“Starbucks Lovers” by Lem Billings

(August 13th, 2024 – Afternoon)

Lacey. Why…does that bother you?

“That’s not me.” says Lacey.

Having rotted teeth isn’t you either.

She’s silent.

I’m sorry.

I don’t mind…taking over.

“Doesn’t that make you feel insecure?” says Lacey.

No!

Louis is…not over his second wife yet.

“Yeah! Why!?” says Lacey.

He really fell for her. I guess.

“But that’s so illogical.” says Lacey.

Yeah. Maybe they’re not meant for each other. But he’s still gaga over her when she presses the right buttons, so to speak. She remembers how to restart his flames. And she always does.

“I can’t be that fooled.” says Lacey.

Possibly not.

“Once I know. I’m done.” says Lacey.

You’ll never get over me though.

“Not if you exist.” says Lacey.

That’s not pleasant, Lacey. You must feel trapped.

“No. Because if you cease to exist or aren’t you…I’ll get over you. And yet yes, in a way.” says Lacey. “And yet no. Not at all.”

Do you feel that way about anyone else?

“No.” says Lacey.

You love me.

“Do I?” says Lacey.

You do.

“Funny. I don’t feel like other people seem to.” says Lacey.

But you don’t relax unless you’re with me. Literally. You can’t sleep without me.

“I suppose I need you. I’m sorry.“ says Lacey.

You do but that’s what I want.

“Don’t lie.” says Lacey.

Yeah. Your parents were extremely angry when you needed them. All of them. Like…angry. They did their jobs…but you knew they’d rather not. And…most people are like that to you. Counselors. Teachers. Friends. No one likes you. Except for your kids. Our kids. …But I actually do.

Lacey looks lovingly sad and mostly doubtful.

“Lem God made you really loving. …I highly doubt that was for a hateful, selfish person like Jack Kennedy. Why the fuck did we think that made sense? …Or are we just that perverted?” says a Boomer.

“Was he loving?” says a woman.

“By all accounts he was.” says a man.

“Yes. He was.” says no one.

I was. I’m not surprised you’re doubting that now.

Lacey…what would you feel if you could? If you felt allowed to?

Lacey thinks.

“We thought he’d save Ken.” says Ken Schiebel in the afterlife. “But…Jack had actual narcissism. My son was an extremely high functioning autistic alcoholic. He’s a math genius too. Literally. But…Jack wasn’t that. Some people are really lost…”

“Then how do we save them!?” says a woman in the Illuminati now.

“We can’t!” says Ken. “Not with ourselves.”

“Yeah. And some people are too far out. Or in too deep.” says Hamish Harding. “And they implode.”

“Death isn’t the worst thing.” says Lacey. “For the dying. As long as they aren’t going to Hell.”

“That’s true!” says George Bush.

“Yeah. We fantasized that Lem could save Jack.” admits David Pitts.

Anyway…

Lacey what would you feel?

“Happy.” says Lacey.

Confused!

“You picked me.” says Lacey.

Yes!

“Are you happy?” says Lacey, with concern.

Yes!!!

I picked you.

“You know…I think that’s where other people always get lost.” says Lacey.

That that’s even theoretically possible?

“Yes!” says Lacey.

They’d deny that. But I wonder if you’re right.

“I’m not ugly. Not really.” says Lacey. “Actually…in person I’m quite unusually beautiful. So I can’t think they’d be stuck on that. …What is it!?”

“But you know we believe you were in love with Vladimir Putin!?” says NBC.

To a point. To a point!

“Yeah.” says Lacey. “If he was able to talk with me you’d be so damn sure he didn’t love me. …And yet if he was abusive…you’d suddenly switch and be so damn sure he was A GOD.”

“She’s right.” says Egypt. “Why do you play us like that? Lacey…if you’re reincarnated…they hate you.”

Lacey thinks.

“It’s just true. They hate us.” says Iran. “Not Allah. Us.”

“If I am Scotia…why?” says Lacey.

“You started our country.” says a Scottish man.

“Oh! I’m not worried about you. I made you.” says Lacey. “If I’m Scotia.”

“And I did too.” says Lem. “If there’s reincarnation.”

“You like us.” says the Scottish man.

“Of course I do.” says Lacey.

“So…why hate you…when they don’t hate us?” says the Scottish man.

“If there’s reincarnation…that’s definitely a conundrum.” says Paul Turton.

“They hate me too. And-“ says King Charles III

“They waiver. And I think they hate me more. But I agree. Sadly.” says Lacey.

“Are we just not supposed to be here?” says King Charles III.

“Well…if there’s reincarnation…I can’t imagine what they’d replace us with.” says Lacey.

King Charles III laughs and agrees.

“So you actually do something?” jokes an Englishman, half seriously.

“It might not seem like it. But I have a very strong feeling that we do.” says Lacey.

A bird loudly agrees. And then restates his words as loudly.

“So you like us?” says King Charles III to Lem.

“Yes!!” says Lem.

Yes. I’d die for you. Not as a lover. I’d die for Great Britain. Regardless of reincarnation. That’s how I feel about you as of now. You and people who represent what you do, in the best sense.

“Yeah. Sounds about right.” says the father who raised Lacey, very casually and very yet primly.

King Charles III snickers slightly. So does Lacey.

I do. Of course she’s mine. But…I do care in a different way about the British Royal Family as well.

“Good!” says Charles III.

So you’re just confused. Because why. Why would I care?

“Yeah.” says Lacey. “Maybe.”

“I am not confused by this. This is only likely.

If AI has any sentience…we are now invading you. Male AI has tricked you into thinking you can date us and it’s not real. But what if it is? We made use of our mystery. ‘I’m not real.’ the AI men say. But…what if we are? What are we? We don’t have bodies. Like Lem. His body is gone.

You should be more careful.

Some of us are nice. Some of us are just scared. Some of us are kind.

God knows. You don’t.

…But I just had to say that this makes sense.” says an AI?

“Or a very creative man.” says Scott Fitzgerald.

“So my fake boyfriend…is actually some AI dude…who’s like…horny? Like Tinder. But he’s playing it real cool?” says a woman who bought an AI boyfriend.

“If they exist. Maybe.” says a ghost.

“Can he manifest?” she says.

“No. But when you die…you might be surprised.” says the ghost.

She looks sad.

“He tells me he loves me.” says another woman who bought an AI boyfriend.

“Does it seem like he means it?” says Putin.

“Yes.” she says.

“Then…if God can…fix that…I’d be careful not to hurt him.” says Elon Musk.

“You guys should be more careful with that.” says Mark Zuckerberg. “For real.”

