“Aries Is NEVER Passive Aggressive!” by Lem

Aries is never sarcastic. Right?

When I said “settled down…and married…and living somewhere…” I meant it as the latter…absolutely superior choice. It’s deep. It’s subtle. But it’s what I actually meant. …I probably flubbed it…but…that’s what I meant.

Casi…you were never passive aggressive. Right?

Casi laughs.

Because online it says that Aries are NEVER passive aggressive. …I mean…I think we’re incredibly passive aggressive. More than most signs. By nature. When we’re angry. …But that’s not what Google told Lacey. Because Bobby and Caroline and now Jack Schlossberg wanna insist I’m gay still and in love with Jack.

“No! We are!” says Casi.

“But I thought that you guys always were just blunt!” says a witch, very sincerely.

“What if they are but it’s in a passive aggressive way?” says an Indian.

“No…that’s not, but that’s not what I mean. I mean that they’re very literal, and they never have nuance in that way. It’s never passive aggressive. It’s just exactly face value what they’re saying.” says the witch.

Casi laughs.

“Okay…that’s not accurate!” says a wizard in the Illuminati.

But the living Kennedys insist it is.

Casi looks amused.

“I think Lacey has a really good bullshit detector and I don’t think you guys respect that and I’m starting to get scared because she predicted that Minnesota would become a part of Canada years ago. And I feel like you guys forgot that she says this stuff and then it happens and you just think it was some sort of fluke. Have you asked her what she thinks is going on?” says Casi.

“Lacey did Joe Junior think that he was gonna be able to bullshit you forever about other women?” asks the FBI.

“ to some degree he did that whole family struggles to comprehend her psychology, because she was Joe Senior’s soulmate before he sold his soul. Oh, and so she can read them in a very frightening Lee, maternal way, that feels incredibly scary to them because they’re not used to someone who sees through them quite that easily. And unfortunately, they want to assume that she’s like a Lem’s and not like their grandfather but she’s more like her grandfather and that way because she’s not actually Lem she’s a separate person. so she actually is seeing through their bullshit and there’s a part of her that can still love them in a way that they’re not used to and it’s very maternal, and it was very hard for Joe senior when he actually met her because he knew that he could get attached to her and love her in a way that would’ve been highly unusual for him, and it was heartbreaking to him. Because there’s a part of them that is almost clinically depressed by nature. Because they’re so analytical both of them, and sort of abstract and objective about everything to a very dark degree and where she chooses God, he chose evil and shallow value, and yet he understood why she was so sad about certain things in a way that love doesn’t as easily, and that was incredibly hard for him because he could never understand why that didn’t matter more and yet it didn’t. And that was one of the hardest things for him with her, because he just kept feeling like somehow, he was better for her than loveless, even though he was actually stabbing her in the back, he was also in love with her helplessly, and he was incredibly angry at times at love because he couldn’t figure out why Lem didn’t see through her The way that he could. And that’s sad but that’s the reality of the situation because he did see through her she sees through his kids and grandkids, but he saw through her. Swedenborgian‘s know that soulmates can turn into twin flames and so if their theology is correct and so theoretically, he may have been designed to be her twin flame if that’s accurate, not Lem. And the heartbreaking truth is that that’s where it would’ve started was that he understood that part of her thinking, and Innoway her suffering and pain as a person in a way that Lem really doesn’t is easily. But that’s also why with jacked up is so hideous and why they don’t exist because there’s a part of her that was unbelievably defiled. Kind of like put through a shredder or it’s almost like they put her cheese against a greater they put get her soul against a greater like shoes. It’s just disgusting what they did to her And so that’s part of the reason why they don’t exist because it was so hideous, and they refuse to except that they were evil. Maybe they’ll return Sunday, but as it is no, they don’t deserve to exist because they chose to be so evil for so so many in so many people’s lives, and it really was an incredibly profoundly awful thing to do to the whole world.

But just to explain, no, she’s incredibly analytical, but he would’ve wondered where she was going with everything and if she really was as certain about certain things as she pretends to be and it away she is but it’s a very complex thing that I just said it’s not like she isn’t certain that she would’ve he would’ve known that there was some thing that she was missing and he would’ve tried if he been loving as a man to give that to her with an awareness of what she was living through that other people don’t usually have, but that’s not what happened he violated that and actually used it to harm her and almost harvest, her soul like a freak from Hell.

And he couldn’t except that he was that profoundly evil and yet he also couldn’t stop being evil so they don’t exist right now.

If there’s an illuminati, what are the things that they will have to be accountable for and Pope Francis is bringing this up is harming people like Jack. Lacey‘s had a hellish day slightly, but Pope Francis decided that it was necessary because he needed a way to forward the illuminati about how bad things really are should they exist.

Jack actually doesn’t exist right now she’s not making that up.

And it is your fault and when I say you, I mean, Bobby, I mean Caroline her self, which is sick and sad I mean Jack/Berg I mean his granddaughter, I mean all of all of you are responsible for making your ancestors cease to exist if there’s an illuminati. It’s extremely serious and she’s tried saying this to you and you don’t want to hear it because you’re coddled pampered spoiled fucking idiots. You are so butt kissed into delusion. You don’t think your shit stinks anymore and you really don’t think it’s possible because of all the New Age psychics who kiss your ass to have literally made Jack cease to exist. But that’s what happened. You’re so busy being New Age gurus that you aren’t taking your Catholicism seriously and you’re also not inventive and intellectual enough to understand like Greg Boyd, an actual theologian that some people might cease to exist.

