Everybody Got Their Something by Nikka Costa plays.
“Sorry Lacey!” says Usha Vance to Lacey. “I can talk. JD is having a hard time humbling himself. …I’m worried about you as a Hindu.”
“Gosh. I wish I knew what you do. About Hindu evidence.” says Lacey.
JD walks-off angry.
“That’s my sister!” says the wife of one of Lacey’s first cousins. “She died in 2018.”
Holiday by Madonna plays.
“She was a model.” says Lacey’s first cousin-in-law.
The song plays.
“What happened? Jack…why did you kill my sister?” asks Lacey’s first-cousin.
“SHIT!” says an English gay man.
“I think I know what it was.
Who is she channeling right now? Are you-Are you a rather a posh English man?” asks an English man.
“ yes, my family has a country house that’s not really a mansion but it’s a very nice house all that we’ve had in the family for yours to who are the descendants of a Lady and yes I have a homosexual. I have a sort of design know how in my house I have excellent taste, or maybe it’s designed know how I don’t know. I think I have good taste though Lacey OK fine she’s being honest with me I have I have I have very good taste I have oh my I wonder if I even have a good taste if I’m just delete, but I think she keeps pointing out to me that I’m wearing short shorts and one of my pictures in my youth and that they’re really not flattering, and apparently to her it’s so markedly offensive to the eye that I had I could not truly claim to have good or elite to taste and you know she could be right those shorts might actually be that problematic dang it. I want to ask her what is it about them that was offensive to the guy you know what we’re going to do that right now? Why why are those so yeah I’m good looking why are they so bad?” he says.
“ I think to be honest you’re too good looking do you know what I mean? It’s like you’re too good looking and so there’s short, but there’s like two short they’re just too short this is a rather crass conversation but it’s not at the same time women can get away with it due to the weather that their bodies are made, but when women’s shorts get too short, it’s the kind of becomes like underwear that’s not something you walk around wearing people women don’t walk around just wearing underpants and then when they’re playing them off his shorts, women don’t walk around wearing underpants oh and then and then and then play that play that off as a pair of shorts and be like this or just shorts that other pants shorts yeah women don’t do that they might wear underpants, but they would never pretend that they were a pair of shorts or with their ethic sometimes it gets close to that but those shorts were so short that my opinion to the eye on you because you were a fairly handsome man they started to look like underpants.” says Lacey.
“ OK maybe you’re right maybe that’s a bit much and see shit no Armageddon wonder if love was straight and if there’s reincarnation if you actually were friends with Rupert Brock, we can deal with the class thing with Lacey. I actually I kind of wonder if her in the silver smith family was actually a little more Lee than mine, but it is complicated. 0030 I think is more concerning is the issue of reincarnation because if she’s reincarnated, she just barely fits into Chimerica length fit in. You do a very good job fitting it. He blended in very well, thinking that he was homosexual if he wasn’t homosexual if he if he’d acted like he wasn’t homosexual I have to think maybe it would’ve been a little more challenging for him, but I think he still would’ve fit in a heck of a lot better than her or Woody. I don’t know but really is that working? I suspect Jack may have killed your sister a butt, but even beside that I still wonder if she’ll have a harder time being there than him, I mean you guys if you’re talking about reincarnation they were there they’re married and then he showed up and then she just didn’t want to which could be because it just didn’t. It’s like wearing one and I can’t do this and then she comes to 1983 because she gets tracked, and then it’s like OK maybe she never was supposed to after a certain point it just seems likely that there is something dysfunctional there. Why am I doing this slowly to protect her? She really is trying to be helpful to people by writing this blog and she’s possibly also defending herself but I0 I I I can’t stand and just think OK that’s fine so so I’m saying some thing, and it’s possible that Usha and Kamal are also trying to figure out whether or not they could really find some smoke and got evidence that there’s reincarnation and to be honest I don’t know if they could or not maybe they could. I don’t know I have a feeling when she says OSHA that you have evidence she’s referring to some thing that is from India. That is some thing your people have no one. It’s like a part of your subconscious is the subjects in your culture it’s some thing that, you know that we don’t so it’s Bobby Kennedy you saying oh so you need to find evidence of a no I would be cautious with us because this is interesting. We do it here and I do you get along far better than she does with high gay men in America. It’s almost an instant, friendship, attraction, let’s say, do you understand why though because that’s how she feels about all British people she’s like she doesn’t just say stuff at and then you have to and then you get things get confusing cause she’s somewhat British. Her father was possibly British. His aesthetic is actually very British. Lacey knows that I know that too and then she’s pot probably a little German hurt. Her grandmother was probably German Tim Walz while seems German and so then she probably has an instant instant friendship attraction with him in a way to as a German and so it’s easier for him to figure out what the Hecks going on because he’s so much farming and German which makes the whole thing very confusing because then it’s like what even happened is it just that she’s unloved and so she’s cling to her love from her father see now we’re getting somewhere and that’s the trouble with us and Alice’s thing with Bobby and this is where you guys have to stop humoring them you really need to go back to India in your mind somewhere and figure out what’s going on.
Lacey has been trying to buy a ruby for over a year. She’s also been trying to buy a Mexican fire opal. I don’t think that’s a coincidence and what irritates me as an intellectual is that you people stop her why the fuck do you think that’s normal that you’re constantly dissuading her from buying fire, opals and rubies if it was cloning, I think her daughter could be dead I really do I think if there’s cloning her daughter is hopefully dead. I think it was probably a white trash upper class Nazi who did it who hates Lacey but also respects her because she’s white, they probably were trying to find someway to take the queen mother out of the Jewish family or something like that and so they thought will somehow de Jew, her daughter, as a clone, and then kill the child who’s more Jewish as a way to sort of purify the elite you know and honestly if they shot her daughter, I cannot 100% say that I don’t have any sympathy for them and neither can Lacey because if they actually took her daughter and turned her against the wall and just shot her somewhere And then have this other clone who is also Hoda also her daughter that’s murder. They killed her daughter but then that little girl downstairs right now would be her daughter to you just don’t understand the spiritual and that she now has two daughters that she’s raised, but it looks like the same one to the naked eye so to speak with you about him to her noticing the details of her daughters face she thinks those are actually two separate people they’re very similar, but they’re really not the same and then that’s why I can tell uh-huh that’s the glasses you because she’s been saying oh I am I could I was going into diamonds? I’m really good at figuring those kinds of things out that’s offensive to someone do you know who that is a poor person a poor person does not want to hear that Lacey could’ve been a diamond grader because that’s elite and then that offends Chris Hayes and Diego because it makes him think that she was smart, and then they have to deal with her bullshit about claiming she’s a Golddigger because golddiggers have to be dumb and that’s the best they can do. She’s not a Golddigger she was never a Golddigger that’s not what happened and then they get angry because they have to deal with the reality that they were gay men up a part of them was gay, and that they weren’t this perfect straight ideal and that’s very offensive to Chris Hayes about himself And then and then they have to deal with the fact that they’re also not Lacey and I and they’re also not the Rockefellers it’s like oh I would love to be Michael Rockefeller. I think I’ll channel him accidentally as what seemingly happened and then and then poor, you know Lacey came along, so I had to say some thing and derail this blog a little bit because not entirely but a little bit because it just pisses me off. You guys are just assholes in that country. That’s what I almost want to say and yeah I know that’s not true, but they were fine. They were the natural order things. They were completely fine here and in great Britain we protect them because we had consciences and they were elite. Can I be honest they weren’t as elite as some people but they had a conscience to and guess what they did. Instead they mind their own business and they had a house and they had a life and they were elite and we just let them be elite because they just let us be lied to, and the way that they mean you guys seriously come on Grow up, but but eight I think that if Lucia and Kamala want to have a conversation about reincarnation, we need their Indian heritage in the conversation. It can’t just be all this is something we know know you need to you need to in open the doors of beauty to India in your heart and mind to us, add and let us in on some some juicy information because we don’t know what you know Camala Anusha we really don’t Camala we don’t we don’t know what you know it and you don’t have to tell us if there’s some things that you keep for personal safety reasons you don’t have to tell us that, but if you could sort of work with Lucia and India to give us up a little information that would be helpful.” says a upper class (?) British man.
“ Siri sing that model makes me deal with my own shit. I’m not really Lacey I’m not really that woman either. I didn’t grow up in a family where I was able to then become a model when I grow up, we really were poor and as much as I would say, I have a beauty that is a little more striking than that woman, I’m not sure that it’s that much better and I just I have to just accept that reality that I grew up actually poor no I was like actually poor in my family. Lacey and her family is complicated that she was raised in. Do you guys is this for you got stuck see I have a little bit of some know how psycho psychology is this for you guys get stuck, is it three guys get stuck because I want to talk about her family that could very well actually be her birth family because they’re British and I think at Harkins back to the conversation that he was just trying to have him but I think if there’s reincarnation we get stuck here. Why do we get stuck here? Is it scary to the Kennedys because they realize that you can’t take that out of someone’s soul or is it scary because she’s illegitimate and often times people who are illegitimate or what questionable like usually the people who are like that are poor they’re usually poor, so I already say I think I’m Tom Banks his daughter you would automatically believe me more but you also know that I’m probably full of shit because her and she knows I’m full of shit but but because I don’t really even look like him that much at all Lacey in my best photographs were I look really strikingly beautiful. Do you look like that in person? I know you’re gonna give me an honest answer is that like are you are you? Are you that way and maybe more so?” says Nancy.
“ yes.” says Lacey.
“ to me as someone who tried to get into modeling myself that’s kind of weird because you should be able to put that on film and it’s there’s something really funky going on which is someone who has occasionally delved into the occult that and there’s all this is where your photographs are fucking creepy and even like is it someone who’s interested history they creeps me out because I wonder what is going on you know what I’m talking about Zelda Fitzgerald like oh she was so beautiful and I know she’s not her photographs are icky and then is it Scott that we both know he’s not that much of a liar and he insist that she’s beautiful and I can’t help but wonder if she actually was a lot better looking in person and then it’s like maybe maybe she just photographed really badly and maybe maybe maybe there’s something really creepy going on that’s extremely complicated and that’s what gets me to Lacey because it’s like what the hell is this shit?
No I’m derailing it now too because Lacey knows as well as I do I am Hispanic and so my ancestors not necessarily in Spain maybe in Spain but I don’t think that’s who’s mad in my DNA I don’t think it was the Spanish me. I don’t think it was the German there’s someone possibly more native And some culture that doesn’t really exist anymore. I don’t know where exactly but somewhere in South America there’s somebody in my DNA who is mad and then I think we’re the elite I have a feeling they might’ve been slightly lazy. You’re right and I don’t know what they did. I don’t know who they were but I think that’s why I keep getting stuck with her Because there’s something about me that’s a little elite somewhere in South America I don’t know what we did what comes to you Lacey?” says Nancy.
“ were you kind of like the Levites sea would’ve been held in high esteem in the culture, but sort of unlike a priestly level?” says Lacey.
“ what did we do?” asks Nancy.
“ what should we do I have a feeling you probably-“ says JFK. “ I talk I talk with Lacey I talk with her so I say what she says to somehow do something super natural to confuse you and make you think I got Pasa and she’s just like evil like me and it’s all just so so simple and and llamas. Llamas in love with me and it’s just perfectly fine she’s a she’s nothing and I be with a father so I do that, and I was trying to say what do we do and then that’s not some thing she say-“
“ but I have a feeling they did some thing with the altar it’s like a Mayen or an Incan culture or something and I see them doing some thing with with the with the altar I don’t know exactly what it is if they did, but they did something with the altar kind of like Linn much is it Machu Picchu that I feel like your ancestors climbed the steps I think they climbed the steps Nancy with some ritualistic water ritual like they had. I see this like sort of like bowl of water that they’re caring that they had to carry very carefully up those steps and I am I’m not sure that Zay I’m not sure that the water was to extinguish a flame, I think it could’ve been but I’m also wondering if it was something else that they did because it seems like they do some thing with the water and then the flame is still burning so I don’t know if you did some thing if the water was somehow used to contact the supernatural as a conduit receipt nauseous I think if there’s reincarnation I’ve been telling these people that that’s what the pyramids were for and then they’ve got this dumb ass atheist bullshit where it’s like. Oh no it’s hydraulics. It wasn’t telekinesis. They built the pyramids using hydraulics I was like no it’s not you know, telekinesis that they use hydraulics.
And it’s just if there’s been carnation Nancy this is where maybe you and I have something in common that’s actually real because you and I both know that’s not what was happening with those Peerman spiritual creations. They may have purify the water that way maybe for people to drink safely there could’ve been a water purification system low Located within those pyramid structures. There could’ve been a very good sort of water purification system.” says Lacey.
“ call a butt Jack doesn’t like that Lacey because then that references the Roman empire and aqueducts and he starts to wonder if Linn was straight is that it?” says Nancy.
“ it is never been in question as to whether or not Linn is straight that’s not what we’re dealing with your fucking idiot.” says JFK.
“ can I be honest with you if my ancestors were that elite I almost think we side with you in someway that Scott did not, and that I was used by them to protect you slightly so I had to come on Scott to sort of get Lem’s to sort of come out of the woodwork work, and that there was a class war and so I came out of the woodwork and I’m like 0F Scott Fitzgerald. Oh, he’s hot maybe I should be with him because maybe there’s something in me that could do that too and Jack’s like this is gold I’m using this woman to destroy things but I could’ve been a double agent it’s possible if what you’re saying is true about my family that I’m actually a double agent and then I’m working for both sides, so which is probably something I can’t psychologically handle and God knew that if my family didn’t know that because he fell in love with it was with a Inga Arvad, who could’ve easily been a double agent herself so he gets tripped up by double agents now because he’s a little bit of a double agent, right he’s bisexual. No I think he gets confused about the whole double agent thing because your voice is on psychology but anyway, no I I think I think that’s it. I think this could be real. I think we could be onto something with this one. I wonder if there’s something in me that is a little late, but in a in a very sort of ancient on most, South American sort of way, so do you know it was like do you know what we did like we did some thing with water and we were sort of like the Levites in our religious culture. What should we do? Do you know Lacey or are you guessing because you don’t really know?” says Nancy.
“ i’d be guessing if there’s being carnation, I don’t really know because it’s just different what we did if I was reading, carnation was put the water within the pyramid. We had some similar idea with the whole pyramid, shape, and gravity, probably and something supernatural with fire, but but it was inside of the pyramid what you guys did was something outside of the pyramid do you put it outside the pyramid we put it inside, but you did outside the pyramid I think I may have in the same thing but I’m not sure.” says Lacey.
“ so you’re really the pharaohs daughter like we might’ve talked and I might’ve even knowing you so much and we might’ve even been on somewhat friendly terms but you were the pharaohs daughter so you’re still superior to me so I think that’s part of the problem too. I can handle that but I’m just like I’m an aristocrat and my South American family in my DNA we were a Mr. Credit but a butt you’re still better than me and I think that could be worth so painful to you and it’s not as painful to me and then that’s where I have to say I can’t stand Scott I can’t stand him I care about him if something happened between him and I OK but part of me Lacey gets really pissed off at him because I think he’s kind of an ass knock knock completely not completely but there’s something about it that’s off and I would love to hear him defend himself but I don’t think he can handle that you’re better than him and he doesn’t want to say that like you’re better than him by a lot and his such as that you’re better than him and maybe it’s somewhat negotiable you’re better than him by a lot so might be better than him and I’m sort of like God like as a lizard is her name king like I should never king were in my ancestry that he now knows of it’s like oh my gosh I’m with an elite person and she’s really attractive and she’s incredibly cool in her own way. She’s chill and then she’s got like this dark complicated thing with her family in poverty, but in her DNA she’s like an aristocrat and now being dead I can see that and I’m like oh dark exotic beauty. Wow and she’s into me. Oh my gosh this is so exciting and that but that that’s the thing Lacey that’s not honorable it’s not because he got totally distracted and excited to do what play the game I guess with me or like dance the dance and he’s just like I’ve never been with an elite South America and this is exciting.
