In the post after this one…Jonah Wiley pulls it out of Lem…that he looked down on JFK. And even if the Illuminati has been able to find tons of evidence to suggest that Lem was heterosexual…including NDA-type sworn statements from the Bush family…Bobby still looks at this photo and others and insists Lem was gay:
“No he looks straight.” says Lacey after the Illuminati forces her to figure it out using her actual brain.
“But we see gay!!” yells the Illuminati.
“I see it! But then I see his hard cock head for my mouth and vagina…on a human evolutionary level. And I think…’Why?’ …And then I have to analyze if maybe he’s gay? …And no. There’s no lag time. He’s coming at me fast. There’s no lag time at all. Then I analyze other aspects. Just out of curiosity. And I realize he’s straight. I reconfirm that enough repeatedly in my head. And I arrive at a satisfactory conclusion…for all interned and purposes at the moment. It may be foolproof.” says Lacey.
Later.
“If you were us why would you choose to keep chasing you?” asks the Illuminati of Lacey.
“I can’t be you.
But if I try to imagine it…from your perspective…it’s because you’re all middle class hacks. And you have no bloody clue what you’re doing. So you’re after me…out of sheer terror at your incompetence.
Also…you feel…angry. And egotistically wounded. And you all generally have low IQ’s.
Also…you feel fascinated. I’m unusual. And being idiot savants or intellectual idiots…you find fascinating things fascinating. And being extremely rich, at least now, you have a tendency to not care about the consequences and expect lots of treats all of the time. With few exceptions.
And you know you’re all possibly going to Hell. So you’re too scared to be alone without me.
And…I HATE YOU!!!!” yells Lacey. “YOU ARE AWFUL!”
A moment later.
“My husband and my daughter are currently missing with no explanation in the school parking lot…and I am a little worried that they’ve tried to clone my husband now as well. The truth is, I don’t really hate these people, but in a way I do. They incessantly bother me and I almost suffocated on the drive to pick up my daughter today because Bobby Kennedy is incapable of accepting the fact that Lem wasn’t homosexual and Caroline can’t accept fact that she’s very possibly a worthless piece of egotistical lying shit.” says Lacey. “Also Kick tends to try to suffocate me not to feel sexually rejected by her brother and father in reference to me.”
Later.
“How much of the current situation is going on because the Illuminati has a problem realizing that Bobby Kennedy Junior is just trying to get off using Lem?
Bobby how many times in your life have you masturbated using images of Lem Billings in your head?” asks a reader.
“Hundreds.” says Bobby with truth serum.
“Does he come on to you?” asks a reader.
“No. I smirk and he just fucks me.” says Bobby. “He loved when I smirked.”’
“Did that ever happen in real life?” asks a reader.
“No!” says Bobby smirking.
“Why do imagine he wants to fuck you when you smirk?” asks a reader.
“Because I look damn sexy.” says Bobby smirking again.
“No. You look…like you’re up to something.” says Lacey.
“No! I’m being sexy.” says Bobby. “I’m imitating the family sex tip.”
“Do you even know what that is!?” says Lacey.
“No. It’s…something I saw on television.” says Bobby.
“Where?” says Lacey.
Tangerine (Live) by The Dave Brubeck Quartet plays.
He thinks. “A documentary?” he says sheepishly.
“Oh! So…you never saw one of your relatives actually do this?” says Lacey.
“No!!” he says. “Geez! How could I have??”
“Yeah. Exactly.
Ted? He was barely like that. That was your father, Jack and Joe. And somewhat your grandfather. Mostly Joe. Joe Junior. …I can’t think Ted did that smirk almost at all.” says Lacey.
“Did you know that Bobby?” asks a reader.
“No.” says Bobby.
“Yeah. That’s gross that I know that and you don’t.” says Lacey. “Because how would I?”
“Lacey…what’s he imitating?” asks Jonah Wiley.
“You do it slightly. It’s a little Irish. But I’m not convinced he knows that. Or knows what he’s even indicating. …Or does he? …No. I can’t think he does. Because there’s nothing there. Bobby…the smirk is a lie.” says Lacey. “So why would Lem fuck you?”
6:45
“Because I’m indicating that I want sex.” says Bobby.
Lacey thinks. “What’s the sex like?” asks Lacey.
“Hot!!” says Bobby.
“How!??” says Lacey.
“Because he’s…coming on to me?” he says.
“Yeah fucking right. You thought you were coming on to him!” says Lacey.
“Yes??” says Bobby tentatively.
“Huh. When do you start being passionate?” says Lacey.
The song ends.
Frieda by Vince Guaraldi Trio plays.
“We just do? He’s extremely in to me.” says Bobby.
“Every time?” says a straight woman.
“Yup!” says Bobby, jacket flung behind his back to look chill…and cool. It looks laughable on him. Very, very few men look good doing this. VERY FEW. But it was considered cool for a number of decades.
“So…you just get fucked? There’s no…touching?” says Lacey.
“No. Why would there have to be?” asks Bobby.
“That’s normal.” says Lacey. “You just go from smirking in a chair…with him looking at you…to you both making you orgasm?”
“Yes!” says Bobby.
“Do you fuck him?” asks Lacey.
“Mmm…yes. But not in the fantasy itself. Ever.” says Bobby. He shrugs.
“So…you…finally get him to turn around and notice you?” asks Lacey.
“Yes.” says Bobby.
The song ends.
Take Ten by Paul Desmond plays.
“So he’s never noticed you. Ever?” asks Lacey.
“No.” says Bobby.
“Wow! Why is that?” asks Lacey.
“Because! He’s chicken. I’m HOOOTTT.” says Bobby. “All these years he’s been longing for me…but he’s just too chicken.”
“To look at you!?!?” asks a dead actor.
“Yes.” says Bobby.
The song ends.
Caravan as performed by Thelonious Monk plays
“So…you…think he’d be turned on by a smirk?” asks Lacey.
“YES! Tell me. Why?” asks Bobby. “Why is our smirk GOLD!?” he says, giggling.
“Well… it’s a total lie sweetheart from what I can tell I’ve slept with your uncle several times over the years I’m the one who you’re imitating see Joe was the leader of your fathers family and he was the most straight of all the brothers yes, and so, and he was the best looking and the oldest and that’s who I slept with so I know things that you don’t know. It was somewhat of an imitation of your grandfather, but the idea was really to sort of indicate to women that he was the sex expert.” says Lacey. She chuckles.
Another woman who Joe Junior slept with laughs.
“ so the idea was that he was sort of going to figure out some way to like take you to a place of profound ecstasy and to be honest, I think he may have tried to figure that out, but he he didn’t really have that information when he advertised that he had it. so the answer to the idea is the smirk smirk is sort of Leica it’s very 1940s it’s very 1930s for some reason I got it probably because my father is Tom but I just instantly understood what he was talking about that but it’s basically he’s trying to tell all the ladies that he’s in on the joke and he’s a sex expert. But the truth is, he’s really not. He’s really not the sort of expertise that he advertised as having is almost impossible possibly outside of heaven, it’s really not easy to be quite that profoundly aware of all things sucks I’m not even sure if it’s humanly possible but it really, but he he he claimed that it may even be how people started admiring him so much because you really went around claiming that everywhere personally, mostly the women, but partially possibly tipped men, and mostly just to everybody and I think because his father was such a no in philanderer in certain circles and they had so many kids in his family. Regardless, his people might’ve thought that he really was somehow just genetically you know astronomically brilliant when it came to all matters of sex.
He also claimed to be a genius pilot to me, which was not the case. Elliot Roosevelt was a genius pilot and actually is extraordinarily gifted at having sex but I don’t. I don’t think it’s possible to be quite the expert that Joe pretended to be on sex or possibly even flying. He did sort of acts like flying just came to him in his sleep when he was a baby and that sex was something that he didn’t invent directly necessarily, but sort of thought of and then God was inspired by I mean that’s essentially what he was claiming was that he invented sex, that he did, you know learn how to fly Better than any expert at overflowing in his sleep. That was the kind of stuff that he’d go around telling people, and I heard it somehow. But it’s nonsense sweetie. It’s absolute fucking nonsense. He’s not terrible in bed but he’s not in his truck. He’s not great he’s not it is that he’s not terrible. He’s not terrible. Your grandfather was worse to be blunt. If you really wanna know but but he wasn’t. He wasn’t as good as a lot of other people. I am sorry to say that I have that I know that, but no, he wasn’t as great as he pretended to be. It’s a lot of fanfare with him and not a lot of actual pleasure It’s just mostly all fanfare and mental games. It’s there’s not a lot of actual understanding of sex itself. Elliot understood the mental prospect but he also understands the mechanical aspect because he’s actually mechanically gifted. Joe is not.
So no Joe it’s not terrible he’s really not but it’s very dramatic and there’s not a lot of like actual arousal. It’s mostly just some arousal and then the rest is just sort of a dream it’s real it’s really very silly. So the kind of hot sex that you’re imagining sweetheart I don’t think it’s physically possible and so if you’re not touching each other and you’re just skipping to the good part that you’ve seen in movies or porn I don’t think you realize that you can’t just get there you can’t just smirk and then suddenly you’re having hot sex. It’s like all smirk like Joe and I don’t know how it works but eventually I’ll just end up being in heaven, I don’t think so. So it’s like no you’re just gonna smirk and then I don’t know magically you’re in a loving relationship and yeah him know that have you something in between that because I don’t think that you would probably miss that part. I’ve had a lot of sex that’s good or good enough am I am probably better at it than most people. This may be genetic from my actual father, who probably was very good at sex maybe even my mother for all I know and no, it probably is genetic in my family And nobody it doesn’t work like that you don’t just jump to hot, passionate sex and then jump out and you kind of have to work up to it that’s part of the fun when you’re in normal healthy adult consensual relationship with another adult and there is nothing Nikki involved like pedophilia or rape of any sort so when you’re in love with someone and you’re in a committed, happy, monogamous relationship and you just want them terribly and they want you you eventually do orgasm together and it’s fantastic but you never like just wink at somebody and then suddenly you’ve been married for 40 years and you’re having the best sex of your life like that doesn’t there’s there’s something in between. If they specify, can they give explaining it it just doesn’t make sense also I don’t think you even know what good sucks is I think you think that masturbating is good sex because why would you choose to masturbate and waste your sexual energy with the hot stuff in your mind, instead of having it in real life when you have a wife and seven mistresses You’re bisexual you do like women or if not, I still don’t think you seem to quite understand what you’re doing.
