“Q and A” by Lem

Q: “How are you not a demon?”

A: “Because I’m not a demon. I’m a woman and I’ve been this person my whole life. I’m not a demon. I know myself. I’m just a person and what you’re saying is stupid as fuck how are you not a demon, how is anything anything? It’s it it is what it is.” says Lacey,

Q: “Are we really attacking you this much? I can’t believe it that bad.”

A: “I do feel some people are supporting me, but the people who aren’t are obsessive and I care about them.” 

Q: “Oh why oh, why is it that it seems like we are the weirdos when you’re the rich person?” 

A: “Maybe you are the weirdos or maybe there’s a misunderstanding.” 

Q: “ Casi why couldn’t you just be nice to her if there’s reincarnation and maybe there isn’t, maybe there’s some ghost or demon or God or I don’t think he would trick people so it’s probably just a demon or a ghost or I don’t know what butt or it’s just her but that’s what I’m getting to. Why couldn’t you just let her be better than you and yet still be yourself? If there’s reincarnation she was better than you you were not in her class on the world level you were upper class but you weren’t like a Scottish aristocrat in the 1800s you were a mistress from Italy. Italy really was superior in your imagination maybe but not in reality and reality Great Britain is superior to pretty much every country in the entire world in the 1800s that’s just fact. There is no way that you’re her equal. The Kennedys are a piece of shit compared to both of you potentially, and I’m embarrassed to say that. But then why couldn’t you have just been like OK but I wasn’t aristocrat. I was the mistress to the king of France like we did have a similar class background even if we weren’t like equals completely within that you were my superior but not that, but it wasn’t that we were in a different class it’s that you were my superior, but we weren’t in a different class. But that’s frustrating to a lot of Italian people were the British superior yeah but then Lacey gets pissed off because if there’s reincarnation loves a little Italian, she likes her cooking. She loves our music. She loves our art. She loves our movies I mean same thing, but come the fuck on what kind of pedantic weird psychotic evil argument are you trying to get into Casi? We’re not superior ultimately we’re not OK someone had to win but that doesn’t necessarily mean what you want to meet we’re not shit either. And see that that’s why I start to wonder who are you really fighting with Lacey or some Italian aristocrat who is better than you yeah like who are you really mad at a wealthy or Italian person and someone in your family or did you miss living in Italy and you wish you hadn’t been a mistress you had a picture taken all the time in France do you feel like an idiot? Because you weren’t as pretty as you thought you were you’re not as beautiful as Lacey, so you’re not as beautiful as a lot of women you were an average above average looking woman then and you are now and I wonder if you realize that I’m a little worried you are hurt, and then you came back and realize that you were just average And you felt incredibly special because you kept having your picture taken and so you kept taking your picture on Instagram because you thought somehow if you kept taking more pictures you get the same high you used to Phyl when they took your pictures and you thought who is this good looking as this look at me I look so good And everyone was like oh that’s Virginia. Oh my gosh look at her Casi we all have a picture now you’re just average.

Oh so what are you arguing about? You know it’s just stupid you’re not all of Italy and honestly it really is dumb if there’s reincarnation because you’re like Lem’s ironically, sweetheart in a way that she’s not if there’s reincarnation and maybe you’re not reincarnated, but if you are genetically, sweetie, you were related to let so, my Italian saying this, so she’s eating our food she’s with one of our men to some degree for eternity, what are you looking for? What are you looking for? This is dumb. This is so dumb. It’s just dumb sweetie. It’s dumb.

That’s not to say that there are no winners or losers and I’m not gonna judge lemon till I find out what happened in heaven possibly but let me tell you something if there’s reincarnation OK so Great Britain wins are you ready for this but God God sees fit to putting her with an Italian to some small degree genetically or maybe a little more than that but sincerely she is. She’s with an Italian fraternity to some degree maybe not you know entirely but a little I think he’s a little Italian it might be smaller than I think but it’s it’s not insignificant For eternity so even if she superior he still the man she still submits to him even when he’s dead in Christ and so then yeah OK there’s winning and losing but we’re just human and then you know it’s like what what are you? Where are you going with all of us?