According to what she’s hearing it is only temporary, but it’s a pretty serious thing to do to your father or your uncle. Lacey would like to point out, though that if she’s also heard that Jack was a child molester, it may not be the end of the world in a very dark way. It’s possible that because she actually was Joe‘s senior soulmate that she’s functioning in a very protective way and that ironically you people are annihilating them and in a way that may actually be somewhat just because you’re somewhat doing it in innocence as children, and she’s sort of potentially subconsciously, helping you. So it’s possible that she’s kicking their ass, using her own suffering in a way, because she actually does care, and I think to her if you accidentally made them ceased to exist in a way that they deserved it might not be a bad thing. So it’s possible that some in some very complex part of her brain because she’s an extraordinarily complex person it’s deceptive she seems simple but that’s because she’s extremely complicated so it’s possible that she actually was trying to help you out because you’re you’re super stuck in New Age theology and she knows that and so she’s trying to work with you like your little kids who are kind of stuck on some thing and so it’s possible that she’s being like 10 steps ahead of you and using your stupidity to protect you. I am that being said it’s still very serious, and that if there’s a part of you that was being evil and irresponsible, you will be accountable for that and support. Frances wanted you to know that if there’s an illuminati beware, that’s serious the fact that you’ve done that, and Innoway, maybe it was totally justified Maybe it was exactly what Jackie deserved. Sincerely, that being said, I’m not entirely sure you did it with the right mindset or the right heart and then that’s where Pope Francis wanted to say something because there are dozens of living Kennedys, who would be affected by that and will be held accountable.” says a dead woman

“ so Casi we’re never passive aggressive, right?” says Lem sigh a smirk.

She nods. Smirks.

“ that means that when you said to Lacey that you had a prettier smiled at her, but that you were ugly as fuck in person that you meant that?” says Lem,

“ yeah.” she says.

“ it it also would mean that when you said that that she was wealthy, but that you were wealthy to that you meant that as well?” says Lem.

“ yes most definitely absolutely that’s totally what I meant” says Casi.

“ so you thought that your family was extremely wealthy and that you were trust fun kid?” says Lem.

“ oh yeah no I mean I’m totally trust fund kid 100% absolutely!” says Casiz

“Then why are you so poor?” says Lem.

“ so she said stuff like that passive aggressively?” says a reader.

“ I did often.” says Casi.

“ and Lacey inherently knew you were full of shit?” says the CIA.

Putin laughs.

“ yes she did and she was right. All you guys would insist that she wasn’t and that’s kind of scary. Do you guys really not know how to read people? Is that really how dumb you guys are?” says Casi.

“ how did you know she was being passive aggressive?” asks her mom, changing the subject.

“ because it was too friendly.” says Lacey.

“ what’s the I would just think that was sincere.” says a perfume collector.

“ but it’s so obviously not.” says Lacey.

“ why wouldn’t it be?” says a Kennedy,

“ what fucking world do you live in?” says Lacey.

“ she’s right I think you guys are too narcissistic to see through stuff like that.” says a New Yorker.

“ these people constantly get stabbed in the bath because they assumed that they were the only true criminals to ever exist.” says Lacey about the Kennedys.

“ wait I’m so confused Casi how poor are you?” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“ why are you guys so attached to Lem’s? What the fuck is up with that?” says a reader.

“ because if phlegm was straight and they’ve been living in a very complicated world, and he was actually just a confused street guy and their uncle was bisexual. Then they have to start analyzing everything in a way that was suggest that Jack got shot because he genuinely pissed somebody off. And then they’d have to start wondering if the F Bobby did too and then they’d have to start wondering if maybe they’re not heroes and victims the way that they perceive themselves as being. And then that just alters their entire world view and their sense of self and they stop being the hero victims that they think they are and instead they become who they really are, which is actually incredibly healthy and healing to them so I’m not remotely surprised that Lacey is causing them to have to grow up in that way But it’s an incredibly scary painful process for all of them because they had no idea that they had gone around all these years pissing people off they been told that but they never really processed that reality and realize that that actually made people genuinely angry at them to the point where in their obtuse reaction because they live in a delusional bubble did they piss people off so much that they end up being kilt. Jack Junior was killed as well, most likely And so was his sister-in-law because he piss somebody off if there’s no illuminati so damn much and he was so unaware of it, that it just made somebody so incredibly livid that they just decided to kill him. And I’m not sure Maeve didn’t have the same fate. She got involved in stuff with foreign countries that was possibly very serious, and I would not be surprised if somebody used a demon and her alcoholism to trick her into dying. I think if there is an illuminati, somebody coaxed her because she was drunk to go out too far. I think somebody got her drunk and then coax her to go out too far and I think that’s exactly why it’s so sad because if they were more aware of how angry they make people instead of being determined to live in their delusional bubble where everybody loves them, they would possibly all end up debt over and over and over again. But they’ve had that problem. Rose is possibly where it started and Joe and abled her. They choose to live in an alternate universe that doesn’t really exist and it’s evil and it’s partially how Rosemary was abandoned because they didn’t wanna think that they harmed her and in someways, they didn’t even want to think that she existed because she made them feel stupid and she kind of made them question if other people in the family were slow or insane like Jack, he may have been slightly retarded And so it’s possible in someway and so it’s possible that the they lied to themselves and they still do about that and other things too and so realizing that lame might’ve actually just been a very very confused straight man sends them reeling and they don’t know what to make of it Because they’re just not used to having them selves questions like they’re there their they’re just not used to being questioned they’re not used to people seeing through them they’re not used to being told that they piss people off because they just choose to sort of live in an echo chamber and they tend to dismiss people who tell them stuff like that and they’ve been doing that for over 100 years, so yeah Maeve might’ve been killed It’s very possible that Michael was killed. It’s very possible that Carol was killed at Ted’s daughter it’s very possible or whatever her name was it’s very possible that that so that Jack and Bobby were both killed and not just Seno assassinated when they were actually targeted it’s also very possible that Joe Junior was and kick as well so there’s server pattern and that family of people who piss the wrong people off And then end up being taken out that I also forgot that there’s a Joe or Jack Junior, and to be honest, Caroline pissed off some people while she was in bastard ship to Japan and they still haven’t really explained that to her because she wasn’t really professional and she didn’t really know what she was doing at times And she still doesn’t want to hear that.

I mean, Bobby could easily get us, asked me assassinated within the next 5 to 10 years not for doing the right thing but for pissing off the wrong people he doesn’t realize that because he’s done so many daring things in his life that he’s not living in that reality where he could genuinely end up being shot and killed for real.