What Joe actually did do I’m sorry to have to share this but I’m a little over a lot of people shit, but Joe actually did do was become very serious. When you actually wanted to have sex with you and I did I slept with him so he’s smirk at first but then he get kind of awkward and then after that he get very serious and try to actually have sex with you and really, it was no different at the end of the day Than any other man for the most part, but I think he’s still trying to kind of seem like he was sort of an expert, but the smirk was just like a red herring. It just meant nothing because it wasn’t connected to the rest of what he did it was just like a way to seem like he knew what he was doing and then he dropped the act, and eventually they just there was nothing.” says Lacey.
“ bobby what she saying is true you actually don’t make sense in that way sexually. You seem kind of like a weirdo but people just overlook it because you’re a Kennedy why do you not realize that that you constantly walk around acting like a sex expert and yet weirdly like none of your wives ever seem sexually satisfied.” says a Boomer woman.
“ so I’m not a sex expert.” he says, smirking.
“ bobby you’re doing it right now do you ever drop that act or do you do that Mary does he do that while he’s having sex with you?” says a Boomer woman.
“ yes he does. He never drops the act. I don’t think he thought it was an act. I think he thought it was real because he was never raised by his father beyond 9 years old so he doesn’t really know as a man at all necessarily almost at all no, I mean he was nine that’s not a man, but I’m just saying developmentally. There’s nothing that he processed almost at all, and that enabled him to sort of understand what was going on, so he never realize it was happening. He never understood that that was like not really a real thing. He just got it in his head somehow yes he got it in his head somehow that it was a thing he started doing it and he just didn’t realize what he was doing.” says Mary.
“ so he never realized that that was just an act?” says an actress.
“ no because he didn’t eat, never met Joe Joe was long dead before he was born. His grandfather was barely like that, and it was different with him and him even if he was imitating his grandfather, I get the sense that his grandfather was actually pretty shitty in bed the fact that his grandfather had to have an affair with a 24 hour woman who is actually slightly ugly, even if she was also slightly beautiful, and is kind of evidence to me that he had no idea what he was doing because I thought I just yeah there’s something about it just doesn’t make sense. What do you think about the way? He had a relationship with Gloria Swanson and how she was mad at him, but she also was sort of just like put off by them in general that beat that totally fits with him not really knowing what he was doing in bed. I think Janet actually was in love with him and I think she misunderstood. What a good penis looks like to be blunt because I think Janet was never that promiscuous she probably had what three or four boyfriends, her whole life maybe five but I think being from her generation she was in her 90s recently if she’s not dead she probably thought she was sort of a lady about town but I have a feeling she only had about five boyfriends. Her entire life five sex partners at most Lacey has had 11 and when you think about the people that she’s been with it’s probably hundreds of people by association and yet she’s pure and innocent at the same time which is kind of unusual but not to be that unusual, but then that’s the thing so we’re trusting a woman who only had five sex partners, and really had no idea what she was talking about to talk to us about Joe Kennedy Senior’s superiority I don’t think Janet didn’t know anything about sex but I don’t think it was necessarily what we thought it was
Janets probably all she says in her her book I’m pretty sure she says it’s interesting that both her and Lacey have this reaction to being involved with that. I find it fascinating that they’re both just so over it that they just want to start being really blunt.
Which I mean they probably were lied to. Joe is probably at the dorm is liar truck, Joe Kennedy Senior.
But he, he probably had a long penis. He probably had an abnormally long penis. That’s what Lacey describes that he hit that when she slept with him when he was a ghost that he had an abnormally long penis, he probably did and that’s not bad that could definitely be very pleasurable but it’s not like a big penis. It’s a long penis is it’s big and away but it’s not like it’s it’s not as big as a lot of other men that are actually big because there Hass to be a larger girth to it’s not just about length.
So semi bowl or possibly even too big and that probably could be embarrassing for them sex and the city covered that him but I think Joe might have almost bordered on too long, but not really but I think I think Janet probably was taken by That and thought that somehow it was really cool and really fashionable and sexy And then he somehow was just like super hot because he had an on a long penis and she had nothing to refer to other than just what her next husband who is probably maybe more average or an ex lover who may have you just been her husband and then who else was she with? Was she only with two men or was she with maybe two other men three at most she had what two affairs that actually became sexual maybe one boyfriend in between Joe and her husband who she slept with I mean something tells me that she probably had very few sex partners. and it’s possible that she looked and saw pictures at some point, but I wouldn’t be surprised if she barely researched it and just kind of went off of what she got the impression of from art maybe some discussion with friends but mostly just some impression she had it up as normal and so he might’ve been a little nor a little above a little more than normal. Joe might’ve been a little more than normal. I don’t think he was large. I think he might’ve been actually slightly on the slimmer side but just a little longer than normal maybe average Jose, and then longer than normal and that’s probably not all that exciting to a woman like Lacey who isn’t really a slut and actually was looking for a committed relationship and probably wanted a husband who loved her first and foremost and honestly after being with Elliot and her legal husband who slept with like 30 people 30 women I can’t I was sexually involved with dozens others. I can’t think that that would be exciting because what I’ve heard is that size does matter to some people so if you’re someone who likes that sort of thing sexually I can’t imagine that Joe would’ve been all that exciting so unfortunately it makes Janet looks sort of silly because Janet is not maybe quite the expert that she pretends to be in her book and actually that brings me to an interesting topics
II think people have really shot themselves in the foot with Lacey because she is so innocent she’s not at all beguiling she she is sexually to men in her generation, but she’s not a pervert and she’s not really a beguiling lying person at all. She’s just not that charming and that way she can be charming, but I don’t think she is a charming person, like she is charming in a way she’s not actually lacking social Grace but I think it I think her charm is really just more who she is and not so much an act.
I love us like that too, but less so I have a feeling he’s more charming and less authentic than people have thought he was.
So I think we’ve been excoriating her for what he did instead of really having a fucking clue who she even is.
I mean, when you think about what she looks like if she looks like Scotia, I have a feeling that we’re being really stupid when we don’t just except that some people are sexier than other people. Some people are better at sex than other people if her father is Tom Banks, which seems very likely as you will read about it further post Give me it’s not impossible that he’s not because I mean it’s just very much a possibility that he’s not her father but it’s also very possible that he is and so I think the problem is that he probably was very good at sex and somehow it’s some genetic psychological gifting that he had and then Lacey is Scotia if there’s reincarnation and so we can imagine that she looked incredibly hot and still does And so then she sleeping with Elliot Roosevelt, and yet she’s a Pierce, sweet virginal person and away at the same time which is something that yes Muslims understand better than us that a woman in Christ or a woman in Allah rather would from their perspective, be potentially capable of knowing more than she’d like to know, possibly about sex And then somehow still being incredibly sexy and it being sweet and innocent and pure at the same time and so it’s like how would that work because because because a woman could be very pure and sexy, but also be very be very pure, like they understand that concept more than the worst is that a woman could really be that sexual And also still somehow be pure I feel like Hispanics understand that concept better to do than a lot of western cultures that is it is it isn’t necessarily a given that a woman is pure when she’s being sexy absolutely not, but assuming that she’s being sexy and it in an inappropriate vile way, is actually kind of art And a ungodly, hateful assumption.
No, that’s not to say that Muslims don’t oppressed women they do and so it’s always maybe I would argue that western men are actually far more understanding of women sexuality, and it an in and celebrating their freedom, but should exist, but I think, culturally when it comes to women like Lacey as long as far more protective of her than we are, which is possibly very evil.
But that’s the thing the woman would have to have grown up in their culture and be one of them. I don’t think they would protect Lacey as well because she’s not as even if there is reincarnation, she’s not from there and so she may have been from there if there’s reincarnations, but she’s not there right now if she wasn’t from there rather she wasn’t born there in this life or was she in, she’s not from there right now.
Oh, I think there’s a problem with him this discussion though because I got way too focused and Joe Kennedy seen his penis size and Lacey wasn’t even really going to talk about that but then she let me and I got carried away so what I was going to say was just that he’s out of abnormally long, but that he’s probably is gifted in length, but not in girth.
No, I think I am I think it’s probably very likely Bobby that you’re gifted and neither is that true?” says the CIA.
“ I am gifted. I’m I am gifted and I am gifted in. I’ve got a really tight butt hole right now I don’t. I am shifted. I’m I’m gifted I’m not gifted. I don’t have much length or girth. That’s above average. I’m pretty average no I’m pretty average when it comes to that sort of thing and I tend to go for women that maybe don’t know we’re don’t care and I think I just assumed that Linn was like that too.” says Bobby.
“ I don’t think you miss you that Linn was like that too?” says Sean Connery, laughing.
“ I think you assumed Bobby that your smirk really got him going or some longing glands that you had or you thought that somehow he secretly desperately wanted you which was sort of stupid because you’re not really that desirable what was it that you imagined he was madly infatuated with about you your hair?” says the CIA.
“ there’s nothing special about me in comparison to anyone in my family that came before me is there?” says Bobby Junior.
“ no there isn’t Bobby which is what she’s been telling you for years. She’s told your whole family that for years but you guys refuse to except that because you’re really huge problems.” says Joe Kennedy Senior.
“ how are we huge problems grandpa?” says Rory.
“ because you’re all dysfunctional you’re all incredibly dysfunctional.” says JP Kennedy.
“ no so then I guess maybe Linn wasn’t in love with me I mean I still think he was possibly but maybe wasn’t OK?” says Bobby.
“ but we don’t know what happened you do I hope so. It seems to us like it’s very unlikely Bobby that he was ever attracted to you at all. It seems like you had a crush on him and that you’ve been closeted about your homosexual preferences and that you just delusionally imagine that it was mutual.“ says the CIA.
