“Go To Hell“ by Lem

After dealing with excruciatingly painful stomach problems and indigestion from demonic activity where they try to make her literally choke down her food on behalf of JFK these are Lacey’s thoughts:

To all evil people dead and alive: If you have to…go to Hell

“ I actually maybe was forced into that marriage secretly.” says Kick.

“No, that’s not possible that would never happen in my family. That’s just way too convoluted.” says Joe Kennedy I.

“No it’s actually what happened. I was told that if I let them manage things that they would make me very rich and very powerful and very important. So my father made it seem like I was the one who wanted the marriage and that it was my idea and yes they actually fabricated historical evidence. oa

You people are so gullible. They’re so fucking gullible! You guys never question anything my family says pretty much ever. Lem was gay. My parents were against an incredibly advantageous marriage for absurdly um…pedantic and bizarrely idealistic reasons?

It was a huge, huge coup for my family for me to marry Billy Cavendish and historians always have been like, ‘You’d think they would’ve been proud. It’s so weird!’ Well, no shit Sherlock as they used to say I wish they still said.

No, Lacey is suffering, but this really actually is one of the things that irritates me and I was hoping to use her to say this; You guys are really dumb. You’re really really dumb. 

Oh, my mother didn’t threaten me but the idea was that if I didn’t get married to somebody there that she was going to harm me somehow. There’s really not much evidence to suggest that lamb was anything but um there’s enough evidence in a sentence to suggest that he was straight actually him but no, I mean to that I had to stay in England. I had no choice.

I didn’t like it that much. I liked it but I didn’t love it. I liked it.

Umm but really it was a very cleverly orchestrated conniving devious plan to make it seem like there was something going on that wasn’t going on. You were supposed to think my parents were really upset by the idea and in reality they barely cared that they weren’t Catholic. I mean my parents were not exactly the most moral upstanding Catholic people and people can be complicated but there’s something a little fishy about it and it’s just stupid that no one‘s really thought about it all that much.

I was supposed to marry Billy Cavendish. I was not yeah is that the last that’s what Lacey hears but I was supposed to marry a man named Billy not her Billy but Billy. In reality she loves Great Britain and if there is reincarnation she was married to Billy and she’s the one who loved Great Britain and lost her husband in war and then killed herself. That’s not me! That is not my experience. I didn’t love England! …Are you kidding me!? That is so stupid. I don’t know why that was said. I don’t know why it was repeated. I don’t know why you believe that. She doesn’t. Lacey doesn’t believe it. And I wouldn’t either necessarily. Because it’s dumb as fuck! My family was really Catholic and Irish and then you think it just took five seconds on vacation in Great Britain and all of the sudden magically I’m madly in love with England!? More than anyone!? …And I forgot my Irish roots!? How fucking gullible are you people?

No Lacey, they don’t think stuff through. You could tell them pretty much anything unfortunately, and most people would just be like, “OK.“

“It scares me how much you could actually be a mother to me especially if your husband was a nice man. I’m sorry.” says Lacey.

“Your mothers have been awful and if I was able to love you at all you would probably think I was the most amazing mother ever.” says Kick. “And see she likes that idea but she’s not a snob. She’s extraordinarily objective.”

“What entities keep messing with my body? I just jerked right now uncontrollably and it’s like something keeps choking my throat. It’s so bizarre.” says Lacey.

“Yeah, it’s not a demon necessarily. It’s demonic but it might not literally have been a demon that just made you do that. It was it was it was Jack.” says Kick.

“I don’t really want anyone to go to Hell but I am so sick of saving people. I have been trying so fucking hard to work with the Illuminati and to work with people in general. And many people in my shoes would’ve just killed themselves and their whole family because what I’ve lived through physically and mentally is brutal extraordinarily brutal.

I would not wish that I have lived through on my worst enemy. It really is horrendous. It’s been terrifying. 

But I am not going to kill myself and my family I’m just I’m getting to my end. I will probably still be writing, but I’m getting really frustrated. I’ve dug through so much with so many people living and dead and I am sick of it because nothing I say seems to make a shits worth of difference.