And so it’s like I was a collectors item to him he’s like oh my gosh I’ve never gotten to be with an elite South American. Oh my gosh they did. They did the water ritual reasonable to do all that that is so cool that is so sexy. oh my gosh I gotta do this. I’ve gotta do this I cannot not do this, and so he ran off and hooked up with me, possibly in his spirit.
What is bailed you’ve been asking him what happened Scott what happened and if this is part of what happened it irritates me because I think you’ve been trying to figure this out for like half a decade and he should’ve just told you this but that but yeah, I see that but then Jackos she’s more late than you or she’s deleting a way that you don’t understand in the snotty little way. And then they were just like oh we won. We won we won and no they did not win because your family is just as elite as mine. In the Nesheims and yeah and just as actually they might be more elite. Yes Lacey you’re more elite you’re more Lethin me And that’s something Jack can’t handle he just he can’t handle that possibly because it comes down to something to do with Christianity that he just cannot handle this like why are you with lame then or why isn’t he like the both of you? I don’t know And suzanne it’s like the Hindus maybe I try to talk to him in the afterlife and be like Why don’t we just call it quits jack and just go back to you know Japan and just deal with God and he’s just like no I can’t do this because he’s petty jack you’re very petty. You don’t want to be inferior in to be honest with you, Lacey I’m starting her, so why are you in Lem’s for a while we’re so bitter towards the Irish did it go just ask you as an elite South American do you guys get really stuck on petty stuff?” says Nancy.
“ but Nancy, let’s talk more about the pyramids.” says Joe Biden.
“ this is what we deal with Nancy those of us who occasionally try to have a conversation with Lacey. This is what we deal with in the illuminati and have been dealing with for the last eight years we get in these stupid circular conversations.” says Kamala Harris.
“ you know I’d love to talk about the permits, but I think we were getting into a conversation before that was threatening to some intellectual and so then we got diverted. It is pettiness and I’m asking the Irish again. Do you have a problem with pettiness in your culture?” says Nancy.
They patiently wait.
“ i’m gonna go with yes.” says Louis Hill Junior.
“ you know I have an issue with being inferior to Lacey at this point, but I think I was coping with it I would just like to know did you guys did the jack aggravate me and make things worse?” says Nancy.
They wait.
“ Jack, did you kill my sister?” asks Lacey’s first cousin-in-law.
“ yeah I did I did I couldn’t stand her because she remind me of how pretty Lacey was Lucy hotter than that woman. It was obvious at your wedding because all the bridesmaids was so beautiful and perfect and I thought oh so you know here is my policy is going to have to eat shit because she just had her wedding and it wasn’t all that great she did her more and she did her moaning make up in like five minutes and it was that she put her hair up with like an orange file from the hotel is stuck. she literally stuck up her blonde hair using a nail file. No it’s an orange file, an orange stick and a wooden on stick the full clock in the morning and she looks so beautiful I thought shit, but then she go to your wedding and I thought finally we see some action and she finally gets to see how ugly she is compared to me in a way.” says Jack laughing. “ but that’s not working right so I see your sister and I think you are a model! you’re supposed to do this you are supposed to win!”
They wait.
“ hey say no no she want to say something but she’s following Lacey because she sells daughter so I got to say more stuff-“ says JFK, fuming. “ fine we are pretty Nancy wanna talk about a scarf is Gerald and you I know what happened. I know a lot of gossip I do. I’m sorry I’m not straight get over that is so true though he complete cocktail complete fucking Jock I mean how is Somalia OK no more tight but you’re really sexy man shot and it’s just like holy shit. What are you doing? Here is like really offensive.
Lacey says she hast to fix that grandpa demands it and leave what up is up I use demons to make but she say it bullshit just to be irritating. I got so irritated at locating because you are supposed to be hotter. You are supposed to be so much hotter than Lacey and I just couldn’t stand it you feel me, I was like what are you gonna do no this is a mono Elsie supposed to feel inferior and she can’t so I got mad and killed Angie because your other sister is pretty but Angie was the model and and so I think shit if you don’t fill me, I was your phone right now and I was think I was better than her and I was thinking I was in love with me until you have to die and she has to to die!
I was thinking Angie have to die and she Hass to die because and she supposed to be the ass kicker. And he was supposed to be so much hotter than Lacey and she wasn’t she wasn’t you are so freaking beautiful at your wedding day and saw your sisters, but you actually were not proud to look into Lacey and you know that stop lying it’s not hurtful to me or anybody else, but I don’t care about that entirely maybe a little, but really, though I just got so mad at a sister I thought she did not do you not working it’s not working yes I see I treated her like a television that was not working and I kicked her they were not at work I thought fuck I’m just going to have to throw the television out the window.
So I took the television throw it out the window and she die metaphorically speaking. Yeah, I killed her I think. Oh you mess up you big fucking mess up hall you mess up your not hotter at the wedding fine you must have this by two you must suck your party girl if you weren’t drinking and partying, you could’ve worked harder at the wedding clearly that’s what goes on you drink too much else ruining your skin did they say don’t drink that much till I say OK fine you get drunk and you have fun and then I put you in the car. I will drive down wrong side of the road. Oh it’s another accident is another accident. OMG look at her and J she makes accidents and she makes lots of accidents and that was very funny to me right now Amy kind of funny because it’s just like all ops another accident and there you go smash why did to your brain you fucking idiot, you fucking idiot I smash you ice Maschio right into a car whoops you drunken fucker you’re supposed to have done better with your skin care Angie doesn’t know and she doesn’t know the alcohol. Who is your skip shut the fuck up stupid fucker who doesn’t know that alcohol is hard on your skin Fucker!” says JFK.
“ thank you Jack. I have a feeling if Lacey‘s hypothesis that I came from an aristocratical family in South America is accurate that this is what we did redefine things probably using water that we were we probably were part of the sort of high priesthood and our culture, and were considered very prestigious and respectable and esteemed for that reason, so thank you God for allowing me to tap into that part of my soul to shed light on the situation I’m still offended I am offended rightfully because I suspect that Angie and her sister are part of my people group somewhere. I don’t think that she made a mistake Jack I think Angie’s facial features are inferior to Lacey‘s.” says Nancy.
“ that’s what God said to me if those being coronation, that’s what he said to me when I watching them have sex in Great Britain, these people are just superior to Jack. Their souls are in a higher place in the fallen world. He said you’re inferior to them as a ghost, because you are fused to except me and my love for you and the transformative ability that I can provide you don’t want to submit to me do you want to just keep being evil. I saw that he say you just you need to send that like a son and just let me fix you basically but I don’t want to be fixed. I want to just say as I am, how dare he say there’s something wrong with me.
And then that’s it. Lacey says you’re like pedophiles today so violent. How dare you say that something wrong with me? I’m going to hot children at horse with them because I entitled and I don’t think I’m quite that bad. I wasn’t a pedophile but I was alive.” says JFK.
“ actually Jack, I think we have it on record that you were.” says an Englishman.
“ no that’s the fact you making that up because you are you’re talking to ghosts you’re not supposed to be talking to Dad that is Eva so you’re mistaken I’m sorry.” says JFK.
“ OK so you killed Angie who is part of my people group who were protective of his were in diaspora. He and I love to know how the phone didn’t pick up the letter C and Lacey‘s voice probably much like it doesn’t pick up her beauty because there’s some thing sharp about it because she’s superior to you and the sharpness of her beauty is like the sharpness of her words, and you can’t handle that. Jack, you can’t handle the fact that you were just wrong and that line was straight and you weren’t as sophisticated sexually as you thought you were.
So I think he wandered into their bedroom and thought let’s just make some thing happen, and tricks them into coming back it seems.” says a CIA agent getting derailed.
“ oh Jack, she’s just superior to you. I am superior to you if there’s reincarnation Lacey and her husband were superior to you, but Nash arms are superior to you. Scott Fitzgerald is superior to you and really all that is sweetie. It’s just reality and you’re evil and not wanting to submit to Christ and just let him fix you when you were still just Japanese and none of this it happened.” says Nancy.
“ you know the truth is it wasn’t just lost for a lot. It was lost for their lifestyle and I started to feel really sorry for myself because I was raised in a poor Japanese family and so I started to think it it’s not just that I want to be with lame, it’s that I also want to be with Lacey and then I want their wealth.” says JFK.
“ hi Nancy, what did you guys do with the water purification rituals what comes to you?” says Lacey.
“ we report it in some thing reported in some thing. Oh my word we did report it in some kind of like it’s like a like a pool and I wonder if it reflected the stars if we all were really still and you could put the water would calm, and then by the light of the fire must’ve been separate from that but I wonder if we looked into the water and looked at the stars in the water. Oh that’s creepy. I get the sense that we were double checking we were doing some thing I think spiritually between the stars in the water so it was like there was some sort of thing where it’s almost like science, really, but we were using in a spiritual way, so we double checked the position of the stars in the reflection of the water on the spare of the machine will say to sort of harnessed some sort of spiritual energy because this was before this was before this was before this was before science and scientific know how and so it seems very possible that we were harnessing the energy of sort of it’s like oh there is the water. Let’s check it according to the stars cause I looked in the water and I’m like oh you know yeah that’s the position. It’s not just that we see according to the naked eye we must’ve wondered if someone could move the stars yeah, I think we wondered if someone could move the stars, or if people could debate about the position of the stars and get into arguments that were confusing and so we would use that water to sort of double check it to sort of look up and say no based on my eye, I can tell you that that star is actually yes in that location next to that other star at then and then we were able to sort of a harness that energy to do something supernatural, the double checking, sort of which is interesting so there’s probably more to it than that but I wonder if that’s part of weird what we were doing is almost like quality control, but it was more than that but I wonder if that was part of it.” says Nancy.
“ and you know if there’s reincarnational Nancy, that’s part of why I thought if I said to you, this is not quality, my dear. This is nonsense that you get the drift, and that you sort of back off in a good way.” says Lacey.
“ you know I think I have a problem with authority at times and I just couldn’t submit if there’s been Carnation to your authority I just couldn’t it’s like fine you’re probably right there’s probably some thing that’s a little off about the water tonight but I just don’t want to admit that, because then I have to submit to your authority and fill out the entire thing or clean up the entire thing and go get fresh water which actually could be kind of pleasant for me but I just don’t want to do that because I don’t wanna submit to your authority.” says Nancy.
“ why can’t you just submit to authority I don’t get it I submit to God and even in Egypt I would’ve submitted to God why couldn’t you have just submitted to my authority?” says Lacey.
“ I yeah cause like we’re doing a thing here Nancy you submit to P I submit to God and then we have a great time like what the fuck are you doing?” says Nancy.
Angie G. nods.
“ Angie what did he do because Lacey‘s getting exhausted and after eight years of this she hast to just throw her hands with me and say Nancy no I am not gonna stop being the pharaohs daughter but I think I might just have to diet and go with lemon and be with my kids in heaven, because this is getting kind of dumb and to be perfectly honest with you Lacey I would be fine with that. Not really she knows what I mean. It’s like I might be wrong. You might just be superior to me and I can handle that I really possibly can so if FLM wanted to take her in and her kids with him and even her husband and just be dead, and be in heaven, I was think cool cool we’re all gonna die I can handle it. It’s sad to me, but being from those that lineage being from those people, I’ve seen shit, I’ve seen shit go down and some part of me is like I can handle this. This is fine to put God in heaven I’m gonna have to deal with a lot of fucking shit now is sort of a leader in the you know community of the Incas or the Mayas or something but what I can do with it is it’s cool will be cool just go die if I go die be happy no I don’t have a heart of gold she could but that’s not necessarily even what’s happening you guys come on wake up good and there’s some thing that stops the entire thing and that’s what freaks her out and that’s what freaks me out and no I don’t think she would ever wanna abandon her people but it’s more like everything‘s on fire. She’s done everything she can. She hasn’t made any mistakes. I don’t think at all and I’m just like girl I hear you I think we’re fine, but I don’t know what the fuck keeps happening.
And then that’s where yeah no no I hear her I hear ya and it’s just getting weird so I think that’s what we’re trying to discern right now almost like pastors in a church and deacons or something so what so what is going on? Yeah it’s hard to hear Jack. I’m trying to figure out what what did you do exactly to Angie that night that she died? What did you actually do?” says Nancy.
“ do you wanna know something? It is connected to the murder murders and this is where Donald Trump has always understood some thing about people that the Democrats have struggled to understand if they even do poor people are not necessarily completely stupid even if you want to say oh survival of the fittest they’re not their human you can’t get rid of that even if they can obliterate it themselves at times unfortunately they can potentially, and then God hast to sort it out with them, and possibly fix some thing or something because they just become so vile retrieval can do that too, but there’s a special way that it happens potentially in poverty that’s really sad but but but but Donald Trump knows that and so then he’s like you know what let’s listen to these people because what are they actually saying they like drama they like soap operas they like stuff like that and maybe maybe they actually maybe they actually know some thing about certain things that rich people in our country. At least I would bet that that was not the case in Great Britain or Ireland or a lot of other places but in America were dumb as dirt and so it’s like what it is and I think we were trying to be scientific or something but the problem is is that it might not work functionally past a certain points given the nature of our humanity and so no the poor people might actually know something and you have to listen to them so I just wanted to point that out because Angeli is it seems like it’s a total weird thing to focus on but let’s let the Hispanics have their Telenovela. Let’s let them do their drama and their soap opera ask these questions because something tells me this case if Lacey’s permitting it, it may actually be relevant.” says a dead CIA agent.
“ I tell her to get drunk.” says JFK.
De-Tuned Quartet by Jonny Greenwood plays.
“I am now writing through Lacey at her insistence.
I told her to get drunk.
She was partying. That night. And I told her to get really drunk. Take lots of shots. FAST!
She so pretty. She was. She held her nose like this. *He shows us* And just tilt her head back. Quick! Like this. *He shows us again*
She so…oh my gosh! So pretty. Such pretty skin. Oh wow! Lacey and I love her! She is…A MODEL.
*He stands in awe of her happily for a moment enjoying her God-given superior beauty as just another human*
Okay! So…she’s so great. But…she has to die! I’m MAD!
So…I told her to be sexy. You know? Dangerous.
*Dangerous (feat. Akon) by Kardinal Offishall plays.*
And…she was.
See…you’re not supposed to drink that much. …Not just for your skin’s sake. It’s bad for you!!!
But she do it!
She did.
She drank. Fast!!
And to do that you have to be masculine. But…when she do that…because she so pretty…she look HOTT.
It’s like…’Dang! She still hott! Even after all that shiz!’ or something…
So…she look cute. For all da fellas.
But…I do to her what I do to Lacey. I genuinely kept men away from her. Like….physically away. So…she was depressed.
Because it usually work. She get…’action.’ But…tonight…she alone.
So…she take it upon herself to drive home. Alone. If she die…okay. Right? She was depressed.
She didn’t think she could drive. No. She did? Okay. Well…
But she was depressed.
Okay. Whatever.
Anyway…she got behind the wheel…and drive. It very elegant. Wow! She this…pretty drunk.
Okay so…I’m mad. She gonna-
Why? Why am I mad? Because she so pretty drunk. It’s offensive!!!
*He pauses out of offense at Angie’s beauty*
But I tolerate it. Because I have to kill her.
So…we go driving.
*Oil by Jonny Greenwood plays.*
I say…’Angie you get in.’
And…we…drove.
She good driver. DAMN!
But she sad! She kept nodding her head. Up and down. In some sort of agreement with evil that she was worthless. And it almost make me sad. But we kept driving.
Open Spaces by Jonny Greenwood plays.
So…she drive so slow. So methodically. So I had to do something!!
And…I got it in my head…to…make her turn. Left.
Just like my brother make her miss a step in the stairs. Who’s her? LACEY!!! …Lacey fall down the stairs. … Not ANGIE! You idiot!! *He talks to someone aside*
*We wait*
Keep talking? Okay.
So…I get it in my head to make her turn left.
I say…’You always turn right! Why not try something different!? Be different. It not working out to be the same. You hurt! Be different.’ And I knew she was a ditz. …Because she so pretty. She’s a model. We didn’t realize Lacey could be ditz too. She ugly as shit…
So…
So…I say, ‘Turn left!’ And so she think it make sense. And I feel a little bad maybe. But not much.