Are you know are you a communist Casi are you a communist? I wonder if you’re just a communist you know that’s fascinating, but this is the 21st-century now sweetheart and you are the American south. I was I’m going off, but you know what whatever the point is I don’t get where you were going with this I know maybe you were trying to help her in some convoluted way, but I don’t understand where you’re going with this whole thing.

Are you are you getting it is it is reincarnations no she’s not a lesbian sweetie. She’s not in love with you she’s in love with Lem’s not you she’s not in love with you she’s in love with lamb. Not lame. She’ll edit this lame. She’s in love with lab Billings.

It’s interesting to see what’s manifesting on this phone I have a feeling Bobby is very into the occult and if there’s illuminati he’s extremely involved in the illuminati if it’s like a country club he’s probably there every weekend or every day. He’s like a fixture.

The thing is sweetheart you could’ve just said subway were the same you’re an aristocrat and so am I we have something in common and look for both collecting perfume or was that too hard for you it is if it was sweetie was it really her fault I was it something else You can’t get mad at her for something she didn’t do.” says an Italian man.

A: “ if there’s an illuminati and there’s still apathy, she’s channeling me right now whether I’m telling you this from the future or the past it’s probably from the future or in the present. I’m sorry if I’m Italian I apologize if I don’t mean that. Sincerely, I’m sorry.

I’m embarrassed possibly I have a feeling I’ve embarrassed people a lot in my existence was I able to tell her we’re both aristocrats I’m not exactly like you, but we’re similar if there’s reincarnation and maybe there isn’t, but if there is what if there isn’t, but if there isn’t and I’m just delusional? That could be true too I could just be profoundly delusional, narcissist, but if that’s not the case, and there’s a ring carnation oh, I think I didn’t know how to talk to her because she is superior to me even if there’s reincarnation and I felt very intimidated. I just didn’t feel comfortable telling her it’s like I kept saying oh we’re the same were the same but it was no way that was mocking her and it was evil. I don’t think I ever told her we were the same in a way that was sincere, potentially it was just making fun of myself for mocking her or if I did try to tell her I coupled it with that so it’s like we’re the same but not really and I hate you. I don’t know why I hate her to be honest with you. I don’t really understand why Jack thinks that he’s with them if I know anything about Italian men if they tell you to sincerely fuck off, they mean it I don’t know why she’s even dealing with Jack. I think he might’ve been confused. She knows them better than us, but if there’s anything Italian about him that way, I have no idea why Jack doesn’t hear him saying that And I have to think he saying that sincerely I strongly believe that but for some reason he doesn’t hear it and I don’t know why it’s scary but it’s like he can’t understand that this is just stupid but I can’t I can’t. I wonder if they’re a little backward to the point where it’s scary.

Because it’s like oh no, no no no no they really mean that the Italian, not Irish he’s Italian not Irish Jack he’s not it’s he’s not an Irishman. He was British. He was English but that’s not the same thing as an Irish person. He was never Irish, and you were never English Jack Jackie were never an Englishman You’re Irish he’s English him and if there’s rain carnation, he’s Italian when he tells you to fuck off he means it he means it. And then that’s where it’s like I feel bad for Jack but that’s between him and God we can’t fix it for you. I’m sorry you don’t have parents that give a shit about you and that way because they think the whole world supposed to babysit you for the next 500 years or something? Lem told you know jack he was meaning that when an Irish person says fuck off, maybe they don’t entirely mean it if it comes to love, maybe there’s some pain there, but when an English person says it or one in Italian says fuck off or a possibly a German to says fuck off they really do mean it.” says Casi.

Q: “ this question is coming from Great Britain where in great Britain was where in great Britain was, the house that we discussed last night. She was talking to somebody who’s an English person in illuminati, and they wondered about a house where was that house?”

A:

Q: “What did it look like?”

A:

“ it looks close to this. This is bigger and more ornate, but it looked about like this.”

Q: “ was it surrounded by other houses like it or was it one of the larger houses in the area?”