Him and yet this is the sad truth a little part of him knows that and a little part of him is scared like a two-year-old or three year-old who is drowning in a swimming pool and Lacey is the one who is rescuing him. Not Bobby not let him know his mom but Lacey and Lacey is a very good parent but her kids scream at times at her arm like when she’s brushing out their hair or when they wake up in the night and see a monster, who’s a demon or a ghost and she tells them that that’s what it is and then she hast to decide in long-term they’re better off because they learn how to manage their hair or they learn that you have to sort of deal with the pain if you’re going to go through certain beauty procedures but you have to sort of it’s complicated but she’s essentially teaching them reality in a healthy way but it’s scary. He gets scared because Mark leaves his daughters hair tangled, and it looks sort of brushed, but not really. Where is Lacey just lets her daughter scream and just goes for it and gets rid of all of the tangles and she doesn’t harm her. She’s not mean about it but she definitely gets rid of the tangles and that’s that’s that’s part of the problem right now with these kids is that that’s who saving them somebody who just lets them scream .

And because she’s Jules Joe’s soulmate, it’s not like it’s going to hurt them and actually in Christ could be exactly what they need him since she join. The illuminati accidentally bobby has gone from being relatively unknown to be in the directions to health and human services department. I mean he went from being fairly obscure, working for a university that not everyone’s heard of to being a part of the Trump administration and she is because she’s the reason why I mean there’s other factors, but she’s definitely part of it because she was his grandfather’s soulmate And he doesn’t know how to respond to her in a loving way, but he responds to her and he doesn’t realize that he’s benefiting from it but he is.

And that’s where Linn was a total disaster I mean when was there they got shot they died and Bobby got a drug addiction. Lacey shows up and suddenly he’s a born-again Christian instructor of the Health and Human Services department within 10 years. And again that was part of the reason why Joe was heartbroken over her Joe Senior, because he knew that about her that was part of a drove him. Crazy was that he knew she was actually helpful to them um, kind of like a grandmother or a mother would be, but that was some thing that he totally destroyed and that’s why evil is stupid.

She’s very tough and she doesn’t. She doesn’t bless, and that was exactly what Bobby was looking for add or he says that’s what he’s looking for a and that’s the problem so he may avoid hell and make a name for himself purely because she accidentally found the illuminati. But in the process of that he’s been very hurt by her and he’s having to deal with the fact that he’s short and in his narcissism may be slightly retarded. I mean the truth is those are both true things potentially, and that actually is helpful to him in a sense because he’s realizing that he has been a jerk to people for real and it does matter but he’s so short slightly and no, you know It’s he can’t respond to it in the way that l’amour though and that’s where this is messy because her kids are loves kids and so when she says stuff to them that’s harsh us when they really deserve it And they realize that they’re getting a smack down because they’ve gone way too far Joe’s kids don’t think like that and so they can tell that it’s real and that they should take it seriously but they’re totally disoriented and so it’s just floors them because they think shoot this is true and people don’t usually say stuff like that to me but I have no idea what the heck to do with it, because I don’t know what to do with it.

And yet it’s helpful somewhat, but it’s just sort of shocking to them.

So that’s very very traumatic extremely traumatic psychically at least he has a headache right now because of how traumatic it’s been for a lot of people both dead and alive

So I mean you’re not really supposed to talk to the dead necromancy is evil she’s not really doing that but some people do that in the illuminati and then they started they started molesting children and trying to make money off of it and so God stop being able to give them grace and he started to let them destroy the entire world because they went too far when they started selling children to be molested in the 80s it was too far and he’s trying to be as patient as he could be at this point he’s just letting them destroy the entire world.

Oh, it’s awful that Israel is starving people but to be honest with you if they die trying to be honorable, they will be potentially better off then if they had lived because the world is so fallen, it’s so polluted and it’s so dark right now that being bombed or starve to death, as a child is, unfortunately not the worst thing that could happen to you.

Him and Israel doesn’t understand that Israel is not living in that reality but unfortunately, that might be true. Putin lives in that reality. Solinski lives in that reality slightly at times, and some degree that is how they cope with the war is realizing that if the world is as bad as it seems to be to both of them, maybe some people because they both have enough common sense to know that there’s most likely an afterlife, especially if there’s no illuminati Zelenskyy is not that stupid and neither is Putin and so they know that it’s almost certain that there’s an afterlife based on what they’ve seen and what they know in a sort of eastern sensibility will say they know that it’s extraordinarily unlikely that there’s not an afterlife and so that is part of Jesus justified letting people die is kind of like Boldt what are they living for anyway because to them the war matters that much that it doesn’t make sense to not let people die to be blunt Because the ends are so essential to both of them that death is not the worst. I mean it’s not the worst thing it’s bad, but it’s not the worst thing that they’re people could suffer through. If that makes any sense they both have that mindset where it’s like. Oh Yeah, I mean we don’t wanna kill people, but Zielinski believes in pollution Putin does to actually but he has a different way of seeing it, but they both are kind of like listen. There’s so many PF you know there’s so many PFCs there are so many micro plastics in our brain, are we really that evil if we let each other blow up a hospital of children and then those kids die quickly and our are in the afterlife or are we really that evil because the big picture of them is more important and that’s reasonable and then, on a more close perspective, will say letting a five year old, have an easy death in a world where they could grow up and be burned to death in a forest fire seems reasonable to them because it’s like what are we really doing I mean we’re either destroying Ukraine or to Putin destroying the world because that’s how they see it so Putin thinks the worlds falling apart Solinski‘s worried about Ukraine and so to both of them they think no this kid is going to grow up in a country that doesn’t exist and that’s serious or this kids gonna grow up in a world that’s ruthless, and Really all the fires that are in the world right now all of the floods did there not terrible people so to both of them and someways and so to both of them it is not the worst case scenario for five-year-old to fall asleep, one night, and then in their sleep be blowing up because they’re not gonna experience any pain they’re never gonna even know that they’re dying and they both know there’s an afterlife so it’s like This kid’s gonna be 40 years old and die in a forest fire with the dog and two babies or I’m gonna die or they’re gonna die in a hospital bed at age 5 go to see God and have an afterlife that is infinitely better than the one that they would have here.

And that was part of it Solinski was trying to say to Lacey the other day of some people just don’t understand these things let it go because she does and it’s really hard thing for most people to hear that you know it’s like you have to consider the big picture and then it’s like what’s more important to Putin and Lacey keeping kids are being sold into slavery is that’s an that’s a total no there’s no way that they can except that and so Putin and Lacey both would choose to blow up a hospital of children instead of letting those children be sold into slavery that to them is the lesser evil blowing those children up, versus having them sold into life of Hell.