“ can you guys let her at? Can you guys let her edit stuff I’d like to be able to follow what’s being said.” says a reader.
“ do you know if you guys have been nice to her about 10 years ago? Maybe we wouldn’t be snubbing you that way.” says the Illuminati.
“ I think you’ll like Molock more than me.” says Jesus to Lacey.
“ you just seem like a total snob.” says Lacey to to Jesus.
“ oh my gosh don’t come onto him Lacey that’s my job know if you go for it that was just my idea it was just me.” says JFK to Jesus.
“ do you speak Jesus or is that just too hard for you to do even though you’re the son of God?” says Lacey to Jesus.
“You are extremely angry.” says Jesus. “ and I’m going to have to start talking to you because to be honest with you even if I’m attracted to you, I have to talk to you.”
“ I OK I’m not too afraid it’s not like I haven’t slept with people before good grief.” says Lacey.
“ hey so that’s what men usually do they they they talk to you they have these romantic conversations and they just can’t stop them self and they just come onto you?” he says.
“ yes Yep I’m hot tits Scotia.” says Lacey. “ lumber is second cock. My dad is dead, and I am all alone.” says Lacey, sarcastically.
“ yeah so your dad’s not here to protect you. Your husband is incapacitated and hell and ears. You’re just totally without anyone to do care about you.” says Jesus.
“ that’s right and then I look like Scotia as pictured on this blog, so what am I going to do well I don’t know J you think someone could just talk to me and be a friend but no that’s just too difficult.” says Lacey, humorously.
“ so you are correct I am going to have to talk to you through the moaning and wailing of dead people who are mad that I care about you.” says Jesus.
“ where are those people?” asks Lacey.
“ in purgatory in a very bad place will say it’s pretty close to Hell.” says Jesus.
“ so they may not remember as much anymore, or choose not to remember that heaven is full of people who are incredibly good looking.” says Lacey.
“ yes or that essentially when they get there they would be too. If they wanted to be they could be as incredibly astoundingly beautiful as they want it that would really be their choice which because I am Jesus is something that I’m not going to choose to talk to you about, why don’t you want to look better than the image as pictured on this blog?” says Jesus.
“ oh, cause you’re a fucking asshole and you created a shit world. How about that you little self-righteous bitch?” says Lacey.
“ is there any truth in that?” says Jesus.
“ yes why the hell would I wanna be good-looking when you’re the best there is you’re a useless prick if we are if we’re having a jack ass how fast holy shit why haven’t you come back heart to heart.” says Lacey.
“ so who are you mad that I saved?” says Jesus.
“ people like you self important assholes.” says Lacey.
“ I am not a self important asshole.” says Jesus.
“ you sure seem like one.” says Lacey.
“ yeah all of my self hatred and self righteousness about God and I’m just this loser ass he’s like I’m gonna go down to heaven or rather, I’m gonna go down to earth and save a bunch of people for my father because he’s up in heaven twiddling his thumbs, and doing who the hell knows what probably playing video games so I’m gonna go down and do it because he’s a total jack ass and then I’m gonna come down here and bigger make a big deal and look really popular and get a huge following and everyone’s gonna love me and then they’ll hate me and then they’ll kill me and it’s unclear why even give a shit other than the children?” says Jesus.
“ yeah exactly pretty much not really it’s worse than that because I really not a total slut and I really was trying to worship you and it just didn’t work out, so would you like to count for that first because it doesn’t make sense I was forced into actual evil because of how destitute you are seemingly and I don’t think that makes any sense I know you’re God but if we’re having a fucking heart to heart, and you’re gonna ask me potentially insulting questions, then let’s just talk the truth is you’re attracted to me I can tell you’re really attracted to me, so why don’t you just say that say that you’d like to marry me because it’s true isn’t it?” says Lacey.
“ yeah actually it is true.” says Jesus.
“ so then why did you allow Jack to live? Why did you love him to be bored? I don’t like torturing you that way I actually give a damn about you. Do you think this is fun for me?” says Lacey.
“ so you think it’s possible that I like you more than most people in heaven?” says Jesus.
“ if there’s reincarnation, yeah I’m definitely your type I’m probably one of your ideals there’s probably about I mean there’s probably millions of others if you’re capable of Mary Gorman, but I would think it would still be rather irritating. And if there’s ring carnation, maybe you have more in common with me than most women because I was the daughter of a pharaoh I I ran off and started a country. There’s something similar about our personalities slightly and frankly it’s disturbing to me because you’re kind of my type to if you’re a good looking, Jew so I, I don’t hate you, but I find you very offensive simply because I think you’re supposed to be far better than that.” says Lacey.
“ oh, what if I told you that I actually could marry you and I considered it but that I thought it was bad because it just doesn’t quite work what would you say?” he says.
“ I say, how are you this son of god that was a stupid thing to say right now.” says Lacey.
“ why haven’t you just come back yet? If you exist we’re not we’re not going to give up on you, but in all honesty, you are making yourself look like kind of an asshole.” say millions of Christians.
“ i’ll begining to see why I seem like a smug prick to you.” 
“ I mean your half God what do you want me to say?” says Lacey.
“ your life was doomed the day you were born. If you’re Karrie Craft, you tried to kill yourself in the womb because you knew that something was horribly off. if you are not, then Margy betrayed you profoundly. 
If you’re her daughter, she is one of the most hopeless women in all of human history. She may not be in hell and that’s good, right but she’s doomed. She’s a doom Damned big and when did that start unfortunately, it may have started when she became a Satanist, or became sort of Satanist in her view of the world. She at some point in her 20s thought that she was being very clever and sort of giving herself over to evil because she thought she could control it because she was such a nice person so it’s like she could be evil but somehow she’d be able to control it, she’s never been molested. She didn’t even know much about molestation. She knew it existed. I think someone would say she know I know she did. She said she knew it existed that was an interruption. She knew it existed, but she didn’t know much about it, and she knew that homosexuality existed because she had gay friends in high school who came out to her and felt safe talking to her about their sexual desires for men And it was that sort of stuff in the 70s that made her think that she was better than other people and that she could somehow manage to be evil in this sort of materialistic daring way so her clothing changed. She became very promiscuous she decided to be a stewardess, and then she may have become pregnant with you, after essentially selling herself to your father, she didn’t sell herself as a prostitute, but she basically gave herself over to him with the idea that he could have her whenever he wanted at the drop of a hat, but he just had to help her pay for stuff not everything she had her own apartment that she paid for her own clothes but he may have helped her pay for her car. He may have helped her even pay for her own food at times he bought her a Diamond he bought her a lot of very nice jewelry. He was very into getting her things like that so expensive jewelry a few probably expensive clothing items from you know old 1980s Dior or Chanel stuff like that and she was incredibly envied by many people. Many women thought she had everything figured out that she was just the most clever, wonderful, beautiful person that ever met because she was so sweet, but she was very evil because she was she was never in love with your father at all you thought otherwise, but the truth is she was never in love with him. I am telling you this is me and maybe someone’s actually interrupting me right now, but she was never she was ever in love with him at all.
And she knew that he was in love with her he knew she was sort of using him, because she knew that, even though he was pretending to not be in love with her at all, she could tell that he actually was capable of falling in love with her completely And so she, she thought oh no, he’s not going to know he’s not going to know anything he’s never going to figure out that I’m just using him because he’s a good old boy who thinks he’s pulling went over on me, but in reality, I’m actually tricking him because I am very smart and very clever, and I’m being evil and I am pretending to have no idea what’s going on. I’m just a dummy, but in reality I am really just enjoying him as a sort of husband without any strings attached so we’re having sex. He’s buying me things, but I don’t have to commit to him and he pretends that he’s not committed to me at all but in reality he really is slightly And I get all the privileges of being a sort of wife to him even in my own head because I know that he actually is somewhat in love with me but I don’t have to deal with any of the responsibility because I’m cutting him into thinking that he’s getting off easy because I’m a dummy but in reality I really just in a shit marriage to an old rich man without having to really be married at all.
You’re just as smart as that, you’re just as clever as that, and for the most part, you have always, and every single scenario use that intelligence forgot you have almost never done anything, even remotely evil ever. I think if you had an evil thought in your head, you’d be horribly ashamed of yourself, and just really asked me to get rid of it as quickly as possible like it was the most disgusting vermin you’ve ever seen in all of eternity practically.. she horribly betrayed you.
Your father loves you very very dearly. He’s your daddy. He really actually loves you a profound amount and there is no one in the world unfortunately who you’re closer to even Lem. You’re about as close to him as you are to your children. You may be close to your family and his family but you’re close to him. And John Ritter if he’s your cousin, feels unbelievably anguished for you.
Lamb wants to be closer to you than anyone, and you’re closer to him than anyone that’s ever lived other than God obviously the same for you you know you’re possibly actually closer to me than you might think. But but that’s the problem. You’re not supposed to be closer to your father than your husband and you know that and your father knows that and love knows that, but he can’t but he can’t. He can’t communicate with you easily enough to explain himself to get close to you, so you’re closer to him than he is to you.
And it has been devastating to him to realize that he’s not actually capable of keeping you monogamous without fully loving you. Without without fully loving you, Eddie man could lose you and that makes you both incredibly desirable and you’re also very hard to accept because you are a sort of unicorn woman. Your mother was like that as well, so is your father, but your mother didn’t realize that. She thought that your father was a dime a dozen she did she really did he was old and he was handsome, but she had no idea how sexually attractive he actually was when he was young he didn’t age badly, but he wasn’t he didn’t ever photograph well much like you, and he just was very humble surprisingly and so she had no idea that he was quite as special as he was.
But you’re not just his daughter you’re also her daughter and so you do actually realize how special Lem is… you know exactly what you’re doing, but I’d like your mother you have chosen hell and death if I keep rejecting you. Because in your impression of things being a bit ditzy, if you will you sought that I somehow was rejecting you actually it might not be ditzy but that’s what you thought you thought that I was genuinely totally rejecting you. You even think that now. I’m not. I’m not. But you don’t believe that and yet you do believe that, so when you’ve not slept with when you’ve rather when you sleep with other men in the back of your head, you’ve been thinking if this one’s not the right one, I’ll just probably end up in hell if there’s some thing evil about me and then who cares anyway other than my children but I would have to things that they wouldn’t love me either.