A: “ it was, it was surrounded by a few houses that were like it, but most of the houses were smaller so it’s like there were a few houses that were like that it kind of reminds me of Minneapolis, but not quite so there were a few houses that were like that but said they were a lot more that were a lot smaller and they were all Victorian they were there as it had more land there a bigger yards.”

Q: “ are you going to tell her that she could be right or should I?” asks Putin.

A: “ well, it’s just scary because I’m a relative and it’s just scary.” says an English man.

Q: “ I am actually quite curious about this house.” says a woman in England.

A: “ if there is reincarnation, I need to clarify something I am Lems older brother. It’s possible but if there’s not reincarnation I actually am his older brother but I’m a Billings and I just spent time in England I went to Oxford briefly at least and we actually were British and our heritage is there if there is reincarnation because I’m his brother, then to or not possibly we fat if there’s reincarnation a lot, but we were close, and I should’ve realized if there is reincarnation that the way the Kennedys took him away from us was weird. Lacey was never like that if there’s reincarnations, that’s a laugh, she was an aristocrat, and she was Scottish, but when she joined our family, it was never brought up we knew, but we never discussed it And she was respectful and we were respectful and everyone understood their place but really she became one of our family and assets not class wise but in a sense she did but he said she didn’t. We may have actually better ourselves by having a merry each other, especially in the eyes of our relatives, who had a title.

Dispensers where are second cousins she’s her third she starts second but they were like that look right there a second or third I am a ghost. It’s hard to hear me sometimes but no it was second or third cousin those are details in this case and possibly someone a relevant But no we were their second or third cousin and this is where it becomes tricky because they had my parents house. If there’s reincarnations he was a lot smarter than me and our last life. He was a lot smarter than me so he ran the family business and so he got the family house. That’s how we decided it Home so he had the house with his wife and she was a Scottish aristocrat to so that was seemed more appropriate so we had a country estate. Essentially it was glorious. We didn’t have a title, but we were very wealthy and we were related to the spencers on my mother side, we were related to them on my mother side and then if we’re talking to Prince William through the illuminati, you could spend your whole life researching this and you might actually find out that it’s real or you might not if you find out that it’s real don’t despair you’re not dying and going to hell if you worship Christ and ask him to be your savior just because you were a king of a country that struggled at any point with poverty that you didn’t experience that’s the bitter awful nature of this phone world. We understand you understand that it actually if you’re doing your job doesn’t benefit the poor if you’re doing your job you’re there protector and that’s the problem William there’s a reason why Lacey has yelled at you at times it’s because she wants you to protect them and yourself.

I’m not Lacey saying this I’m saying this she’s channeling me we’ve never met.

I think someone’s getting scared because what I’m saying is so sound we can show you more pictures of what our house looks like but keep this in mind she really is talking to the dead. And I’m not going to say anything else, because that would be a lie.

You have to decide for yourself theologically if that’s possible but keep in mind that you could be wrong. If I actually I’m a ghost and there’s purgatory.

So no, you would’ve known as William we were very wealthy family we were very influential you wouldn’t have been close to us we would’ve met last night. He told her that that wasn’t possible and she knew that was bullshit. Why do you say such thing is it because of Bobby stop it’s disgusting.

That man is a delusional view of everything.

I saw your recent photo shoot with your wife with a dog in your clasping hands. My brother was straight and if there’s reincarnation, you know damn well that he likely still was.

What is the weather is weather homosexuality is allowed in heaven or not you know that for him personally he’s stuck being straight. Some people have the capacity to be different things if there’s reincarnations Lem’s and Lacey are not like that they’re just straight if there’s reincarnation if it’s allowed in heaven and maybe even if it’s not I’m trying to explain something I was a doctor they are just straight he’s straight she’s straight that’s just who they are. They’re cis gender They’re that’s just who they are a bit makes you feel jealous, but be careful with that. No not like that. Be careful.