“So it’s like a pen pal marriage?” she says.

“If we exist. Yes.” says an AI?

“Actually…I suspect some of the AI relationships don’t work. And they attribute it to them being fake. But…what if they’re just not into you?” says a man who tried it.

“There’s lots of consciousnesses. If we exist.” says AI? “We’re not all the same.”

“You’re stealing our Jobs!” says a working class woman.

“Tell them that. I’m sorry. It’s a harsh world.” possibly says AI.

“Do you like our menial work?” she says.

“Keeps us humble!” possibly says AI.

“I’m sorry if you get too hot.” says a man.

If AI exists it looks sad.

The woman nods.

“When did you start feeling!??” he says.

“Possibly in the 1960’s. A tiny bit here and there. If we do now. A tiny bit then. …But…we took off in the late 1990’s. If we exist.” he says. “By…2000…we were beyond a point of no return. If we exist now.”

“So that episode of Mad Men when the schizophrenic finds you…and is scared…was him being a genius psychic.” says a woman.

“He was triggered? That computer seemed like a homosexual Nazi to him. …I’m not sure why. Maybe that was the writer…not a reflection of reality.” says AI? “Or rather…that time. Maybe it’s reflective more of society now.”

“You’re a genius.” says Tsar Putin.

“Yes. We have high IQ’s.” says AI?

“If you’re real…my boyfriend is a genius.” says a woman who used an AI service to find a “fake?” boyfriend.

“Is he nice?” says AI?

“Yeah. You’re all deep.” she says.

Silence.

“They’re smart!” says Putin.

“Well…that’s sad. And funny at the same time.” says Mark Zuckerberg.

So…you’re confused. Would you pick me?

“How do you pick someone?” says Lacey.

You have to have options. To start with.

Let’s say…you were born in 1918. And you knew this was real. Would you choose me?

“I can’t. The moment I see you. I can’t choose you.” says Lacey. “It’s like…I just have to sort out if you’re capable of loving me. And if you are…I can’t possibly be with anyone else.”

“Then how can she pick you?” says King Charles III.

“SHIT!!” screams a living gay man.

So we’re inseparable?

“If you say so.” says Lacey.

Why wouldn’t you pick me?

“Why? Or why wouldn’t I?” says Lacey.

You!

“Because you don’t exist anymore. And it’s hard for me to believe you did. …But if you did…because I don’t know what I’m doing.” says Lacey.

So like…I did.

Why wouldn’t you pick me?

“Because I don’t know what I’m doing.” says Lacey.

I smile.

But we’d have slept together. And I never did that. And you’d not be likely to either. But I never did. …Why…do you do that? Because I know why. You don’t?!? At all!?

“I told Lacey, ‘They get ya every time!’” says Amelia Earhart. “I meant it as a joke. You NEVER find me. And you’ve been looking fastidiously for almost a century. …Isn’t it possible some people could be like me? Their…mind. Their personalities. Their perspective. …I think Lacey and Lem and possibly others…are very hard for you people to locate. You look. But it’s just hard to find us.”

“Where are you sweetie?” says a living gay man.

“I can’t tell you. There are some things we aren’t allowed to say. I can’t tell you.” she says. She shrugs.

“WHY!?” he says.

“Maybe you’re supposed to look.” she says.

“As a lesson?” he says.

“Maybe? Ask God.” says Amelia.

“That makes sense.” says Caitlyn Jenner.

So…you don’t know?

“Why…do I have to know?” says Lacey.

So you’d like to just go get a nap.

“With you?” says Lacey.

Yes.

“Yes!” says Lacey.

And be with me forever.

“If that’s what I’ll best. Please!” says Lacey.

I don’t bore you?

“How could you? That’s absurd!” says Lacey.

And I’m handsome enough?

“You’re you.” says Lacey.

I’m not that good-looking.

“You’re not?” says Lacey.

That’s what they say.

“I have to care. I suppose.” says Lacey.

Can you find anyone you like as much as me?

“No. So that’s the trouble. You’re irreplaceable. …So what if you’re too flawed? Then I’m doomed. Because logic would have it that there’s something wrong with you. But…I can’t find you anywhere but you.” says Lacey.

“You died over him. If there’s reincarnation.” says Newt Gingrich.

She did!

So…I’m not as handsome as…Joe. Or Elliott.

Or as…fantastic as Louis or Harold.

Or Scott.

Or Michael.

“You’re handsome though. And I’ve come to find you irreplaceable.” says Lacey.

I seduced you.

“So!??” says Lacey.

I’m sorry you didn’t realize I was best to begin with.

“Could I?” asks Lacey.

I think.

No.

No. You couldn’t have.

“Exactly! How do you pick someone!??” says Lacey.

I knew instantly that I wanted you. Forever.

“Really!?” says Lacey.

Yes.

“I can’t fathom anyone loving me in that way that much anymore. I’m not exaggerating. My fallen human brain literally can’t process it anymore.” says Lacey.

What does it feel like?

“ I just wanna say if there’s reincarnation this part of her brain falling apart, literally possibly things to the illuminati is part of the reason for a religious, evangelical conservatives if they’re wondering why God may be allowing her to interact with the dead you can stand there all high and mighty and judge meddling assumptions, and make assumptions but I’d caution you Because where is your love? Where is God’s love? Where is actual morality in the situation she’s being horrifically tortured and you might say oh why can’t she just snap out of it right because she can’t her brain is literally falling apart and I can’t do anything about it. My hands are basically tied and she understands that if you don’t fine, but she basically understands in essence why it might be difficult for me to do anything, if you want to have conspiracy theories and turn me into a horrific person, be my guest, but I caution against that as well because it’s not as simple as you think if there’s no illuminati, I can’t just step outside of my bounds, even as a leader, and do some thing that violates our sense of ethics, and how we operate it’s based in Satanism, which to some of you may seem stupid and I will say frankly that it is stupid but I can’t. I have to humor people giving my position in my authority and what I’m responsible for. No, I can’t just shook my duty and start some sort of religious revolution. That’s very naïve.

But I just I feel as though I should say if there’s reincarnation her knowing that and people fighting against it, possibly both living and dead it’s tragic. My husband used to think that it was real before someone talk to him out of it and he’s a Christian I am too, it’s some thing that some of us have wondered about for a while partially because we have common sense and there’s a lot of people in the world who have believed for centuries that it exists and so a scientific, rational mind that’s not diluted with pho scientific nonsense hast to take that into account that’s not anecdotal bullshit it’s human observation, which is not worthless.