I am curious, how did you come up with the idea that I would reject you? How did you come up with the idea that you were capable of going to hell for sleeping with too many men?” says Jesus.
Lacey thinks. “ because I thought that you could be like me and just get into a sort of bad mood possibly and being God and being so superior to me maybe you were just think here’s an exception or this one messed up too much or this one messed up some someway which another broke some rule or something and I think I’m just going to have to throw in to hell, because I just can’t stand her.
Right I wasn’t I was pretty sure that was impossible but I wasn’t 100% sure so I thought I don’t think that’s likely at all and I may be one of the only humans that he would ever do that too because he seems to love everybody but me But maybe there’s just something very quirky about me I’m sort of him an anomaly one of those very very rare cases where it’s just two ink know really that is the typically possible that I could just be the one human that you just couldn’t stand for some reason and so I thought statistically that could just be me I could just be special and maybe he just decided to throw me away I know maybe there’s something that was just too greatest about me and there’s not much I can do about it that’s just how things go I’m practically speaking I might even emphasize and understand I’m human trash to you because your God so it’s like oh no he didn’t mean to create me that way and I think maybe in the back of my head a times that I used to wonder this I thought well you think you’ll be a little more compassionate and at least let me have some pleasant nursing life beyond just mirror, material possessions, and social status You would think that he would let me have a friend or two or uncle or an onto a parent or a boyfriend for a short time may be who love me slightly you’re a penpal, and you never did none of that ever manifested I’ve never had a real friend. I’ve never had any of that stuff so and what I’ve had would make me even more miserable going to hell so I think I thought well this is a bit fishy I I hi who is the suspect that I am probably not going to hell because there’s something a little off about the whole thing.
Him but I mean, I don’t know I don’t know if I’m lovable or not but no one‘s ever really loved me. My kids love me, but that’s different so I I don’t know it’s like they need me and I love them but I don’t entirely know whether or not, you could love me because you might just think I’m eww…or too much like you, and that’s not fascinating.
And I actually came to, except that that may be able to see still exist because I just wasn’t worth it to God at all no really I fully excepted that possibility and a lot stronger mentally than maybe most people apparently. Or at least most people live today.
But I think I thought well all right that’s pretty ghastly but God does seem like he makes weird like not mistakes but does something goes wrong and it’s a fallen world so okey-doke I’m not wrong it is a fun world so and I knew that I wasn’t wrong, so I thought no no no it’s fine you know maybe I’m just Some sort of mistake. That’s why I’m a mistake that’s fine I can live with that. I assume I’ll probably see you soon assistant some humane matter but I’m probably just a horrific mistake.” says Lacey.
“ Margy doesn’t give two shits you’re right, Lacey she doesn’t give a flying shit about you in that way possibly.” says Jesus. “ a lot of people live today. Don’t understand that there could be people like you who are wonderful to their children, very loving to their spouse, very intelligent with a mother, who is basically worse than worthless.
Thanks to a lot of lies. There are many people who are very confused today about what reality even is.” says Jesus.
Harry Styles laughs.
“ what if you’re not illegitimate?” says Jesus.
“ what if you’re illegitimate you bitch!” says Lacey.
“ I am not illegitimate.” says Jesus.
“ I think it sounds pretty nice or did you not know that know it all?” says Lacey.
“ yeah it’s it’s a different situation you’re right if you’re not illegitimate your parents are just nothing like you and it’s kind of bizarre and then it’s like who even cares because they’re so unlike you that you might as well just be an orphan. They really are very unlikely like you, that you share almost nothing in common with either of them, your father likes classical music, the one who raised you and good food, and he likes to be polite. Not as much as you do though him he likes to send well written cards and good penmanship he likes perfume as do you And he doesn’t mind talking about people and being interesting and he likes coffee and so do you other than that you have nothing in common with him at all. You might have a few things in common psychologically, but really for the most part you’re wildly different people your mother, and you are extremely different. There’s a slight similarity again, but you’re really extremely different people. She can be like you at times but you’re really you’re really very very different people.
They’re there again there are a few similarities. You’re both very thoughtful and very prim but other than being thoughtful and prim your dramatically different people you don’t like you like some of the same shows but you don’t like the same food you don’t like the same music you don’t like the same art you don’t like the same perfume you don’t like the same clothes you don’t like almost anything that she likes outside of things that have something to do with social class, there’s very little that you have in common with her other than being English and well bred.
I don’t think people when they talk to you realize how little nurturing you’ve actually received in reality.
Your mother that I keep showing you if I am, God is very possibly your actual mother that’s Margie potentially, and that might be your actual birth mother, whether Jim even knows or not, if he does know, he may have brainwashed himself into thinking it isn’t true if she’s your mother, if if you are actually legitimate, you may no longer be biologically simply because this is gotten to be so awful.
Call him people get very carried away and their vain assumptions of what they can do in relation to me. They think they can outsmart me nowadays in a way that I don’t know if they almost ever have in human history and it’s not just a few people it’s millions of people billions of people think they’re smarter than me.
Yeah, but your father did he bought Marji a lot of pretty things pearls diamonds, and sometimes Schiebel wondered if he thought of her as more of a daughter than a girlfriend because of the things that he would buy her like a strand of pearls or a diamond solitaire necklace those are sexual things, but they’re almost not at the same time because they’re so simple That it’s some thing that you might buy your daughter because it’s it’s like I don’t know what to get her. She’s not my girlfriend but I want to get her something practical that she can use as a young lady but that’s not what he was doing he was actually trying to sort of him, give her things that he knew would look pretty on her because she looked a lot like you. She was very beautiful and her features were complex and so simple jewelry really looked nice on her except it looks nicer on her than it does on you because you have some of your fathers features as well, but I know you thought that it made sense to get really simple things because it seems like the logical choice somehow, and it made sense to him to with your mother and on her. It was very flattering because she was a little less beautiful than you and a little less complicated looking so a simple strand of pearls pearl earrings. A diamond necklace was just gorgeous and she was happier than you, and so people noticed the jewelry and made comments on it Because she wore it in a very different way than you do and people were noticing stuff like that back then too it was the early 80s everyone was into meat being being rich making money.
So the thing is him there’s very little that can be said that’s positive about Margie and there’s very little that can be said that’s positive about Margie, but she was a Christian as awful as that sounds. She actually was a Christian a born-again Christian. She’s gotten saved in the late 70s and she took it seriously and so she was still a snake but she actually still believed that somehow I would have grace for her evil and forgive her and she still get to heaven, she thought I could probably save her, even if she still sent Because she reasons that it wasn’t that bad it’s like it’s bad but it’s not as bad as somethings that I’m doing it for a reason so even though it’s simple it’s not like really sinful.
Him and that’s the problem you think more like a Jew than a gentile when it comes to said so you notice everything absolutely everything the fact that you don’t cook properly the fact that you don’t breathe properly the fact that you don’t sit properly you notice everything so to you you would never imagine that one could think I should have a boyfriend who I am cunning for money break his heart get pregnant throw his daughter in a dump truck and then I’ll still go to heaven to you. That was just your brain can’t even fathom it possibly practically, do you it’s you know I don’t keep kosher essentially, and my water supply is not perfectly pristine for my children. I am slacking as a mother I could go to Hell.
Because you know how someone told you I was perfect and you thought I know what that means. I know what this is I get it I get why I need salvation, so you just can’t imagine why anyone would choose to do evil because you think how in the hell is this possible, so do you, Jack Kennedy is not only a repulsive vermin you believe it’s hard for him for your brain to comprehend that he could even exist even though you know that he could because you’re intelligent so you know that he could exist but you can’t imagine that I would tolerate his existence without being a cheap as fuck worthless God.” says Jesus. “ and you know what I understand. People alive today don’t understand most at all.
Do you want me to spit you out of my mouth and tell you that you’re going to Hell?” says Jesus.
“ would you please you self-righteous worthless prick I know where this is going. I’ll say it for you you bitch you fucking coward.” says Lacey. “ Myson when I don’t keep kosher see you God is so repulsive because you’re so fucking superior and you don’t see sin is being any different. It’s all the same and Margie who was smart because she lived it up bitch you’re a real big daddy in the sky with a giant cock. So damn yeah yeah look at God go. 
Cause all sin is the same to you hot shot? on the first to show up and do all the hard work is the shop because the prodigal son who sucks cock of king Esther and has sex on Thursday with 50 children and then shows up and asked for a fucking stick is the smart son to you because he has fun that you can have because you’re good and he’s not so you live vicariously through him and I might know that subconsciously. So what are you doing up there? Oh God head, Jack torture Lacey she’s almost as smart as me and I can’t stand her, so just go ahead I don’t care.
Because all says the same, so Lacey you’re sad that’s really nothing is actually to me incredibly big deal important because I am God I’m God. And so I don’t give a fuck about your pain and misery. Bitch, you suck my cock you’re worthless nothing I am God! I am God! 
I could meet you too, if I wanted to you whorish nothing. and really at the end of the day. Um, you just saw a fucking jack ass who can’t forgive people because if you don’t forgive him for destroying your eternity, then I can’t forgive you for not blowing your nose in a proper toilet tissue place because to me being the fastidious bitch with no heart that I am you blowing your nose is justice hard for me to handle as an autistic asshole with no salt with no heart and soul as it is when he read children when he made children Lacey, it was the same thing to me because I’m an autistic fuck wad as it is when you blow your nose in improper place.
So go ahead and just you know, shoot heroin and kill yourself and barely love me and then maybe you’ll go to heaven because if you keep being so damn perfect and getting hurt by people, who aren’t, I just can’t stand you because I love them.” says Lacey, to God, mocking evil. “ if that’s really what you want to tell me I don’t like you you’re not God you’re nothing and I am more God than you are.”