Not everything is a superiority contest William your family was very wealthy on your mother side. We were related to that if there’s reincarnation where we were poor relations no that’s a laugh. Do we have our name and Däbritz? No we didn’t have a title. How would you find us? That way you might be able to find Lacey‘s family you might her name might not have been met you may be able to find her but be very careful with that route people were nasty back then she died drunk on a street in Great Britain after marrying down. And she was related to an aristocrat. They considered her and aristocrat there was a title, but it wasn’t him. It wasn’t like she had the title. She may have actually somehow gotten the title. I’ve been called ladies, such and such, but she was not called that necessarily it’s hard to explain but no she was not necessarily lady such and such but you can’t say she wasn’t. It was complicated. Because she Matthew Crawley know whether that’s Scotland versus England or if you don’t quite understand there a stock receipt in the 1800s that’s fine but in her family know she was they were considered aristocrats. This is reincarnations. She was considered an aristocrat loosely loosely she was in aristocrat. OK she didn’t get call lady there necessarily, but she would’ve been concerned aristocrat Arm could she have married at the person with the title? Yes but it would’ve been challenging because there were a lot of social politics back then with people with titles, it wasn’t like you just ran off and found someone with another title and also people were concerned about love, believe it, or not compatibility, so they found love in her together to be a very good match, and it worked out great until he died in the war, and then she could barely stand to live, and she died.

She is she’s trying very hard to be honest. Please try to give her a little more credit it’s repulsive that you don’t. Our families new each other the right our house is no longer there anymore. You can’t find it. That way the house was torn down. When was a torn down you know it might’ve actually been bombed the house by been blowing up in World War II. that’s one possibility that it was bombed in the blitz, which is very creepy when you consider this whole context that you know, the JFK‘s father started a war where they blew up our house. Are you British or are you Kennedy cocksuckers running of the royal family that’s what I would ask you!

If you’re just a bunch of Kennedy cocksuckers, you’re in deep deep trouble, you really are anybody who has resisted his sadistic control and everything I’m sure they’re being ilumiNATTI will probably fare better in the future than it seems at the present. And yes, I’m talking about you, Jeannie or Beatrice possibly being a royal the person who runs the whole thing or is this a farce and you actually do care and you’re not actually just a Kennedy cocksucker?

Our house isn’t there yet so it was either blown up in World War II and yes I sound like Lacey she’s the one hearing me but I am telling her things try to think about what’s happening without just looking constantly for someway that she’s evil so you can feel superior or good in a way that you’re not. So I know the house is not there. It was blown up in World War II or it was him. It was taken down. It was destroyed there a couple of options she’s hearing it might’ve been in the 70s they might’ve taken the house apart in the 70s for some purpose or another.

It’s also possible that it was dismantled in the early 1910s or 20s and they rebuilt some thing else there does that house still exist possibly not they might’ve felt some thing else there after World War II possibly you know there’s not that much land and so things get torn down and rebuilt not that often but often enough.” he says.

“ can you give us an exact location or is that too hard to do?”

“ no I can give it to you.” he says. “ if you wanna base everything off of this, be careful.”

Q: “IT WAS A ROW HOUSE!!” says a man. “If there’s reincarnation.”

A: “ mostly, mostly.” says Lem’s brother.

Q: “ how are mostly?”

A: “ the back of the house that there was there was a part of the house that wasn’t connected. We had a credit a yard relatively speaking, and there might yeah it’s it’s kind of like what she’s here is it’s hard for her to say it, because it sounds crazy, but there might not even a street there. There was a street in front of the house. Potentially she sees, but there’s one right in front of the house which could be the same street but the one on the side might not have existed if it sticks exactly what she saying there there’s a part of it that doesn’t quite drive with what she just saw but it does at the same time it’s hard for her to explain because she doesn’t want to sound like she’s crazy so I’m gonna tell her to explain exactly And I’m gonna dare her to serve a straw for you in her head. What is that she’s seeing.”