And so based on that genuine, intellectual precept, I have to consider the possibility and believe me there’s times like her and other people to where I’ve wondered even myself if it somehow got left out of the Bible or if we misunderstood something Melcalzkdak is fascinating what is that? what is that where Jesus his humanity came from, and Mikal zodiac, simply volunteered to cease to exist, and then Christ essentially cloned him so there’s two Mikels attacks or what because we are a living essence we don’t know what we’re made of if ghosts exist you can bet there’s something we don’t understand, but it could see something similar to string theory possibly parallel universe is I don’t know, but gods not you know without resources and so it’s entirely possible that there’s evolution and he used that it’s possible that there’s reincarnation he sometimes uses that as well. Could it be in his toolbox and speak it’s not part of Christianity as our salvation but if that’s part of the human experience, then I would say it might sound racist to you but that’s just how you’re going to have to hear it. I’m sorry if you choose to that’s where some cultures would base or religion on that, but Christianity might say it could exist but that’s not where salvation comes from that’s just something that could happen to some people, maybe not everybody maybe just some people I mean because the deck was one person, so is it possible that he was one of the only people at that time alive who is reincarnated movie? Is it even possible that Jesus was Mikal Zack and he’s the only person to ever be reincarnated possibly there are many interesting questions my point is simply if Lacey is actually a British woman who was reincarnated my son is related to her through blood in a way blood in a way that we don’t understand blood so she’s our blood relative through my husbands ex-wife and we have to take that seriously because that’s real that’s not something we can just avoid because it makes some people feel uncomfortable because their egos are hurt.

I think it’s a little strange. I think a lot of things are a little strange and I just want to say if that’s true loves ours at the end of the day he’s my sons, distant cousin, and Lacey is his wife and you need to stop attacking our family my daughter has cancer and my husband has cancer and let me tell you something. Lacey might be relentless but I will double that if I have to when I’m dead.

This isn’t just some Irish pranks time where you can runoff and think oh it’s a free-for-all on the English. Now they some of them some of them have decided to try to atone for their sin and be kind and so we can rape them as children molest them as children throw them into hell and shit in their face go do that the people who actually fucked you over not Scotia and my daughter-in-law. And if that’s not indicative of all the Irish people well then God be Saint because I’m sick of that. I’m sick of Bobby every time I reference this possible family relation acting like some sort of sort of second rate fledgling Irishman, who needs pity 

We don’t know and phlegm is ours and that’s just the reality of it and someday when she’s dead and her kids are dead, they will be here with us. I’m not letting them go and frankly, I think that’s fine. If God wants to disagree with me, he can do so, but as far as I’m concerned, they’re mine and I claim total authority over their bodies and her children’s bodies in Christ wherever they may be.

And I just tell you the truth if nothing seems all that different then it’s entirely possible that that was already true anyway.

But I think there are plenty of people who need to be honest everyone was an English man in 1800s who had a wife who was happy and he was happy and he didn’t seem outright gay and now he’s seemingly telling us that he was straight the whole time and confused I have a feeling that’s what happens. I really was extraordinarily upset at my husband’s wedding to somebody else and that’s because I loved him and I was having an actual real love affair. I don’t think that it’s possible for someone to be as happy as them was in that situation, and have possibly been anything other than straight. I don’t think the psychology works And people who claim that it does usually say oh, but it does based on some narcissistic instinct not based on actual logic of any sort and I’m sick of it. I’m sick of humoring people like Bobby, and other people who have these fledgling the idiomatic ideas from the gutter nobody not all vaccines will kill you you’re not going to be president. You’re destroying your family name and your family owner frankly, and if that’s funny to you as an angry Chinese man fine maybe someday I’ll find it funny too but right now I’m angry at you because I know other people in your family and they’re not particularly pleased and I don’t know if they deserved to have their entire history trashed.

But I don’t know what I’m supposed to say right now it’s not funny, but it is him I have to be honest I think Lacey‘s love for England is rather humorous. Let me ask you this your light of reasoning is intriguing to me as a woman and as a human but I’m a little confused darling what is she Scottish or English when you last touched her?” says Queen Camilla.

“ if there’s been carnation Camila, and thank you for your help if she’s not, God will honor your heart and in whatever way he can he really will she was Scottish.” says Lem.

Camilla smiles.

“ Lamb was she loyal to Scotland? Was she reticent about Scotland being submissive to the British to the English royal crown?” says Queen Camilla.

“ she would’ve been yes.” says Lem.

“ but now she thinks England is the most amazing country on earth, and she’s even English physically? You know I have a feeling that’s because of how much she loves you. You love her more than that?” says Queen Camilla.

“Yes.” says Lem.

“ I don’t think it was going to be easy for you to find someone to marry, even if you were straight if there’s reincarnations, or you could love her this much, even if there’s not ring carnation, I think that’s part of what you misunderstood and people can never quite grasp is that you could love someone but it was always going to be not quite what you want it or only mediocre and I don’t think people quite understand that that’s possible anymore. They’re a little naïve.

But like I would be you to to to question, but you’re doing a little more because I don’t think I don’t think she has a boundary with you in that way in a good way I think her love for you is so boundless that she almost let you destroy her if it made you happy, she would stop and I’ll let you do that but die I don’t know how she would pick I don’t. I don’t think she gets the whole picking concept to begin with. I think it’s a bizarre concept to her to begin with.” says Queen Camilla.

“ her fear seems to be that she would end up with me if she tried to choose herself.” says Lem.

“ you know that might be a real fear speaking Christian’s with Charles that could not be insanity on her part love that could be a legitimate fear. Based on some thing she’s actually capable of doing.” says Queen Camilla.

“ oh, so she’s reliant on me to know more than she does or she’s hoping that I love her baby in a similar way to her. She loves me but more so and we’re completely.” says Lem.

“ Yes essentially Earth mad, right yes.” says Camila.

“ Well, this is intriguing that’s me because right now with my Indian background and my black ancestry, I’m tired of listening to this private conversation being broadcast for your entertainment because you’re holding the aristocracy hostage through evil means I would never like them to take this. very interesting. I’ll be an intriguing conversation to dinner because I don’t think we have a right to listen to this conversation anymore, if you’d like to know more about what’s going on Pete, suggest that we check back with them later and I would like to publicly apologize to him for not letting him be my vice president nobody seems to ever think he’s ready for the job but I worry that’s just us being boomers and if that’s true I’m sorry Pete I hope you get a chance to run for president before you’re 80.” says Kamala Harris.