And I sociopathic. Sorry. I get to laugh when people sad…or making big mistakes. So…when she turn left I laughed.
One Week by Barenaked Ladies plays loud as JFK in the passenger seat as a skinny bisexual twink in a grey suit at age 25 or so…who might be partially Japanese…laughs both maniacally like an embarrassingly freakish sociopath and like a gay-best-friend who’s genuinely having a blasts. Hot model Angie drove fast down the wrong way.*
I say, ‘WOOHOO!!’ or something like that possibly. *Jack dances to the song slightly. As a party-kid he was having some unintended fun and loving it.*
So…I make us drive off a cliff.
*He winces, possibly barely able to tolerate his own evil in this case.*“ says JFK.
“It wasn’t a cliff Jack.” says Lacey’s first-cousin-in-law.
“No. It was an entry ramp. Right?” says Charlie Kirk.
“She was a student at ASU.” says another Republican.
Jack refuses to answer. He’s too mad.
He refuses to answer.
The song plays.
“I love laughing at funerals!” says Lacey listening to the song. “They’re hilarious.”
She replays the song.
“I mean…they- We look so stupid!” says Lacey, laughing. “Our bodies are so stiff. In this wooden box!?!?”
Tom Banks joins her in laughing.
“It’s neat! You put us away in the earth nicely. So neat. Such a perfect straight line. All tucked away. We are CLEAN!
Put the dead person in the ground nicely children! Manners!!!
And then…why they so…serious? So…sad? No! If we’re Christians…why would they be sad!? Especially if they’re old!?
No. You really think an old…lonely…old woman…is actually that sad!? No. She’s not! She’s happy and young again. But you make her body look so…serious. And that’s not sad to me as a mourner. It’s funny. So I’ve laughed.” says Lacey.
Lacey Banks looks at an elderly dead woman in 2004 in her casket as Tom Banks’s daughter just as the line, “I have a history of losing my shirt.” plays. And Lacey can’t help but laugh. Because she looks so…grim. And proper. And dishonest.
“I’m not buying it.” says Lacey teasingly to dead woman.
Then Lacey primly walks off herself. “Don’t worry! I won’t tell anyone!” Lacey says to the dead woman in her spirit.
Why? Because the dead woman is having a second honeymoon with her also dead husband of…decades. And they’re happy. Very happy… VERY.
Lacey laughs.
The song plays.
“This is a good song.” says thee Isaac.
Muslims look at Lacey and get why she’s laughing.
“Lacey! Lacey we understand why you think it’s funny. We understand! We do know. We get why you’re laughing sweetie…but that’s not how they- That’s not how they are experiencing this moment OK?” Islam says to Lacey as if she’s five.
“You know that’s true and I knew that but I allowed myself to laugh as my own parent because I was just so sick of people’s bullshit.” says Lacey.
She laughed at her Grandma Tonette’s funeral…very carefully. When she looked at the casket.
“ yeah she was probably having sex with Raymond Rose and so when we saw her up there you possibly being pretty close to her age in some part of you pick up picked up on that because you’re a little different because of your father possibly and so you couldn’t help it I know you did scientifically there’s nothing you could. Do you just somehow heard them having sex probably very loudly while we were actually happy for funeral to she was you know she was having very loud wonderful sex while we were having the funeral with Raymond Rose and that must’ve been quite funny. The contrast I get it it’s a very British sense of humor people need to grow up. This is hilarious. I think there are a lot of narcissist, that she’s talking to right now, who have no sense of humor. This is actually very funny because it’s true is the contrast between Jeanette being in the in the in the casket looking so incredibly severe, and she was a very severe woman while she was alive too looking so severe and so serious and then you heard her probably whooping it up at having a really fun time in a very innocent way, and the contrast between that, and what music where we playing what yes what really made you laugh it was that, but there was some thing there’s music we were playing in the background that just it hit you just couldn’t like you couldn’t stop laughing you couldn’t stop yourself from laughing. What was the song, I have a feeling I know.” says Maria, Lacey’s eldest Nesheim aunt.
“ it was probably some very serious Lutheran hymn that we were possibly playing on the Oregon and we were all sort of thing of singing it very quietly and then there was the organ music it was I don’t member that I don’t remember him, but it might’ve been some thing very austere and sad possibly like be still my soul or be thou my vision or something but I don’t think so. I don’t think it will be thou my vision that would’ve somehow works. It was strangely it was something very very austere. I don’t remember what it was I don’t remember what songs we played at her funeral, but it was I think there was an organ in the background, and it was something very serious, because she was dead and it was very serious.” says Lacey laughing lovingly.
Jack Kennedy, sedated, takes the stand again.
“ so Jack, you drove them off a cliff no no you drove them into traffic you drove her into traffic!” says Kamala Harris in the afterlife.
“ no I drove into Cliff like Thelma and Louise Africa. Flying we go flying. It’s a good song it’s a happy moment I will heal. I’m gonna heal. I’m a hero!” says JFK.
“ jack that’s not fact the evidence clearly shows that you drove into a car.” says Kamala.
“ I don’t think so. I think that a different time frame there’s like different time frames so there’s that the cliff that I was in which is in a fallen world that is above and under is-“ says JFK.
“ Jack, are you referencing Matthew Nesheim’s novel right now his sci-fi novel yes or no?” says Kamala.
“ yes, I am.” says JFK.
“ OK well that’s not what happened we know from looking at the evidence that that’s not possible. God is informed us very clearly and that’s just the fact that you drove the car into another car not off a cliff like Thelma and Louise.” says Kamala Harris.
“ I don’t like that because that’s not in my character but I’m an incredibly kind loving person I wanna cuddle, big white man-“ says JFK.
“ Jack did that just get changed from saying I’m an incredibly great man to I wanna cuddle a big white man?” says Kamala Harris.
“ yes, it did fine I admit it but I didn’t drive. I did not drive her car into another car. I drove her car off a cliff. I have classy, amazing like white settlers in Pennsylvania a butt butter cause I’m not so pale looking OK you see your Nob Hill. I’m not Paul Isa know and fall Bacha dock that I talk about the age I drove off a cliff, powerful powerful energy to be free and liberated from the sadness.” says JFK.
“ Jack I’m gonna have to nail you down on this one. I’m sorry the truth is you drove into another car that’s fact.” says Kamala Harris.
“ I will tentatively consider that possibility.” says JFK.
“ OK so moving forward, you drove her car into another car, seemingly in the entry section of a highway in Arizona. She took a left turn when she should’ve taken it right to get onto the highway. She went down the wrong side and she entered and she did what what did what happened there was big lights that came out the front of her car and so she sped into another car, and then what happened to her Jack?” says Kamala.
“That’s JFK. As cover art.” says a dead woman.
“He’s incredibly narcissistic.” says a dead Japanese man. “And yes…Lem was straight. Sorry.”
“A HERD of millions of narcissistic men still cover for Jack Kennedy. And insist JFK was straight and Lem was gay. That one Mr. KIRK LEMOYNE BILLINGS and endlessly in love with JFK.
The universe God created is expanding. And these men want the universe to stop and do whatever they want. Eat Chinese. Poop? Go shopping? Whatever. They’re in defiance of God. They’re loud and evil. And they use their male voices and male hearts and male privilege to violently control and manipulate all current living people. …No…of course not all men are that evil.” says an entity.
The song plays.
“We have authority! WE DO! …But they don’t want that God-given authority. …They’re in defiance of God.” says the entity.
“And there are other contributing toxins to this situation, so to speak, like possible toxic-homosexuality. But these men exist too! And they’re not just non-straight.” says an Englishman.
“Possible because homosexuality itself could be evil?” says a dead Englishman.
“Yes…or if it’s allowed in Heaven then ‘possibly’ for lots of other reasons. We’re being careful.” says the first Englishman.
The song plays.
“Jack…you…drove Angie into a car. …And then what happened?” says Kamala Harris.
“You know we did try to be happy at Matthew’s funeral.” says his wife Kate.
“We smile at weddings too!” says Joni. (Matt’s first cousin.)
“I don’t look like you.” says Lacey to Joni.
“I know. It creeps me out. It always has.” says Joni.
“She’s gay! She’s so gay!” says Lem mockingly of the toxic living men. “LOOK!”
“Yeah. She smiles like me.” says Joni. “But…our faces are so different.”
“I’m not homosexual. Lem is making a comment.” says Lacey.
“ well, I don’t know I mean it’s like why can’t she just be with like a living person and have sex with a living person I just it’s like weird to me it’s like what she can’t just be alone or commit suicide because those are your options Lacey we don’t you’re not allowed you’re supposed to have sex with a living person or you’re supposed to be with a man who’s alive or you’re supposed to be with nobody and just kill yourself for choking to death or some thing!
oh my God…” says Chris Hayes channeling his joined energy with Diego.
“ if there’s reincarnation, she really is Scotia, and she knows how to kill a man and not an evil way like she actually can be victorious against them in a way that most women cannot there’s not because she’s gay. She’s just an extraordinarily unusual woman but but it’s not because she’s gay and there are other women like that too. There really are a lot of them, unfortunately, or fortunately tend to be British, but there were a Gyptian’s were like her and a libra thought there might’ve been some Asian women like her to in the past very distant past, but don’t self aggrandize at the drop of a hat because people have a tendency to do that nowadays you don’t need to be like her you don’t you can just let her be better than you. It will be fine grow up.” says Diego.
“ so I want to hear more about what Jack dead but you’re perfectly honest with you part of what’s going on right now is some sort of problem with JD Vance. I hope her daughter hasn’t been kidnapped and isn’t you know fighting for existence by trying to commit suicide somewhere to if that’s happening I would not be surprised if her daughter will never give up on that and there will be dozens of children who will end up dead along with her arm. Oh, she’s probably have to do it right now who is the Schotter? I’m not sure what if there’s reincarnations she’s a Queen Mother and I’m not horrifically worried that she can’t handle her self in a horrific situation the thing is though um, I kind of just have to point this out this flag will be edited but she’s doing this to fight for us and her self both so if you can’t follow along I’m sorry, but Jack is a problem the gay community is to let go of him they need to cut the apron strings. It’s sadistic to all of humanity right now.
So there’s that and yeah, Linn was right you guys are gonna have to let go of your pretentiousness and that one you don’t really know you pretend to know things you don’t know. Yes, of course it’s a empathetically speaking it’s because you’re trying to find yourselves in history probably but we don’t really know what you’re doing and we used to think you guys were all mentally ill. We really did that’s fact so be careful because you guys are starting to look crazy to us, it really the evidence does not lineup for him being gay almost at all and I think that’s what you guys have to stop looking for like a credential. I’ve noticed you guys sent to do that but you tend to get stuck on credential ism. It’s like Lacey‘s family doesn’t have the Harvard degrees that it needs in the right way they have people from Harvard and her family but they’re not in the family and the right way, it’s all for marriage and then you say yeah because they’re poor and they steal but they don’t. Her family is a family with all the money and the people from Harvard are the ones that Mary and including her husband so that’s the problem you guys people go to Harvard, who are poor who don’t make a lot of money Going to Harvard doesn’t make you automatically rich him and so we’re caring about poor people that’s not the point that’s not the point that’s not the point the point is that there are poor people who go to Harvard and they never leave their poverty so going to Harvard doesn’t automatically make you elite or rich. And that that’s the problem so I’m sorry there’s no smoking gun evidence that lamb was straight but you’ll have to stop overly personal over personalizing it because you guys are doing that obviously it’s like Muslim or straight then maybe Tom from the seventh grade and have a crush on me grow up he may be did he maybe didn’t, but this is this is a different person. This is an objective historical figure, and the evidence does not line up for lumping gay The truth is it lines up for him being a occult conspirator in Jack’s assassination and that’s reality.” says the CIA.
“ I haven’t been able to let them let go of that because I’ve been manipulating and controlling vast Suazo of the Democratic Party anyone that she clings to as a sort of safety I used to attack her. I did that because I was defending the love that Diego and I have for each other.” says Chris Hayes.
“ so so these men may very well on their own, have been able to psychologically process the situation and realize that it actually is intriguing to consider that love might have actually been the straight one and that Jack might’ve been the gay one. It’s eye-opening and says a lot about narcissism and the historical difficulties of analyzing people from the distant past, and we tend to project things onto them. That’s a fact that’s part of that’s one of the biggest flaws of history is that we tend to put things in history that aren’t there and historians do their best to try to avoid that, but it’s hard work and it requires an incredible amount of intellectual integrity. I do not see that in the work of Louis Bayard, where David pets but see you people that’s where I get irritated because you guys do get so stuck on credential ism and you start thinking Louis Bayard and David Pitts have the credentials. They have the stamp of approval from big media society so they must know some thing they don’t necessarily they may not actually have anything figured out just because they’re men and they seem like they know what they’re talking about and they have the stamp of big society doesn’t mean that they actually know what’s happening they may not know they may be faking it and if you read, David puts his his book it’s very it’s very poorly written. He uses a lot of phrases over and over again it’s sloppy the timing is off of certain chapters it’s shit and he claims to have worked on it for 20 years and to be honest with you, I find something wrong with that I think he may have but I think there’s probably something about it that’s not entirely honest and I highly suspect that it’s sort of a piece of festering shit but people don’t say that because that’s the only piece of credentialed evidence that certain fans of that JFK lame lover thing like oh and have and have is the important part because they don’t have other biographies of lame. Lame is not analyzed in a truly scholarly way by David Pitts. That is not a book of scholarship, that is not a scholarly book. I am so freaking sick of the intellectual laziness of the current age we cannot rely on Wikipedia, and how fast, Walmart, romance, novel, historians to give us facts. David Pitts is a Walmart Walmart, romance novel historian that’s all he is. I’m sorry it’s an interesting novel that he wrote. I think Louis the yard may have realize that it was just a historical novel because it wasn’t really corroborated by actual evidence. So that’s why he wrote an actual fiction possibly partially because if there’s a illuminati, he actually slightly likes Lacey as a person and he sides with her a little bit and thinks that there could be some thing about it that’s just fucking shit. Which is why he did as a sort of kindness to her. Try to work Jackie into it as a possible lover and how did he do that because he made it sound like he was talking about her as a lover, using his tone of voice, but you people are so anti-intellectual and slow that over the last decade she has been trying to give you reality, and you keep defiling it in stubborn, evil stupidity,
I think it’s pretty clear that those two books are not scholarly their highfalutin opinion, pieces, and romance novels. So as a romance novel, maybe it’s kind of good, maybe as a work of genuine fiction pure fiction not actual fact at all necessarily on a sort of spinal level, so to speak and there’s little bits and pieces of facts, but the actual piece itself is not fact as a whole it’s not fact so as a work of historical fiction gay historical romance novel fiction they’re both interesting pieces that’s not the reality of what happened. The CIA is guaranteeing us that right now but it’s interesting that it’s not JFK in that book or the other book. That is not lame, and either book it’s your overly opportunistic, or overly idealistic, or confused or evil impression of them It’s not reality it’s not reality.” says NBC.
“ so I am part of our problem right now as well is that Lacey‘s parents who raised her are very dishonest evil people and so even if her family at large is not that evil, they are on there, not necessarily harmful to her if she can keep them at a distance safely, but her father that raised her if he’s not really, her father knows that most likely and he chooses to lie about it instead of telling the truth, he does a lot with stuff he tends to like to lie about very select things that benefit him to lie about or that give him power over people so for years, he lied about his homosexuality and then at the current moment he’s lying about it again, although he was like always pretty much lying about it or maybe he’s not we don’t know he could be slightly bisexual. Adam love with rose we don’t really know him, but he does lie about that. He also may be lying about her birth history because he does tend to get very heated. He just does it has to get very evil possibly about certain things and his own right so don’t expect to have some psychic breakthrough. Where are you get off easy and can magically think I’m straight that’s not going to happen in the circumstance you’re going to have to think far more rationally, and Stutely and intellectually unfortunately when it comes to Lem’s this is not casual reading hour if you want to actually get out the truth.” says CIA.