“ you’re right so it’s a very big house it feels bigger on the inside and it looks on the outside possibly but it’s very big and it seems very much like Victorian England. There’s it feels like there’s houses there if it was like there other houses there it’s not you know a place where you watch the movies it’s like a place where their houses and I think there’s a yard somewhere around the house and I think that there are other houses that I feel like they have yards. I don’t know why I’m seeing yards but I’m seeing yards it’s like their yards they’re like people have backyards or or side yards or something and there are lots of streets it’s it’s built up it’s like the city it doesn’t really feel like the city and I don’t even know if that’s possible in this exact spot but but it seems it’s out is this even upset is the thing I’m talking to ghost is this even the exact spot or do I need to go across the river if this is the exact spot, then I think there were yards around these houses that they were huge but they were there’s a little bit of grass and it’s not it’s not like it’s not. It’s not like big yards necessarily but it’s sort of more like there was there was grass there, so there was like a little bit of a little bit of a yard.” says Lacey.

“It was the size of two and a half of these row houses.” says Lacey.

“It was like this in regard to size. But only similar. Our house was smaller.” says Lem’s brother.

“That’s there house!!!” says someone.

“NO IT IS NOT!!!” yells Lem’s brother. “NO IT IS NOT!!!!” he bellows.

“What’s WRONG with you FOOLS!?” shrieks Lacey.

“They’re right.” says God. “It’s ASTOUNDING.”

“What did it look like in the inside?” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“ so they took a house or in the 1600s and put it in a house in the 1800s a Gothic house on the



Either I did that with my wife, we weren’t poor our families house was going to be torn down and we who is this completely fine with that and so we took stuff out of it and just moved it to the Gothic house and that was built the Gothic mansion in 1895 that’s that that’s the that’s the date I’m giving her 1895 she would’ve guessed 1880s or or all around that time and maybe that’s actually what it was but she said 8095 and so she saying it very respectfully of God.” says Lem’s brother.

“ what happened to the house?” asks Prince William.

“ it was burned. Actually, it was torn down in 1945 it was bombed. Our house was bombed.” he says.

“ so your house was bombed in the blitz there was somewhere in that area. It might be the theater or might be somewhere else. Your house was bombed in the London blitz?” says a woman.

“ no it was involved in the blitz Lacey thought that but now I may even said that to her but William is asking for me to say exactly what I want to say she’s risking it. We communicate with her different ways and that’s not stupid on her part at all, but I’m telling you that was with her and this is the problem. She hears the energy sweetie but then she doesn’t know if I’m a demon interrupting the conversation or the actual person because she’s not reading my energy right now to find out if it’s from God, or if she’s being attacked and so she hast to constantly read the energy or ask God for approval to just stop reading it and right now she’s just not read it and I’m telling her that it was actually in 1945. It was torn down and lost the problem. She actually was right it was bomb during the blitz, it was bomb during the blitz. It burned but not enough to tear it out. They tried to save it. This is very risky for her to say this because it’s like oh my gosh what is this is an actual X actually accurate but no it was started on fire in 1940. It was bombed in 1941 blitz but it was bombed in 1940. She can’t remember triplets was in 1939 or 1940 or both but it was a 1940 it was because the house was blitzed in 1940 and it burned, but they tried to save it, and then they couldn’t and so in 1945 when they were reconstruction in London they just gave up and tore the whole thing down wherever it is in that area. It would’ve been a historical landmark there’s some degree but you know all of London historical my family, stopped living there and at 1924.

We moved my wife and I were very old for both standards of that time and we just decided to retire. Essentially our kids were older we just didn’t wanna live there anymore and so we moved. The Raiders are actually we were in our 50s so we moved to the country and bought a very nice old house where we died in 1955 Seay I can’t be loves brother, I can’t be his brother that’s impossible I’m not his brother do you know she doesn’t know what to say and that’s the problem with what you’re asking her to do what if I am partially lemon and parsley not hear you guys ask things are friends at a time that are absolute surd spiritually and it’s repulsive to God and everybody else listening.

She’s not analyzing those she’s not looking for information she’s just talking and the problem is that this is going to sound like gibberish potentially intellectually. If she were to fact, check me spiritually to see who she’s talking to. She might realize I’m not even a person I’m just a demon at this point you guys are very gullible in the illuminati and a lot of other New Age practices because you’re not really using God you’re not even supposed to be doing necromancy it’s evil, I’m sorry that’s so upsetting to you.