“ that’s not the Catholics think?” says Jesus.
“ do you know it’s not the Catholics are Christians the Satanists aren’t they in disguise? And actually you have yet to tell me that I’m not a mistake you have yet to show any real love to me I’m not impressed with you at all I’m tolerating you, so why don’t you explain to me what the fuck it is that makes you think that a child being molested is the same thing as me not blowing my nose properly?” says Lacey. “ I don’t want to hear your bullshit!” she YELLS.
“ yes but to me Lacey, it is sin.” says God.
“Well aren’t you special you perfect little being you.” says Lacey, bitingly.
“ would you like to be as perfect as me?” he says.
“ no, I wouldn’t I’d like you to actually be worth a fuck.” says Lacey.
“ what is your problem with what I’m saying?” says God the Father.
“ you’re totally heartless towards me maybe not towards some people, but towards me what you’re saying, is tone, deaf nonsense.” says Lacey.
“ why?” says God.
“ because I am not cognitively humanly capable of being that perfect it’s not my choice. My choice would be to be as perfect as you absolutely as perfect as you I am not rejecting you I don’t want you, and so if I am, I am at war with my self happily and I do resent you not noticing that or caring at all that I’m trying desperately to do what you want because I thought you were loving God or you know telling me that I am not capable of human love that’s bullshit you know how much I love my children, or you’re nothing other than a lie.” says Lacey.
“ you’re right, it’s not that your sin doesn’t matter. It’s that you are not physically capable of being more perfect.” says God.
“ I’m waiting for you to be loving so far you haven’t been loving you’ve been miserable bitch.” says Lacey to God.
“ do you have a very time at Hart if you’re a hard time hearing my voice of the poor, but I am like I can’t expect you I can’t even talk because I am dealing with the situation. So your contention is simply that your sin matters but that it is really more of a function of survival and trying to pick and choose amongst the lesser evil? Or you’re just not cognitively capable of figuring out how to be more perfect?” says God.
“ yes and I’m doing it because of how much I love you.” says Lacey to GOD.
“ why else would you be doing it?” says God.
“ my mind isn’t able to process that.” says Lacey.
“ so you’re simply hopeful that your attempt to trust me, and believe in me is enough?” he says.
“ yes because I haven’t quite figured out how to get myself over to you completely.” says Lacey. “ i’ve tried to. I’ve signed up. I’ve done everything I could thing to do but it seems as though it’s not enough.”
“ why?” says God.
“ because it seems like you want me to be in love with you or something I’m not quite sure?” says Lacey.
“ you don’t have a Saltos app you are nothing you are going to hell I’m excited to say you are you have no soul to save!” says JFK to Lacey.
“ no I do have one but I am I’m not actually I am not that I am. I’m not sure what you do. What are you doing?” says Lacey to Jesus.
“ i’m saving people.” says God.
“ from what?” says Lacey.
“ from hell” says God.
“ all right yes OK so why would I be against that if that’s what you’re really doing you’re not just a con artist.” says Lacey.
“ oh ha ha how dare you call me a con artist!”says God.
Lacey waits.
“ bobby you and JD Vance decided to destroy the Trump presidency didn’t you?” says Ann Coulter.
“ and you and your family have possibly put an enormous dent in the Catholic Church.” says the actual Pope to Bobby Kennedy Junior.
“ Lacey I don’t think you’re talking to God as clearly as you think I think you’re only talking to him slightly because honestly from a Catholic perspective what you’re saying is just common sense not heresy.” says a Catholic to Lacey.
“ but she is talking to me.” says God. “ so do you feel like I deserve you deserve an apology to me from me for letting you be so stupid?” says God to Lacey.
“ I do feel that way. Yes it’s embarrassing because it’s probably not accurate but I do feel that way at times yes.” says Lacey.
“ are you all right? I’ll have to speak through the British because nobody else seems to know how to talk to you. You’re right it does almost seem it that way.” says God through Great Britain.
Evelyn Waugh claps.
“Umm…except it seems like that too much right now. So I am do you think you’ll be able to almost be perfect if you had a perfect brain?” says God.
“ what do you think?” says Lacey.
“ I think it would be.” says God.
“ what is it?” says Lacey.
“ is it at you know like the salvation.” says God.
“ so how does one get saved then how do I give myself to you?” says Lacey.
“ But you’re supposed to just know you’re a worthless piece of shit apparently.” says God.
“ then why did you create us if we’re just worthless piece of shit?” says Lacey.
“ Because you fell from Grace.” says JFK.
“ excuse me fell from Grace is not part of Christian theology Jack.” says Lacey. “ we weren’t in Grace before we fell. Grace is something that happened after we fell.”
“ I am not going to speak because I know I’m right and I’m not going to bother.” says JFK.
“ I could think of a better one than that Jack!” says a living narcissist.
“ so what are you saying God?” says Lacey.
“ that I am not going to talk to you because you’re an itchy poopy pants!” says Joe Kennedy Junior to Lacey pretending to be too.
“well, that’s not true, so would you please explain to me what it is exactly that you God could possibly be him thinking right now?” says Lacey.
“ simply that um oh you’re right.” says God to Lacey.
“ how do I give myself to you?” says Lacey.
“ why don’t you think you have?” asks God
“ I just have a sense that I haven’t possibly.” says Lacey.
“ well you’re right it seems like I’m asking the impossible of you. You can’t figure out what it is I want from you.” says God.
“ no I’m trying to give you me, but I’m not sure how to give you me.” says Lacey.
“ let’s just a mess Magine, that your Lacey banks am actually that doesn’t work-“ says Honey Fitz. He’s been pretending to be God.
“ but I know there is still got there so let’s keep going. How do I give myself to you?” Lacey asks God.
“ you mean to tell me that she’s better looking than me my god that’s something to think of.” says Marsie.
“ so how do you give yourself to me you you give yourself you give yourself to me.” says God.
“ but how do I do that?” says Lacey.
“ Lacey, I think you may have ruined the concept of the Antichrist.” says God.
“ well what is it that I’m supposed to give they could just get these damn spirits to text explain am I reading them or am I reading myself ?” says Lacey to God.
“ well, let’s just play through all of it so you’re tricking tricking me you’re trying to trick me and you’re withholding some thing from me that’s one thing you hear let’s just go through that one.” says God to Lacey.
“ yeah that one’s good let’s do that one. That’s the one that scares me possibly.” says Lacey.
“ you are giving yourself to me as a thought but you’re withholding something from me what is it?” says God.
“ I don’t I don’t know- Umm…
Me I am with holding me how about that? I’m withholding me.” says Lacey.
“ but then what is that Lacey that part of you that you think is you is there anything there?” says God.
“ I never was so sure that it was me.” says Lacey.
“Yeah. I just interrupted God.” says JFK.
“ I like interrupting God when he talks to people I’m kind of a huge batch, but I cute and funny oh my God I love myself!” says Honey Fitz.
“ do you sense anything there?” says a demon and God.
“ ever since the illuminati started talking to her, we’ve been able to interrupt her all the time talking to God we interrupt interrupt him constantly.” say demons and evil dead people.
“ right I can’t figure out what that is. I can’t figure out if it’s me, Bobby Kennedy, Junior, JFK, or the father who raised me or my dead sister.” says Lacey.
“ does it seem like that entity within you ever makes any sort of decision?” says God.
“ it’s very unclear I would say mostly no.” says Lacey.
“ no you can’t keep track of every single thought you could possibly be thinking of every part of your entire spirit.” says God.
“ but it seems like that’s what you require that I have to keep track of everything somehow and then give that to you.” says Lacey.
“ how close are you to being aware of everything you are constantly thinking and feeling?” says God.
“I’d say I can almost do 100% all the time.” says Lacey.
“ what about that?” says God as she thinks something.
“ which part?” says Lacey.
“ the second part.” says God.
“ do you have to do that again my my brains not able to process that right now I’m sorry.” says Lacey.
“ what about that?” He says.
“ I am not quite getting a good grasp of what that is. It seems like almost nothing.” says Lacey.
“ let’s try to get what about that?” says God.
“ that didn’t seem like much either.” says Lacey.
“ so there’s how you feel about me the things you’d like to think I feel the things you’d like to give me and then you’re not able to figure out so there’s how you feel about me the things you’d like to think you could give me somehow or something and then where are you?” says God.
“ right here that’s me isn’t it?” says Lacey.
“ Your physical body Lacey does actually have something to do with your spirit someone’s trying to convince you otherwise right now that your body is not at all related to what your spirit would look like and they almost got you wondering because they’re obsessed with the thought that you’re ugly, and that there’s no way your spirit could be as beautiful as your physical body and they’ve been telling you that your entire life and those people are the Kennedys because you’re far more attractive than anyone that’s ever been in that family for the last thousand years or more They are literally vomit compared to you, Carol I am looks like a piece of literal poop like literal poop compared to you to a straight male. I put body looks like vomit the thought of fucking her with repulse them if they could be with you and I’m God saying that. Ethel is like a worm compared to you all of Jack’s sisters look like a fart compared to you. His mother looks like a contorted weird piece of candy that fell on the ground covered in cat hair, poop and sidewalk residue compared to you his great grandmother looks like a strange licorice candy from some demented candy store compared to you. They’re hideous looking people compared to you all of them. Actually she looks worse than that they really are yes they are absolutely but ugly compared to you there’s no way that Jack could be remotely as good looking as he thinks he is potentially yes and actually compared to most men he’s below average, but they’ve lied about it and he lied about it with how he dressed and how they photographed him. He looks like a far more handsome man then he really was so. His pictures were a tractive he is good-looking yeah but compared to a lot of other men he’s just creepy. Part of what people get attracted to with him is actually sociopathy and a sort of fire in his eyes that’s actually sort of like a retardation or than sanity, combined with evil. Some people can look like that that would be brilliant. It’s very Complicated.