“ but anyway, I did do that, though just to confess, I did start using the gay community as a sort of bludgeoning tool years ago and Bobby was already on top of that. He was already trying to be toxic about it for his own personal reasons but I got on board with it because I just chose to be evil towards her for my own personal reasons and she’s try to explain that to I was in love with Diego. We went to pontic Bob we went to the famous Rockefeller house in New York as lovers one weekend years ago we had a fun weekend of basketball and antiquing and then we toured the house and it was really fun and you know it’s just it was like how can I make this happen for us is it you know a family me and her me and Kate rather in him I was trying to sort of make our family work just the three of us and I am the main breadwinner. I mean Katie makes a good amount of money you know Diego Reno was our are you know workhorse at our our group but you know I was the showstopper right I was the one that brought in the big bucks and that was that was devastating to me that I was just not able to provide that for him because it’s like you know it it’s like you get kind of happy and excited to have money and be able to do things you know by a Mercedes and fly around the world and you know have endless supplies of Pellegrino in your house that you owned, it at posh neighborhood but you’re never going to be like the Rockefellers and there’s something about that that I just crushed me because I work really hard he works hard. He lost his identity to some degree and then I just I couldn’t give him that I just got I couldn’t give him that I am, I couldn’t provide for him the way that I wanted to as a sort of husband in a way and I could provide for Kate the way I wanted to, and to be honest the times I might’ve feared that those two would run off together or leave me out and so I just thought you know I’ve got to do it. I’ve got to figure out someway to make this work and I think in a sort of psychotic state I did I started obsessively channeling Michael but I’m I’m not ready to admit that yet that I did that it’s hard for me to deal with, because it just requires a lot of dealing with my background baggage that I’m not quite ready to deal with that true confessions. Yeah, I’ve been using that the homosexuals as a bludgeoning tool.” says Chris Hayes.
“ OK thank you for telling us that Chris we appreciate it.” says the CIA.
“ I saw a it sounds like Jack confess that he did drive into a car and he’s claiming now that it was too anti-climatic and that’s why he lied it’s not that he’s stupid or slow or struggling. It’s that he was trying to be exciting so high so he drove into a car. He drove your sister Angie into a car, he does not wanna talk about how she died. Apparently that’s too hard for him to handle possibly out of guilt that he doesn’t want to deal with. She was very beautiful and I think part of it to you is that he’s upset by what happened to her body the way that she flew the way that she hit stuff. The way that frankly her skin got messed up and her hair got messed up, it’s really hard for him to handle because it seems as though he was doing this to get back at her for failing to be impressive and making Lacey feel inferior at your wedding and you know it’s not that he was supposed it’s not that she was supposed to be fooling Lacey into thinking she was better than her it’s that he genuinely refuse to except that Lacey was born physically superior and so he was determined to make it real and so he couldn’t handle that that she was just physically superior to Angie and so he decided that it must’ve been a mistake and Angies beauty regimen given her alcohol consumption.
And so he decided to get her really drunk, isolate her, make a fool of her to herself, and then kill her. I making her drive home drunk, and that came to him possibly from a song that Lacey is always loved that he refused to accept because it’s about Lacey‘s sadness and agony being alive in a world without them to so he didn’t want to except it for obvious reasons he didn’t want to except the fact that she was miserable because they need to have to be accountable for how evil he was being so watch the song, and instead found a way to use it for evil because in the music video of the song, the man is driving home drunk, and may actually end up dying in the music video and so he use that to kill Angie And that was his artistic and inspiration was the music video so anyway yeah he did kill Angie he did, and as I was saying he was mad about her beauty regiment with alcohol being all messed up in his estimation she was very beautiful, but she wasn’t as pretty as Lacey and isn’t and neither is her cousin in law, but That’s a fact but I think he thought maybe somehow that they were and then he thought he could use them. He knows how smart she is an N and she was maybe a little smarter than Lacey‘s cousin in law in someways at least and so I think he thought maybe Angie would win somehow so he was trying to use her and he killed your sister is that what you were looking for or you trying to find someway to seem better than Lacey Jess?” says the CIA.
“ I have obsessions with being better than other people, and she is one of the people that I became obsessed with after I first met her and possibly before to some degree but not necessarily it might’ve just been after I met her, so he was disturbed by the the way that my sister that my sister died the physicality of it, disturbs her because she stop being beautiful?” says Jess.
“ yeah yes absolutely I’m saying that I’ll be off of Lacey in a lot of artist sweetie. You’re not gonna one up Lacey ever and you and your husband have to except that they’re better than you potentially his mother is ugly and someways and she’s hated Lacey Lacey‘s whole life and the CIA knows that and so does Eastern Europe and sodas are the Taliban remnants and this is a real thing if this isn’t fiction so get off your pity pot and realize that you have to suck it up. These people are superior than you to you, you married into a superior family there better than you and your entire family and you know what that’s your. That’s your fault that’s your problem that’s what you chose, you marry him as a meal ticket to some degree Jess you didn’t marry him just because you were cool and you thought he was hot like a princess from the far east you married him because you knew he was smart and that he’d be a good provider, and he is one. He’s also very stable and aristocratic, and you know what that was your choice but now you’re stuck with it not that you weren’t in love with him at all but yes, you’ve had affairs with other people because you weren’t entirely honest about what you were doing and Lacey‘s family has betrayed her trust, and that’s part of her rage, because Terese sided with you instead of Lacey, which was disgusting and despicable at a bark of the beast 
Yes, the mark of the beast Terese, you betrayed Lacey‘s trust and that was part of how Matthew ended up dead you little, southern scum bucket. If that’s all you are trees, just a southern scum bucket, then that’s what you are without Christ. Life’s harsh bitch!
You don’t give a fuck about anyone but yourself do you little piece of fucking shit?” a man says to Terese Janovec. “ yeah, she throws everyone under the bus eventually her own children, her husband and she doesn’t know where she always walks away seeming like the victim it’s disgusting because there could be something very innocent about her, but she does she always is just like what you’ve got to feel. Sorry for me you’ve got to feel sorry for me. I have a sinus infection. and yes, that’s serious stress, but there are other people who are suffering as well it’s not just you.
I she does get a lot of sinus infections, and there could be some thing very kind about her at times, and some convoluted way, but the truth is though you did betray your niece she was trying to have a conversation with you as an adult and you threw Lacey under the bus psychologically, and the illuminati is still shocked by it.
Her relationship with her mother totally fell apart because of that trees. Her mother is deranged and in capable of standing up for her to to anybody almost in any and any real way and so she can obviously let you take her and destroy her and then she got mad at Lacey for having a spine and standing up for herself, and she demanded that she apologize to you and you were obviously the one in the wrong but you came along with a very evil religious spirit, Terese and bludgeons Lacey Because you’re jealous of her because she’s vastly superior to you. You have very little of anything to show off about but you desperately show off about everything you possibly can and you and your husband have been morbidly. Jealous of Lacey and her husband for a very long time, and instead of being an adult about that, and realizing that you were talking to a woman who was an adult who was just different than you in someway that maybe you couldn’t understand and Terese that’s the problem if Lacey‘s not biologically your niece, that’s where we have empathy for you because you’re a very logical person and away, aren’t you And so you couldn’t figure out how she was your niece and it freaked you out and instead of processing that you just started going with every evil thought that came to you is insane as they were so Robert tending to Jack and holding him accountable for what he did to your family and what he’s been doing to all of us. Why don’t you finally have the conversation that Lacey was trying to have with you you’re is ago at her mothers condo in Saint Paul.” says the CIA.
“ Terese Jess has been a bitch to me a manipulative bitch and I can’t stand her. I think she’s a worm as much as I think she’s pretty and intelligent I think she’s a slimy little snake is she cutting our family out of money or what the fuck is going on?” says Lacey Banks very sincerely.
Tonette Nesheim laughs at Lacey as a woman her age. And Lacey laughs with her.
“ your tone is not one that I’ve heard before.” says Terese Janovec to Lacey Banks.
“ yes as part of the illuminati ritual experience, they delve into the depths of your soul, partially for security reasons, and I was married to someone who is an actual friend potentially even if we’re not in love he actually is someone that I’m able to be myself around to some what OK I’m not myself around him but I’m more myself around him that I was able to be with a lot of people most of my life so because of that I’ve probably started sounding a bit different.” says Lacey.
“ you sound like a mob, bosses daughter, in like a movie.” says Terese.
“ you know I’m not trying to necessarily sound like that or if I am I am hurting myself in some insane ways like they’re like really insane but dysfunctional way or some thing but I’m really being myself that is actually how I felt I’d actually maybe it’s not dysfunctional maybe I just forgot slightly, and I actually was trying to sort of make fun of myself to be humorous with you but regardless of how I arrived at that very over-the-top tone that is actually what I’m trying to say that that really was where I was going with the conversation that was what I was trying to say to you so I wish you’d try to deal with that.” says Lacey.
“ do you know if she could be she really could be.” says Maria.
“ yeah she could be she could be, but isn’t that concerning to you I mean, I’m obviously ready to put a head on or if I have to and my subconscious, which is not something that I was consciously aware of if I if I actually am illegitimate Terese, then in my subconscious I am prepared to put a hit on people if they go too far but I would never kill someone who didn’t deserve it. I mean show me a reference rap songs like that’s that’s my father OK so that is my subconscious. I’m sorry I was ready to put a hit on her life if I had to in my subconscious, so could you try to talk me out of it cause I don’t want that lingering in me what the fuck is going on?” says Lacey.
“ no I hear her it’s irritating to her just can you come to answer the question.” says a mafia man.
“ and we’re not going to crap you’re not operating on our this is an independent contract that’s interesting you know Lacey it’s possible that I actually did sense that and that was part of it freaked me out because that’s why that piping why I said things are so intense with you because that you scared me I guess I thought where the heck is she going with all of this rage?
Wow, that makes you angry. OK that that is not how our family would handle that the Lacey we don’t handle things that way and that’s interesting. I’m actually not entirely sure that I wanna judge that because I have a feeling that you and your father have very serious enemies as evidenced by what’s happening with JFK potentially, but I don’t know that she deserves quite that much animosity and my instinct is just to protect her and actually sweetheart I’m getting to be scared and worried that there’s something even worse happening. If we are distantly related to Lem’s‘s family were the side of the family that they were abolitionists But we we weren’t just abolitionists we had plantations and it’s possible that you and the Billings family our friend and are in the north and so I’m like hold on I hear you but I’m not ready to get rid of the sleeves yet so then that’s where maybe I need to stop thinking I have the moral answer.
Because you guys seem like you were against that I might be one of your twin flame I guess whatever it is in heaven, I might be one of his distant cousins, so it’s nice to meet you. Yeah we don’t handle we don’t handle people that way though because it maybe we’re more southern than you, but You know it’s like you have to be nice like I want to be nice to her.” says Terese.
“ yeah but I I don’t I can’t I can’t not care I can’t I’m sorry I can’t not care so I need you to have a conversation with me because I need to find out what’s happening.” says Lacey.
“ hey, she did steal some money from her family Lacey you’re right she did she stole some of her money and her time and our energy and our heart that we don’t give away to a lot of people that you I barely gave a shit about you and yeah, I tried so hard you could tell that I was really pushing myself especially based on her blog yeah because she went on and on and on about the Cesar so loving his family try so hard to be kind to us and then it’s like she just has an affair and takes off with all this money to get a separate apartment that my son is paying for so she could have sex with some guy who’s not my son while my son kisses her ass.
And you know what if you are married to Lem’s for eternity and heaven and Jack did some thing like that it’s personal to you because you’re like what the fuck is it with these people being so fucking nice?
So I actually get it I know I’ve been a jerk to you but I actually get it no I’m not as pretty as you and I can say that but no I get it I get why you’re pissed off because you’re just like what the hell that’s not right that is not right and I think you thought you know these people are too nice. They’re too nice and I’m gonna say something very carefully and Terese blew it because you were trying to find someway to very carefully find out what was happening how to put your feelers out to be like is this woman in sane and their love and there’s not really a problem and it’ll probably just work out overtime, I didn’t say what I say and saying I don’t necessarily mean like a bird or a sociopath. Hopefully I mean more like she has some serious bipolar disorder that needs some very intense clinical treatment. No, I hear you you were trying to put your feelers out and figure out what was happening that’s not dumb And then Terese that I think has some problems of jealousy or something with you as well and just went with what whatever evil thought came to her so no I’m just trying to tell you she did she did steal from her family she did.” says Laureen Seay.
“ all right so then Terese what do you think we should do about it if there’s rain carnation I’m also a Scottish aristocrat and a it’s in my DNA so to speak to be very upset in the situation so what what Terese what do you suppose we should do about it?” says Lacey.
“ I see this dude that discus into family dynamics that you don’t know about because your mother has not told you stuff so it’s like how much can I tell Stephen how would I bring it up? Could you really even do anything? What did your mother say to you about what he had done?” says Terese.
“ she told me that Stephen had told her that his hands were tied and that there was only so much she could do. I don’t know if she was lying or if he actually said that to her and that’s really what happened.” says Lacey.
Matthew’s mom nods. “ so Stephen said Becca my hands are tied. There’s nothing I can do I’ve said as much as I can say there’s only so much a person can say?”
“ yes, yes she did. That’s what she told me that he said.” says Lacey.
“ to me that sounds like Stephen is saying he’s tried to tell them that they need to break up their marriage and part ways or they need to get serious intense counseling or that there’s a problem with her and that it needs to somehow be addressed.” says Matt’s mom.
“ That’s exactly what I thought too and that’s actually what I was waiting for Terese to tell me which was very confusing to me because I thought now this is what I heard from my mother. I’m double checking with Terese to see if that’s really what happened that Stephen tried to talk to them, but that almost that only that not But that there was only so much that could be done because he didn’t have the authority to make their choices for them so to speak.” says Lacey.
“ yeah that’s exactly what I would think too. If I’m talking to you from the afterlife that is what happened he tried talking to them and having some sort of conversation and it didn’t go very well. Terese had no idea that your mother confided in you about anything I think because she was so hateful towards you and she did realize that you had a brain basically. I neither did her husband. They’re both arrogant assholes very conceited people. I am so I suspect that that’s what happened that he tried talking to her and her and him both as a parent and that it just basically ran said screw you to. I’m gonna stay married to her. I’m gonna marry her and we’re gonna just live however, we want And there’s nothing you can do about it so to speak.” says Matt’s mom.
“ all right and that that’s all that anyone wants to say about it at the moment?” says Lacey.
“ yes Lacey that’s all that anyone wants to say about it at the moment.” says Matt’s mom.
“ all right the whole family could literally go to hell because of that woman if she’s. Lol and I’m warning you maybe she’s not maybe she’s a very loving person. I don’t know her that well but she’s been an absolute bitch to me and I’m not ugly or pathetic the way that she desperately seemingly wants me to feel that I am. I know she reads this blog. I know that she’s copied me over the years and she’s an idiot compared to me. The writing is worthless shit for the most part it’s not in so far as it’s her soul, but she’s a very bourgeois, pushy, social, climbing jack ass, and I am vastly superior to her.” says Lacey.
Nancy Nieves nods. “ yeah boy sounds about right Yep Yep Yep and I’m sorry but bitches like that. Are the reason why I had to do purification rituals in my family. I don’t hate you either sweetie but you did piss her off and she’s not necessarily part of the family so whatever whatever lies whatever hood acts you were doing to try to get money out of this family because I think your slightly hood did not work on her it would’ve worked on me either, I know I might not to try to be friend you either you think I would be friend you just because I’m Hispanic oh wow that’s pathetic Hispanic people don’t all fucking get along you morons.” says Nancy.
“ Yeah that’s what they think though Nancy one Hispanic is the same as any other.” says Lacey.
They take a break.
