerous, sociopathic, nitwit. And I thought he’d be better off overdosing on heroin before he could run for office.

“So you were trying to prevent this exact scenario we have right now.” says Tim Walz.

Yes. I was.

Good Morning, Midnight by Johann Jóhannsson plays.

I wasn’t heartless. But I wasn’t really raffish either. I let them characterize me as that while I was old and alive because it was useful to me. …But in reality I was…letting Bobby die. I saw what happened with his finances, Mary Richardson, and this election way long ago. And when he started offering me heroin…a sad, lonely, used old man…I decided to let him die.

I wasn’t in love with him. And I wasn’t in love with Jack. I was…depressed. And I gave up. I gave up correcting my image. Or rather…I never bothered. And that lack of concern for myself started in early childhood…but that’s a different topic.

Let’s get back to what I was saying. Because it’s important.

I was straight. You can argue with me. But that’s futile if I’m Lem and I’m telling you the truth. So let’s move on. I think I’ve said enough so we can now… I hope.

The spiritual flow of Earth right now…is unsafe.

Day One by Hans Zimmer plays.

The corrosion caused by the lies…including the lies about me…is too dangerous. It’s…deadly. It’s sort of like…all those lies opened a dam. And now the river is too deep and too wide and too fast for safe travel. But…it’s not a river…it’s the whole Earth. The river and the dam are my weak analogies. It’s a global problem.

That force is why Putin declared war. People feel it. Everywhere.

Why would he do that? To slow the pace. His war…being fought for his reasons…is holier than America has been honest about. The Ukrainians are important people. But…he truly felt it was necessary. And actually…it has slowed the pace. For them. For all people maybe. …Wars fought for old fashioned reasons…slow the pace. And as a sort of tsar…his reasons are old fashioned, by American standards.

…But don’t you see? If the lies weren’t so pervasive…he might not have felt as compelled to fight. Before you saw him fight…the US media joked that nothing mattered and said seriously that we were in a “Post Truth” era. No. That’s sad. There is no such thing. That’s a philosophical oxymoron. There is no such thing as a real Post Truth Era. That’s more despair inducing, psychologically violent, hateful bullshit. And why? Was it innocent? Some peasant origin analysis? Or a profoundly evil, worthless, treasonous aristocrat? Who invented that bullshit? It’s impossible.

But the US media said that. Because they refused to be humble and admit they weren’t gods? The gods who were rightfully arbiters of all truth? Like the lies on my Wikipedia page they undoubtedly wrote. Because they did. It’s them. They are at fault. The pseudo-intellectual US Media titans. Many of them are professors. Counselors. Businesspeople. But they all, like Orwell suggested…control our thoughts. Control our media.

Like zombies they often march mindlessly to the prescribed beat. Whatever is popular. Like Lemmings. And…it’s dangerous. You should look. And care.

It’s not a joke. Even if it’s funny too.

What’s popular? Yeah. See…that’s the way…America…controlled…and controls…the flow. So…instead of tradition…it’s what’s cool. Because what’s cool…seems more inherently democratic, I think. Right? Tradition is dead? According to “you?” So…never mind all that. It’s what’s…cool.

Lamentate – Solitudine – stato d’animo by Arvo Pärt plays.

You can’t get away with that as a basis for society forever. I’m sorry. …Tradition mattered and matters. Perhaps…one can be free from it to some degree. But not completely. …Tradition would have told you to stop before you declared my gay on Wikipedia. Scholars would never have traditionally felt safe declaring that in the past. And…traditionally…a site like Wikipedia wouldn’t have been considered wholly safe in the first place.

The likes of Oxford…had to lay down their weapons and surrender to Christ…and Christ was good. Is good. He guided them. He guided us…even if reincarnation was whited out of the Bible. And maybe it wasn’t. But even if it was…He still guides and protects His people. We often never felt safe…if that’s a we…doing evil. Satan lied. And still does. But…history was established as a useful tool in English chambers of hopeful real scholarship…by Christ.

Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell & Kronos Quartet plays.