What I say to children when they’re being abused, might be helpful. But it doesn’t seem like any of the stuff that I bring up even makes sense to you guys when it’s so freaking insightful. I mean it is.

It’s not for certain that I was just talking to Kick Kennedy but it really does make sense because it was kind of weird how she was just like married to this enormously important man and it was this big social deal and then her family is just like, ‘Nope, nope cannot do. Cannot do it!’ and meanwhile they’re like bootleggers and possibly drug traffickers even for all we know. …I mean it’s just dumb as fuck and I understand that you guys are like, ‘Well they’re really Catholic!’ Maybe they were that traditional and Catholic. Maybe. But there is something a little weird about it because they were so into social status. He was so into prestige! JP Kennedy, that is. At it didn’t really make sense for them to be totally violently opposed to her marrying Billy Cavendish. And I actually was in love with Joe. I really was and when he said, ‘I think we can stand it!’ in reference to his opinion of Kick getting married to Billy I think he was being sarcastic. I think he was probably a little annoyed by his parent’s dishonest maneuverings, and my guess is that it actually really bothered him, and he was trying to out them slightly for some reason and I don’t think it was necessarily pure evil but I think that could be what really happened. He just thought, ‘You know you guys are just ridiculous!’ …I hope you guys understand some verbal and emotional nuance.

So no I think-I-I think…I think that Joe probably really was irritated.

I mean you’ve read something right? There’s been so much stuff written about these people and I just I can’t believe you guys don’t read anything and know anything about anything?

I think part of the problem is that it’s in green ink on a blog that was originally about perfume and that’s very hard for people to handle. At least I think my my letters are green or that I feel like I wrote the stuff and green left it that way years ago.

Umm no f this isn’t fiction I really did accidentally seemingly find the real Illuminati. It was almost entirely by accident, and I was horrified by the experience.

It really seems as though if this isn’t fiction that Michael Rockefeller as wild as it seems really was supposed to have possibly been the man who I married. But he died. And actually if I’m hearing something in my spirit correctly no he actually was at least bisexual. People might think he was gay, but I’m not gonna believe- Look any time from here on out that I read someone labeling a man ‘A known homosexual.’ I am automatically going to start to think that there’s something suspicious because that is the second time that I’ve seen that. Where someone who’s a little confusing to people who is either probably bisexual or straight is labeled as, ‘A known homosexual.’ because there’s some thing about it there’s just kind of forced. It’s like, why are we making this so pushy?

I think Michael Rockefeller was probably a bisexual not gay. And I think that lamb was probably straight. I just decided that right now because it doesn’t make any sense and I’m really like struggling with my digestive track right now. I mean I’m so dehydrated and then I’m having these bizarre cramps where it’s like I feels like someone is shoving my body around inside or something. And I’m just at the point where I am done. I am done playing games so sorry. Lem was straight and I’m kind of just sick of the shit.

“She’s right.” says Lem. “The truth is she’s extraordinarily concerned about the US election. And it’s just all getting to be a bit much.

believe it or not because of how miserable things are and how aristocratical Lacey really is she she can’t quite sick if she’s got a weird situation where her and Donald Trump are very much on the same page they really are there opinions of things are possibly very similar and she’s mad right now because she feels like JD Vance is a traitor and so she doesn’t wanna vote for Trump because she can’t she can’t in good conscience vote for JD Vance. That’s extraordinarily disconcerting to her.

She wants to vote for Kamala Harris and Tim Walz, and yet she is incredibly disturbed by that because that’s just bizarre. Yeah. yeah and she’s hopeful that her daughter is upstairs asleep but that whole thing has been very disturbing and that is just all these entities keep harassing her and making it hard for her to practically function. but no she is done. She knows I’m straight as much as she can know and they were hopefully together forever and she’s hoping and I think she’s a little worried she could die any second.