Yeah, I’m so fucking sick of the fascist mine thank you people dude everybody you’re a fucking nitwits. The only religion as of existence is Jesus Christ. Everything else is a piece of fucking shit and if you don’t like that, then go to hell.

Oh, what actually is true well what if there’s not reincarnation and I’m loves brother and I’m pulling your leg because you piss me off.

Or what if I actually emblems brother, but I’m not reincarnated and then that’s interesting. Who is his brother that was in the grave it was there a child who was born first and Lem’s had three older siblings not two. What if he was the youngest of four children and a sense that hope that’s how he slipped through the cracks because he was the youngest of four children so we’re home William reincarnated I know how I have your head knots does that doesn’t make any sense no that’s not possible ha ha ha.

You know what the truth is I’m his brother, either way or am I?

I’m his brother I’m not reincarnated.” he says

“ why did why did where I see you sold the house?” says Camilla.

“ we did we sold the house but then you have to realize there is reincarnation I’m just not regarded we sold the house if that was true.” he says.

“ we are obviously showing her things. This is obviously a real place. I wouldn’t even put it past these ghost to be telling us of a house that actually used to live there exist there you guys why are you doing this to her right now it’s late what is the point of this?” says a reader.

“ I insist that lamb was my lover!” says Bobby. “ I ain’t got no memories of him, sucking my cock, but I sure as hell wonder if I do at times when I’m high. Where is this voice coming from? I know one, but let me tell you something all your suckers. He’s my goddamn lover he’s the hottest piece of ass I never had or did, and don’t remember.”

“ bobby that but you don’t remember?” says a woman

“ I sure as fuck don’t that man was into heroin like I never seen before in my life he was he was a real a real slinger. If you know what I mean, he he shoot himself up every damn day and I ain’t ain’t exactly abstaining and myself.” says Bobby.

“ bobby were you Chinese and then a southern heck or watt?” says the CUA.

“ I was probably Asian and then I spent good 20 to 30 years of my life. I live in in Virginia. No I’ll actually yeah well it was a it was not Virginia where do I sound like I’m from probably Virginia maybe it was more more South Carolina yeah, I was a poor hick in South Carolina for 20 years after being an Asian man.” says Bobby. “ i’ll tell you something I I don’t really know if lamb was my lover the way you want me to that science all right y’all do that science thing I ain’t doing that. I am practicing science. I am practicing that none I don’t do that what I do is just go with what I think no it’s called. Think no it’s like I kind of know some thing but she also just kind of think it and then he just kind of go with it because you never know, it might be true,

So that’s what I that’s what I don’t do most the time with my logic I just use it think no process. I don’t know Wala Why y’all hate on folks like me. I don’t think we’re that stupid I know I know he’s annoying as hell at times but damn I just feel like y’all over so damn much the way I iPhone died in World War II alongside all those other boys, they’re riding on the shores of Omaha and Normandie I just feel like y’all owe me a lot of shit. I’m entitled all right I’ll say it I’m entitled.

Well, I think Linn my friend because he bought my age. Who is the best friend I ever had you know I don’t know. I like the thought of sitting around in a nice place in a pretty house doing drugs all right I have to admit it I am a southern hick I would have been on the Andy Griffith show as a character. Are you on that show, no my fault they got into drugs. I am sure are we live in a trailer park? No we were wealthy compared to those folk, but we sure as fuck for a poor, poor, as can be.

See that’s what y’all don’t understand I am evil I am far away. I have so many wives and girlfriends and all that because it’s fun I’ve had a fun time being Barbara Kennedy Junior. It has been a real life riot every damn moment it’s like I’m famous, but I’m not, and there it is amazing the chicks that come knocking on your door when you a Kennedy.

And I was about as good looking as I am now before I died in World War II but but see that’s the problem. I didn’t realize lame. Think of me as a little narcissistic piece of shit.

Yeah figures I have a little sociopathic. I lied about this life if it exists and truth be told if there’s reincarnation damn hot. Damn, Lacey is a sexy woman from Egypt on a certain level. And I I don’t wonder if she got confused because I am from you know I died in World War II I’m by her age or age to be in a way that I wasn’t really I was about 16 or 15 years old the first time I saw her.