Drug use…is witchcraft. Before I died…I heavily engaged in witchcraft. I’m not out to crucify witches. Why? Because…in America…sadly…they’ve helped me. For Lacey and I…evil became so great through the false light of the Kennedys that we have had to find Christ’s love among witches who secretly might worship Him in some small place in their conscience. Witches have been our escape. And for Lacey…the Catholic Church has bowed to Christ instead of the Kennedys. Go figure that one out if there’s not reincarnation, right? But…if there isn’t…it’s still true. Regardless…I’m not a witch. Or a wizard. I’m merely saying…God is God. And evil…is actually quite weak. Don’t fool yourself. Submit to Christ.

I used drugs to hide. And escape. And no…that was bad. But God knew my desperation and deep confusion…and cared.

Was Lacey there with me? Making love in private? Not as Jack but as herself. Or was she meant for me regardless…and God outside of time…knew…and so it feels to her as if she was there. And has always felt so. She had a nightmare at age 10. And has genuinely never recovered. That she died of a cigarette overdose. She was ten. And no…I didn’t inspire that dream. But it was because of me. I smoked a lot of cigarettes. No. That’s real. That’s FACT. …We’re together regardless. And now…she’s terrified as an adult by why her brain turned my overdoses into cigarette overdoses at age ten. She was hiding something awful from herself. But it wasn’t that I was gay. It could easily have been the opposite. …She was molested. I think…what Jack Kennedy did to me…began to harass and trigger her as she grew-up on a subconscious level. But that doesn’t mean I was gay. …It means I was sodomized and it personally terrifies her…because…she’s literally MINE.

Honestly…part of me wonders if she bought the myth about me…being gay and in love with Jack…because it was comforting to her. Thinking I was gay. …Maybe I had a bad relationship with Jack. Darn! …But I wasn’t sodomized. Yes! She cares that much. She’d possibly have rather imagined I was temporarily gay…or bisexual…or pansexual than I was genuinely sodomized and molested by men, mainly Jack Kennedy. Because why didn’t I ever snap out of it!? …As a molested child herself…it terrified her as she grew-up. That feeling of being…fooled and temporarily losing track of your own real needs and wants as a child who’s being turned against yourself in a literally Hellish way. Like going in and out of sanity. Being tortured in a truly horrific manner.

Sexually abusing a child is one of the worst things you can do. Or experience. That’s just fact. It’s literally close to actual Hell for the child. Always. …It’s fascinating…that people today don’t seem to cognitively grasp that today, on occasion. And it’s exactly what worries me.

That…profound corrosion…is what’s destroying Western Civilization. Those lies. And, the popular narrative about me is a part of that. But the popular narrative…isn’t necessarily fact.

Again…America…America…is what’s at stake. Not necessarily democracy. People aren’t necessarily that dysfunctional. Large portions of the US could become their own country. Or become part of Canada. Quite literally. Billionaires know that. And it’s possibly why they’re not…totally panicked.

But over time…if the corrosion doesn’t cease…all of Western Society will fall. And possibly most societies. It’s happened before.

What can be done? Well…learn to think critically again. You can’t rely on Wikipedia for the most accurate information. You just can’t. Frankly…you’re not ill-advised double checking what you read on Wikipedia with Tik Tok. Really. Or Reddit. And even then you can’t assume it’s accurate. The media is just that corrupt and untrustworthy. …That being said…you have to listen to what they say. Because presumably they’re saying whatever they’re saying for some reason. It could be because it’s true. Somewhat true. Or because it’s a lie. But so far those lies have been told for reasons. So…if they say the wind is from the north…it is…or they possibly want you to think it is. And sadly…tragically…it’s up to you to figure out and discern which direction the wind is actually coming from for real. …But that’s a lot to ask of the American people. And…it’s why I worry the country could literally collapse soon.

The American people aren’t paid enough…at least anymore…to do that much work. You can’t keep maneuvering them to keep power. They’ll eventually revolt. Or all die off.

Great Britain…is established. It’s literally in their blood. …But the US isn’t that…established. It’s chaos waiting to happen. And you think you can glue it all together with popular opinion…and pop culture? That isn’t going to hold. You needed to realize this years ago. But I’m saying it now anyway.

Freedom is beautiful. But…how can you maintain it when you’re being herded around literally by nutcases with guns who shoot at you now everywhere you go. You can’t. And you can ignore it. But only to a point. And if the societal friendship isn’t real…and is based on lies…then it’s all over. If really you’re only being shot at by nutcases…then there is no functional real America.