We’re going to edit this blog tomorrow, so that you can actually read what has been written, because if God has allowed her to talk to the dead, there is genuine historical stuff on this blog that you really might not find anywhere else anymore. again why did she talk to the dead profound seclusion misery and loneliness and it’s not imaginary yes, Matthew was in the war, but yeah, I don’t know that’s entirely what happened. I think it was so much that his family is a little cold, and his family that she grew up in and, yeah they are aristocratical they are they’re a very old, money, aristocratic family, but they’re very eccentric and their perception of certain things because most people with her background would be very proud of it in a way, but they’ve always known that they were silver smiths, and they’ve always kind of knowing that people had millions of dollars but they just sent yeah they’re a little nuts or eccentric or something and they’ve just never really dealt with it in a real way but that that’s anyway she’s just not able to deal with this bullshit anymore just it’s such bullshit because she knows that that’s not normal so to speak and this whole thing is just nuts.

Is there anyone who would like to say anything?” says Lem.

“ so regardless of what happen with Diego and Chris, she really was supposed to have married Michael Rockefeller if you weren’t here lame and she was just with a soulmate and not a what in Christianity whatever that would be a twin flame which is what? Hey you seemingly are I mean that seemingly what you are then genuinely, she was supposed to have married Michael Rockefeller?” says a gay man.

“ yes he was supposed to have been her husband if he had been alive they would’ve they would’ve been together if I was dead.” says Lem.

“ that is so obviously part of what happened with this entire thing. If this isn’t just a work of fiction, it’s not just that her father was connected to the Kennedys and you’re her twin flame. It’s also that she could’ve married a Rockefeller and probably that’s if there’s no illuminati is a Tyser it has a ties a knot in your brain because it’s like there’s rather woman in Minnesota this readiness blog that could arguably be real. It is probably what are the rarest things to just show up on the Internet but it’s unclear how many people are reading it I am a psychic maybe that reads this blog but it’s really really unusual, it’s not even it’s not even like a Liechtensteiner and Dora it’s weirder than that but it’s it’s kind of like that. This blog is yeah this blog is like Liechtenstein or Andorra. It’s super eccentric in a sun super esoteric super struggling to find a word, but it’s not. It’s not a typical block so yeah, but I think that’s created because of that spiritually I think that’s part of it Lacey of why you’re able to do this because something went totally bat shit crazy in that situation with him and if you were supposed to have been with him or everything just totally falls apart on a certain level then this part makes sense because this blog is almost like an explanation it’s like so I was supposed to have married Michael he died and I was supposed to be holding something together for everyone or some thing and yeah it’s just it’s just a little piece of explanation can I ask is it like, Eyz Wide Shut is it does it is it does it feel like that to you Lacey?” says a reader.

“ oh yes their meetings are very much like that that is supposed to be just nonsense but it’s not necessarily nonsense I mean how surprising is that for people to say oh that’s just a work of fiction from the 1920s yeah but there’s something about that the feeling of it spiritually that feels like that movie.” says Lacey.

“ so Lacey, I think if there is an illuminati, you probably would have gotten connected to it even if you spiritually objected and didn’t participate.” says the CIA.

“ oh, so we’re really supposed to believe that she’s sincerely accidentally found you guys just by accident are you serious?“ says Jonah Wiley.