“ see the thing is if I had known that that’s really how you people operate I probably would’ve just left the country and taking my kids and just like left and then gone to England or Canada. I would’ve thought fuck it I am so sick and tired of the stupid fucking country I went out. I’m headed to Canada. I’m headed to Great Britain. I can’t handle these people and God bless them but I can’t handle them and if my daughter was kidnapped this is a problem because that’s absolutely horrific thing they could’ve there’s illuminati, they could’ve closed. My daughter and my daughter could be being used some sort of sex slave right now and such sucks, but she could be being used to some sort of a child hostage being horrifically tortured for all I fucking know where she could’ve been shots best case scenario and I’d like to think we would’ve been safe or maybe we won’t even been safer in Canada maybe we wouldn’t have even been safe and great Britain anymore but I’d like to think there’s someplace to go where I won’t be put through a fucking holocaust for the rest of my fucking life. so that’s the thing is years ago and I was after my daughter was born I would have probably thought not this is time for me to leave. This is time for me to take my family and just leave.” says Lacey.
“ Matt, did you need to leave? Did you need to leave to Canada?” asks Bethany.
“ Yes I did. I would’ve been safer living in Canada with my family. I might not have killed myself.” says Matthew Nesheim.
“ Stephen, did you call the oil money a Social Security, check jokingly with Becca?” yells Mark Nesheim from the grave.
“ yes we did we called it. Oh our government check.” says Stephen.
“ That’s some thing you should be able to say in the privacy of your own mind and in the privacy of your own home as a joke to your sister, but it’s very aristocratic and stuffy and I don’t think some people unfortunately can handle hearing that and I wonder if there was something so heartless about it That that it was problematic because it seems as though the illuminati instead of dealing they read you they heard you say that through psychics outside of time and they took that way too far because they knew you were a counselor and that you were very compassionate supposedly and so they assumed that you must really be poor somehow and that there’s something poor about the oil that you’re like the people in the movie who get taken advantage of with by the oil companies so they miss read you they didn’t realize you were being flippant and heartless and conservative to a heartless degree. They assumed that you were instead being compassionate and admitting that you were poor, they didn’t realize that you were making a joke at the expense of poor people as a Republican.
Hollywood elite is not very bright Stephen and so when they’ve heard things from Lacey like he invest in cattle they referenced your house instead because you had a four or $500,000 house in Grand Forks and she had a wife with terrible taste to some degree she’s very middle class And so they use that to confuse the situation and their egos because they’re busy and they’re reading things psychically instead of looking into it with intellectual depth and who they just assumed that you were being did you that you were admitting to your sister that you were poor, and that Lacey was too narcissistic and evil to be able and screwed up, and there’s a force of psychic harm to be able to admit that she was a poor ugly piece of fucking shit who is a Golddigger who is just after Chris Hayes for his money.
And yes, Jack organize the whole thing to some degree psychically because he has a hard time excepting that love was straight and Bobby has a hard time excepting that he isn’t straight. Most likely. And no we miss heard you and Lacey’s tried to explain that to people over and over and over again I know it’s a huge issue because Donald Trump sided with people in Hollywood who misunderstood and that’s part of the reason why he picked JD Vance and that’s part of the reason why JD Vance attacked her on the night when she first discovered her daughter might’ve been kidnapped I think it was that night and that’s part of the reason why she’s now having to work with Kamala Harris and Tim Walz because of this because it is a disgustingly vile social class issue on a certain level and unfortunately it is not in the favor of the poor. The only reason why we’re not ripping them to shreds is because of Lacey and people like her who actually do care about the part I don’t know that the Kennedys do but Lacey doesn’t
So I have a feeling that she’s very compassionate her father was to but that’s the problem not everyone is dumb so let me understand this correctly. You made that joke because you feel poor, even though you’re not correct or what?” says Stephen.
“ I am yes I feel very angry about my family state of current social affairs. If DNA memory is a thing we were wealthy we had a nice sizable plantation in the south for hundreds of years practically and then we lost it so we had that plantation longer than we’ve not had it. And there was more though there were more than one other was more than one plantation we were wealthy we were out of really wealthy family and we were very prestigious and well thought of it and I think I’m still angry about it and my soul, my father was angry about it. His parents were angry about it And then if you go to too far back one or two generations, it’s the actual Civil War and obviously they’re angry him so yes I’m sorry that’s part of it. I’m angry about the Civil War I am I’m actually angry that my family chose the wrong side because we’re not stupid people And it was a very profitable plantation for hunt like over 100 years in a week we move there at the 1730s are you know actually what you know my mouth is a little off I’m sorry I’m going through her but no it was like 1730 to 1860 something so it’s over about over 130 years that we had a wealthy plantation on and then 160 to 100 and I think I was thinking we were in the 1990s so I guess it’s been longer than that now or it’s possible from that we also kept it for a while and then it wasn’t sustainable without slaves so we may have kept the mansion and try to sort of make up for that by working as a railroad workers and other odd jobs so we had this huge plantation and we were very wealthy home by some people standards, and then we try to sort of supplement that with you know like driving for Uber basically And then eventually possibly by the 1890s or 80s. We just had to give up and move him and let go of the plantation or or we just burned the ground but it’s possible that we actually kept it for a while and it just looks kind of like on with the wind it may have been damaged very damaged by fire and animals and so yeah we were able to keep it up for about 20 years so maybe it was the 1870s or 80s yoga set but yeah so maybe the bath actually wasn’t completely off but but no we had it for longer possibly well anyway we had it for a very long time and it’s starting to affect my psychology I think a genetically and then I just was mad because no, I had a nice House. I don’t know if Hollywood elite would see it that way, but I don’t it’s objectively. It was a nice house. It was a nice middle upper middle-class house, probably more upper middle as I was the Director of a very successful counseling, business, and towards the end of my career I was making about 180,000 a year And we kept a quiet and we needed to save a lot of that for retirement but no towards the end of my career I was making oh a little over 180,000 and then am I was also making money from oil and that was around the time that just met us when I was making about 180,000 a year Him and that was years ago so equivalent today would be well yeah probably but you 140 or 30,000 a year was what I retired making and my business I mean it was a profitable business so I can see why they assumed that I wasn’t lying, but there’s something incredibly stupid Frighteningly stupid and I actually think it’s possible Lacey’s not making this up Smith people really could be that uneducated and dumb to be blunt which is part of the reason why I am so heartless in my defense and yet it also is one of the reasons why my heartlessness is actually stupid too I guess but But the idea is just know I was making about 240,000 a year doing quite well when I retired and became a sort of Emerett us of the company will say sort of a shareholder and no I am proud of what I accomplished I made a very good business and people were paid equitably and it’s a good is it very good very good counseling business that I no longer run so I can’t say it’s as good as when I was writing it but it was Northland counseling is excellent But but I guess they misunderstood and didn’t realize that yeah I was essentially getting about what about 250 to 60,000 a year including the oil I was getting about 260,000 and will say cancel because we fully owned our house we didn’t have a car payment. We weren’t part of any country club And we didn’t do a lot of. We didn’t have a lot of expenses because we’re very frugal people. I was able to save a lot of money, and I did invest in cattle. She’s not making that up. I did I invested in some cattle I mean I am easily a multi millionaire and yeah, I would say we’re probably upper class given what we have, but in who we are I old money has she says and I was rather petty with Lacey because Becca’s not that successful and so I was sort of holding her accountable for that and so are my kids we would have. We’ve always tortured Lacey instead of torturing her parents for their mistakes and the choices that they’ve made my kids have been bullying her and so have I mean my whole family myself my wife and Justin understand that dynamic and she liked it and she hated it both but that was the idea was that we were trying to sort of say your mom is not that successful how dare you act better than us, but then the dumb as fuck, saying sorry for swearing is that we weren’t calculating in the fact that your father has millions practically in oil that are just his Father that raised you and so we kind of put our heads in the sand about that one because his family was well-off in a way that the Nesheim‘s weren’t and they were our neighbors because we were both proud that he married Becca and ashamed by the fact that we weren’t as well office them all these years we have lied to ourselves and acted like he wasn’t really different than us so when he got all of his oil we were able to lie to ourselves about you to a psychotic degree to so we were able to lie to ourselves about you to a psychotic degree and I think we neglected to realize that maybe you came from a nice family to and your father‘s family, and maybe our Nellis as a back up, is off to begin with And maybe there shouldn’t be quite so much in fighting in our family and maybe you actually were better looking and smarter and kinder and all that jazz than us and so you were able to marry someone a little classier so to speak to my kids, and being silly slightly Actually if we played our cards right, our kids could’ve married better to, but we try to be honorable about it. Oh, and you were honorable about it and you just survival of the fittest one and Mary better than us and the funny thing is Lacey you’re right that kind of shit usually just stays in a family and people know it’s subconsciously and it grieves them and it irritates them about themselves and each other but it doesn’t become some national international crisis And that makes me angry because I can’t. I cannot begin to fathom the stupidity and evil involved in the situation. It astounds me.” says Stephen Seay.
“ so that makes a lot of sense but we’re still dealing with that issues then why do you guys feel comfortable letting just walk all over you I’m not sure I’m understanding.” says Nancy Nieves.
“ oh well oh crap because because we feel sorry for her giving her background and she’s Hispanic and we want to be open minded to the fact that she’s not like us and so we’re trying to be forward thinking open minded liberals instead of snobs classist racist, Norwegian plantation, mixed snobs Nordic people who also have a hand in the slavery trade of the 1830s on the upper end that doesn’t sound like a family that would be particularly kind to Hispanic woman who is trying to marry into the family but we were because we’re very loving people and we’re slightly evil the truth is we don’t take the best care of our kids at times because we tend to have a sort of survival of the fittest mentality or something it’s very complicated and it’s not likely see him so Matthew died partially because of that and the truth is even if we worry about Justin rand in our mind, we have to sort of let him fail because we refuse to do anything about it.” say the Nesheims to Rand.
“ I wonder if she really is a horrible toxic person and she’s devouring my soul and making my kids lives miserable?” says Rand.
“Rand I think you’re on your own.” says a White Supremacist to Rand Seay.
“ i’m not completely comfortable with that if they’re really that concerned about us and have been but I actually do you understand and I am I’m just really in love with her and I think I just want it to work out I’ve just been madly in love with her since I first met her, she’s just not my everything but she’s she means incredible amount to me.” says Rand.
“ I can believe that, but it does it listen I I don’t understand why they do that I don’t understand them and that way but me being different. I remember you as a kid you’re very sweet and sensitive and it worried me because I thought is he getting clobbered by her she could be quite vicious, but I thought you know I should probably do some thing about it, but I get the sense that you don’t want my help and you were sort of throwing me under a bus to protect her, and, that was what you chose and so as much as she worries me and worried me there’s not much I can do because if you’re that in love with her then I guess that’s that.” says Lacey.
“ oh yeah, we felt that way about Lem and jack and to be honest with you he wasn’t even in love with Jack at all. How am I with her? Are you really rent and how much is she manipulating you?” says Dr. Billings.
“ you know you’re not responding to me and that scares me and makes me angry so that’s why I think Lacey and I have to wash our hands of it even though she still has the oil rights we have to wash our hands of it because if you’re so fucking determined to make her your queen of the Nile, there’s nothing we can do and you know honestly, if you love her that’s great but she’s not Lacey. She’s not some Hispanic version of Lacey and she’s not mother Theresa, or some Spanish goddess who came to save your soul from sadness. She might be quite beautiful. She might be Spanish, but I don’t think she saves you from. Do you know her from dealing with yourself, so no we were concerned we are concerned and then that’s why we have to go back to Terese what is it that you don’t understand about the situation Lacey really is just concerned and she really was worried.” says Dr. Billings.
“ call don’t get how like a private comment to an aunt was so blowing out of proportion it’s kind of creepy. Do you guys obsessively watch Lacey are you guys just all weird?” says Lacey’s neighbor.
“ we don’t do that or do it we may be slightly do but I’d like to think we aren’t as dysfunctional about it.” says Matt.
“ yeah, we watch each other does that mean she might be we will we watch a little too much but we do all watch each other in the Nesheims and I don’t think she watches us other than to keep an eye on us out of love at all and I think she watches us out of love, but I truly don’t think she has a fucking clue what’s going on beyond just some mild interest in us as people because she thought we were her family but no I I know we do kind of watch each other very closely and the Nesheims oh shit and she doesn’t do that at all. OK then that must not just be a human think that must be us.” says Maria.
“ my families like that to Maria but it’s not quite the same it’s not just that you’re more elite than us or something.” says Tom Banks.
“ are they they were they were getting money they were getting help from people possibly in the family Lacey at times and I know that you’ve never done that you’ve never gotten money from people in our family ever him you tried when you were in college to get help from Jim’s family and they refused, and it wasn’t even actually money. It was just cosigning a loan that you fully intended to pay off yourself up and we’ve probably been absolutely deplorable to you. You asked for help and we treated you like you were most heinous person on earth for asking for help from us but I think you knew that you thought if I really desperately needed it, they probably gave it to me, but, it would be hard to get them to give me money and that was a lie because you probably did deserve it and we should’ve helped you more if you needed it and you didn’t even really need it but they actually may be dead need help from people. We sacrificed you for the sake of our ego. See your parents were supposed to protect you from us, and they were supposed to their supposed to protect you from us him but they didn’t. I think they did somewhat a but not enough, but somewhat, and your father, that you know raised you has given you money But that’s not unusual and he probably needs to stop feeling so prideful about it because 250,000 isn’t too much to give a child and it’s not quite as profoundly loving as he probably wants to think it is him but that was an inheritance. It wasn’t like you needed the money. I think you have occasionally needed some money and resent yours from The horrific life that you flood because you’ve been so brutally attacked and unloved but I would bet that it has never been anything over $1000 at a time and honestly you’re asking your father and there actually is a difference and he’s not really your father, but your real father is dead, and he is the father who raised you so there’s nothing Wrong with that that’s different.
Becca made a very big deal out of helping you and Mark and she lied about it. She made it something that it wasn’t and we’ve heard a lot of lies about you over the years and we wholeheartedly believed all of them and that’s what I mean when I say homes that they’ve sack that we’ve sacrificed you and that she didn’t protect you because she didn’t they they really have throwing you under the bus, your parents, and made you look ugly and icky and stupid and worthless compared them because they’re too dumb to realize that that’s totally impossible, but that’s the kind of thing that we do in our family and him not in the Nesheims as much as the CA associates have that mistake so return to have that problem which is sort of poor you know her mother try to make up for it or should RCA jeans try to make up for it, but there are other less aristocratical jeans in us that are a little messed up so now we have a tendency to compare ourselves to a children kind of like the Kennedys in a very stupid way.
So we sacrificed you when your mother told us that you had gotten help from her and then made a big deal out of having to help you with anything like absolutely anything we just jumped on that and we went to our heads and I saw you as a problem child because you were having sex outside of marriage And just felt superior to you they know all of your shit everything you told your mother just said Rando because your mother confided in Stephen Stephen, confided in Laureen and so Laureen told her kids and they were very arrogant about their wedding when you were sleeping with Mark outside of marriage Especially Jess. She thought you were a whore that you were marrying above our family even though she’s a whore if that’s what a whore is and she thought you looks like one. She hated how beautiful you were. She called you a whore I don’t think she called you white trash because I don’t think she was dumb enough to think that that made sense because it doesn’t socioeconomically. It makes no sense Becca‘s not really white trash at all. We’re not white trash and I am, she was smart enough to realize it would be very offensive to our family because we’re Vista Craddick, but she called you a whore I am and you’re not a Golddigger or a whore, but she called you a gold digging whore, trying to marry a Jew, and the truth is no we actually have just as much if not more money than his family But she didn’t want to be honest about that with her self and she didn’t want to be honest about the fact that not all Jews are extravagantly ultra rich because she’s kind of a dumb fuck from the hood herself not us and obviously not you.
She’s been bitterly jealous of you. It’s true since you first met you and you were very guarded and careful and so protective and rational and I think that was seen as irritating because you weren’t supposed to know that she was full of shit and that we’re petty assholes to some degree and to be honest with you that’s part of the reason why I supported her because I didn’t give a fuck about you. It’s true I barely give a fuck about you at all people in our family really, I almost would rather you be dead, because you bother us with your superiority our hatred for you for being better than us vastly outweighs any concern we have about you at all.