You can’t get by without air. Or a heartbeat. Or water. Or food. Or shelter…

America is starting to dismantle the air. America is starting to dismantle the water. And Bobby Kennedy Junior is not going to really save you. See. That’s the problem.

If there’s an Illuminati…what’s the problem Scott? The problem is that I was straight. But many of you can’t fathom that. Literally. Because you can’t believe you’ve been that fooled and lied to by seemingly nice people. And you can’t believe they could be wrong. And you can’t imagine…how a gay man could actually be a straight man? NO. Not quite. …You can’t imagine how a straight man…could genuinely be that confused…as to really think he was gay…and fake being gay so…adamantly. But I did.

And herein lies the problem. People from Old Money are less likely to find it impossible than people from New Money or the middle class. It’s complicated. But it’s what I’ve generally observed. And…that goes to the heart of the issue. …In Great Britain…in the old country…people had less preconceived ideas of what was possible. They were ironically far more open-minded. …The lower classes lived in fear. I’m not trying to overly romanticize it. And the upper classes lived in wonder. But in America…you think you’ve got it all figured out. Don’t you? At least a lot of you do. That’s your attitude. Your arrogance? Sound familiar? Arrogant Americans? …And yes, democracy and public input are very useful. Possibly best in many cases. But…what if the popular opinion is controlled? Or just flat-out wrong? See…that’s the problem. You’re wrong, if you genuinely believe I was gay. You’re wrong. And if you can’t psychologically handle hearing that…then American is really close to complete destruction.

“Why Lem!?” says an Egyptian.

Because…I’m Lem Billings.

The Egyptian laughs.

No. Really. …It’s because I’m a dead British man who’s related to the future King of England. By blood. And…I’m the famous Emperor Constantine.

That’s literally ME. I’m actually Constantine the Great.

Or…I was extremely intelligent. As just Lem Billings. And…Lacey’s father is Tom Banks. And…I actually did more to prevent nuclear holocaust during the Kennedy administration than you think. Or…I could have. I am intelligent. Anyway…you can be amused. But…that’s why.

“So if you were Emperor Constantine…you didn’t appreciate being sodomized.” says the Egyptian.

“Yes!” says Lem.

“Could you have faked being gay as Constantine?” asks an Egyptian.

“Yes. You’d be surprised.” says Lem. “If I was ever him at all.”

Cantus in Memory of Benjamin Britten plays.

“Oh my GOD!” says Usha, who believes in reincarnation.

“Usha, what if there isn’t reincarnation?” says Lem.

“I’ll humor myself.” says Usha.

The song plays.

“What the hell was that like, Your Majesty?” says Usha.

“Well…if I was sodomized by Jack Kennedy…upon death Usha…I’d have wanted to maim and torture all the Kennedys. Young. Old. Unborn. …I’d have wanted to slaughter them. But brutally torture them first.” says Emperor Constantine, regardless.