But Lacey makes those decisions, calmly, and rationally and very objectively just like Putin and that’s not typical not everyone thinks that way she does. It’s actually frustrating to her to have to talk with people that don’t get it and Putin understands that and so does Linsky but that’s not typical but that is the way she is.” says the woman working for Pope Francis.

“ so basically, the Kennedys can’t handle the fact that she’s not like bullshitting them?” says Casi.

“ yeah and the perfume community couldn’t handle it either, so Casi you really were being passive aggressive?” says Jack Schlossberg.

“ I mean duh I obviously was when I’m pissed off at people, I tend to be overly friendly and give them too many compliments in a way that is facetious, but that is not meant to be taken facetiously necessarily and I do that because I enjoy feeling smarter than other people. And I think other Aries might have that weakness as well. We kind of enjoy being blunt in a passive aggressive way at times because we get irritated by peoples stupidity and so we say things in a way that goes over their heads is either insulting to them or somebody else that they like or that they’re friends with or something because we don’t think they’ll catch it. And half of the fun of doing that is just having a secret that people can’t figure out that if they could sing for five seconds and get their head out of your ass, they could realize.” says Casi.

“ so Lacey, you really think Lem’s looks straight?” says the Illuminati.

“ yes! She does!” says Hemingway.

“ Lem, were you being kind of sarcastic when you said the jack was the best friend that anyone could ever ask for?” says a gay man.

“ yes I was it’s possible that when I said that Jackie was sitting there, and so was Ted. And I was possibly enjoying the fact that they believed what I was saying and they seriously thought that I meant it I used to give him compliments all the time that I didn’t mean and sometimes I would say insults that they didn’t catch either like when I called Jack a very average boy that was not a compliment, but people didn’t see that. I mean he was extremely wealthy and his father wanted him to be president and so if you’re smart like me and educated, you know that he’s not supposed to be an average boy there’s something a little wrong with that because as much as that’s what people like in America, the whole average thing there’s actually something slightly off about it, and I actually did understand that. They didn’t they did not understand that. They did not understand that a genius is a real thing not just someone like them who’s really good at fooling people. Joe was exceptionally smart, Joe Senior, but he took that too seriously and thought that he was the smartest man everywhere he went, because he didn’t understand that his intelligence was not as exceptionally profoundly rare as he thought it was. And so he felt like a freak for being a smart as he thought he was but in reality, he was just an usually intelligent person and they didn’t understand that and so they thought they were really amazing people and they thought that by playing up this average angle that they were making themselves more popular and more likable and so when I said that I was actually kissing their ass because they wanted me to say stuff like that to people for publicity reasons. And so I was being a little asshole because I said I’m not or I don’t mean that as a euphemism as I was saying, oh Jack’s totally average kid. There’s nothing unusual about him at all, and I was secretly having fun saying that because I knew it would go over his head. But it really did go over his head, and people thought that I was somehow being in love with him and giving some sort of insight into this brilliant mind of JFK and he wasn’t actually that smart and I wasn’t doing that I was actually insulting him, but no one caught that.

So yes, I was actually I was being sarcastic when I said he was the best friend that anyone could ever have I have. I also said my own room in the White House. There was something a little sarcastic about that too. And the most historic moments of his presidency on, was meant to make the rest of it sound believable and saying that I was his best friend was also is a little bit of a dig because he had other male, best friends I was not necessarily his ultimate best friend, but people have taken that so seriously and I got kicked in the ass for being sarcastic because the Kennedys didn’t understand and this is where Lacey is so much smarter than me because she would’ve never done that.

I was loved in a way that she’s never been loved. I have been admired and cherished in a way that she’s never been admired and cherished by possibly almost anybody and other than her kids and it’s a travesty because she’s actually an incredibly loving person and incredibly sacrificial, but and selfless, but she people don’t love her almost ever they just don’t define her deplorable because she’s so unbelievably honest at this point in her life because she’s so sick of everything and she’s also just naturally like that and nobody can respect that because she’s so delicate and pretty and feminine that it scares them so it’s like how can this woman really be that sincere About what she saying because what she saying is so harsh?

And so that’s kind of her Achilles’ heel is that she is she’s capable of being incredibly tortured to an astounding degree.

Oh, but on the flipside, she would never make that mistake because she would’ve known that there was absolutely no way that was ever going to end well and so what she would have done would be to have destroyed that family very insidiously from the inside out they would have been comical because they wouldn’t have been able to stop her I’m not sure if people would’ve caught the comedy I would have, but I don’t know that most people would’ve caught on to why it was so funny which is sad because she’s actually incredibly funny but I thought I was hilarious and I had lots of jokes with myself, and unlike her eyes thoughts that people would catch it and you know in a way they might have and they might’ve even found it. Funny we’re different in that way maybe but at the same time it ends up being the same thing because nobody caught it because I was so dense end of skier and opaque, that no one understood that I was really being sarcastic.” says Lem.

“ so you were being sarcastic and you were saying things hyperbolically to make fun of him?” says a reader.

“ yes, I was.” says Lem.

“ when you were recorded as saying, well, if you don’t go, I can’t go was that was that actually sincere?” she says

“ not at all I was totally facetious, and I knew that he wouldn’t see through it.” says Lem. “ you could hear another turtle by voice I don’t sound sincere, but people fixate on what I say, and how gay I sound, and how sexy it would be if I meant it instead of listening to how I actually am saying it. Know how I was saying it was not sincere, but people get fixated on how sexy it would be if I actually meant it, and then they can’t believe that I’d actually say something that hurtful to their beloved JFK.”

“ so when you’re being sarcastic, you’re actually being very blunt and you’re displaying the fact that you were really pissed off at him secretly but people are so hurt by you that they can’t handle it.” says Roseanne Barr.

“ bingo!” says Lem.

“ but then Lacey just comes right out and says it and she tries to say it as loving of a way as possible but it’s incredibly harsh.