 And I wish they would you care about you somewhat you’re a part of the family and that’s part of us being genuine the old body elite from the 1700s, but no work we’re very vicious do you understand us which is nice and so you’re actually at the end of the day rather concerned about us because you suspect her sister is rather stupid and unreasonable and it might be him You are superior that you are your superior and it irritates us because we’re Nordic in a way that you’re not or something like that and it’s just very upsetting. You know it’s like you’re not supposed to be all right it’s something like that it’s like oh you’re dutch oh I hate the Dutch or owe your German all the Germans even delete one, so they’re just arrogant him oh she’s English is English oh that’s nice but then we’re not so sure because we might want your land that was a long time ago that we were there you know the 1700s yeah so we might’ve wanted some land or something from you if you’re not part of our family
So basically, yeah, thank you for trying to understand us. I think we’re just different than you and I don’t think we have to part ways but no, we’re not gonna handle just the same way that you would in the Billings or the banks, nor the Ritters or the in any other family, that you would be a part of we’re just not like that um is she trying to get at you and you’re not a whore neither is my daughter she would’ve called my daughter a whore as well. I think she was very jealous of you and all of us but she told herself that Linn was the only pretty one, and then she met you, and then she met a lot of us and thought crap. All the women in these family in this family are hot and away that we’re not And it pissed her off and so I think your idea then is to go for blood in a sense in a way that’s probably very aristocratic and not entirely stupid but we can’t do that because that’s just not how we operate. I think she I think psychically she could be trying to irritate you, because she keeps thinking that somehow you’re ugly like your parents your mother is a little ugly that raised you, but I think she’s doing that by choice and I think she thinks that you’re so much ugly like the father that raised you too and you’re not he was good looking, but he was also flaming Lee, gay, looking and somewhat ugly maybe though in the gay community, he wouldn’t be considered ugly which is interesting so I wonder if in the gay community he’d be considered more above average that’s interesting so he he’s may be slightly ugly but mostly just above average to may be slightly more than that as a homosexual that’s interesting so as a somewhat homosexual man, I wonder if he actually is considered attractive homosexual’s Probably he may be a somewhat above average to homosexual oh crap I didn’t realize that but I don’t think she realize that either him, so yeah I mean he’s a pedophile but he’s also a homosexual so you have to factor in the fact that he’s also homosexual and you’re not probably his daughter in anyway and I think for now we just got a wonder if you’re illegitimate but Justin she didn’t let some thing be open ended like that she had to have it all worked out and so I think she made you into someone vastly different than who you are and away so I think she saw your beauty and she’s like crap. This woman must be evil. She must be manifesting her beauty in some evil disgusting way Because she has to be a whore because her parents are ugly and somewhat poor it seems like they’re too dumb to function and they’re not they’re very smart but Becca plays stupid and so does your dad to some degree but they’re far more posh than her and her family, and she’s realize that possibly from reading your blog And she’s so far beneath you and all of us. It’s disgusting. I see why you’re repulsed by it. It’s a gross amount of conceit and stupidity. It’s really perverse and disgusting. 
But then, but but then the thing is though Lacey, but what she doesn’t realize is that you’re not controlling us the way that she imagined I think she thought you were like Becca because she is a counselor and so in her subconscious she thought this woman is up to something even though she seems so innocent and so stupid. She’s actually up to something and she picked up on that, and so I think she thought that you were like up to something and I think what she thought you were up to was controlling everybody it’s like you were manifesting this bizarre amount of beauty that wasn’t your own and that was weird.
It was like oh, where did she get this beauty from? It must be a trick and it’s nonsense because there’s no scientific way that’s possible or’s or supernatural this is just who you’re seeing. Lacey is really just thought, unusually intelligent and beautiful at the same time and well bred and difficult for some people to get along with potentially, but that’s that’s just who she is But just thought oh no this must be some dark manifestation. I think it’s because she was analyzing your parents and who they were and I think she thought they’re kind of evil so this girl must be a little bit like that somehow most likely and then it’s like maybe this is how it is And it made her ego feel better. She hates you that she absolutely hates you. Lacey just hates you that’s why she unfriended you and was a total bitch to you. She hates you a lot of the people in our family do but she really did and she didn’t have a good sense to keep that to herself or she just couldn’t.
And so it’s what she had to do was to start telling herself things, and it seems like what she told you what she told you rather what she told herself was that yes, you were this evil sort of octopus creature, kind of like a Rockefeller, but in some other freakish way, like a weird, perverted child, molesting lesbian Sort of person. Yeah she might’ve actually accused you of being a child molester behind your back for absolutely no reason a lot of people in our family have accused you of that partially because we’re so fucked up and narcissistic and your mother is a child molester even though it’s totally covert for the most part.
So instead of owning our own sitting dysfunction, at least this is what I think, instead of excepting the fact that we were picking up on the fact that your mother was the icky one, because we were so jealous and hateful towards you for being superior to us, we decided to accuse you of being the child molester Behind your back and sometimes to your face even though there’s no way in heaven, or hell that you would ever do that to a child and we know that which is then where we never we never have confronted you, and we’ve never made a thing about it other we might write we actually we have behind your back kind of evil sister glee we’ve had orgasm with Satan, thinking that we were superior so we thought baby you are the child molester, because we had orgasms with Satan in our spirit. How do you know? There’s absolutely not a shred of evidence to suggest that you are off at all it’s just that we saw that your son was slightly autistic and we thought maybe maybe that is a child molesting child maybe that child get got molested and that’s why he’s acting that way. So exciting she’s better than us and prettier but a child a little weird and maybe that means she’s a pedophile. Oh heaven above this is exciting!
But turns out he’s just a little autistic and you know that because there’s no evidence to suggest at all that he’s autistic open up rather that he’s up being molested actually it’s it’s just a fact that you’re not a molester and we would never hopefully be dumb enough to try to make some thing out of this because it’s obvious that we’re full of shit And there could be pedophilia people in our family who really are real like your mom although thank God I don’t think she did anything too terrible to you to see part of the lies that we had parents that said just you wait all those little girls are prettier than you are going to, but you will somehow, and then you can be win then you could win it be superior that’s what I am. Our parents in our family told us, it was just if you can just wait you’ll find their flaw and then you’ll win but you don’t have flaws like that and they’re not it’s not like us and so then we decided to hate you and sacrifice you.
Does any of this surprise you or is this kind of what you thought it’s probably what you thought you know the funny thing is though I am you’re still concerned about us and no I mean I hope to God, we would never be dumb enough to accuse you of being one, cause you possibly just kill yourself and your family if we started, tried to kill you so if we ever tried to kidnap you and kill you to try to just make a public spectacle out of you in the papers like boys she is a child molester I’m going to kidnap her at gunpoint and put her on the news we won but I have a feeling you probably just commit suicide and kill your whole family And self-defense instead of going through our little personal Norwegian Holocaust. We’re not dumb enough to do that but that is close to the sort of hatred that we have for you and disregard we have for your safety and well-being so it’s like no we’re not dumb enough to kidnap her at gunpoint and try to put her through a holocaust just to make ourselves feel pretty compared to her but she you know what would be evil about that you know is then you got to think It’s like shit maybe maybe that isn’t a good idea but I can’t quite reason that why, so I suppose that’s probably why Matthew killed himself because we weren’t protecting him because we’re kind of shit pales in some ways.
But anyway, it seems like you actually really do care about us don’t you that’s nice I’m sorry I was liking you didn’t work out I don’t know if we just don’t like you we just don’t we just don’t fucking like you sorry but but that’s a shame.
Him but they just didn’t realize that that’s the family dynamic with you that your parents are awful and someways and covert child molesters, and your father was more over it, but your father, your mother was quite covert. She was pretty much always covered I think, and then your father was more over it until you were four, and then he became covert to him, so maybe this is just my opinion there could be other people in the family that don’t think we knew I think we did. I think we just lied about it and actually I think it could be true that we in I’m not the only one that thinks that they’re other people who think we knew we just lied about it or they were a little too ditzy and an evil sort of stupid way essentially it more than once HB Nash I wanted to say to you where the hell did you come from? I think he might’ve even said that, but he was one of the more intelligent people in the family And so anyway sorry.
You know it between us and the mother who might’ve abandoned you I can see why you’re a little less than excited about Norwegian culture. I can sense that you want to like Norwegian culture really you always do but that is sort of depressing and icky to you and I I can see why.
Here’s the thing, but why are you worried about us dear thank you anyway, It’s, we do legally openly still acknowledge you as part of our family not as a child molester, but just as part of the family add up in whatever was possible and really just part of the family And I think that’s weird. Just thought that she really was getting at us by attacking you and I don’t think she understood that that isn’t going to work. What is she doing?” asks the Nesheim.
“ she is trying to aggravate Lacey to aggravate you guys or get Lacey to somehow out her self as evil so she’s trying to get Lacey to out her self is evil to humiliate her or she’s trying if that doesn’t work and that’s sort of a dead end she’s trying tried to she’s trying to somehow use that to get you guys to just be honest with her I think or something there’s that it’s like she said she keeps thinking that if she Riles up Lacey that you know the apples are going to come tumbling out of the tree, but I don’t think she gets it Lacey’s not an apple tree and so it’s like stop shaking up Lacey psychically thinking you’re going to get something out of her and now I have to ask damn hard truth ran. Did you find Lacey attractive? I know she’s supposed to be your cousin, but she might not be biologically and you do look a frightening them out like them did you find her attractive?” says Nancy.
“ there’s the diggers, and the Duggers, the Duggers are white trash openly. The diggers are not theirs. They’re name the Kennedys.” says a woman. “ don’t you damn well tell me that all this shit ain’t coming out because you fucking want some some hot ass in your and your cock I know you you little slimy bitch all of this is coming out in this family right now because JFK got out it you ain’t getting none and you ain’t really realizing that you ain’t never going to get none and you never even got none and so you’re a hot as heck what are the Kennedys doing there Bobby they go digging they dig dig dig looking for shit to use on people and let me tell you something people like her and I we don’t fall for it we see through you.”
“ yeah, I feel a little personally offended that you thought she was a child molester I’m not like her but there’s something more similar about us that just really pisses me off maybe it’s some thing about me that’s more German even though I’m not like elite German, I feel like you would accuse me of being one too Did you guys heat Germans and then I shine family do you guys hate German people?“ asks a southern woman.
“ yes we do somewhat we’ve had bad experiences with Germans and we may have decided to hate them starting in the 1500s.” say the Nesheims.
“ is this what happens when you go up against them you get publicly shamed and then you end up running?” asks Maria B.
“ yes, possibly.” says the silversmith.
“ well that’s interesting but getting back to what’s happening ice I suspect that she has this process. I’m sorry I suspect she thought that somehow in her convoluted, conceded, narcissistic logic I think just thought that somehow Lacey was far more in control of people than she is no sweetie she’s not a whore she’s normal, you were raised in bazaar purity culture and Lacey was too but she rejected it because she’s sane purity. Culture is just absolutely toxic and she saw through it and her family but it’s not him it’s not that Lacey was sleeping with lots of people just she was only sleeping with one person who she then married, she did have sex once literally just once with one other guy and I was it so she was taking the message. Very seriously about not sleeping with lots of people but but she didn’t go along with the whole purity culture idea because there’s somethings slightly perverse, possibly and repressive about it, but I think it’s sad that you chose to harp on that, but it’s very telling to me as a psychologist to some degree you’re not the only psychologist yes, there are people who see through you.
Oh, so Jess, I’m just curious does your husband find Lacey attractive but he’s weirded out by it?” says Nancy.
“Maybe.” says Jess.
“ that’s very clever it almost seems like it was pre-planned, so did he ever act on any of that or is that just something that he kept to himself? “ says Nancy.
“ no he never I mean he never even expressed that to her in anyway he was very careful about it and I’m not even convinced it was like that much of an attraction but you know when you’re trying to get close to your spouse you start telling them stuff and so he did tell me he did tell me some what in someway and it was really hurtful to me because I thought she must be seducing him. There’s no way that my husband would ever be attracted to his cousin that’s so weird. Like this woman must be a total freak or some thing or if she’s just pure evil in Lakewood sleep with anybody to get a head absolutely anybody.” says Jess.
“ oh yeah, that doesn’t surprise me so so you didn’t realize it something really weird could be happening like she’s just not related to them?” says Nancy.
“But then how does that work because they’re still growing up together and I would think that That would like Trump everything it’s like oh, there’s no way that that that… Like there’s no way that this will be so problematic without her being problematic when when I think of it, and in context of her, possibly not being related to us at all It’s kind of disorienting because it is like who the hell is this woman even at all.” says Jess.
“ yeah she’s the kind of woman who laugh at you for trying to get your your shit writing in Huffington post and being conceited and trashy enough to think that that’s even possible.” says Nancy nodding her head.
“ it’s not that hard, right?” says Jess.
Chris Hayes laughs at her. “ I know it’s extremely difficult just do you do you understand the thousands of like genuinely intelligent Lacey is a genius by the way and you’re not your average intelligence so she understands us a little better than you do and so do I obviously it’s very very competitive just it’s like mind blowing the competitive or you have to have family connections. You don’t just get your stuff published like that unless if you have very good very very good connections like Jack Slosberg and his Kennedy family but you have to have excellent connections or you have to somehow be extraordinarily cutthroat and competitive, as in like unusually gifted or you just have to be unusually gifted there it’s really extremely hard to do.” says Chris Hayes.
“ And Lacey knew that.” says Terese.
“ oh, she’s not a girls girl!” says Jess about Lacey.
“ you are so full of shit you are so fucking full of shit from him so I am so do my word so the thing is I know Jess there’s no way to attack Lacey to get people to capitulate something she’s not the goose the golden goose that you I think keep thinking that she is you know we could point out the golden goose is in the family. Lacey and I could is a very unusually gifted people that we are but we’re not going to do that on this up, there are numerous options in the family and we would think they would be glaringly obvious but I guess not. It’s part of a pride thing though because Lacey has brown eyes and they’re very brown and I kind of wonder if maybe being Hispanic, you just thought oh, she’s the only hot one in the whole family is a part of it went through your head subconsciously yes or no?” says Nancy.
“ yes.” says Jess.
“ yeah but she know she doesn’t even realize that that’s a thing the whole brown eyed girl thing yeah she has no idea no but then that’s that sad because she has no idea how people perceive Hertel to her they just brown eyes like what’s the big deal and really? She grew up seeing most people with blue eyes or Hazel because her parents don’t have brown eyes. The parents the razor do not have brown eyes they’re hazel, and then everyone else in the family has blue eyes so she could actually be legitimate maybe but maybe not her father Tom probably has brown eyes though, but that’s the thing just she has no idea what that even is so so you saw her being a size double zero with hot features like curvy body even though she was a double 0 and rand was like yeah my cousins pretty hot and you’re like shit do you like her like that sweetie I have news for you jet really lame could be related to these people and he was straight and so is your husband most likely and honestly I think that’s all it is so it’s kind of like oh my gosh you should see my second or third cousin third cousins husband he is so freaking hot but it’s so distant it’s like third and fourth cousin maybe even more but they must have very strong genes and some and so no it’s like her fourth cousin but then it’s just like he’s just like dang yeah LNDN pretty freaking freaking well he did pretty fucking well you know I mean I guess Linn Billings got a hot piece of ass he might say very carefully because you’re not supposed to say that to your cousins because it’s not appropriate so you know talk about women that Way and they’re very gentle men to men so I think what you’re picking up on is something very silly. It’s it’s just you’re your husband thinking damn when did fucking well. He did pretty fucking well psychically he could almost be proud of it it’s like hell yeah, my jeans know how to get you. No hot chicks and I think that could be all that it was. It was just some sort of genetic familial pride to but it’s so distance like it’s hard to explain but it’s so distant that doesn’t really mean anything just it doesn’t mean anything in some like context of all he’s going to runoff with her he would never do that and she would never be interested and frankly, I don’t even think he would either cause. It’s just kind of weird because hilariously even though it’s dead distant it’s their close enough related in someway possibly that it would be too weird so there’s still just cousins it’s distant enough for him to notice and be like hell yeah oh you know rock on them you you know you you kick ass .