“ hmmm. I have so much similar sense of humor at times to Lacey and if there is an illuminati, I wish this like to say this is one of the rather fun your moments for some of us. I don’t know what to say. I’m sorry if it’s mean but I don’t understand you know I’m just going to leave it at that, that was really nice of you last night Peter, talking to Jack, and sort of coaxing it out of him where his mind was on this issue to because I don’t I don’t think I would have the patience to dig through your psychology and get a sense of where the hell he was coming from because if there is red carnation and I am I’m John Stewart saying this if there’s an illuminati is there is reincarnation and I tend to think there is because I was raised so much Jewish and I tend to be a little Jewish now in Mystic and that’s how I’ve handled my faith I don’t understand how you would be able to totally blind yourself to the realization of what you’re doing and then I think what is this man was watching them when they were married because I’m almost positive they existed. If their house doesn’t exist anymore, it was torn down at easily could’ve there’s many very beautiful states that no longer exist then no I don’t think it’s impossible that we don’t even know who they are and they were just cousins have a very aristocratic family and probably were some of the rest I mean they were I would say they were aristocrats, but they weren’t titled they were related to people with titles but anyway and they were obviously very wealthy, but didn’t have a title that would go with her state, am I imagine that they had a name for there a states like will call at North North Shire or something but it’s probably not something that exists anymore and may not have had a title attached is that possible? Yeah it is so that’s the thing that’s not lie about it if there’s reincarnation, I tend to think there is no I truly think they were good married I just don’t think we have a record of them and I suspect Jack really was Japanese and watched them having sex. That’s what we talked about yesterday if there’s no Vanathi, these are real conversations with real people. Yeah we use telepathy. I’m sorry I get over it and how some of you who know telepathy are able to believe so I couldn’t fake being gay is astounding to me until actually you don’t think someone could fake being gay but then you do speak telepathically to me that’s dumb that is dumb as a door and I mean I’m not even a bother the thing is I think they existed OK that’s my faith. I have a very strong feeling that she has it I’m pretty high order that if there is reincarnation, she really was that person. I know Helena and her figure this out and I know Helena and I know Helena would probably make a mistake, she’s one of the more intelligent people we have who know some thing about witchcraft in the illuminati and that’s the thing we have the old Menotti members and then we are people within the illuminati who know more about witchcraft than other people and she’s one of the people who I don’t wanna call her authority figure in illuminati and witchcraft, but she certainly knows more than a lot of people do. I don’t think she made that mistake when she was talking with Lacey years ago trying to figure this Out, so if there’s reincarnation no I firmly believe they did exist and so getting back to what I’m saying I think Jack saw them. I think Jack was dead when they were alive in the late 1800s and I think he watch them having sex and I think he got jealous probably not just of Lacey. I think he was possibly jealous of Lem’s to and I think he has problems and I think he was psychotic and somehow managed to get report. I am not sure as someone who doesn’t believe in reincarnation like a Buddhist. I’m not sure that it’s always redemptive I I do wonder if there are people who God still loves, and watches, and uses, but who maybe have a worst time of things and other people you know maybe they got tricked into coming back or they shouldn’t really be here like Hitler possibly even Jack and they had some nefarious purpose in mind for coming back. I’m sorry I’m just being honest and I think it’s possible that he really did come back to try to seduce lap. We are just evil heartless jealousy to try to be with him probably because he’s Constantine probably because he was fan Girling emperor Constantine, and he was some peasant jack ass from Japan, who saw a really good angle coming back as Jack Kennedy and thought I could I could really I could milk this situation and use it for my ego and really make a quick buck so to speak and you know what if that’s what happened that’s what actually happened get over it.

And then that’s the thing why are we giving Jack so much credit because if he’s just this jack ass loser who did this to try to sleep with emperor Constantine, or somehow get with his wife worst case scenario or some shit like that I don’t know why are we giving him so much credit because he fooled us to How do people come back? I don’t know but let me tell you something if they do it ain’t good because something tells me that he really was very evil and that there’s things we don’t understand that he fooled around with to get reincarnated.

Oh, I know I think he had choices. I think he could’ve chosen even if he came back with evil intent I believe God probably would’ve given him choices, and given him the option of repenting and choosing to be good I’m not a Christian, but there be Christians, who would agree with me. If there is reincarnation that he had it he was her choice, his whole life he had a choice to be a good person. He could’ve just said forget it I’m not gonna be evil I’m gonna do the right thing but I think he couldn’t resist you know I mean I don’t think he I don’t think he cared, and I don’t think he wanted to be a good person. I think he chose to be evil.

Oh, and I I wish him well, but I wouldn’t be surprised if he actually ceased to exist. I don’t know where he is right now I think maybe he could be in the past but I’m not sure he exists right now in the present.

Oh, that being said I I do find this funny but I’m also you know I’m very serious person underneath all my comedy. How the hell does it seem like a good idea to try to make a straight man who’s never gonna be gay or bisexual or pansexual in reality ever suck your cock. Why why did that seem rational to him I mean OK he was evil, he gave his ego and a Normas boost but as an intelligent, thinking person, I also am baffled as to how he thought that made any sense because it was never real. He was never gonna be real he could he could never have altered Lum‘s actual orientation. If there’s being carnation lamb was straight when he was alive he was straight when he was alive again he was probably straight as lap. The Kennedys are yelling at me right now and a lot of other people are too trying to say oh no, no we know he’s gay you don’t know that, you don’t know that that is a false life that you have that’s false truth that’s not real you don’t know that you’re deceived. Grow up, grow up grow up!