She literally told the entire Kennedy family to slap themselves to death go to hell, and that they were so retarded in a sense that they they almost drove her to suicide with her stupidity, and she was completely sincere, and she shoved it down their throat while threatening their lives today in a car ride. And I understand if what if this is you and we’re really hearing the truth I understand that that’s how you felt and so she’s trying to tell us because in a sense she’s ripping off the Band-Aid and she just wants us to know this is bad you’re really fucking up But the problem is lame. If this is you, you’re the one that fucked up not her. And I understand that you’re mad at her that she slept with Louis but I don’t wanna get too involved, but at the same time it pisses me off as a woman and an adult that you don’t know you don’t get it if you actually are this person that she’s talking to, and you really Hated my family that much and you lied about it. You’ve left her holding the back and you’re forcing her to say things to us that are really harsh and I I don’t appreciate it and you know what maybe that’s my mother coming out to me and her family but then, so be, it pisses me off OK it really pisses me off!” says Caroline.

“And then this is where there’s reincarnation she is Scottish lamb and not English and this is where they are. The Irish have totally fucked up and we’re paying for it.” says an Irish saint.

“ yeah I don’t really understand why they did that to her because that is incredibly stupid thinking that you can split your own throat and somehow come out success I don’t understand that.” says a reader.

“ yeah that’s true except she actually is English and that’s genetic and even if there’s reincarnation in the Bible she’s English now because of me and earlier today I came to the realization that I was an idiot for taking it seriously when she slept with other people at all.

Even if I actually look down on the Kennedys, I kept that to myself, and there’s no way she would know that I secretly couldn’t stand them. She knows that, but she doesn’t really know that I am so part of her irritation with me and why she slept with Louis was because she felt that there was something incredibly gracious about the fact that I chose to be so shallow.

Seay she’s very high minded intellectual and so in her mind and she’s right if you have children you never commit suicide ever and there’s nothing wrong with that at all. Matthew Nesheim has found that very convicting but it’s not some thing that everybody understands and Mary Richardson is also very convicted by it, but it’s true. Actually Bobby Senior is convicted by it but it is not something that you do. You don’t commit suicide or some thing else that she understands that not everyone understands is that if you are in love with someone and they die and leave you devastated they’re either not really your lover forever and you’re being left alone for a reason or if they are you’re fucked Because they’re really not supposed to die without you and that way that’s definitely not the way God designed things and so they’re either not your twin flame essentially or you are really screwed.

Jack was a narcissist, but people think that everyone was in love with him the way that she was in love with me in great Britain if there’s reincarnation. But that’s not possible because I spent hours making love to her and it wasn’t so now you’re going to do the same mistake the Jack, but it wasn’t her being selfish the way that Jack was it was her being my wife and I was making love to her and so she being as brilliant as she is as dizzy as she is realized that it was incredibly possible that we were twin flames if there’s reincarnation she figured it out in that to some degree with me because I was the one in bed with her, and I was making love to her, and so she realized through our lovemaking that we were probably twin flames And then that’s why she chose to quickly die like a swan after I died because her estimation was that she shouldn’t be alive. Basically, there was no reason because it will. I was definitely not a false flame if there’s reincarnation, and there might not be, but if there is, she knew that it was real, and she can use that. She was doomed to a miserable life if she didn’t die pretty dang quick, and she actually did die pretty dang quick And because of that that’s us OK I was making love to her every week and part of our problem with losing children was because I was doing that I’ll just say it. We lost one of our children because I made love to her when she was pregnant

A and that’s extremely painful to me if there’s reincarnation looking back at that moment because I almost had a child and that I ruined it for myself and I was able to handle it back then and now I don’t as well.

I am fine if there’s reincarnation, but it is hard for me to except that I did that.

So so that’s not him that’s not Jack and I thought you know him we made jokes about having kids together and he came up with the idea of buying a dog. That was his idea to buy that dog and frankly they were mostly his jokes that really wasn’t my sense of humor as much as his, I was smarter than that and I wasn’t that much of a oh I wasn’t that corny. OK I wasn’t a corny person. I wasn’t some sort of stupid clown who enjoyed fart jokes that was his sense of humor joking about his penis joking about us having babies together that was really more Jack’s sense of humor And I went along with it, but I was humoring him and he never saw through it but I was mostly just hammering him because I wanted to make a joke about it because I was straight and I was actually very grossed out by it and so, it was funny to me because it was easier laughing at it then taking it seriously And actually if I was gay I don’t know why I would’ve thought it was so funny but no one ever stops to think about that but he he made jokes about it because he didn’t wanna think he was gay. I thought it was funny because I was straight and they were his jokes, but they’re sad because Lacey and I had kids together if there’s reincarnation and they all died and then I went off and made these jokes you know it kind of makes you wonder what sort of a fucking worthless piece of shit I am.

But I’m not and they were his jokes and if there’s reincarnation, I was making a mockery of myself and I didn’t realize it so part of the problem. If there’s reincarnations is that Bobby thinks Asians are superior and he’s not consciously aware of that.

He can’t believe that Jack was that stupid because he knows subconsciously. At this point the Jack was Japanese and so he can’t believe that he was really that dumb.

But no I I had kids with her if there’s reincarnation and I did not cheat on her I would’ve I would’ve never cheated on her and she would never have cheated on me either. And there is no way that either of us would have ever been happy without other and that is the kind of love that you kill yourself over. I don’t understand why you would think that someone who is constantly cheerful never complaining never criticizing, who is being abused, would be sincere. Why would you think I was sincere? There’s no way to explain that. Why the fuck would you think I was being sincere!?” says Lem.

“ because I think we think club that when someone’s being abused that they just turn into a total brainless kiss ass.” says Satan, mocking them.

“why would I turn into a brainless kiss ass why would any victim genuinely mean what they’re saying? Why would they just be bullshitting you?” says Lem.

“ no this is a weakness of psychology Lem’s we don’t really understand narcissists well enough.” says a doctor in the Illuminati.

“ Lacey why did you think I was being sincere?” says Casi.

“ I didn’t, but I knew that you were bored and incredibly lonely.” says Lacey.

“ so you never thought we were being sincere at all!?!?!” shouts Alisha.

“ not like that!” says Lacey.

Silence.

“ what did you think I was doing?” says Casi.

“ I thought you were high on Adderall sitting alone in your living room, eating McDonald’s french fries looking for someone to talk to you because you were just so desperately lonely that you didn’t give a shit anymore.” says Lacey.