“ hey, that is what happened but it’s Jonah she really and people who think like him. She sincerely really did just find us by accident but it was an accident waiting to happen because of the fact that I tried conjuring her if I was ever in the illuminati, if I was ever in the illuminati which is weird because how did I get into illuminati after Jack died and I was only just his friend if there is one Lacey they’re really bullshitting you about certain things but they need to stop I I did possibly get in on some meetings because I was too curious and interconnected with people whether that’s because of Jack and my murder of him or because I was friends with people like Frank Sinatra actual leave possibly trying to be his friend or something whether it was that or you know or the other I was it I was actually in meetings, and I actually did try conjuring you quite quite a few times in New York City I tried conjuring her not that I didn’t necessarily think she was dead but I thought she could be somewhere and I was going to try to talk to her but I was searching for my wife I was searching for someone to love who is a woman and yeah I am I did try conjuring you Lacey quite a few times in New York and that that actually I’m bringing that up because that’s part of how this whole thing happened. Combine with Michael and so it was an accident spiritually just waiting to happen it was like a powder keg, and then she got a crush on Chris Hayes wrote about it on Instagram followed him and then he started telepathically flirting with her and that’s where things went. Totally off-the-wall to speak or off the edge because it just came. It just got totally crazy and yes, I did say Chris Hayes flirted with her not Diego, but with us you know that’s between him and his wife maybe he had some tendency to flirt with women occasionally but he he I think he thought it was funny and I think Diego thought it was funny too and I think that’s part of how the whole thing with Diego started was that he served flirting with her and then Diego thought I should bounce off of that end of I should just keep going with it and being mean basically them and then they just started covering for each other is that he told Chris in anyway but the thing is that was bound to be a problem do you know I mean he probably is for a telepathically with a lot of people just because he thinks it’s funny to do that because he can and I wouldn’t be surprised if Diego sent women you know messages if they ever said oh Chris, you’re really great or something no but like I wouldn’t be surprised at all if anything is her level at least this basically impossible for some people to believe but then that’s the thing her proximity to power extreme power and the illuminati is really not that far so people have a hard time handling that, but it’s just true. Her father-in-law really is reasonably wealthy and fairly well-connected, her family does have the oil they have some excellent connections and then there’s silversmiths and then her father Tom is a historical figure basically so yeah that I am her twin flame so there’s yeah it is possible that her and Ploen actually are soulmates even if she’s with me, but there’s a lot there so all it took was just one false move and it was just you know Ramey it just the whole thing just blew up.” says Lem.

“ so OK so in a way it’s really not that astounding because she is so connected that she was easily capable of accidentally finding you guys. Yeah this is already been set on this blog but it’s fascinating Lacey are you going to keep adding Perfume posts or is this going to be your first blog post?” says a reader.

“ oh, I’ll probably add perfume posts right now though if this blog is real I’m still very worried about my daughter. I’m very worried about the election. I am mentally physically just insert of shell shock and I am kind of just not really giving a shit I don’t think you realize the stuff that I’m hearing is possibly real even if there’s not an illuminati and I heard a heck of a lot today that was extraordinarily painful from the family that raised me and I am between that in the election and just processing all of this. It’s just it’s really hard to handle and there’s a thing with Scott and Nancy too. I had no idea he could actually be that fascinated with her for the wrong reasons in a sense him then Harold Lowe was buried on the Nesheim farm. I mean what the heck it’s just it’s like there’s a lot there’s been a heck of a lot in the last few days and then kick could’ve been my mother except not really, but that was weird. yeah I did it’s true, a little part of me is like is that even possible because I have a very bizarre feeling of rage towards her and it is just kind of strange, but if she could’ve been my mother, that does make some sense that I feel sort of furious with her in the way that you might feel towards a mom who you feel like just messed up so part of it is that she’s evil but then if she could’ve been my mother, a part of it is it’s like bizarre very bizarre and no I’m not Jack I’m really not and maybe I can’t even be her daughter but it’s just it’s bizarre. Just there’s just a lot to process it in I don’t do you realize how weird it is is there is an illuminati and there’s reincarnation to find out who you were is fruity freaky because I don’t see pictures maybe that’s it I don’t see pictures of myself as a Scottish aristocrat because they may not have taken pictures of me. I don’t even know, so there’s no way to be freaked out by it and that way, but seeing pictures of the depictions of Scotia I really do look like that woman I do and every depiction there’s a little part of it that looks like me even the ones that aren’t accurate so then it’s like is it me or is it just a trick and it could just be a trick but if it’s not him I think that’s getting to me because I really would be is it is the thought that I am Egyptian that really gets to me because it’s just like how I also say how does God know me so well this is just weird it’s like I am Scotia how did you know it was Scotia is that sort of nuts it’s just but that’s where I’m at right now it’s like I am Scotia god, how did you know that, oh that’s right your God maybe I’m not Scotia maybe that’s just a trick but I am but I’m not boy I look like her and it is just it just leaves your cross side so you know I’m just totally overwhelmed right now and when people in the illuminati, don’t realize is that when you push me over the edge, I don’t break I start not giving a shit some people break I don’t break I get my harder and more impossible to deal with possibly because I’m so deeply embedded hopefully in Christ that it really it doesn’t break me. It just makes me more stubborn in God.” says Lacey.