No I’m sorry I’m sick of tolerating there idiocy the English people are suffering the Israelis are dying, so are the Palestinians because you fucking jackasses can’t get over yourselves.

I mean I’m sorry, but I am 10 seconds away from mine to slaughter the whole family myself. Do you think this is funny it’s not.

Which brings me back to what I was saying as another thinking, sentient human being. I have to ask them what the fuck is wrong with you?

Are you why did your uncle Bobby and yourself but I don’t think you’re quite as screwed up as Jack why did your uncle however who actually had sexual contact with lab I don’t think you ever did in reality at all. Why did your uncle think that made sense do you know you don’t know well that’s not surprising. Do you know why you don’t know Bobby because you’re not your uncle you’re a different person. But if you do have any insight, that’s real it would be interesting to see what you have to say because it’s sick. You are tempting people to literally kill you all the fucking time and sometimes you end up dead. And I’m saying that’s the whole fucking family. How the fuck do you think you are end up dead all the time you annoy people with your stupidity and evil get a fucking clue.

But then, getting back to the humorous side of things right on a lighter note YY for the love of God, I just have to ask God, sir whoever is listening who could answer me to Jack think that made sense you’re never going to make him gay or bisexual or pansexual if God created him straight, that’s not going to change if God made him a man and made him straight Jack he can’t beat anything else you can’t trick the universe into thinking that it’s real I mean you almost have an away, but Lacey is not fooled he is not fooled God‘s not fooled the dead aren’t that confused and it didn’t alter reality he was still a straight man who you totally sodomized and raped and destroyed so I don’t think doubling down on your stupidity and attacking Lacey and ruining her life and harassing the living made sense instead of just capitulating that you were a fucked up idiot who should’ve been spying on people in their bedroom when you were dead and also you probably shouldn’t have decided to come back and screw with all of humanity just to try to convince some impressive historical figure that he was in love with you.

And because we’re not that dumb we know you were probably gay or almost entirely gay and maybe if there’s reincarnation you kind of always have been over you straight and then breakthrough your stupidity you became gay. God only knows, but let me tell you something jack it ain’t good, because yeah I don’t mean if there’s not homosexuality in heaven, is that what happens you thought I’ll come back sleep with the wife and then Satan screwed you over made you gay made him confused and now you’re stuck being in love with him that’s another awful possibility, but the thing is Jack what whatever happened it it doesn’t work. You can’t alter someone’s sexuality if God created them that way and you certainly can’t make something real that isn’t The matter how much it makes you angry or how much it hurts. You can’t change the reality of the situation and that way it doesn’t work so hoping that you’re not dumb enough to not cognitively realize that I have to ask you what were you thinking? Oh, were you really just that dumb and it was just a matter of time giving America before someone like you would come along who didn’t deserve to have authority, who would be given authority?” says Jon Stewart.

The song ends.

“ I think it was only a matter of time. I am saying that as an Indian I’m not OSHA but I sometimes I’m able to intuit her. I think John it was only a matter of time.” says an Indian woman.

“ so whether there’s rain carnation or not, that’s what lambs grappling with it’s just the fact that we have no filter system. If there’s anything to Hinduism we have no filter system so people like Jack regardless are able to whittle their way in the upper echelon’s in American society, and take charge, and it looks like everything’s fine because of our system. There’s no identification of evil, and there’s no way to sort of comfort yourself with like what evil people are in charge. Sometimes they’re rich or cruel you know like capitalism is evil you can’t say that about the Kennedys because they’re not capitalism they’re not evil rich people they’re supposed to be rich people who have a heart, and I think that could be true. That’s the problem with American society and that’s what he’s having. I think if he’s Constantine, or even if he’s not, but especially he’s Constantine, he’s or even if there is a ring carnation, but Constantine himself as effected and bothered, I mean, worst case scenario, John she’s not supposed to be talking to the dead, and one was gay, but the Kennedys have been very presumptuous about talking about it and the actual and Billings is offended that they’ve gone so far with telling his story when really, I’m not sure that he was comfortable with that much publicity, so worst case scenario no there’s no proof he might have been straight, but he actually was gay and he’s just offended but then who is she in love with what if she’s actually with emperor Constantine someone said that a while ago what is that’s actually who she’s sleeping with and has been sleeping with her three years they look a lot alike. What is their energy is similar and what if he’s handling it this way for some reason. Where is just like I don’t know, but the truth is I doubt that because her of her relationship with Christ and I’m a witch saying that but I’m being honest I don’t get the sense that her source of information is lying to her and that’s where if there’s ring carnation you guys have to be more gracious because the truth is he is Constantine rebel if there’s reincarnation, she has been sleeping with Constantine, but it’s not because Constantine is tricking her it’s because we don’t understand the Bible if there’s reincarnation and then circling back, how did the Kennedys become able to sodomize emperor Constantine in America?” says a Jew.