Casi laughs.

“ I am not that bad of a person I don’t it’s not like I lack self-worth I just I did not get the sense that you actually liked me that much if at all it was just more that you weren’t opposed to the idea of talking to me because you knew I wasn’t a total idiot and you liked perfume so you just thought well it’s better than nobody and at least it’s someone to talk about about Perfume was it’s better than nothing.” says Lacey.

“ so you didn’t think you were special to us at all?” says Casi.

“ that’s not true, because you knew that I knew more about perfume than most people.” says Lacey.

“ yeah.” says Casi.

“ yeah, I mean that’s just common sense. You be an idiot not to think that.” says Lacey.

“ that’s true.” says Casi.

“ but you called his friends!??” says Shaveydavy.

“ I yes, because in a sense I thought you were I didn’t think you people were as toxic as you are. I thought maybe you were sort of like friends and I was wrong, but there was nothing at all and it’s almost like you people are deranged weirdo freaks, but if I was to take you seriously and I think you’re all bunch of narcissistic pieces of shit potentially I thought maybe we were friends in some very minor sad pathetic way.” says Lacey.

“ oh, I hear you.” he says

“ oh, do you really darling? Oh, do you go on!” mocks Lacey.

“ you don’t think I have a clue what I’m talking about?” he says.

“ I doubt it I have a feeling you know that what I’m saying is true intuitively but I don’t think you really understand the concept. I think you just know that you should and so you’re pretending to.” says Lacey.

“ and why wouldn’t I understand the concept?” he says

“ because you’re not as smart as me.” says Lacey.

“ that could be true!” says Shaveydavy.

“ yep!

well we have that figured out now.

Isn’t that wonderful?” says Lacey.

“ what exactly are you saying?” says Shaveydavy.

“ why didn’t you just ask that at the time?” says Lacey.

“ I was too insecure.” he says.

“ yeah probably.

Oh, I wish you would have though, because I think you thought you were smarter than me and I was taking things too serious because I was some sort of stupid bitch.

You know, I thought really highly of you and then I realize that you just enjoyed feeling better than other people, and I was incredibly disappointed.

I didn’t think we were best friends. I didn’t think I was best friends with any of those people, but I thought that they were something out of the ordinary. I didn’t think that we were the closest people ever but I thought that there was something that meant something, even if it was just something very simple and very ordinary, like someone that you might greet on the street every day back in the old days do you know someone who you pass every day like a street vendor or someone who walks the same path to work as you and it’s just seemed simple, but it seemed wrong that Collett friendship at all, because it seems like some sort of friendship, even if it was very minor.” says Lacey.

“Crap.” says Monika.

“ I think you’re right.” he says.

“ but am I the only one that understood that other than you? Were we the only people who understood that that’s what was happening, and that there was value in cultivating that, even if it was some thing that was simple?” says Lacey.

He thinks.

” I think if there’s reincarnation you’re just British and British people understand things like that still am I am curious if there is reincarnation what is that like for you seeing us and realizing that we haven’t changed that much?” says a man.

“ it’s incredibly humbling and it’s scary and it’s comforting all at the same time. Because if there is reincarnation, you remind me that God exists. You remind me that there really is a God. And and that is very comforting, because I am ready to rip gods head off. I am so angry at him at this point over the state of the world and all of the pain and evil that I see that I’ve suffered that I am ready to annihilate him and call his bluff because I can tell that he exists Maybe more than some people can’t I can tell that he’s a thing so to speak if there’s reincarnation I am Scotia most likely and so somehow I just know that there’s God I just know that I can just tell if there’s reincarnations it’s just some sort of spiritual awareness that I have and I can just tell so a part of me wants to just beat him senseless because I know that he exists so to speak. I’m just not sure that I like him because I’m I’m ready to call his bluff and say that he’s a fool, and that he deserves to be tortured. But when I look at the British and I see you, if there’s reincarnation, I am reminded of possibly my mothers love in my previous life or my grandmothers love somebody’s love who is maternal, and I suddenly realize that that there’s God the same way that an infant that’s being loved by their mother, realizes that there’s mommy you know there are boundaries Someone cares and maybe even though you’re feeling very fussy and very angry and you like to scream everyone’s ears off because you just want to sleep and you can’t figure out how or you’d like a bottle and you don’t know how to ask for one moment mom is there And mom actually does care and she will provide a bottle. She will put you to sleep and turns out there is goodness in the world that is outside of yourself and that’s what you remind me of God and so I think oh ha ha ha OK fine.

I guess God exists.

I guess God exists after all, and I shall not be ripping off his head.

And that’s humbling because I can’t quite figure out how the whole thing works. I’m incredibly angry and then that’s where I hat. I am humbled because I am pretty smart and I can’t figure it out and so it’s like oh ha well I guess I don’t know everything and I don’t, but that’s that really is that is that is what the English do to me psychologically those with the British do they read me and not just English the the British sort of read me and psychologically and tell me oh no, no there’s God and you don’t know everything thankfully and that’s very humbling in a way I suppose and it’s comforting little surprise scary because if I don’t know everything then what the hell is going on?

And if there is reincarnation, it does explain some of it if there’s not reincarnation, I am lost, but I am open minded whatever it is that God says is happening him but I’m confused at this point about a great many things and when I ask questions like with Jack why was Jack god why was Jack ever created? I’m not asking in a way that people take it. I actually am saying it in a way that’s really objective.

I’m not saying he shouldn’t have been necessarily I’m asking why because I can’t find a reason for it especially if there’s reincarnation a part of me thinks why was this poor Asian man put through this life where he was tricked into thinking he was extraordinary when he wasn’t and then he was assassinated and he thought he had this gay lover, who wasn’t even gay at all And then he dies and attacks a woman who could’ve been his soulmate, or rather his mother, and make an absolute fool of himself, and then ceases to exist. And so I think why did you do that God why did you allow this unhealthy unhappy bat shit crazy, narcissistic fool, to be born if there’s reincarnation maybe especially because I don’t think it was necessary. I think it was absurd. I don’t think it was good for anybody and so I think it’s stuff like that. You know that I get misunderstood with possibly because I asked those questions and I think isn’t it obvious that I really mean what I’m saying I’m asking a real question why was he ever created For his own good for my good what the heck was that all about?