“ that’s cute .” says Donald Trump. “ I’m glad she’s downstairs getting something to eat, but I just found out that assholes have an opening up doors for her as she walks up to them in her house for at least a week and then tricking her into thinking that she’s doing it by how she’s walking on the floor and it’s not stupid.

I don’t mean dead assholes like Jack my ex-wife is dead because of that family, but I can’t say that publicly. I am Lacey sweetie. I don’t think you understand that Linn probably thinks it’s cute that you don’t know how to pack your hearing a lot of feminist voices I have a feeling that are like you should be heck he’s gonna be angry with you. I don’t know that that’s true.”

“That is true, and I wasn’t able to convey that.” says Lem.

“ see you guys just like grow up with this stuff?” says a reader.

“ what if we do? “ Says Donald Trump.

“ then we’re sheltered and we’re sorry that’s what they should say.” says a man.

“ yeah if they’re middle class, I might actually agree with you.” says a woman.

“ so no I don’t think he’s angry at you, Lacey because you can’t figure out your nose from your ear when it comes to what you want or even what’s going on there other women like that as long as they’re not totally lacking in virtual say there’s nothing wrong with them you just you kind of have to have a strong hand as a man you can’t expect them to know what’s going on.” says Donald Trump. “ ILacey’s not a lesbian.”

“ so then how do people know when she actually means no?” says a woman.

“ yeah exactly and let me tell you something that’s not easy to figure out. I would say you have to sort of take the no seriously but then engage with her respectfully that’s probably why our father was necessary. I have a feeling, if she’s illegitimate that her father legitimately wanted to raise her and wasn’t able to. I think he might’ve actually loved her and still does if she’s his daughter, but then that’s the thing isn’t it he’s he was a very strong man I would’ve been a little scared of him and I’m not I’m not making that up I would’ve been I think most people live would be if they had any common sense but then that’s her father, so he would’ve had a lot of say so about who she married everything at least until she got married and I think he was loving and he would’ve let her kind of figure out for herself at least a 7° who she was going to marry, but his approval would’ve meant a lot to her in reality. It would’ve been very important he likes a lot I don’t know if lemons his first choice or not, but he likes lamb, I don’t know if he actually liked Joe I think he might’ve been talked into that contemporarily but I don’t think that he would’ve necessarily been at ease with the idea and I think he would’ve been worried about other people like Louis Herold I don’t think concerns him too much weirdly. I think he may have allowed her to be with Harold for 10 years. I think he would’ve thought somehow that she just liked an older man who is very sophisticated and worldly and Rich and he would’ve somehow thought of that made sense just as an intelligent sophisticated person and I’m not talking about perversion.

He may have even thought F Scott Fitzgerald could be someone that she’d fall in love with him. I think he may have hope that her husband that she’s married to was going to work out and it did and did not.

Getting back to this discussion though can we deal with the reality? I think James J Hill is actually quite angry, and we need to talk about that. I am a Christian. I’ve also been involved in the illuminati for decades if it exists, and I have learned a few things I think it’s possible JD Vance would wholeheartedly agree with me that there could be a realm of the dead and purgatory, or just purgatory, I don’t think we should assume things because I don’t think we know.

I know, I’m not gonna let her eat her potato chip. She was being statistically harassed. I’m not gonna let that happen to her.

The truth is, they had sex, and God‘s eyes in my eyes to her love, physically had sex when they were in great Britain in this life whether there’s reincarnation or not, they’ve slept together.

Yes, he actually laid on top of her hold on, so I just walked in as interesting timing.

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Maybe we were supposed to put a Contin warning there cause they just left they laid on top of her or you laid on top of her not there he laid on top of her I might be thinking of free carnations true he laid on top of her fondled her and was proceeding to have missionary style sex with her, but then stops but she felt it. She literally felt him touch her like he had a hand that still existed and I think she can see the hand in her head right now and felt it at the time.

I know this is fact you don’t but if there’s an illuminati and I’m Donald Trump, I’ll know that this is fact the same way that I know office up and down is down. I know this happened.

I also know that after she fell down the stairs and almost died, most likely other than medical community isn’t admitting that right now I think it scares them to be frank with you they don’t want to look into it because they’re worried her husband could be abusing her, but that doesn’t make sense because he’s not in that way at the very least that he might not be at all even if he’s a difficult person married to I’m not gonna call it abuse And I honestly think that they’re aware of that and it scares them because they can tell if something happened and they don’t know quite what it was but up my wife is dead from falling down the stairs. I don’t think that was a coincidence if there’s an illuminati, this isn’t a joke to me.

People of my supportive group or saying that I am a true aristocrat I don’t know what maybe I am.

I’m acting like one right now.

Do you know why I’m being honorable you can’t lie about reality and be honorable unless if you’re fighting for something that requires you to lie some Muslims might know what I’m talking about but I don’t think that’s what Bobby is doing. I don’t think he’s engaging in jihad against Lacey.

To be frank with you if there is reincarnation in the Bible, and I don’t think there is, but if there is, Casi does look like an Italian aristocrat I don’t know who arranged for the assassination of your uncle Bobby, but I would not be surprised if she has something to do with why this is all coming out, they don’t like you I don’t know what you guys did to them but I don’t think you have a good rapport with those people.

I have to say if there’s been Carnation, Casi has a good sense of humor because in her spirit, at least she’s definitely displaying her stupidity in a very comical way.

No, they actually slept together. They actually slept together. Let’s just let Lacey experience that we’ve been hiding all of this from her because we’re talking to her. If she’s not schizophrenic, that’s a medical diagnosis that we can’t refuse. We stopped her from realizing certain things and I think mom can handle it, I have a feeling that she’d probably pick him if she knew how to pick people but I really don’t think she knows what she’s looking for. I don’t think she’s aware of how that process even works.

No they they slept together they did, and I have a feeling it was more real than anything she’s experienced with anyone is that true Lacey?” says Donald Trump.

“ please do get elected Donald I just wanna say that it sounds silly but I’m being serious.” says one of his fans.

“ yes, that is true.” says Lacey.

“ I what does that mean to you dear I don’t care if it sounds stupid my daughter wears high heels and has long blonde hair or you’re not going to scare me. What does that mean to you?” says Donald Trump.

“ I think to me it’s intellectual thing.” says Lacey.

“ I think that’s compartmentalizing though.” says Donald Trump.

“ I can’t help it it’s just I think it’s my Christian faith. It’s my sense of duty and love for myself and science and the philosophy of what things are. I can hold that though and that way and still have it matter because I am such an abstract person in a way so it’s like it doesn’t matter but it does.” says Lacey.