Later.

“Even if I’m not Constantine be careful. And really…you should ask yourself how Lacey found one historical person who looked exactly like me. Well…almost exactly. She didn’t think it through. It just came to her. She had no idea how much I looked like him. And I did. …Augustine too looks like her legal husband. That also just came to her. How!? …Who gave her the names? Was it a ghost? God? A demon? …Me? …She hasn’t even totally figured that out.

So…be wise.” says Lem.

“ do you know I have to be honest with you? I am a psychic who reads her blog, and I think she’s probably talking to me right now telepathically without meeting to what is telepathy that’s the first thing I want to say is telepathy actually just people who are psychically communicating like really intentionally at the same time because if it is then, I don’t think it’s really all that highfalutin. I have a feeling people have just practiced it for like centuries, and really, if you got enough people together with enough witchcraft pro Wests will say they could probably do the same thing. You just brainwashed us into thinking that it’s not possible so we don’t even bother but I have a feeling that a lot of people could probably do this if they just thought about it long enough, and knew how I just have to get it off my chest as a wizard and a Wiccan and it just irritates me, so thanks for nothing. I guess I’d say to those people you’re really not that important or that special that’s not her saying that that’s me. It just pisses me off I just have to say that so thanks so much and good luck figuring out who I am I doubt you will. It’s people reading her blog. It’s it’s complicated. There is an underground woman the people reading her blog, she knows that but it’ll be very hard to figure out who we are

The other thing that I want to say is that I don’t think you guys realize how funny this is I’m glad some of you realize that John Stewart seems to have a good sense of humor humor about it and that both surprises me and doesn’t it surprises me because I wouldn’t expect someone to be real I mean he pretends to have a good sense of humor. Apparently he actually has one or may have one which is really shocking and I’m in a good way but yeah, this is funny I am really is it’s very genuinely comical.

I am kids could so ha how did this happen cause I I mean I’m a Wiccan I tend to think that she’s Scotia. She looks almost identical to Scotia. If there’s reincarnation, I mean come on she is Gosha for real her personality her energy it’s kosher I don’t think I’ve ever seen a woman who is closer Ever I mean it’s like I’ve never seen someone anywhere at all and I guess to me being a logical person that’s probably proof combine with whatever entities telling her that said that she’s Scotia so she’s probably Scotia so I am yeah and then that that that’s scary right because such that means that she’s a Gyptian it sounds like Tom was her dad in Egypt. It sounds like Tom Banks was actually her father in Egypt, which intrigues me because then it makes me think if she illegitimate or not, I mean, even if she’s not, he could look like her so much because he actually is a father so they still look like father and daughter even though it’s not really her dad which probably means that she was supposed to be his daughter and it just didn’t happen. OK great if you hadn’t put that together in your head, I’m just helping you out think of me as a guide to this whole production so if there’s reincarnation, she was probably supposed to be Tom’s daughter if she’s not biologically and something went wrong, pretty sure that we can almost guarantee that and then that’s the thing her father was the pharaoh of Egypt like the overlord and the underground. No crime movements in but a bootlegger who is probably very wealthy man probably controlled a lot more than people think was probably a pharaoh in Egypt, which I mean obviously this man’s used to that sort of control over people and that was probably reality to me the Scottish people claimed that’s their origin story. What is it actually is in the which case they probably are Egyptian still genetically which means that when she keeps insisting that they weren’t black you’d probably be best listening to her if there’s reincarnation sweeties I am sorry, but they really might not have been that black, that was a long time ago it’s possible they were actually more white than you might think they might’ve been slightly dark. I mean the Scottish people are a little dark are they so maybe they had dark hair but it just wasn’t like a black person. It was almost more Asian or Middle Eastern so just an FYI on that one but I guess that’s one red flakes me is that if she’s Scotia in here they illuminati just speaking it’s like the adults in the room that’s a bad thing OK because that’s your religion you guys are really into like pyramids and stuff. She’s she’s an Egyptian right she’s an ancient Egyptian so that would be a concerning thing to me. If I was you, I would see that is a bit of a red flag to just stop take a pause, maybe recalculate and you analyze where am I going with us right now?