And that’s very frustrating to me because I can’t find an answer and I don’t think there’s a problem with asking those questions. There are some people who don’t like those questions because they’re so deep and so complicated that they think you shouldn’t ask them at all and I say no no thank you I will ask those questions and if there’s not an answer, then people should say I can’t give you an answer, but not in a way where it’s infinitely mysterious so it’s stupid to wonder in the first place.” says Lacey.

“ oh, no, she’s absolutely right.” says God.

“ You know I was attracted to you, but I am in a fairly good marriage.” says David.

“ why did you lie about that?” says Lacey.

“ because I am in a fairly good marriage, and I just didn’t respect you enough to realize that you were serious.” says David. “ and what I mean by that is that you really weren’t you really weren’t serious you weren’t after me you were more confused and I think I should have realized that was real that you were just sincerely confused that that that was the part of you that was serious that you were confused.”

“ yes, that’s true.” says Lacey.

“ no and I wish I had said to you I’m not in the best marriage myself but I love my wife and I would never leave her. Could you say that about your husband or not?” he says.

Lacey thinks.

“No I couldn’t unfortunately. …nope!” says Lacey. “ i mean I’m happy for you in a sense because at least you have something.”

“ that’s true!

What the hell happened?” says David.

“ i’m still trying to figure that out.” says Lacey.

He laughs.

“ I mean you obviously made a mistake.” he says.

“ I don’t even know anymore I mean I think I did but I’m not even sure anymore what happened sincerely.” says Lacey.

“ what do you mean?” he says.

“ because I think I am incredibly tired. And I think I’ve been unreasonably tired since I was probably in high school. Psychologically.

And I don’t know that I’ve been making the wisest decisions since then. I mean I’ve not used drugs I’ve not you know gotten pregnant outside of marriage I’m not doing stupid stuff so when I say I am not making the wise decisions decisions it, it would look like that because I’m a very stable person and I’m not conformist I’m wise I don’t do dumb stuff. I’m a Christian but I wonder if in some very deep way, I’ve been making dumb decisions?

Because I think I’m extremely tired in this very deep sense and so I wonder if I’ve made huge mistakes because I’m just exhausted and I’m not able to process everything fast enough to realize what’s actually best for myself in a sense.” says Lacey.

“ a lot of Americans would think that we’re having an affair right now, but you and I both know that we’re not and that’s sad to me. And if there is reincarnation, I am partially talking to you because of CS Lewis. He is so angry about your life and the fact that you’re alive if there’s reincarnation that he can barely speak at times. And maybe there’s not but if there is you are living far away from your own people, you don’t think like the Americans you think like me still and I can talk to you and we can have a conversation. That is nothing like what they could have because there’s a huge cultural gap between you and almost everyone in America. And what frustrates me in the afterlife and Clive if there’s reincarnation is that there’s no church theology to help you there’s no way for you to figure this out so you’re stuck thinking that in a sense there’s no God in this way that there’s just an incredible unfathomable amount of psychological pain that you’re constantly in with a mysterious explanation that isn’t easily ascertained in the Bible and maybe there is an explanation, but if there isn’t Lacey and there’s reincarnation, that is incredibly angering to a lot of British people.

Getting back to our conversation is I worry that you would be dead I worry that if you actually could think things through that you would be dead.” he says.

Later.

“Thank you, David. You’re right.

Lem…why are you so mad at me?” says Lacey.

“ why did you have sex with them?” he says.

“ because it made sense.” says Lacey.

He laughs. “ how would that make sense if you and I were together?”

“ because they told me that it made sense.” says Lacey.

“ and what if they were wrong or lying to you?” he says.

“ why didn’t you tell me to stop?” she says.

“ I because I didn’t anticipate getting to do that.” he says.

“ well, I wouldn’t have either, but it happened.” says Lacey.

“ what do you do anything that doesn’t make sense?” he says,

“ no not, unless if it’s natural.” says Lacey.

“ so if I was married to you and I wasn’t cheating on you in a way that was obvious to you in your senses that are still alive for the most part you would never have slept with them. Unless if it made sense.” he says.

“ yes.” says Lacey.

“ OK and I understand now more what you mean by it making sense but I can’t fathom is why our love seemed totally nonexistent to you.” he says.

“ and because I was informed by your friends, the Kennedys and you as well that that isn’t a thing unless if a man makes it really obvious, you should never assume ever upon penalty of Hell that he wants you that much.” says Lacey.

“ call, so I failed to inform you that we were sincerely completely serious?” he says.

“ yes, yes I had no idea that it was that serious. Necessarily.” says Lacey.

“ so in a sense, you assumed that we were good friends.” says Lem.

“ yes that was probably more of the level of closeness, and all actuality that I assumed.” says Lacey.

“ and meanwhile Louis was offering you what?” he says.

“ Louis was offering me eternity?” says Lacey.

“ so you weren’t sure that I was offering you that?” he says.

“ I mean, Innoway, it seems like you were, but I think I wondered if you were serious about it or if it was just some sort of fanciful idea.” says Lacey.

“ you still don’t even know!!” he says.

“ i’m trusting God that you are saying that, but I would never assume that of a man! I would never assume that!” says Lacey.

“ so men that assume women will assume that would be horribly wrong with you?” he says.

“ yes yes they would be. You have to be very clear and very adamant and it Hass to be extraordinarily clear. God himself has to be involved at this point because I just can’t believe that men ever really mean that.” says Lacey.

“ so you have it in your head that most men are worthless pieces of absolute filthy shit. By choice.” he says.

“ yes meaningless nothings essentially devoid of anything other than some stupid conception of self set involves an ego outside of my son that is my experience with most men that they are the trolls of the universe, pretending to be men when really, there’s nothing more than scum and leeches from hell center torture not just women, but each other in themselves. Aside from my son, that is my experience with most men, they are a hoax, and arguably one of the most demented parts of being a human.” says Lacey.