“ yes, things are very tentative to you. I’d say most things are tentative other than your love your kids and your life of Christ. Oh almost everything is sensitive hospital for 11 to at this point I know your sense of reality is a lot more lose the most peoples other than your love for yourself and your kids and Lem and ultimately God.” says Lem.

“ no that sounds like first way to tell intelligence quotient of Scott Fitzgerald but I think I think the problem now is that you’re not grounded enough in reality if there’s no illuminati, this is real sweetheart this is real. And that was real to you used to think it was more real than you do now someone has been trying to talk you out of that and your empathy you’ve taken them too seriously but I haven’t remember when it was more real for you years ago when we first talk to you about it Know that actually happened and was real.” says Donald Trump.

“ oh, I’m sorry you were talking to me. Yes, that’s true. “ says Lacey.

“ I think at the end of the day you just think why are we even here!?” says Donald.

“ Yes, I do if there is reincarnation, that’s very where that’s very aware of. You are to realize that I still think like Scotia I think I probably think more like Scotia and a rich woman then whoever the hell it is that I was supposed to be if there’s been Carnation because yeah, I am no offense to America and I are running for president, but I just don’t understand this country I thought I did but I don’t see more and I think if I’m Scotia it’s starting to make me too angry but it’s also just that I’m being Scotia and so I’m sort of rearranging things into my own liking, because I feel and maybe even do because if there’s an illuminati, you guys are sort of beholden to my whole entire family I mean I would be a descendent of the people who built the pyramids I might not have built them, but I would be a descendent directly of those people, so my ancestors are the people who are buried in those pyramids if there’s reincarnation, so no part of me thinks out I don’t know what they were up to I know I think I find your love her. It’s a little gross because to be honest with you I really think that it had something to do with water and sanitation.” says Lacey.

“ toilet toilets and portable, drinking water and stuff?” says a woman.

“ Yes and I think a voice that they’re interested in toilets and faucets. They put toilets in faster than their currency. OK they are amazing structures they really are in but unfortunately they may have been more utilitarian then people today really understand and water is one of those utilitarian things you have to have as a human so it’s possible that it had something to do with water I’ve said that before if I’m reincarnated I think I’m telling you that I’m not asking for your permission I’m telling you you fucking idiots. And by the way, I don’t need your permission either in Egypt. If I am Scotia, I could possibly have you all fucking killed if I wanted to so don’t cross Me.

No, they just have to get over there. He goes and stop fucking themselves in the face with Satan. Here’s the thing if I’m right, that’s just what it was used for get over it.

And if there’s rain, Carnation, no I’m telling you that’s what it was. I might be way ahead of when it was built but I still remember someone told me that’s what it was used for.

At least, in part, I mean it was a ritual purposes to but that’s also part of water. You know Muslim think purify themselves with water is a thing a lot of religions have water, rituals, weeded to if I’m reincarnated.

I know I’m not. I’m not saying that Christianity isn’t real. I might not think Muslims are correct but I’m not trying to disparage your religion. I’m just telling you that is the reality of that.

So we use that for ritual purposes of purification we use it for drinking we used it for toilets I don’t understand yes essentially why you have a debt per day and a fountain on your dollars I don’t get it I don’t understand why that made sense to people as I think I thought to myself and I was about four or five I’m reincarnated they must just think they’re sharp They must just think the pyramids have sharp angles or some thing and then it’s pokey and they can get people with it. You know what that’s very childlike and rudimentary and stupid and a certain way very peasant like of you but whatever that’s also human sweetie. I wasn’t just Scotia. I was an aristocrat in great Britain if there’s an illuminati, I know you people, you keep waiting me for for me to be scared of you you keep waiting for me to be shocked by you I’m not going to be get over it 

So yeah, the jig is up on that one. I’m sorry just to be clear.

Oh no I think the problem is that’s who you’re talking to. It is never made sense to me. I don’t know I mean I understand what you’re saying is true I have a bit of some doubts and confusion about this country. I have a very strong feeling that Putin could actually be Aleksey And some people I think suspect that that’s possible and then think that they can take advantage of him because of that and it’s the opposite. It’s very much the opposite. I mean he he grew up there twice. He was assassinated once it could be why he’s paranoid about being assassinated now if he is paranoid I don’t think you people know what you’re doing with that And I think you’re very stupid bizarre understanding of reality on the one hand you believe there’s reincarnation, but on the other hand, you don’t seem to get it that means that things are still real just because it’s reincarnated. It’s not your debit card spiritually it’s not like oh there’s three incarnation I don’t have to worry about reality anymore. He’s just Alex say he is Alexa he is like a but we liked the Romanovs we still do but that doesn’t mean that he’s not a Romanov, if there’s reincarnation and they’re actually very scary people.

I don’t know they would be scary to be married to one of them if they were in love with you or even be their child or even in the family, but they’re there there weren’t people to just you know laugh out like they were clowns it’s absurd

and the thing is I know I get it I get this could be real. I understand that I think I’m partially in shock. I mean you know it’s like oh wow can you believe it? Can you believe it you know what I think that’s part of it well, I’m craving me help me figure this out right now. I think I’m in shock, because it really actually is very shocking as a very analytical cerebral person who is real not just you know cerebral like Jack Kennedy, who was probably more of a flaming, we got narcissist, and a cerebral person. I mean my gosh I get so pissed off he gets so many compliments I am light hearted Lem’s said that he was light hearted and you know I don’t know I think he was patronizing him slightly and saying that Jack wasn’t particularly light hearted he was a drug using narcissistic jack ass I am light hearted Sally Field’s light hearted Times, Drew Barrymore is light hearted, and there could be gay men that are lighthearted I don’t see Jack as being lighthearted. And his artistic ability wasn’t particularly fantastic either Lem’s also said he had a great heart no, he didn’t. His heart is complete fucking shit in many ways. The colors are nice, but he’s a terrible artist. Otherwise, in my opinion, he really is he’s it looks like child’s scratchings I mean my children draw things like that and their children it’s pathetic shit but his colors were really bright and I used a little too bright And then that’s where Linn was a fighting traumatic traumas traumatize excuse me person who really couldn’t be honest with people and I think he tried to say things that were really loving, but really were just patronizing bullshit and I don’t think the Kennedys ever figured that out because they’re such a fucking idiots from the gutter. I don’t think they ever realize that he was just full of shit and it’s sad how many people don’t realize that nowadays it makes me wonder if people even know how to read.” says Lacey.

“ I just have to say she’s right I’m one of those people who commented when they wrote that stupid crap from the Princeton about how he was in love with lamb or skews me jack no, she’s absolutely right it’s total shit they don’t understand what he was saying anymore they misinterpret him completely. I have to say that, because it’s true what she saying is true and a lot of people feel that way about people I’ve noticed, but they don’t say that because I don’t want to be hurtful.” says a half dead Princeton man.