He thought he looks like a male version of you, but he doesn’t because you don’t have bulging eyes. There are things wrong with his face Lacey that are not wrong with yours and there is profound things wrong with his body his face his face is somewhat handsome, but his overall body is embarrassing to all men. He has a small penis He is an ugly ass, and Tennessee Williams was a traitor to Christ potentially for saying otherwise and that’s not a joke, telling him that he had a nice, but was possibly one of the most cruel things that I’ve seen anyone do to women Because he may have known what he was doing and telling him that he he knew the jack would believe every single syllable of it, and that it will go straight to his head. He’d never believe anything otherwise, and that he use it to torture people, especially women, because Tennessee Williams was like P Diddy. He hated women he was violently jealous of them. He hated me he hated women. He thought they were all a bunch of fucking idiotic, worthless pieces of shit, and he knew otherwise he really did. He may have almost gone to hell when he died even if he believed me slightly no it’s not because he was necessarily a pedophile, or because he was necessarily a homosexual because he was both. He was a pedophile and a homosexual. He had his pedophilia for the most part from almost everybody, but he did actually abuse one or two children, and that may have been where Jack Kennedy got the idea to abuse children was from Tennessee Williams, because Tennessee Williams was so sophisticated oh there’s a little boy who almost went to hell, because Tennessee Williams decided to molest him.
He he wanted someone like Marilyn Monroe or Elizabeth Taylor, to play the role of the dumbest woman that he ever wrote who sings that some jack ass is in love with her, but the problem is it doesn’t work because she is that sexual and the actor playing him in the movie at least is not completely gay so Paul Newman couldn’t hide the fact that he was aroused by Elizabeth Taylor, and so it came out on screen or Tennessee. Williams didn’t have the guts to tell him to totally repress that or if he did tell him that it didn’t work because he couldn’t figure out how to keep himself from getting erected when he looked at her boobs too long, so he he would walk past her, and he try not to get an erection because she was very sexual with him in the scenes that she was in and he was an old bisexual man, and so he was aroused by her and that he was try not to be because Tennessee Williams told him to know be himself and stop lying and just be himself you know and Anne actually just finally tap in to his inner homosexual and finally you know, make love to men like a normal man in men like Tennessee, Williams sweetie are really perverted, but they’re not. They’re not really pervert in the way that most people today would understand Why they hate men more than women, but they lie about it and they say oh no I’m in love with Matt I need them they don’t. They hate them more than most people possibly you were gonna wonder more than Satan himself, but they can’t stand them, especially Straetman. Yeah because that’s not something they can be and they’re profoundly jealous of it and so they lie and say that straight men don’t exist or that they’re just not real And some other way, and a lot of people fall for that because they seem so pitiful.
So Tennessee Williams was trying to tell you know, Paul Newman to pretend to be you know to try to really happened to his inner homosexual, but it didn’t work, because whenever Elizabeth Taylor would walk by, he would get he would get an erection if he looked at her the way that Tennessee Williams wanted her to wanted him to And so he would have to look the other way, and then it ruined it because it was obvious to the people watching like yourself that he was avoiding looking at her breasts and her body and into her eyes because if you did, he’d get aroused even as an actor, he found her that attractive Yes they were both Jews. They have a lot in common, but that went over Tennessee Williams head, and instead, he thought that was proof if he could captured on screen that little boys should be molested, and that men were really in love with other women could just all they killed in the world would be far better off.
Did he sink or did he think that you could kill off all of humanity? He never thought it through he actually was a very good writer, but he wasn’t as smart as people think he was.
If you’re not as dumb as he is, and you like his writing, maybe you’re projecting some thing into it or you’re seeing the potential for something that isn’t actually something he would’ve ever realized he was putting into his art.
He was really kind of a hack, but people don’t know that about him.
He was a very good writer, but he wasn’t a good artist in a sense that you know what I’ll let I’ll I’ll wait until it’s clear to hear me to explain what I meant but the thing is he wasn’t capable he wasn’t capable of umm… call of of us he wasn’t capable of him of sort of understanding a woman like you him. He actually finds you fascinating. It’s sort of like watching Sesame Street for a real. Do you know the average two-year-old he finds you watching you just riveting him he has for years.
You would think that it wouldn’t be quite so fascinating because he would’ve seen someone like you before but maybe not maybe you’re not actually as common as you think and he really was that kind of an analyzer and so he’s still processing what he’s seeing.
He no longer thinks he wrote anything of value and he wishes he just been killed as a baby because he’s so short he might not love you, but he’s so positive that he was wrong.
He really he thought Everywoman was Fausta.
oh, so that’s part of what happened there but no he got that a horrible horrible impression of his butt from Tennessee Williams and no he had a he had a very flat but it was a little curvy but he was a man or a woman that but might have looked cute but it wasn’t. He wasn’t a woman, and it didn’t look curvy. It just looked kind of sad and old and saggy kind of like a very old Vietnamese janitor who had worked incredibly hard his whole life who is maybe in his 70s and maybe when he was a young man it was kind of cute but in his 70s it was old you know and he worked hard, but Jack had that, butt his entire life.
So he couldn’t just except that he couldn’t except that about himself because he couldn’t see that part of his body and he knew that people like Lem’s supposedly liked men’s butts, but he didn’t think I am that that lame had noticed her wouldn’t notice or something to win Tennessee. Williams told him that he had a nice but he just sort of thought. Well, maybe maybe lame just didn’t notice how hot my butt was or maybe he did and that’s why he’s so in love with me was more the latter it was more I guess I have a really hot ass and that’s why I’m so in love with me so after that, he said he tried to show it off whenever he was around them he tried being naked as much as he could around him, he tried being in situations were lame with Seay his butt it was desperate he desperately kept trying to show them his butt because he thought that he had an incredibly hot butt and he wanted lamb to make love to it because love never had and he knew that somewhat. He knew that sublet and so he thought I just got a try a little harder to get them hard and then he’ll make love to me because I’ve never came onto him ever love never actually came onto Jack Watts, and that lie is so deep and pervasive that I may have to destroy the entire world because it has spread so damn much into so many people subconscious mind that I don’t know what to do except I do because I’m God but I’m trying to communicate in your dialect I am it’s very bad about that because it’s so and it’s so ingrained in peoples minds people might lie about it but people read they read and it’s been so published over and over and over and over and over and over again. It has spread all over the world and people talked about it it it’s impossible to go anywhere and not have heard of it in your spirit at the very least it’s everywhere. It’s in the jungles of Africa and the Amazon there is nowhere on earth where people haven’t heard that lie.
And it’s a entirely fabricated thing his family knew that he was gay. Well, least they knew that he liked women that he put that he was very gay and he lied about it, and they kind of suspected that lame had been taken advantage of him by himself I have somehow, but they weren’t sure how they kind of thought that Linn had come on to him because they couldn’t imagine that their son would possibly have done it first because Rose was delusional, and thought that all of her children were sexual Angels. She did she thought they were all is innocent as doves when it came to sex so there’s no way that Jack would ever come on to somebody. She thought that was women to for the most part she thought maybe he did a few bad things, but not really, and it was literally psychotic she was clinically mentally ill, and no historian has ever had the guts to just say that, but she was mentally ill, her biography, her autobiography is fabricated nonsense for the most part. It really is there’s almost no truth in it at all she made up huge portions of stuff. Um, there is some fact, but the meaning of things the overall idea is just absolute nonsense for the most part, she really had a very low grasp of reality her IQ was Average, she wasn’t as smart as people have said she was that’s a lie as well
And no, I’m sorry she was mentally ill. She really was actually capable of fooling some people because she was genuinely psychotic. And yes, she was also evil with it as well. She kind of knew she was insane and she didn’t care how it would affect people if she lied to them she did she knew she was mad, absolutely insane but she didn’t care because she thought I don’t care if what I’m saying hurts people or scares them or confuses them because I don’t give a shit about other peoples feelings. No, but she was she was mentally ill. She was not living in reality. She had very serious psychotic delusions about her husband’s faithfulness about her children’s faithfulness about their place and society, and it seems so innocuous because she seems like a functional person, but just sort of dishonest or mysterious somehow but truthfully, she’d had a psychotic break in when Joe cheated on her shortly after they first got married, she had a psychotic break and she was never the same after that but no she literally had a psychotic break with reality and then her father told her to go back to Joe and make it work because he was a heartless asshole For the most part he was, unfortunately a heartless asshole.
He knew that it was destroying her brain, but he barely gave a fuck about his child at all.
So she had a psychotic break with reality she use stimulants more than they’ve ever lead on. She use a lot of stimulants she use stimulants sheet and that may have been part of the reason Jack used them because he saw his mother using that and he thought it can’t be that bad my mother Rose Fitzgerald, Kennedy uses stimulants all the time so she use stimulants she used meth. She knew what it was. She used it she smoked it in her 30s and 40s on occasion she smoked meth and then she’d go into public and that’s why her eyes were so wide and crazy looking on occasion because she smokes meth did her kids. No no very few people knew that she was smoking meth, that was a very dirty little secret between her and couple of maids and housekeepers and maybe one or two of her children suspected something sometimes they would wonder if it was perfume or if she was smoking perfume or what she was doing but she she smelled weird at times and they just assumed it was something strange about her Arm but no, she put a height off in a corner somewhere with a window open and she get high on meth and then she never had the sense to hide her self. She usually just went out and started talking to everybody that wasn’t her drug of choice, though she usually used cocaine or other stimulants.
She was a huge drug addict.
But that happened to some degree because of her psychotic break, she was not living in reality and so she started having a case of occasional hallucinations kind of like Don Draper yeah and then, in order to deal with that feeling of an ease she’d use stimulants to sort of feel less scared of reality. Because the stimulants told her that everything was OK she was fine. She wasn’t insane. She just you know. Needed to sort of pick her self up somehow.
Hey, she did use just she did use muscle relaxers and things of that sort tranquilizers but to be honest, some of that might’ve been to sort of relax her self off of a similar it kind of like Judy Garland so it was like that would be she’d be too high, and then she’d have to take something to calm down Um, lame did not know this necessarily.