She doesn’t she does she does not think too much of me as I was just a kid. If there’s reincarnation I was just a little kid Innoway she think he’s just a little teenage squirt but then when I got a little older, I thought he may but you never know I got a crush on that chick. I got a damn crush on her if there’s reincarnation I got a crush on that girl ad and you sure as shit better know I’m married women like her. Oh hell yeah I had a crush on her. She was my first crush the part of me that straight that was my first crush.

No, it’s not stupid. She was a pretty Egyptian woman walking around and I was high in limbs apartment in New York City. She is just the prettiest one it was like dang you’re curvy and dark but Wyatt and are you look like a Native American princess but not really I mean it was just so dang exotic! And I sat there hot is the cat singing shit what is this? I’m saying am I hallucinating am I Trippin? Is this a vision from God hot damn!

Yeah

Yeah, usher is heck was Asian but I also was what why does toast?

No see that’s why I like Cheryl. I don’t know she just come and get me and we’re not necessarily on the best of terms right now but damn no say she understood me.

Do you like me a little bit little southern together in a way I think.

I don’t think Nicola I don’t think Linn knew this part of my personality.

Let me tell you something I was definitely not prepared for this situation.

I was prepared to be funny and charming and rich and get tail and head and ass and drugs and cars and fame and clothes and liquor and good conversation that’s intellectually stimulating and a first class education and brothers and sisters to boot a nice house. I was not prepared for my dad to die, but that happens sometimes, but no, I sure as heck wasn’t prepared for him to die, when I was barely a teenage boy. You ask why I drive so crazy in my van with dead animals that I found on the beach why is the fuck can’t I do that ass fuck can’t I kill an animal and put it in my museum in my house if I want to?

I know y’all got these rules and I ain’t against the rules. OK I understand you’ll have to go buy certain things, but shit I did beach or did animal is a dead animal you can you tell me we can’t kill animals no more just because they’re endangered ever see the way I looked at it was that I done so much good through the environment that by that point, I was old one and I felt old that animal in my car on my wall or whatever the fuck I wanted to do with it.

No, I like the south south is much more my personality I lived in Virginia you know growing up I love that I love being in the south that was Rushmore my personality than this up or northern California nonsense. I eat like that I Sherine if there’s ring carnation sisters, more me than anything else you ever seen.

So now I’m telling me he’s straight no rat fat I I believe him because I know I’m supposed to as a man in Christ but I know a lot of southern men who say they’re straight and they ain’t. I might even be one of them. The fuck he says he ain’t all right whatever that’s fine go ahead that’s fine. OK you say you’re straight and you know maybe nothing happened at all. Maybe nothing and nothing happened at all and it was just my damn imagination that happens. Sometimes you know you imagine things specially when you’re high. I wonder if I did imagine it all shit shit do you have any idea have 1 million and that is to me I ever told people publicly that I’m bisexual possibly anywhere some of my wives didn’t even know that I’ve lied about it, and then I had this crush on this man. Everyone played it off like I was the one he was obsessed with, and that he transferred all of his love from Jack to me And if that ain’t true, then what the fuck happened damn!

I’ll tell you what I think happened I think I think I think he did not like me at all I think he hated me and he pretended to care because he did care but in the same way that God cares or your dentist cares if you’re going to a good dentist or maybe somebody at church might care about you I don’t think he really cared about me. I think he thought I was a little fucking Twatt.

Yes, a Trois I’m using a British word. I think he thought I was a jerk a real ass. And I am actually I am a little bit of a narcissistic sociopathic type of person, but let me tell you something with pisses me off is that that man didn’t understand I was just there trying to have fun I thought we were friends I thought we were just friends sitting around chatting getting her just chilling out black folk doing the south just sitting around talking drinking smoking just sitting there just shit just chitchatting over a liquor or a cigarette or for some food. Yeah just sit and talking While working understand that I don’t know I was just assume that he’d understand I guess he did and he just thought I should die.