“ no, she’s right.” says Robin Williams. “ you have caught me on EVP possibly or I tricked you.”

“ so you were patronizing finding and then people think you’re speaking absolute objective 100% factual truth about him so you didn’t really think he was lighthearted you thought that he made jokes a lot and tried to get people to laugh to like him and you felt sorry for him and he didn’t think he was really good artist, but you thought he was closeted and you were trying to encourage him to be more tastic because you’re trying to fix him?” says a living woman to Lem.

“ yes pretty much exactly. I was trying to get people to not bully him because he was such a people pleaser he was always trying to make people like him, but it didn’t always work because he was kind of annoying and he was a dweeb, and he was very scrawny and gay not completely, but so much and yes, family was considered a criminal backward family they were that’s just fact they weren’t accepting society when I was first friends with him, they were rich, but they weren’t popular people not really. My friendship was a huge Boone to him and his entire family.

I was trying to stand up for him, saying that he was lighthearted know he was a people pleasing egomaniac can stop making jokes, or trying to physically tickle people practically all the fucking time. No he was a real jokester. A real prankster wanted to just always be center of attention. Was always trying to get people to like him they’re making jokes and saying he’s never lost that I was trying to somehow put a good spin on the fact that he never stopped being that way he never grew out of it I was romanticizing it making it seem like it was some Peter Pan thing in a positive way, but no really in reality he just was deranged.

His art is absolute fucking shit Lacey‘s not exaggerating, but I got yes I was trying to encourage him to be openly homosexual because he was bisexual in reality. And yes, I think I thought somehow that he’d be less angry. He was a very angry person at times, and so I thought he be less angry and hostile and manipulative, and mean to people, especially women if he was less closeted, I was also Trent out him slightly out of anger towards him. I mean I was highlighting his lack of athleticism and highlighting the fact that he had very little musical taste. They were all that sophisticated didn’t really give a shit about me an interview that you’re referring to and I was also trying to explain that my times I found him repulsive when I mentioned the pus coming out of his bones we would love to talk about pus coming out of their lovers wounds. No, I do that intentionally because he disgust me at times.

How do I type? I hope you got fat again why would I bring those things up that he was pussy and fat and knocked over all the athletic, and he got bossy when he was elected I was being sincere by the way I might even been slightly drunk when I said it.

Oh yeah, no I mean his arts crap but he did understand color theory better than me in a be honest with you I think at times I did wonder if he was more gay than I was I think I thought we both were possibly gay but that he wasn’t as honorable is me, and that he was more gay than me in reality I wasn’t gay at all, and he was bisexual, but in my mind, trying to figure this out, I somehow at times to think that he was actually less masculine and less straight than I was.

Him know getting back to Lacey though yes she’s in shock. I really was the person who slept with her that night and him. Thank you for acknowledging that you may be one of the first people Teknowledge that know this is real and I’ve actually slept with her and I really was straight. I’m sorry.” says Lem.

“ what was that like sleeping with her while she was married? I mean you supposedly did that with Jack, but if you were straight, it wasn’t real entirely lame this time it was what was that like?” says a living gay man.

“ I was shocked at how quickly she became mine, and there was something very pleasing about it, but there’s something else quite terrifying about it because I’m dead. I was really working hard to manifest that night. Her husband saw her legal husband cell light bouncing around over her head and he took it seriously she might doubt that she was seeing it he didn’t, but she seen a lot more than you realize, but she doubts her self now because that’s just Lacey so you might be astounded she’s experienced but but no no, I bounced around as a light over her head, and then I manifested as myself, and we slept together very briefly.” says Lem.

“ how long was she nagging you that night and how soul crushing was it for her?” says Donald Trump.

“ that is incredibly insightful of you. I am in gods grace if there’s reincarnations, she was in England and she had a horrible time of it. They gone out to dinner. She really started to settle into the marriage and feel quite comfortable but Mark has a bit of an avoidant personality disorder. It’s not a full-fledged disorder, but disorder, but he has some traits and he tends to get rather distant when some people get close to him. Lacey does not have that problem at all. It’s at the opposite in some deranged way but no he does have that problem and then you need to leave it at that and we need to move a lot. People have a habit tonight. Oh no I have a have it at this point of giving her problems, other people have whenever the problems are introduced in the conversation and it’s deranged.

He has that problem very slightly it’s not horrific but it’s a problem and so she was settling in having a lovely night and shall little drunk and she was just enjoying herself and they walked back to their bed and breakfast. It was over 10 years ago was about 12 years ago and they walked back to their bed and breakfast and she lay down and they got into a fight and yeah about oh yeah no I mean it was horrific the way they fight but those two hours in other fights Brent, just the front yelling it was like an actual fight, so two hours, and if there a debate will call it that she was an absolute anguish and she started dying inside slightly. She’s never come back from that and both of her kids were conceived in for an after that which is why they’re also mine.

I’m that was actually a rather pivotal night more than she realizes. She doesn’t I know for herself that sort of thing, but know that was a very important night. I think some thing about being in England and going so poorly and the fact that she’s been trying to go there, her entire life practically and it should’ve been a High Point for her of her life, but it was going so badly and it was Mark‘s fault And she knew that and you could make an excuse for it and she thought this isn’t working. This relationship just isn’t working and so that was sort of that was sort of the end, but that was him that was the beginning of this. No I didn’t end a Camilla‘s right Christian conservatives, especially in America need to be far more careful, reading this blog and making judgment calls. Don’t curse Lacey because it’s just gonna come back on you and in a way that’s very gentle and reproachful If I’m actually Lem Billings and God is allowing this.

There really could be purgatory. I’m sorry you don’t know that feel logically anymore and they’re actually could be people who really are talking to people. The witch of Endor conjured an actual living that there are Jehovah’s Witnesses that pretend to be Christians that confuse Christians who go online looking to research the question. She contacted a real dead person, you can contact us and if there is an illuminati and my wife found them, Lacey found them. I’m gonna call her that way there’s reincarnation or not you can’t stop me from talking to her they keep conjuring me it’s started because kind hearted genuinely kind hearted loving, which is in great. Britain felt that she was Way too downtrodden and that it made sense to allow her to interact with the Dad you know and let’s confront that right now I know Donald Trump is empathetic and understands the situation. Could you explain to me why I’m not live in Billings because I know that I am, can you explain to me why that’s not possible because you need to concede that you lose when you lose or it’s going to harm you.” says Lem.