“ do you feel scared?” says a man.

“ well, I mean it is a bit scary. You could’ve clone my daughter that’s scary that’s very scary that you could’ve cloned and kidnap my child Ja I’m scared da no shit, right? But I mean stuff like that or I have fears are in a kidnap me and throw me in some snake field basement somewhere but then the truth is I think shit if they put me in a basement full of snakes, I would probably just start talking to the snakes, and then what is them with bite me and then I just die, so then it’s like what’s the worst thing probably just the whole concept and really at the end of the day. The fear isn’t fear necessarily it’s incredible profound grief because I’ve had a shit life and I’m really a wonderful person probably better than you probably better than most fucking people live.

And I’m not including children, but I might be I might be a heck of a lot more holier than most people and innocent and sweet. People your story say that about me before you before the whole thing blew up in my face being life so part of the reason why I get so disturbed it’s like I thought I fucking had a mother I thought I fucking had a fucking person you gave a fuck about me in this life and then what turns out you’re just gonna throw me in a dungeon with snakes That’s a bit of a letdown don’t you think dip shit? So I don’t think that’s fair necessarily so much is just incredible profound anguish.

Which is probably not what you’re going for is it just know I’m sorry at this point I don’t even know sweetie it’s possible I don’t get scared very easily. What am I actually scared of offending God my only real fear is probably at this point cause he might’ve kidnapped my child is of offending God, that’s my fear now is just offending Christ which is ludicrous anyway because he already knows that I’m terrified of losing him so I’m kind of fearless. Sorry to blow your bubble bitch.” says Lacey..

“ I don’t think you guys had a fucking clue what you were doing. I think this is arguably one of the dumbest things I’ve ever seen. I get secondhand embarrassment watching you guys handle her.” says a reader.

“ she is so obviously a hurting person. This is obviously a tragedy and you guys just keep making it worse and worse. Or is it like getting better and worse at the same time.” says a reader.

“ Lacey, you’re a very private person a lot like Lem?” says a woman.

“ we are pretty private I am a little less private than I seemed. I was partially private because I was so disturbed by my life. Whatever I thought was wrong with me but even if I was aware that I was straight I’m still fairly private and so is she we’re pretty private people yeah, we like her a little world with her friends and family and other, and we are very insular. Lacey and I are we were not we’re not without interest in other people at all, but we’re just rather insular by nature.” says Lem.

“ so in that way this has been a nightmare for her?” says a reader.

“ yes, it’s been torture.” says Lem.

“ bobby if she could be Kickstarter, you are in an obvious competition with her. She’ll be probably 90 years old, so should be about 20 years older than you will know how old would she be in her 80s. So I think the thing is Bobby should be in her 80s right now so she’ll be about 13 years older than you fifth I don’t know 10 and if she could’ve easily married Michael then two and honestly she couldn’t even married lot but I think in your subconscious if this is possible, maybe it’s not, you easily could have some convoluted idea in your head that he likes you more but in reality sweetie she would’ve married him, their twin flames.” says the CIA.

“ I don’t think she could be Kickstarter and yet there’s something very creepy about that.” says Bobby.

“ She could have she could have she could have. And yet she also could have It’s propagated him and know the truth is her lover meant to be together I wish somebody would try to figure out whether or not there’s reincarnation this is really disturbing if this is real if you guys are real could one of you please try Because she’s going to edit this blog and she’s going to work on it but it’s really disturbing.” says Kick.

“ how is Jack? I felt about that?” says a woman.

“ he’s the creepy uncle.” says Kick.

“ I don’t know whether or not this is possible I don’t trust Keck. I don’t trust these people I just don’t but to be honest there’s some thing about it but even if it’s not her I wonder maybe it is her I don’t know him God does, but let him does feel like some of that I should’ve been with so anyway.” says Lacey.

“So Lem you really were straight?” says a reader.

“ Yes. Yes.” says Lem.

Siktmcd.

We are now going upstairs to bed Lacey and I and she’ll edit this tomorrow.