Well, all right, all right lamb do you think I should die? Well, I didn’t buddy I didn’t die. Let me tell you something if there is reincarnation, I died in world war two you fucking jack ass on a beach somewhere. I died in France. Oh, you were right around neural ambulance coffin on your air that you couldn’t breathe properly with your four eyes. I was Shootin I was dying, and I was trying to fight for this country in a way that you never had to

I’m not gonna small talk with you none I’m gonna say you’re a loser. Maybe I am a sociopath and you had every damn right to kill me but you sure as fuck ain’t gonna be condescending about the war. My sacrifice was a damn greater than yours. Your sacrifice in world war two was a joke compared to mine

And shit if there’s a green carnation, I would’ve liked to have told you so you little uppity bitch. You are an uppity bitch that’s right I said you’re a nobody bitch fine you died World War I OK that’s admirable. I hear you. That’s great go ahead rejoice in your in your glory and God there ain’t nothing inferior about that my sacrifice at all actually, I think it possibly was more because you had a wife and family I ain’t got one when I died, I was a relatively young man I have a bout 22. I was bisexual, whether is allowed to have it or not. I was bisexual, then too.

And this is where I get pissed off at you oh you ain’t got no manners listen, I met you in World War II before I died. If there’s reincarnation I came up to you and I said damn you got an ass I said stuff like that sometimes I enjoy talking to people like any other good southerner would. What if I said that to you, but if I said shit, you got an ass you’ve got a real ass what would you have said to me if I was your age and we were over in Europe?

Would you have said look ass you’re the ass get out of my face I want to be with you or would you have tried to sleep with me? What would you have done Lemmers?” says Bobby.

“ I would’ve told you that I wasn’t interested at the moment.” says Lem.

“ how often did you say shit like that?” says Bobby.

“ I pretty much I pretty much I said stuff like that I didn’t know that I was straight, so I always said stuff like that.” says Lem.

“ I would’ve thought you were an asshole I would’ve thought you were an absolute asshole or to be honest with you I would’ve won or what was wrong with you.” says Bobby.

“ I really was straight.” says Lem.

“ why are you do that to yourself? You ain’t Gotta make no fool of yourself that way at all.” says Bobby.

“ because I was being honorable.” says Lem

“ shit fine that’s British European shit if this is a real conversation and I’m actually reincarnated let me tell you something I don’t understand men like you ain’t one of them Timmy being honorable is something totally different. I don’t understand what you’re talking about I mean I get it, but not really I get it I get the concept, but not really know when it comes down to the practicalities of things in life not really, so if that’s actually how you’ll see it then shit shit yeah I actually live honorably in such a distinct, detailed complicated way. Fuck well shit that is damn crazy. That is fucking crazy. I am and I believe you if there’s an afterlife and there’s ring carnation I’m here in this for the first time from this perspective and let me tell you I understand, but shit shit ain’t like people being better than me. It’s true it’s insecurity and partially because I was so damn poor and I felt very very dumb for being so fucking poor shit.

Well shit.

Oh damn!

OK fine let me tell you something I have had it for you in my head since I was a teenager I developed a crush on you when I was a little kid and then I grew up, thinking that it was just astounding that you were in love with me And I was a narcissist and had it all backwards. Damn hot damn hot freaking damn

Yeah, usher is hell him a narcissistic sociopathic type person but let me tell you something I imagine the entire thing. I imagine the entire fucking romance that I had with Kirkland Dillons. I imagine the entire thing I imagined it all and then I made it real and everyone thought it was the opposite that you were imagining things with me and reality it was that I just was bisexual and they got it all figured out.

Shit from this perspective I have to tell you I don’t like my uncle I don’t like my uncle Jack none he’s an asshole. He’s a total fucking asshole spoiled little prick gotten all that money. Damn, so I was self righteous about it but I be quite that awful I was a little more humble than Jack Jack was a real ass the way he talk down to people I am not like that, I was not like that I really wasn’t no surgery. He talk down to people like they’re trash compared to him. I am not that bad.” says Bobby.

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