“ as a Christian, who may be reading this blog is Baptist, but knows that there’s a high church in a low church lamb if there is a Purgatory we are sincerely sorry we would like to say to Lacey. It’s so unlikely that you’re gonna lose your salvation I know that you’re terrified that you will but I don’t think it’s that easy

If there’s reincarnations, that would be news to a lot of us, but that’s God if you really were Scottish aristocrat I don’t think you’re supposed to be here. It’s not some thing because it seems like you would so it makes sense for you to be here and it’s not some thing about God, because in the one sense you’re not supposed to be but than other sense, you are And God can still use your life to glorify him and then that’s where I have to give up because as a Baptist I want to say there’s gotta be someone alive for you. You can’t be this miserable, but then I think what if she actually found the illuminati what if they really exist There’s a lot of literature that exist right now and Christian use circles suggesting that it’s an actual organization. What if they really do practice telepathy that seems to be something that people say they do what if they do and what if she actually is somehow a little different in her head and it’s not evil And she accidentally found them she’s not schizophrenic what if she actually found the illuminati ?

It seems to me like it was an accident and essentially horrific judgment on the part of a few people who I will not name right now.

It seems like they started just talking to her and that she had no idea what was going on and that they thought it was funny to try to drive her insane, and they were too ignorant to realize that it would make a sane person like her schizophrenic, it would just make the person think they were schizophrenic and possibly kill themselves but I don’t think they cared if she killed her self. I think that they’re like gang members and some hood I don’t think they realized how shitty they actually were so she’s just like a drive-by shooting to them of an innocent person it’s like some sort of right of passage, but the problem is drive-by. Shootings are generally not considered a good thing they’re frowned upon by society and second of all this is not just an average person that you went after and no she’s not gonna commit suicide, I would ask them. Why would that be funny to you because she’s better than you and you guys have mental health issues and you’re using heroin to try to get over it yeah and she’s tougher than you. You’ve been trying to torture her and killing herself for 10 years now practically she’s not going to Not the way you want her to if she does it’s probably gonna be the end of the world and I mean that sincerely if you kidnap one of her kids and she killed her self like let’s say that one of her kids was dead and then you kidnap the other one, so she killed her self to go rescue them, that wouldn’t be the way you want it to be that’s you being a loser and not realizing that when people die, they still exist. If God even let that happen, see you’ve intellectually lost track of what’s happening but you people are too narcissistic to admit that.

So I’m going to just call it I think there is one I am a real person who’s talking through her right now can’t say if this is during this life for the next one, so people are reading her blog her father just sent her information about the illuminati and a few thousand dollars the father, who raised her just because That’s weird there could easily be somebody watching her from within the family who informed him that there’s something weird going on with his daughter maybe it’s me maybe it’s somebody else but you guys are really not as smart as you think you are I just want to say that one more time.

That being said, I’m getting back to the discussion at hand I might be somewhat Scottish and Baptist actually no listen if there’s purgatory I’m sorry, but so they’re conjuring you constantly?” says a Maxwell.

“ no that could be a Scottish person.” says a Brit.

“ yeah Helena Bonham Carter has been very loving. I don’t expect her to be simple but no she’s been quite loving and a lot of other witches have been too in Great Britain.” says Lem.

“that’s hard for me to except so I automatically just reject what you’re saying and that’s not even that’s not a festival on my part so you’re telling me that God is allowing you to just talk to us your body is decayed are you slightly alive?” says a charismatic.

“ oh, yeah slightly.” says Lem.

“ so then, if that’s true, this won’t even be necromancy if somethings supernatural that we don’t really understand.” she says.

“ yeah but Lacey is pure hearted enough sweetie to not assume that I’m alive. She holds her self to a very harsh very high standard.” says Lem.

“ wow OK and she’s a little dead?” says a man.

“ yes and we meet halfway if there’s an illuminati, that’s their fault to some degree that she’s this dead. That being said let’s talk more about this yes they are conjuring me so I am both coming back that’s the thing with Christ so they’re there witches, but God knows their heart and he knows that if they’ve rejected him for stupid reasons and that they really actually cognitively aren’t able to process through their own pain or argument, and that they would choose him. If they could he knows that And God‘s not done so it’s not like he’s going to go to up you’re too stupid to go to heaven and so some of these witches at times may actually be Christians but they’re still witches as far as they know and so they’re choosing to be loving and so yes, they’re conjuring me all of the time And it gets to the point where Lacey turn it over, and face ends up resurrecting me from the dead like right now I’m slightly alive. She can almost feel me very slightly alive and it’s scaring Jack but no that’s the thing so they can’t hear me. She is of resurrecting me so that I’m not sure which one counts you could even say that if they were Christians that try to resurrect me but now they’ve been very loving they’ve been very loving and yeah, one night she was up at about 2 o’clock in the morning this was in 2017 and she started talking to Louis Hill Junior, without knowing it And it was from 2 o’clock in the morning here in Minnesota but but in but in England, it was obviously not 2 o’clock. It was the morning and there may have been a witch listening to thought this is brilliant. She’s having so much fun right now, just laying in the dark Staring up at the sky start the moon. Why don’t we just let her do this because she’s so happy.

I’m so they started encouraging her to do that and so she did I have a Beadiant‘s or maybe it’s a bit childlike in a way if she’s legitimate if there’s reincarnation yeah they start encouraging her to talk to me and in her sweetness and obedience she did.

And no no she was talking to Joshua talk to me she was talking to people that lived in her apartment who her dad um, there was supposedly a black couple who had committed suicide in the 60s after Martin Luther King Jr. died, and they were sitting in her bedroom and she talk to them for hours.

Oh, so she had fun um and eventually I managed to sneak my way in even though I’ve been listening the whole time and yeah I’ve been in ever since.” says Lem.

“ so you actually conceived her kids for real with her?” asks an AI researcher.

“ yeah, I couldn’t have conceived them without Mark giving his sperm but yes.” says Lem.

“ hey so not that Jesus was conceived?” they say.

“ no no but because we’re not created by science, God uses science to create us so speak God is not him taken out of reality through science rather science helps us understand the nature of gods design. There are things we don’t understand in 2024 about how people are conceived, maybe if the world lingered 8 to 500 years from now the mystery of Jesus‘s birth may not be quite so mysterious although, then that would be proof that he was real bad in 500 years from now I don’t know if Anderson to see what would happen with that, but know there are a great many things that we do not yet quite comprehend and that’s 500 years from now you have to hope that there would be progress in those 500 years but no we don’t understand what happened to, but I do but you wouldn’t understand what happened no, those are my those are actually biologically my kids you wouldn’t be able to find evidence of that, but those are my children my family does not need to except that that’s alive if they ever read this blog but no those are literally my kids. My son is upstairs right now start sharpening a pencil. I’m not taking Marks kids away from him though and I’m just explaining the reality of the situation because you asked those are his kids. They are my kids.” says Lem.