I mean the whole British aristocracy thing yeah that’s concerning but I would feel like a little more freaked out if I was in a illuminati I would think wow yeah the whole British thing is concerning but you ancient Egypt. This is getting rather concerning.

Which leaves me then to play next point of concern emperor? Constantine why are we suddenly fascinated by the holy Roman empire or why were you for a while I mean that’s weird. Maybe Mark Zuckerberg and him really are Roman emperors reincarnated. Like maybe maybe they really are. That’s the problem my dears I would think if a reincarnated, Roman empire and prayers said are to me I’m mad at someone that I would want to take that seriously. and I have a feeling he’s been telling you this for over a year and you’re really just not listening.

So gut sense if there’s illuminati if people really can’t handle your position and you have no idea how to handle how freaked out you are you’re lying you’re all really scared right now because you accidentally found Constantine and Lacey and I call her Lacey I guess interesting choice I have a feeling she really had alliances with a dead Irish kings not marriages alliances, and they got misinterpreted historically. If she’s reincarnated I sincerely think that’s possible but it’s like they describe it as a marriage but it wasn’t. It was some sort of alliance and then you think you guys can explain some thing complicated to this woman that’s absurd you know a lot of you should’ve probably thought of her as like a spirit guide or a teacher instead of something to ridicule and laugh at.

I’m a Wiccan she’s not the one saying that I am it’s ludicrous to me that people don’t get it get get how ridiculous the situation as you found Constantine in the grave who had a horrible life, misunderstood himself arguably maybe actually was trying to tell you people that he was miserable in his own backward way backward hasn’t backhanded it didn’t come play come out clearly enough for most people to understand or did, and it pissed the wrong people off Why don’t we ever hear the context of those quotations that’s why spirits me I read them and people in the advocate they never give the context of when he said it or why or how he said it is always just interpreted like they know they know somehow with their experts, and they know, but then why can’t they ever tell us that’s very suspicious.

I think it’s possible that some of you have wondered if he was straight and you’ve been freaked out about it for decades.

So on that note, I think maybe you need to think about what you’re doing because if that’s who they really are it, it actually makes some sense think about it. He was the Roman emperor. He probably had a horrible love life he came back, married, his twin flame and then they see me. We were really happy in Great Britain. I mean she got to live in Scotland that she had created which was really cool. I’m not sure how God works that out genetically but it must’ve work somehow, so it wasn’t weird but I mean she came from there right and it actually makes some sense but she came from there she created it and she came from there. She was born there and then she marries who the emperor of the Holy Roman Empire who am who is English not Scottish And I have a feeling he probably had been to England or heard about it while he was Constantine so it’s fun for them. She’s in Scotland he’s in England they get married. They have a happy what 1020 years together and then Willow one comes and he dies and then she dies too and then something goes totally haywire and they both come back separately and are totally miserable And it’s like a disaster JFK gets shot was the Vietnam war and now that string her life like that’s pretty messed up so Ken twin flames be separated yes but then that’s probably not a good thing for them or us from my perspective and that’s probably part of the problem that we’re having is a Third really not made to be separated. At least not anymore

So they got separated and then he’s miserable it’s totally screwed up in his head and then she is living through. What must be a horrible life. I’m not gonna bother talking about it because it’s just too disturbing and you guys really don’t give a shit so we’ll just leave it at that, but then that’s the crisis that we’re at OK I just take it for me. This is bad guys OK?

And really most of what I’m saying, could theoretically be true in someway, even if there’s not reincarnation, which then leads me to my question, how did this happen?

Chris Rachel Aaron Mena all of you how did you do this to yourselves what happened?!?” he says.

Silence.

More silence.

“ i’m just gonna wait and I really hope she does too.” he says.

She waits. The dead Kennedys freak out.