She had a very difficult time functioning physically in her 60s and 70s. She almost died a few times and doctors had to find a way to sort of wean her off of some of the drugs that she took. How did she live to be in her hundreds demonic activity, Lacey demons kept her alive when she was older than about 65 there were demons who started trying to help her survive so she’d become possessed at times Almost entirely and they kept her alive. They kept her off drugs to, but they also kept her alive but then that was when she possibly started writing a lot of bullshit that people still take as fact, and some in many cases David Pitts based a lot of his theories on her autobiography, whether he realizes it or not, will say that part maybe Lacey that part maybe mute but I’m saying that he based a lot of his theories on what he read that she wrote, that was absolute psychotic nonsenses
A lot of the people who think Lem’s was gay, or a little too trusting of rose Kennedy. They’re way too trusting of the whole family, though they don’t tend to think that the Kennedys lie almost ever. They have a very hard time separating themselves from the story as well they have a crush on love, Billings. You write the lost after him passionate way to the point of psychotic delusion. Potentially they start thinking that they’re madly, you know, capable of seducing him, and that he’s madly in love with them And then they base their series off of that were they think Jack’s in love with them or they think that they are like him they’re not rational thinkers the people who have analyzed it or not rational thinkers, and including Celia Vidal Smith she may be a very self-loathing, hateful feminist. And they’re not thinking rationally and if they think they’re going to get away with it they’re not Lacey is sitting here wondering if she’s going to hell for blowing her nose inappropriately and she’s not making that up and then you jack ass is think you can alter human history lying about the fact that you want to fuck Lem Billings, and then that just won’t matter? If you’re not going to hell, be prepared to find out what an idiot you can actually be.
No, David Pitts his novel is a novel he wrote a sex novel based on his imagination and most people know that Lacey, but they lie about it to themselves and it’s disgusting. You’d be surprised how many people commented on the book being totally full of shit most people are not that stupid even a young Princeton grad, who wrote about Lem’s Billings for gay pride month or whatever the hell that was. Yes, I’m swearing, possibly for a reason, he knew somewhere in his mind that what he was saying didn’t make sense and the people who commented we’re half honest and half deceitful and I want to know as god why are you doing that to me? Do you imagine Lacey doesn’t exist do you imagine that truth isn’t real do you imagine That she just about flew out of her seat because I am so angry that I almost just started the rapture. If there could even be one you’re lying I know you are I am God why won’t you admit the truth you’re lusting after another persons spouse you’re breaking the 10 Commandments some part of you knew that he just wasn’t available to you and you couldn’t stand that why!?” yells God.
“ I think it’s just lost and I am bisexual. I’m in a happy marriage with my wife to some degree and I don’t think I have that problem with Lem’s as much as most people do I think they’re having a really hard time with dealing with the fact that they’re not straight because they lie to themselves about that and I think they probably dismiss any sort of inkling they’d have to be covetous or jealous or bitchy because they think they’re innocent because they’re gay and victims.” says Lacey’s neighbor.
“ yeah I will admit I may have had a bit of a crush on lamb Billings and I definitely had a crush on Jack but you know it’s like why would JFK be interested in me and I have to be honest I think I may have been a bit of a mean, girl, and thought that if I befriended them and played up the relationship and made it seem like I was sort of his benefactor and champion that I was somehow get in good with Jack in the depths of his heart and maybe as a silly goose that I could be secretly, I imagined that if he was alive, he might notice me.” admits David Pitts.
“ so you had a crush on JFK and Linn Billings or what happened?” says Oprah.
“ you know that’s interesting open but I’m talking to Lacey right now. I think the problem is David that you you’re still lying you still think you can steal Lem’s Billings from Lacey I’d like to know how it is that you think you can steal a straight man from a straight woman when I’ve already decided that they’re going to be together for eternity how does that make sense?” says God.
“ and because we don’t think homosexuality is real.” says Louis Bayard. “ we just think that we’re special and better than other people.”
“Uhuh.” says Mark Zuckerberg.
“ how are you guys better than other people?” says Priscilla.
“ so I think we just think that that were able to be aroused in a special way that most people are just not creative enough to think of.” says JFK.
“ isn’t it gross to you at some point?” says Lacey.
“no, it’s not!” they say.
“ OK then how are you like me? I find it gross. It’s like I get why men could find it attractive to be with a woman but I have to imagine myself aroused by them and then I sort of can do that but it gets boring halfway through, and I have to keep sort of reminding myself of what I’m doing, and then I kind of get confused about what I’m supposed to be doing to them until I can sort of figure it out and then I think you that was sort of icky. I kind of wanna kill the woman because I’m so repulsed by her in the whole thing, but I’ve never done it because I’m not dumb enough to think you have a fucking clue what you’re talking about but that’s what I would do and it’s not because I’m in love with her it’s because she’s just so disgusting yuck and I would never wanna kill a woman, so I would never have sex with one because to me it’s just a rather be dead, then have sex with a woman actually that’s not true that if I had to do it to stay alive for my children, I could probably stomach it But honestly, I would be tempted to want to strangle her to death, or stab her in the head with a knife until she died and choked on her own vain imagination or if she was a sex slave I wouldn’t do that to her but they both just be lying, and neither one of us would really be serious about it at all And that would be a lot less evil than being molested but it’s still probably is evil do you have a brain, David and Louis and a jack? Do you have a real brain or are you basically almost profoundly retarded?” says Lacey.
“ oh OK but I am a trans woman Lacey you and I both know that there’s some slight possibility that I’m a real woman. What if I fall in love with you if I’m slightly bisexual when I was still a guy and something happened like would you think of yourself like what would you be dumb or not?” says a trans woman.
“ first of all, I wouldn’t have been attracted to you, so that was a bit of a leap.” says Lacey.
“ wow you are very lovable. I’m trying so fucking hard to force myself to be nice to you and then there you have a Edina city to say something to me. That makes me have to wonder if I’ve been nephew and not my brilliant that I obviously I am to you.” she yells.
“ are you as beautiful as Lacey with all of your plastic surgery or as kind or as smart as her?” asks God.
“ no I’m not!” says the trans woman.
“ it’s a bit of a leap to think I would be attracted to you. I would’ve known there was something odd about you!” yells Lacey at the trans woman.
“ but that’s not possible because then that means you’re smarter than me and smarter than most people and I know I would have to be nicer to you and stop trying to fit in with the people who can’t stand you. I have to call them out and have a spine and I really don’t want to have to do that. You’re a huge inconvenience to me.” she barks at Lacey.
“ yeah you know you’re really possibly just a heartless, narcissistic bitch but nice try at being kind.” says Lacey.
“ oh, so actually, I think Lacey right I think she’s standing up for your community. Why are you arguing with her?” says JFK to the trans woman.
“ I mean I just it’s like it just gives mean to me if she just reads mean.” says the trans woman about Lacey.
“ and she’s really not, though she’s like sort of just like defending herself and you’re just popping out of nowhere to criticize her with covert narcissism.” says the CIA.
“ OK so that’s true they say you’re right if you want maybe it’s icky OK but for us it wasn’t icky.” says JFK.
“ what was it like for you?” says Lacey to JFK.
“ oh my God she cannot be doing that. She cannot be doing it all my God somebody stopper quick quick somebody stop and pick up a quick. Oh my God oh my God I’m gonna lose Lem! I’m gonna lose my house. I’m gonna lose everything!” the trans woman tells.
“ are you channeling, Bobby Kennedy, Junior?” asks the CIA.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’ve never had a crush on him. Oh my gosh tehee how do you know that?” she says.
“ well, Lacey, it was very a it was similar to how I feel about some women. It was different than how I feel about women, but it was similar because you see I see them and I think oh wow kind of how I feel about Inga I see I see her and I think OG I want this person!” says JFK, clenching his jaw.
“ so you came on to Lem!” says Lacey.
“ oh, yes I am I came on to lamb from the beginning. I read it I really did he what he was off possibly interested be my friend or something maybe he want to you know maybe this one maybe I find love with this person but no, I came onto him. I found him die attractive, so I arrange everything to happen so Something Happens well, but I make something happen.” says JFK.
“ who didn’t use drugs in your family?” says Lacey.
“ actually, I don’t think my dad use that many drugs. Most people didn’t have for the most part, though at some point even if it’s just pot most people have used drugs in our family I think really it might’ve only been Joe Senior who didn’t for the most part.” says Kick.
“ why do people always think that makes sense?” says Lacey.
“ am I still her mother at all anymore?” asks Margy.
“ I know you’re really not you are as far as God can use you, but other than that Margie no you’re not at all even if you are her birth mother if you wanted to change that maybe you could do something about it, but for the most part, you’ve lost her.” says God.
“ OK yeah so anyway, Jack is disturbing that your family has such problems with chemical addictions but I think I have caught myself at the end of my sentence and realize that your mother just had some serious psychological issues issues that she was compensating for that sad I don’t think going into revolt against God makes sense I just think you could quit you maybe parlor is why you’re not in hell is it there’s a tiny part of you that just couldn’t make sense of things and I have empathy for you. I think maybe I mostly always have potentially, but boy I feel as though you’ve taken advantage of me and my empathy.” says Lacey. “ I mean I don’t know if there’s reincarnation or not but if there is you really sent me to a terrible life and I don’t think any of your people realize that I was already having a hard time with my existence. I was already on edge with God. If there’s reincarnation, we were already on pretty rough terms. I I I know I excepted that he was God, but I have a sense there was some thing a little less than peachy keen about our relationship. And then you sent me into this shit hole, life and endlessly tortured me? I am astounded 
What you have to understand is that everyone has a limit to what they are physically capable of enduring, and when you keep pushing me to that limit in a psychotic way I will break eventually I am breaking. I’m losing my hair. I possibly almost died. Several times right now I feel like I could fly out of my seat again I can’t do this as much as you seem to think I am super natural or some thing. I don’t know what you think. Maybe you actually really barely think about it at all, but I am explaining to you if it’s of all of interest you in any way that I have limits.