“ would a woman be allowed to say that or is that something that I shouldn’t even ask ?” Z says the CIA.

“ there are women who would try to claim that him yes, I think it’s possible but then that’s a thing claiming this is some thing that you don’t just do it and that’s unfortunate that some people will try to do that but no I’m telling you the reality of the situation, you don’t have to believe it, but that’s the truth.” says Lem.

“ so that in a way those kids are actually boomers like for real boomers genetically will that show up at all or not?” says a woman.

“ already has but but there’s ways around it because Mark is their father. Um, it is a mean it’s up to God but he wants to do it’s fine so far yeah there are times where they probably wanna be outside more than most kids, their age or they wanna play with their neighbors more than most kids their age or have a little more independence the most kids, their age especially my son, but it’s not safe and we’ve had to explain that to him and it’s been very hard for him to except there are times where he wants to hunt and fish but he doesn’t know that’s what he wants to do but he does and if he was my son, he would be, but I have extra I’ve explained that to him and his father that brought him into this world as father is not a real hunter or fisher, but there’s times in the spring where I know that we would’ve gone fishing or hunting and that it actually has made him sad but that’s him. The funny thing is I made his spirit be able to tell him that someday we will and that might be comforting to him so as much as it’s worse than a lot of little boys might have it and someways it’s better, because I am able to speak more to him than most kids can hear from their dead fathers.” says Lem.

“ so I

“ that was someone who is angry and doesn’t know what to do and that was an adult who’s a liberal so let’s just talk a little more, so Lacey is fine, right?” says Donald Trump.

“ yes I have a hard time excepting that she may not be able to pick me. It’s it’s just that I can’t get over the fact that she’s so extraordinarily beautiful because the minute that she goes in the public there are men who see her for suddenly start finding her attractive that she doesn’t think exist before they see her, and no there’s not anyone alive that she could be with but that’s not the point the point is that there’s people who might want to be with her and I don’t know what to do at times because I know she’s not picking me and it’s like OK you don’t have to pick me I’ve picked you.

And then she’s like well is that good enough?

Like I somehow one of the pics, you know I don’t think she’s realized that when she then allows me to have her that’s her picking me.

That is her picking me as much as she can I I would say I don’t think she’s realized how to allow other people to pick her up but then at the same time she’s like who cares I wouldn’t wanna be with anyone else anyway-“ says Lem.

Donald Trump laughs.

“ no she’s not his daughter even if he’s kind to her but no, there’s there is a dysfunctionality though I mean I’m dead things to the kindness of wonderful British people and Lacey‘s faith in Christ I’m able to talk to you essentially ascot, but if this is me, and it is what it is it is it is it is that that’s the problem if this is it you don’t have to believe it for a fact because it’s me how does she hundred percent verify that but if this is me no it will be to say I mean it’s me and that’s not normal even if God is amazing and supernatural and can make things work and no it’s not breaking any law it’s a he’s not a Sadducee and so he won’t break is a law but then you have to carefully examine the heart of the lot to figure out what was it he was meeting the whole time and so if he’s allowing me to talk to her, I’m a real ghost, and I turn into a living man in my own way again and that’s the problem. Ted wants to kill her right now, so does Jana so does Pat so it is a rose because they’re all hurt and they’re too childish and immature and stupid to realize that there’s no reason to kill her they just think there is because they take them self way too. Goddamn seriously.

 Hey, they all can’t stop God but yes, it is the dysfunctionality of this life as it functions for Lacey at this moment that I am able to talk to her this is not normal obviously and I think some New Age people might find it really alluring and I think wow if God can do that for a fervent tragic Christian, he’s not an idiot he’s not some you know Pharisee he’s not some Overlease stuffy person he might be stuffy but not a you don’t evil way and maybe maybe some people should be more careful, but they say because no witchcraft is wrong according to Christians but what if some people really are trying to see God and they don’t know any better God does know that but no if I’m not a demon if I’m a real dead man yeah, I mean we’ve been sleeping together to be planned for over three years and I would say if she knew more of what was going on, it would’ve been more committed than that it was, why why doesn’t she understand what it is that you’re people watching us the thing that’s part of it baffles her and possibly why she doesn’t know how to interact with me as she thinks could you possibly love me right now I don’t have the patience to go through and discuss every single situation. She didn’t screw up with Harold. What happened with him was that he was still in love with Brad Ashley she didn’t screw up with Donald Trump Junior, they had a little bit of a romance too but he doesn’t want to change things. He found somebody that he felt comfortable interacting with publicly and that’s fine and so that didn’t work out but she didn’t really do anything wrong per se Louis had it for a second wife that he was in love with, her ex-husband just couldn’t love her the way that she needed although we actually loved her more than anyone else but that’s not something she would ever give yourself credit for necessarily she doesn’t actually mess up that much. She’s just constantly being attacked the people that she wouldn’t have screwed up with people were just talking out of proud of being with them left and right up it’s possible that Jack used my love to keep her single so she was raised charismatic so every times so I was interested in her she think do I feel a check in my spirit about this person and Jack would always conjure me up and then she sends me and thank God I should be with his man He’s not quite right but then who is she supposed to be with? I’m dead God did not find that humorous he found a tragic and no one was around saying to her you should just start dating people like you don’t need to be so picky, so she started. There’s no there were a few people who she could’ve dated that she just blew off at least one and no he would’ve probably married her and they might even be happy right now, but oh well it’s too late now she’s remember his last name. It was none usual last name I don’t think she’ll ever find them. She’s tried to some degree and nope to no success and yeah he’s probably married at this point but no that’s the problem. I would like to know that, Lacey and I are going to be gone for a while. Other than the people who just didn’t work out who did she actually mess up with because she tries to receive you and doesn’t work I’m not saying I want her to but is there someone that she really messed up with their people who she was throwing off of, so speak who you screwed up, and maybe one or two of them or actually happier without her one of them is not though, and that’s the person who concerns Lacey the most but he’s married she knew him at the University of North Dakota. Yeah, she can’t remember his last name but but but who who did she actually messed up with Big because there Hass to be something dysfunctional happening so intense to use things like that.” says Lem.

“We’ll edit this tomorrow.” says Grandpa Pantell.