So it’s like yeah he could you know lamb kicked ass he got a sweet piece of ass a like cool dude I’d screw screw myself but that’s kind of weird she’s yours and I don’t want you anyway so then that’s all that it is it’s just like yeah cool and be honest, you could understand right I mean come on Jess if you if you had, if you have someone in your family who is a cousin, not a brother a cousin who was attractive enough and then they weren’t even related to you and they were really your type. You might kind of have a weird thing we are like I find this person attractive just based on some human instinct is our bodies know things that our brains do not at times and then interpreting what that means is where you have to have a conscience and common sense and the same thing really in a way and so then it’s like oh I find her attractive but that’s weird and wrong so he probably just sort of disregarded it, but you picked up on it because you’re obsessive possibly some to degree Jess.
And so I think that’s also you know where you’ve got to realize that that you can’t keep taking yourself quite so seriously when you’re being spiteful or or is it that you can’t take yourself is the word of God when you’re being spiteful. She’s just better than you OK she is just superior to you. Did you marry out of your league is is Rand a little out of your league yes or no?” says Nancy.
“ yes he is. He’s out of my league but I’ve I’ve I’ve manipulated and connives things to make him feel inferior to me and he’s publicly written about it although I take a nap, I forced him to take that down, but he wrote a post about how inferior he was to me and how cool I was, and how he was so lucky to be with me, but the truth is it was a trick. I played to get power over him because I was marrying up in lots of ways.
And then there was a paranoia that came with that obviously looking for my rivals looking for my dangerous spots to try to control the situation to feel less insecure and scared all the time because they scared me. The whole family scares me. They constantly scare me, which is by the reason why we live where we do it’s just a massive attempt to control everything.
Oh, I’m so sorry that’s very bad but you’re telling me that if I keep attacking her that it’s not going to produce any results?” says Jess.
“ no it’s not gonna do anything you would after the wrong person if you were looking for someway to make a total ass of yourself and out yourself as being an impoverished Hispanic, trying to desperately marry up as much as possible you want if you’re looking for without yourself as being a problem in the whole family, you won. If you’re looking for a way to old yourself as being a reason why your husband has a hard time getting ahead and why are you financially struggle because you have a poverty mentality and your social climbing, and desperate to fit in with people who are wealthier than you, because you’re kind of trashy, and narcissistic you win. If you’re looking for a way to out yourself as being in love with your husband, probably and having him in love with you and having him willing to possibly die for you and sacrifice everything to be with you does he was so smitten with you then you win.
Just do you want to be married to him still was there a lot of women who would take your your bowl and try to get rid of you as much as possible, so do you still want him or are you looking for someway to move along?” says Nancy.
“ oh I’m sorry I’m trying to think this through him. It’s hard to be outed Byrum people yeah see that’s the thing that’s the order of this of human societies possibly so hey I’m sorry that I didn’t do a good job in our culture.
But I guess we were around for a really long time, so I like to think that my genes contributed something of value. And then I’m not just the child of Spanish conquistadors that screwed you over.
I am shit I want to be and I want to be in love with him. I do want to be I wanna be with him I do I love him I wanna be with him.” says Jess.
“ Lacey doesn’t give a rats ass in a good way and she wishes you the best Jess and the person who has a problem with it is actually JFK.” says Nancy.
“ I do have a problem with it. See you remind me of me except you have a weird situation with him where it’s like. I don’t know everything is social sort of weird because with Jack for me I’m Emi with love for me he was so soft and and kind, but for you it’s like you’re soft and kind when you don’t want to be and then he makes you do you know sucks and it’s like why are you doing that you’re supposed to be the one in charge cause you’re the doctor and then you find away, you see to sort of lore him in.
You’re supposed to sort of take his heart and say I’m in Hart now, but you don’t even care because you haven’t seen nothing yet of my beauty and the powers of all that I can do.
Oh so so you say no you got to be with me and I decide when we have sex and not you but you don’t say that because I suppose that’s just considered very on Flemington undesirable what essentially you decide we’re having in the bedroom because you are the shining sun, you are the moon and the stars and all revolves around you, so you’re supposed to decide all that And then he was supposed to go OK whatever I was with you I was up your fine.
And then you’re supposed to say listen this is how we spend the money. This is how we do because I know I am to earth with my beauty and Granda everything that we should do a And suzanne you kids love you see they say it’s love it’s not as bad as if that is better than love. It’s a profound adoration.
And so you suggest you play all the cars wrong. But I can say shoot it’s OK you can fix it. It’s a very private blog. No one knows it’s just you and I yes I did kill your sister but I have come to talk to you. It’s like Shakespeare and I shall offer you my advice. This is what you should do you should find a way to be like the star in the sun to him and find a way to seduce seduce him.” says JFK.
“ Jack, are you just saying all this because um because you think that the love that I have between the love between me and him is just kind of weird?” says Jess.
“
You know it is weird it’s a very weird thing to see because I don’t understand how you could be happy living in such degradation. He is so sad and pathetic and then you are so anxious and I know that happened because of your love. I think you’re far better to just purify the situation on your own by making yourself a gorgeous And making him worship you. Do you see you make him worship you make it into a sort of got us and then the love is no problem love 00 no love is mysterious is a necessary you can be goddess and then all the sudden it’s fine.” says JFK.
“ is this the kind of advice that you gave my sister the night that she died?” says Jess.
“ yes, this is the kind of love that I gave your sister the kind of advice, but not really because I like you more. See you remind me of me you remind me so much of myself and your husband look a little bit like love yeah, the face his personality is a lot like them. They’re very similar, and so I was like OK I will later just so is a similarity. Our names are J‘s to think about it, Jessica John they also a similar and rand and lamb sound somewhat similar as well.” says JFK.
“ oh, OK so then you’re trying to get me to dismantle the love in our relationship center place that with a goddess status for myself?” says Jess.
“ I think I’m efficient. I think it’s more efficient way to behave you say I didn’t. I didn’t understand the nurse her family is very elite. I didn’t understand and now I understand more they’re still Christmas and that is very noble and honorable the silver yeah I understand why people in Japan explain it to me at the Silver is a very good thing they honorable, and they work with it with your hands in your mind and heart. How wonderful the spaghetti, so you should rise to the occasion dress and learn how to be a goddess to your handsome Lem.” says JFK.
Jess smiles and nods.
JFK smiles.
“ well I don’t think I would advise that. I think I would advise you to just be yourself and I don’t think you’re probably as much like JFK as he thinks you are so I don’t think I would do that. I think he already adores you that much just and he could just be jealous of you sleeping him, but is an interesting perspective isn’t it?” says Lacey.
“ you are not like these people at all I mean, even if your mother is Norwegian, I struggle to see how you’re like almost any of them.” says Jess.
“ that’s probably because she’s not related to us Jess.” says Matt’s dad.
“ Lacey, do you think our marriage has a chance?” she says to Mrs. Billings.
“ how do you say it sounds so hokey, but I think it really is a matter of your heart. If you’re not a horribly awful narcissistic person and you’re just a little narcissistic I think if he loves you and you love him you probably will be fine I would worry a little bit, and you concerned me, but Mr. Billings told me to wash my hands of it and so that’s what I’ve chosen to do out of obedience for my father, and I am hoping that you know best case scenario you’ll be very happy together.” says Lacey.
“ hey I feel more comfortable with you than I do with them if I said anything like that you were a whore or anything else behind your back I’m sorry.” says Jess.
“ Are you? Are you thinking that you should’ve said it to my face? What are you exactly thinking?” says Lacey.
“ i’m thinking that I should’ve said it to your face.” says Jess.
“could you have not stabbed me or shot me if I didn’t give a shit?” says Lacey.
“ yes.” says Jess.
“ could you have just gotten the fuck out of my face and left me alone completely or would you’ve been narcissistically obsessed?” says Lacey.
“ just so you know honestly, if her sister if it if her daughter was molested at all, if she’s not downstairs, you were so much responsible so get off your fucking high horse.” says Matt Nesheim.
“ Lacey is hotter than me and lamb is just straight and I couldn’t handle it.” says one of Lem’s old “boyfriends.”
“ yes, I could’ve. Yes I could’ve.” says Jess.
“ well, then just say it now I’m sitting here we’re talking psychically just tell me whatever the fuck you want.” says Lacey.
“ I think you are a pretentious, narcissistic whore. I struggle with my weight and it’s obvious that you don’t have a problem with your weight at all. My family has to fight not to be fat. We struggle. You coming here and being here is a problem to me. Because this is my wedding and I don’t want some weird irregular Horesh super self-important conniving stupid trashy bitch who can’t even finish college because she’s obviously a loser at my wedding. I am so superior to you in my jeans that it’s aesthetic that you would even be in this family This family is lucky to have me as a person. I am so hot and Hispanic and they’re obviously flaky ass white people. Kindly remove yourself from my wedding because I know that you act like you’re not doing anything because you don’t talk to anyone and you just sit there and be quiet and mind your own business from your perspective because you’re a narcissist, so from your perspective, you think sitting and just watching the family is completely innocent. But I happen to know that you sitting there does a lot
Because you showed up wearing a really beautiful dress that you clearly bought through sex money from your husband. And I am I just assumed that I just assumed that you looked like white trash before you started, sucking his cock. There is nobody in this family for me to reference because everyone’s older and married or incredibly a incredibly hard-working so I didn’t have anyone to read. I don’t have anyone to reference so you have to forgive me if I’m wrong up and I would be saying this, because you’d be staring at me like I’m that shit crazy, and making a complete fucking fool of myself, but I just imagine that before you met him you are ugly and go for us because I want her to think that it makes me feel happy.” says Jess Seay. “ i’m not saying exactly what I want to say because I am speaking through the Holy Spirit so it’s a little more honest than I’m used to you or not. OK something wrong with you there Hass to be because you’re just sitting there and people are staring at you and you get attention, and I would not be paying attention to you. If you were just sitting there, would you please tell me what it is that you’re doing by sitting there that I cannot comprehend?”
“ i’m analyzing things. you’re incorrect as far as I can discern your assumptions are completely erroneous. I’m sorry.” says Lacey.
“ you’re analyzing things I do concede I could be wrong you’re analyzing things?” says Jess.
“Jess I think you are the descendent of some conquistador. It’s very odd talking to them. and I’m just analyzing things that’s really all I’m doing I’m just sitting here thinking. The problem is just what you’re really trying to do is obliterate my soul instead of dealing with the reality of the situation from my perspective because even if I wasn’t sitting here, not talking to anyone, I would still exist and these people would still be thinking of me so it doesn’t really work. I could leave the premises and that wouldn’t do anything you know what you’re doing is assuming that I am up to something I’m not necessarily up to anything at all I’m sitting here because I don’t want to interact with people. I am avoiding them I’m avoiding you.” says Lacey.
”But like when you avoid people, it creates like tension, and then you get attention.” says Jess.
“you’re going to have to to lock this woman up I can’t speak to her she’s too violent.” says Lacey. “ all right moving forward now that I feel a little safer talking to you. Just try to understand what I’m saying I’m avoiding you I’m genuinely trying to avoid you.”
“ but then you don’t get any social interaction.” says Jess.
“ I don’t give a shit! I don’t want that much attention from people! It’s worthless!” yells Lacey.
“ so if I barely spoke to you at all and just treated you like you were ugly, and that you were just sort of like a charity case that we had to just be nice to you and I didn’t give a fuck otherwise you’d be infinitely happier?” says Jess.
“ yes, Jess, I would very true very insightful I say with caution because I worry it’ll go to your head but yes Jess, I don’t black peoples attention. You’re noxious your nose. This is total fucking shit and you think I want your attention. It’s painful to have to force myself to listen to your idiocy.” says Lacey.
“ OK I may have been a bit presumptuous, but the thing is they see turns out I actually wanted to give you attention.” says Jess.
“ why would you assume that I want it?” says Lacey.
“ because I just assumed from my perspective that that was just like everyone that everyone wants attention.” says Jess
“ no there are some people who really don’t want attention, and I think that was more knowing over in Europe and other areas of the world but in America we’ve just had this dumb ass assumption that everyone wants tons of attention.” says Lacey.
“ OK fine I think I assumed too much. I think that really I can’t help give you attention because of your splendor and beauty.” says Jess.
“ yes, I am unusually beautiful. I don’t have the patience to unravel all of your bullshit and I don’t know if it’s a lie on your part or if you’re just confused or whatever but no I I am I’m usually beautiful and yeah that’s just the fact that you’re just your fasted with me because I’m sort of like a positive eyesore I stand out and I command attention but it’s not something I’m asking for and then you almost sound like a rapist Jess.“ says Lacey.
“ I hear you OK so you’re you’re you’re you want attention if it’s like positive attention and love but you never complete that you and so you think no this is not love that these people are giving me and I’m just going to sit like 10 feet away from them and just try to mind my own business, but not with the idea of getting attention at all.” says Jess.
“ oh OK so what irritates me is that you came into the family like you knew fucking everything and you don’t you could just take your little conquistador ass and shove it up I’m talking so much to your ancestors. I hate that part of the Spanish culture not every brown hot woman is from Spain. Fuck you I’m saying that to Spain right now go fuck you and someone’s cutting off what I’m trying to say because I’m scary go fuck yourselves go fucking jump off a fucking cliff you useless bastards if that’s all you are see I’m not I’m not evil because if that’s not what they are and they’re not that hateful then there’s no problem but if you really are a bunch of self in Porten bitches, I’ll fight that I’ll fight you again sincerely Anne but what I mean by that is I’m talking about do you know the Spanish armada we won Great Britain won so if you want that beat down again on your little ass will do that and I’ll shake you up send you to heaven and you can come back with an apology letter for bothering. Yeah you don’t get to come up in my face and say that you’re better than me I’m gonna use Satan himself to win this time. No, you fucking don’t know you fucking don’t.
Now that I have that out of the way, cause I actually don’t I mean no you’re beneath me get over it I’m saying that your woman who thinks she’s hotter than me who Spanish right now no I’m sorry, but you’re beneath me. You’re still beneath a lot of other beautiful English women potentially or maybe not maybe I’m just unusual I don’t know but the thing is I don’t think I’m the only hot British woman that’s not what I’m saying I’m just saying, I might be slightly better looking than most people, but I didn’t ask for that so I’m sorry go take it up with God and Satan or something. Don’t try to take it out on me. The thing is this is thing is Jess you came into the family like a conquistador you know like some sort of Spanish arrogant lower middle middle class jackass the conquistadors weren’t necessarily super late sweetie. They might’ve actually been pretty middle-class.” says Lacey
they were.
“ so the thing is when you kind of had this attitude like they did you not just had a violent the conquistadors were sweet the Spanish conquistadors were some of the most violent people in all of history. They were extraordinarily violent. They are like one of the gold standards of all Mansplaining rapist, murdering scoundrel do you know him conquering and most of human history they’re very very violent and if that’s one of your ancestors you have that in you and I see it 
Set but the funny thing is they do respect me, possibly because if I’m in aristocrat, they know I’m serious and Alexa cut off their head fraternities if I have to leave maybe not totally dumb people they may even have somewhat of a sense of humor. I don’t really necessarily understand their psychology, but the fact is, they were very violent and very evil. But you know it’s complicated that even if they were very evil, there could’ve been some thing about them that was lovable, but you did you came into that the Norwegian family, the Vikings, like an angry conquistador and ersatz sizing everyone up looking for all of your angles after the gold or something and then you saw me as a problem point which is a stupid instinctually being British. I am a problem point for you but it’s not because I’m a whore That’s an interesting criticism coming from Spain given Catholicism I don’t know what exactly that’s all about in your DNA your hypothesis that I was hooking up with the Jews
But it seems as though you had some notion that I was a dirty, rotten, ugly whore or something or I don’t know if you’re trying to fall out your own sword if you’re dishonorable, I don’t know what you’re doing, but you don’t win that with me.