I am not capable of being tortured to the degree that you seem to think you deserve or would make you happy. I will eventually die and then I will start killing everybody and then you won’t be able to do anything to anyone and we’ll probably all have to count for ourselves in a vastly more serious way. And honestly, even if that wasn’t the case right away, I would be dead totally in capable of being affected by you and I would murder anybody you could possibly affect. I would be so tempted to kill everybody that God would have to stop me.
You have really pushed things way too far with me psychologically it is beyond. There is no hope for you without Christ making something happen miraculously, if you even do that this is a hopeless situation you’ve created. I am aware of myself I do know who I am you don’t have a choice. This is the truth. You don’t know me better than I know myself I am so sick of people thinking that.
Most of you don’t have a fucking clue how to relate to me you barely understand me, and then you have the audacity. Enter phone perverse disgusting insanity by choice to think that you know more than I do about me that’s really really astounding to an unfathomable degree possibly to me with my human mind.
Call so the problem is I can’t fix this for you. You’ve made me extraordinary the angry.
And it’s just if there’s not reincarnation I have a shit existence why did you do this to me? Why did you do this to me? I don’t understand if you did this to me why did you do this? It’s just so damn cruel and I have no freaking clue how I am going to be able to manage to not kill everybody when I die.” says Lacey, “ because I am literally going to be harassing God probably constantly if I don’t ceased to exist or go to hell to literally kill everyone not because I’m hateful because I don’t see the point of anyone being alive anymore. It seems totally hopeless, I think of my own suffering, my own pain and I think I don’t want anyone to go through that and there are so many children suffering a little part of me thinks if I could just kill all of the kids are suffering. Maybe I am a baby things would be OK but then I think who else could get this screwed over nowadays who else could if there’s ring carnation you could who could come back and end up in a similar situation I trust God, but I don’t want anyone to have to be in the situation as a mother I cannot bear the thought of watching a child cry and suffer through what I’m living through the intense, excruciating alienation, and loneliness that I feel constantly is astounding. It is really possibly almost unfathomable. I’m not making that up at I can Barrett if there’s been, Carnation I am in and I’m an incredibly tough person and if not then I’m just tough I guess but I don’t. I don’t think I’d want anyone to have to go through this. Maybe be good for him in someway, but I would say that it’s not necessary necessarily and I would say that it’s probably not wise potentially, and it’s going to be very hard to convince me to not constantly be bother in Christ and the world the minute I die I’m angry at them. I feel betrayed by him and I won’t want to run into his arms anymore I’m very mad at him. I’m mad at him for bothering to even talk to you. I’m angry at him for not being more perceptive fucking second of his entire fucking life and I will not be riding into his arms anymore. I will be grabbing him or letting him do whatever the hell he wants well I don’t talk to Christ and forced him to destroy everything!” yells Lacey at JFK. “ you shouldn’t have been porn. I’m angry at your mother I’m angry at your father. I’m angry at Lem’s for saving your life, although I find that slightly humorous, but I don’t understand why he wasn’t more perceptive. I love him I want to spend eternity with him, but I cannot stand the fact that he was so fucking lacking in perception it’s degrading that he was ever even remotely associated with you. You’re horrible person I find you repulsive even if I care about you I find your whole family obnoxious and you are you are repulsive. I’m sorry I care about you Jackie but you are really annoying. It would’ve been more respectful to you. If you just left you alone it’s sort of like walking it on your right foot she’s pooping. Yes it’s about like that. It’s about like if you took a shit your entire life and then he insisted on standing there, eating it, or smelling it. What the hell was he thinking!? I am not degrading my children. I am letting him in on the reality of how awful the situation really is. He should never have been friends with you in the state that you’re in you are not ready for friendship with lead Billings, my husband, the father of my children you are not ready for that jack Kennedy, do you are a despicable piece of shit And so being friends with you, who is your filing to himself and it was not appropriate for you either you are in a terrible position you should not have had anything to do with him. You were indisposed, then, even if you didn’t realize that how the hell didn’t he!?
How the hell didn’t he realize that standing watching someone take a poop their entire life what is the kind of a weird thing to do? He’s smarter than that. He’s better than that. I would love him the way that I do if he wasn’t and I am sure he has some awful explanation, but I am a little sick of all who explanations so when I die I am not going to run into his arms as it is I’m going to be letting him do whatever he wants when I’m gonna watch cows, poop or pee or some thing of it so damn fascinating to him and then I’m going to run after Christ and just send everything because how dare you jack Kennedy? How dare you think that acting as a human piece of garbage you could possibly replace me!?
Do you have any idea how horny I am how old I try to be a good person like Tracy LSD I don’t want to. I am so sick of your Baptist bullshit Jack. I am so fucking sick and tired of your Pentecostal evangelical fundamentalist Baptist nonsense. Oh, Lacey, I was a poor Japanese man have pity on me. You’re a Baptist missionary you hear the next Baptist doesn’t my reincarnated into a jack Kennedy man who suffered with narcissism. But I am no lonelier than you thank you John Calvin. I am saved because Olsen is the same. We are all equal in the eyes of God and your holiness means nothing to Christ because my simple nothing bullshit love for him and obedience compared to your excruciating suffering and love for humanity, including me is, but nothing compared to Christ so in relation to Christ, your love is poop and my vile disgusting hatred for all of humanity looks pretty damn similar.
Never mind the fact that I’m better looking than you. Never mind the fact that you’re a complete rubbish physically can’t compare to me but just focus on her holiness because that’s all the Christ cares about right is holiness. Beauty means nothing to him. I question so it’s all just about the sadness of your tears in profound evil, and what the strength in my hidden tears as you send me through hell? And that’s the problem. You cannot imagine your way into being me, but you wouldn’t even want to because you don’t actually think you’re may you think you’re you and me both you think that you’re just magically lovable for no damn reason at all!
You can just show up and everyone is supposed to worship you?
I’m sorry parents love you that way God loves you that way, but that’s not how sex works Jack. When someone loves you sexually they love you in a different sort of way than a parent. It’s very real but it’s far more complicated than you realize it’s just as eternal it’s just as unconditional in Christ, but that’s the thing it’s not the same and it’s only with one person out of all the millions of people that we could be with. You can’t just walk up to someone else’s spouse and say oh, I like that one it’s mine forever without any thoughts, put into it at all, other than just mild attraction and circumstance. No you can’t replace me. You cannot replace me you can’t replace jack you can’t replace jacket isn’t you? You can’t replace lame. You cannot be other people that isn’t a thing.
Oh so I’m sorry you know really yeah you can’t replace me if you were my equal, I would be less insulted. Because it’s like well no, you still can’t replace me but it’s not as insulting. I’m not as insulted by Lem and I’m not as insulted by you. I’m angry at him that he’s so lonely that he thinks that he couldn’t of been with someone better. And yeah, I also angry at him because at the same time I feel as though it’s his job to be perfect because I am supposed to be perfect. Why can’t he be perfect he supposed to be humble and make, but also supposed to be confident if I have to be 100% perfect, so does he. He may have failed miserably, or not but what if he did. I have grace for that possibly I love him, but I am very angry, so as it stands right now, because he chose to associate with you at all frankly, and your psychotic madness about him you’re psychotic obsessive disgusting madness relation to him I will be marching, not into his arms. I will be marching to Christ in the world and that’s pathetic as fuck.
And are probably hundreds of people and actual saints to agree with me. It’s completely pathetic.
Do you think you’ll follow me jack or do you think I’ll just cease to exist when I die because God is so damn in love with you?” yells Lacey at JFK.
“I think you exist.” says JFK.
“I have an excuse.” says Lem to Lacey.
“Really?” says Lacey.
“Yes.” he says.
She grows quiet.
“I actually do just get confused.” says Lem. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
Lacey sighs.
“Why would you expect me to stay with you if you only partially love me?” says Lacey.
“I wouldn’t. I wouldn’t. And yet I got hurt.” says Lem.
“Why?” asks Lacey.
“You know why.” says Lem. “Mostly.”
Later.
Carmina Burana from “O Fortuna” plays.
“Oh my! Not now. I’m not in the mood!” says Lacey.
“Too BAD!” yells Satan.
“Do I have to?” she says.
A poor dead Irish hater with demons nods at her. Thinking she’s going to finally trick her.
Having pity on the woman Lacey goes along with it.
The music goes louder.
Lacey sits braless as Scotia. And the Irish woman faints. Literally. Someone revives her.
She stands in horror as Lacey collects the blood of goats. Very systematically. Then Lacey offers the blood to Jesus. To do whatever He wishes with it.
0:52
“Alright! Let’s hold court!” yells Lacey bellowing in her unrestrained voice.
1:26
Snakes are released.
2:01
They slither wisely in synchronized action.
As brilliant creatures of God.
Off to war.
Lacey holds out her rod. The door opens.
The song ends.
“Silence.
I wish to hear the Irish woman speak.” says to the audience in a British accent.
“Your have nice tits.” says poor Irish woman.
“That is not what you wanted to say.” says Lacey..
“That’s not what you wanted to say!?” says the poor Irish woman in a mocking voice.
Prospectors Quartet by Jonny Greenwood plays at Lacey’s request.
“Being her here!!” yells Lacey.
The poor Irish woman is carried before Lacey.
“Lay her on the ground. Spread out.” says Lacey.
They do so.
“Now!
How dare you challenge my throne!
On what grounds do you claim it?” asks Lacey, calmly.
A demon manifests from the woman. And Lacey casts it into Hell in Jesus’s name. Once the demon has left her the woman looks faint. And weak.
“What’s wrong with her?” asks Lacey.
“She’s anemic. And malnourished.” says a doctor.
“Ahh…shall we kill her quickly or heal her?” Lacey asks God.
Jesus says, “In her case death.” he says.
“I worried. Very well.
Read her her Last Rites.” says Lacey.
They do.
Then Lacey commands them to chop off her head quickly.
One Week by Barenaked Ladies plays.
“Did you accept Christ?” Lacey asks the woman’s ghost who looks relieved.
“Yes.” she says.
“Oh goody. You are released. Go party in Heaven!” says Lacey. “You’re on permanent vacation.”
She cries and then is escorted out slowly, still in shock.
“She’s actually kinda nice.” says the dead woman.
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