And I have been sitting far apart from the family at family gatherings for as long as I can remember no it’s not true I think I used to be engage so when I was about 10 then as I aged, it was really people to stop talking to me and they didn’t care, and I was very bored and lonely and so I started thinking this isn’t much fun so I would wander off and then I came back and I would sit far apart from everyone and I was think this is this is what you’re doing to me see you’re rejecting me doesn’t that bother you because I thought that they loved me because they told me they did so I would sit far apart from everybody to sort of teach them a lesson because they love me I thought so I thought if I sit five hard from everybody they’ll notice and they’ll say Lacey or rather at the time Carrie why are you sitting so far away from us dear come join us or they might say OK are you OK over there but they never did It no one ever said that to me and I was so shocked and scared and really genuinely scared by that because I was a child to some degree or a teenager. They never processed what was going on because I mean just it didn’t happen so they never said, are you OK? Do you know what’s going on? They just let me leave essentially isolate myself.
And so I will just sit off in the corner and hope that someone will check on me and no one ever did not really that I never processed it because I was just so overwhelmed by the whole thing, and it didn’t happen every day. It was just on the rare occasions that I would be with people in the family and so it just became a habit did that that when I was feeling rejected or sad, I would just sit off to the side and be alone with my thoughts sometimes a book and because I was dating Mark he was with me, you know the front part of far for for his company to a book or my own thoughts? Because, of course, as you may recall, God thinks people should have each other that’s normal chess but I know I’m not looking for attention unless if it’s positive attention didn’t know I was just off to the side as I always am it’s a habit And that’s all that was happening. It was just a very tragic habit and that’s the way that the family is with me. It’s so tempting to tell you who you should’ve gone after they did do they do pay attention to me did you do fascinated by me probably cause I actually I’m superior. I’m sorry I probably am superior to you, but I don’t think they love me. I don’t give a fuck about me that way at all so that it wasn’t a ploy for attention. If that’s what Laureen told you Laureen is a dip shit and someways maybe not all the time but in her analysis of people like me, she’s probably very stupid potentially, 00 and that’s a different topic. I cannot imagine having her as a mother-in-law, it would be Hell for me personally, I care about her but I couldn’t stand having her mother-in-law think that I could stead having Stephen as a father-in-law either because they’re just so insensitive and cold in my opinion. 
Read they actually care about me so much so don’t get your hopes up if you’re hoping to push me off a cliff and I I really don’t think that JFK was killing your sister as revenge or something. I think that’s totally unrelated. My family did that in the Roosevelts anyone that we would be associated with does not take any credit for that and it sort of says that we have no we’re not associate with that That’s not our thing I think that was his personal judgment call.
Oh, but don’t know I love I don’t hate all Spanish people not at all to it and I’m not trying to be a true draconian so I’m sorry if I’ve been mistaken about any of you In Spain.
But no dear you misunderstood so you came into the family if this is what happened noticed that I was Lacey Billings, misunderstood that I’m just superior I guess and then misunderstood and that the family really deeply cared about me they don’t. Did you care and away but maybe not the way that you imagine they did.” says Lacey.
“ I thought it was you possibly and then I thought it was more you than you were and I was going to try to own it. What do you think of that persona does I think that’s the way that they thought that I think I am what they thought you were because I tried to just open that part of my self psychologically and just become that person and almost replace you. What do you think of that though?” says Jess.
“ I am you seem like yourself still go to I hope you’re aware of that. If this is true, what do I think of you? I think it is more using me it’s not who I am. I don’t know that it’s you necessarily though and you’re not talking about the thing that was sort of a rejection you’re talking about the way that they glamorized it and made it something positive. It just was it was actually a very hateful thing to accuse me of being in a sense to for me to be that would be an accusation him, but for you to be that it might not feel like that it might feel somehow pleasant, what do you think about you being that person I don’t know you still forever heard of you you seem like yourself it’s possible that even though to them it was an insult to sort of accuse mean a sense of being what you are for you it’s not for you. It’s not a insult at all it’s liberating so if it’s liberating for you, I’ve had to resort to speaking a Scottish accent now because there’s no way for me to talk otherwise. 
So her hip must be liberating and that’s completely fine for me it’s not for me it’s actually it was very hurtful very insulting and all that’s just not who I am you are you asking me what I think of it as aesthetically?” says Lacey.
“ yes.” says Jess.
“ I looked at your photo once in the last five years possibly I did I looked at your photo once she said curiosity in the last five years that’s all the shit that I give my dear. Have a good way. What did I think what did I think of you when I saw you once a year and a half ago or something I thought that your aesthetic was kind of pretty very sort of athletic and elegant in its own way kind of jeep and thoughtful. There is some thing sort of a nod to something Celtic maybe but you’re not Celtic, so that’s sort of a lie, but do you there could be a sort of a nod to some thing very serene and pretty and and I am serene but not just serene. I have a real warrior spirit to me, so so apparently anyway if I’m if if if if if I if that’s what it is to be a warrior that I’m a warrior I think everyone should be, but but apparently it is, but maybe that doesn’t work, but the thing is, I know it seems as though you have a very serene sort of beauty about you.” says Lacey.
“ OK so you’re not mad that I stole your look?” says Jess.
“ you’ve copied me you’ve obviously copied me and yes, I’m mad about that that’s that’s thievery chess and lies and violence but beyond the copping no because it was never really my look anyway, that might be what people thought that I was in the family but that’s not really me.
What is reincarnation or not this is my aesthetic:
“ I am not black the woman who is the sculpture is not me if there’s reincarnations that’s not me I don’t know how that happened. I don’t feel it seems like someone’s trying to insist that the Black people were being insulting but I kind of doubt it I’m not sure what that is. but whatever if there’s reincarnation no I’m Scotia. I actually am Scotia and that’s not weird to me at all. It is it should be, but for some reason not because I’m a narcissist, because it just makes sense to me somehow it just fits with my pain in my suffering and everything about me both good and bad it just sort of fits who is actually nice easiest person to be but that’s my actual soul and us aesthetic and it’s not quite what you’re doing so no I don’t. I mean it’s pretty you’re very it’s very pretty the Nash. I’m sad and insulting but also very lovely idea of who they thought I should be in a way maybe or they were I don’t know trying to really insult me or something I don’t know but on you I don’t know it’s kind of pretty because I don’t think for you, but it would be an insult and part of that is because you’re inferior possibly but that also part of it wasn’t spelt sound silly because it was sounds like some wonderful thing that you’re in fear but how do you say part of it could be that but then also I wonder if it isn’t that you’re just so different that it’s like a note for you to do that it’s kind of nice it’s sort of nice it’s not inferior it’s it’s really not an insult. It’s it’s sort of beautiful classy serene beauty.
But I just I I don’t I don’t have I don’t have I am Nordic I guess but I don’t. I’m not really quite like you. I am so much Nordic I mean there’s a blonde as to me and the photograph of me you can see that I am somewhat a ledge. This is not it looks a little frumpy I’m not necessarily that frumpy looking in person, or my clothes in the art is flattering as they should be.” says Lacey.
“ so that clothing store was your aunt’s clothing store in Long Beach, California.” says Jess.
“ yes yes and I grew up making dresses all the time I used to sit around drying dresses when I was a little girl so it’s very possible that I was slightly being raised by her in my subconscious if I’m a legitimate even if I’m not possibly, but no I don’t. I’m at. I’m trying my best to dress myself but it’s not a gift that I have. I don’t do well decorating but I don’t do as well dressing myself. But that being said, if it was the thing to wear you know naked tops in in Egypt I would have done that and no unfortunately I have an unusually good pair of brass apparently so I’m not as large chested as some people are, but apparently what I have is unusually pretty Chris Dodds, who apparently hated me did tell me he wants to walk around topless and he was completely serious. Actually, it wasn’t topless you thought I should wear no bra because you thought I had such beautiful breasts, even though they’re smaller, so that is my image you could argue with it if you want but no, that’s me that is me to some degree that’s what I look like really and that’s what you keep getting into a fight with. I don’t know what it is that you’re trying to do my dear, but I am sorry that your sister died because of JFK.” says Lacey.
“Lem I think one of our hangups in this whole thing is that you were kind of fat and frumpy looking, which makes so much sense if you were straight.” says a gay man.
“ so that’s really what you look like that no that is what you look like sincerely, Lacey you’re just slightly smaller breasted but that’s what your face basically looks like?” says Mira.
“ yes, pretty pretty damn close yes.” says Lem.
“ peter peter Thiel I’m angry right now because honestly, I have no idea why she’s having to do all this. Her daughter could easily be dead. She’s even fucking no she’s not a psychopath or crazy person or schizophrenic or conspiracy theorist she’s common sense person and honestly I think she’s like yeah I guess I’m hot maybe if there’s been carnation I’m kind of a hot Egyptian bitch but I’m not a bitch and honestly I have absolutely no idea, why were so focused on me right now.” says the CIA.
“ because I got mad because OK fine maybe that’s what they say she look like and I see her picture and I go OK fine she’s hot and I think OK fine NFL the incarnation I got all that’s right that’s what happen I forgot and if there’s a red carnation, I said OK then that’s what she look like but that’s the problem. Why are you do this to me?” says JFK to America.
“ what did they do Jack?” asks Norway.
“ what did they do or what did they do they they did they hooked me up with Lemos I am I got terribly seduced by his face and I said OK fine do you want love OK fine. I said OK fine you are love OK fine.
And then I said well Then we have to get Eva. We have to get even. Because I know I know how just happen. It is a deceit and a travesty and a betrayal of me, by my people. Because he he seduce me with his handsome face, and then I find out oh no! Turns out whole time he was straight it’s a lie. And then I think who do this to me no, not my people they love me that may be a part of my problem. Yes, I am a sociopath. That day is true. This is not necessarily Gospel truth but what if I actually thought my my people betray me the Americans betray me. They send me off a cliff and it’s sad because they sent me to lab Billings. I found love I find out what love is and turns out it’s a lie. Yes you may say I found out we’re lovers with lots of people OK but I’m mad about that. I’m mad about other people to possibly but I certainly mad about the most because he lie he is a lie. He said he was gay. He not. He straight. …horrific lie.
And so they say to me, I think you could ever talk. You be fine, and I said no I am going to go to heaven. My people betray me I am going to get even.” says JFK.
Silence.
“ well that’s Aussie fascinating Jack Lee I’m well aware of that, and so is Lacey to some degree or she wasn’t that’s interesting anyway, I was aware of it so- no this is not sure where this is going right now which may or may not have been intended but I do know and I am going to take it there. She is exhausted. She has housework to do things are very busy right now she’s worried her daughter could be kidnapped daughter or in outer space and no I’m not exaggerating. oh, her neighbors are friends with Tim Walz that’s not exaggeration either. That’s reality. And no, Lacey is incredibly attractive but she’s very humble because her father lost control of Egypt. If there’s ring carnation, her country was taken over. There was very beautiful but they weren’t close and and she actually looked pretty white. I’m sorry if there’s pretty Egyptian I’m sorry if there’s ring carnation, she really wasn’t black And Nefertiti if that’s her mother was somewhat black looking but she was also not her mother. No Lacey’s mother is not actually Nefertiti. Her mother was a dark, very intelligent somewhat athletic Egyptian look looking woman. Oh, she might’ve been more frankly more like the Persians, which is why Lacey looks like that and then her father was Egyptian so she looked pretty much just Egyptian just there’s no way for you to look at you upset there’s no way for you to look like an action Egyptian or even really Egyptian so just don’t I think Mira could look slightly Egyptian but it doesn’t quite work and Casi could maybe thinks that she could but I don’t think that would work either. Believe it or not a lot if you are just jealous of Egypt, potentially if there’s a bee in Carnation, a lot of you are very jealous of her power in Egypt.
Rand you are not me, and you might not even be your cousin a genetic thing, so I’m sorry that was weird for you, but yes, the moon our family in America were capable of marrying, very attractive women. Your grandmother was very pretty. Jeanette was very beautiful. No, I’m not. I was interested I’m not interested in her. It’s not was very beautiful woman and John CA, your grandfather, who I am related to, as well was capable of very beautiful woman too.
Jose is not very beautiful, but she is beautiful and I think it up very sad. Bizarre. Turn events that she actually is more ‘Karrie’ than Lacey was. but not Carrie as she actually is because she still is legally named Carrie Carrie in a sort of aesthetic sense as conceived by the Nesheims if they had any concern for her at all, I’m heading that way as an insult which is sort of stupid send it in is very complicated because it’s not an insult to you and then part of it is possibly somewhat helpful and just when you do it jess when you do it it’s rather charming so I would love to know how that’s working out for you before we takeoff and talk to JD Vance, and hopefully at some point today because that is a very pressing matter tables and Kamila Hariss are bored with this conversation. None of this is particularly astounding to them. It just sort of highlighted underscores certain things and explain certain things but it’s not really surprising to them so they’re cool they’re good to go I’m more worried about Trump and his family and JD Vance how do you shop if she has a heart and so those are people that we still have to talk to him but I would like to ask you what are you happy at all just do you feel happiness being ‘Karrie’ as the aesthetic?” says Lem.
They wait.
“ I get the sense that you don’t want to respond because you have to be nice and say it’s going well and that you’re happy and then you’ll be angry that I don’t give a shit so um oh you’re saying something?” says Lacey.
“ yeah am I snobby?” says Jess.
“ no I don’t know maybe maybe you were with you or not.” says Lacey.
“ you’re right I can’t be you and that makes me angry because I would really like to be you but I have to get over it and realize that I might just be inferior and then will have to be equal in heaven and I’m not OK with that because I’m in defiance of God and that way I’m not really OK with the quality. I want to be superior and I don’t care that God says otherwise because I want to be superior but I will work with God on that one and learn how to be equal to people because that’s the way he ordered it. Fine.” says Jess.
“ OK um…I’m sorry your sister died because of JFK.” says Lacey.
“ I think he has some sexual desire for her and that’s part of why what happened.” says Jess.
“ oh, that’s very possible he was very beautiful and he was a womanizer, even if he was bisexual, that would make some sense.” says Lacey.
“ so you’re kind of like a party person in a way, but not at the same time.” says Jess.
“ yes.” says Lacey.
“ so you were going to be in a sorority if you hadn’t left UND?” says Jess.
“ yes!” says Lacey.
“ i’ve always hated that because they scouted her out and then I have to get into a fight with Simon Johnson over genetics because my my descendants aren’t being scout it out.” says a silversmith.
“ OK my family wasn’t really scout it out necessarily either so you’re recruited yeah OK so you’re sort of like a sorority girl kind of but then you’re didn’t want to drink and be evil and sleep with people and then I called you a whore possibly in my head at the very least, and I wonder if there’s some animosity there for me because I have it in my head but you’re gonna sleep with my with my boyfriend let’s just say no I wonder if that’s all that it is for me let’s just say let’s just say you were the suit the closer in age and he was at a sorority party would you have tried to sleep with him or not?” says Jess.
“ he really does look at awful lot like Lem. my goodness.
Yeah, their mouth so someone tried to tell me that was a homosexual mouth. It was just so funny to me because he’s not homosexual and I just said anyway it is not funny maybe you don’t find it funny I think that’s hilarious. No I would’ve thought it was gross.
No, I would’ve thought it was gross. I would’ve found it very gross and I wouldn’t have entirely known why but I would’ve found it gross.” says Lacey. “ he’s very handsome, but it’s just no I just wouldn’t have been interested.”
“ who would you have hooked up with?” she says.
“Jess I don’t just hook up with people.” says Lacey.
“ so you’re not sexless and you’re also not a whore and I have a really hard time with that dichotomy because I came from the lower class and we’re a little backward in that way backward meeting poor meaning, poverty, mentality meaning that we have no idea what’s going on not that we’re backward as in back in time but more like we’re like we’ve got things backward him so whoops, I think because of Lem’s I wonder if even psychically I see you too together and it’s just creepy to me because they do look a little bit of lake and then it’s like that no she’s with his cousin, so I found his cousin in a sense who looks like I’m distant cousin Anne and then I just assume the worst of her that’s 13 would you believe that he was a ladies man?” says Jess.
“ no not that person that I knew the person I knew was very shy and quiet him but apparently he became one or somethings so that’s interesting.” says Lacey.
“ OK well I didn’t really answer my question entirely and we were trying to be nice I guess after that, so have a nice time with rent. We’re washing our hands of any evil maneuvering you have and I’m sorry that the priest who molested me led to events that killed your sister.” says Lem.
Keen to Cross the Pond 
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