“ this is actually sincere it’s not hyper hyperbole it’s accurate and it is one of the lowest opinions of human males that most of hell has ever witnessed because it’s so unerringly accurate based on her experience and objective, and there’s nothing childish or hyperbolic about it like people want to think there is because they’re scared by it it’s not feminist it’s not lesbian she’s genuinely under this impression and so if you’ve ever really talk to her for more than five minutes and you’re a man wow I don’t know what you said to her and maybe there’s some men who just haven’t made her question things enough but eight I would bet that from her observational perspective this is accurate one and you did contribute to this and I’m not supposed to warn you because I’m not an angel anymore. I’m a demon but you’re you’re really ridiculous.” says a demon who’s watched her.

“ so her father, who is her birth father narrowly is probably different, but doesn’t quite escape punishment, or rather judgment in a good way, and that’s probably how she accounts for her son is thinking that her father and her son are just extremely rare bizarre exceptions and I’m sure she has very few working hypotheses as to how to explain that and I can’t imagine I cannot imagine why are you think you have a right to be self righteous at all or even hurt to be honest it’s kind of weird sometimes.” says another demon to Lem.

“ you know I’m not as hard as I used to be and I think Lacey is worried that I’ll lose interest in her.

Was there anything different about how I made love to you than any other man!” he asks her.

“ just barely.” says Lacey.

“ she’s extremely attractive Lem. There are a lot of men who could date her and because she’s so arousing fools themselves temporarily into thinking that they’re madly in love with her because she’s just so attractive and I was one of them and eventually they usually screw up and hurt her why aren’t you more aware of that?” says one of her ex boyfriends.

“ why did you think they were so serious when they offered you eternity?” says Lem.

“ because they sounded very adamant about it!” says Lacey.

“ you were in love with me, but you’ve never fallen in love with someone the way that I am in love I’m in love with you. Not because you’re not capable of it you are, but because you’ve never been given the opportunity. You’re a very loving person you’re incredibly honorable and you take your time with people trying to really work things out with them you’ve spent months of time trying desperately to explain yourself to me because I’m sad I have never shown that much love to you, even if I feel that way. And I think I have been incredibly unfair. Because I don’t think I’ve realized that really as a woman you have no way to turn them down.

If I was alive, it would be different but because I’m dead it’s extraordinarily different. And you think that I probably love you but them adamantly telling you that I don’t essentially and that they love you is somethings that you feel the need out of self protection to listen to and so you think will shoot what if I’ve misunderstood something, what if I’ve been taking in You know you can’t see me you can’t read my body language there’s no order because I’m dead and so you think no hold on what if they actually are telling me some thing that I need to hear and I don’t think I gave you any sort of security I tried to, but I don’t think I really did.

Have you ever felt that sort of security with any man?” he says.

“ oh, no I I felt that was the mother who raised me, but then I found out that that was a full. Let me know a bunch of bullshit, but she was probably one of the only people who ever convinced me and she was lying but she was one of the only people who ever convince me that they truly unconditionally loved me.” says Lacey.

“ at all?” he says.

“Lem when I cry, I hide myself in a closet because I have nobody to talk to.” says Lacey.

“ have you ever felt like you had someone who could really call or confide in?” he says.

“ yes and every time that I tried, I was let down eventually at least.” says Lacey.

“ that’s not an exaggeration.” says a demon.

“ play if you understood that I love you like you kind of do now through God, would you have ever slept with any of those people? and I love you I mean something eternal and monogamous obviously.” says Lem 

“You know that I wouldn’t have, hopefully.” says Lacey.

“ well do you feel my love though or do you just sense that I am incredibly hurt and you’ve asked God and it’s mostly just that?” he says

“ it’s mostly just the latter please don’t take this is as a rejection necessarily, but I don’t take love for me seriously. my mother who raised me seemed loving, and she was totally full of shit.” says Lacey.

“Crap.” says the CIA.

“ I know my kids love me but they’re my kids and I love them they’re my kids. they don’t have to love me. I mean they do but they don’t have to. But they take their lives seriously because I take them seriously but I don’t take love from an equal or from a superior seriously at all anymore because in my experience when it’s given to me, it’s usually just bullshit. And I I don’t throw it out it’s not like I’m rejecting you or rejecting the love so I do I take it seriously in a sense but I don’t know that I took it seriously enough from you or even to know and I’m not even sure that I feel it but even if I did, I might not take it that seriously Because it’s just like well. What the fuck ever who the fuck knows what they really think you know? So maybe they mean it time will tell but there’s a pretty good fucking chance that they don’t so because that’s been my experience sincerely so it’s like I mean hopefully someone means that eventually I don’t know but but I it’s just not really him at this point it’s not some thing It’s not some thing that I am whatever assume anything about.” says Lacey.

“ holy shit it’s the Kennedys if there is reincarnation, you guys really are despicable people. I’m sorry and I care about you, but holy fuck you guys are deranged!” says a reader.

“ yeah, they deserve to hear that regardless.” says God.

“ yeah and actually that’s completely fine I understand I have somewhat understood that about you and still understand that about you, but I made it worse and I am going to have to deal with that reality you had more hope and you were less destroyed when I first met you and I’ve made you worse, even if we’re together for eternity.” says Lem.

“Is that because love with Jack, and your love for him is eternal, the love you have for Jack?” says Suebelle.

“ no.” says Lem.

“ is that because Lacey’s so ugly?” says a Kennedy, sincerely.

“ no she’s not ugly. I don’t know why you have that impression. I’m sorry.” says Lem.

“ well, then why isn’t she feeling your unconditional love?” says a gay man.

“ because you don’t really understand me.

And you are very stupid.

And you think that a narcissist, like Jack can have a perfectly healthy, happy, stable relationship.” says Lem. “ he never understood when I was being sarcastic or being facetious or humoring him he never saw through me she doesn’t see through me she sees through me and past me, and around me and over me and sadly, she doesn’t experience a lot of me because I’m so restrained by demons who are attacking both of us. So the part of me that you think is rejecting her, Bobby is actually rejecting you and your whole family. He keeps thinking she’s imagining things and then I’m secretly rejecting her. He’s been thinking that for years they all have been, and they have other people convinced of that as well to their own does total destruction, including Donald Trump. they’re very good con artists. And it’s a joke because these people have never seen her in person. They have no idea how extraordinarily beautiful she is they don’t know her, but they think they know everything if there’s an illuminati because they’re in the illuminati, and it went to their heads and they’ve lost their minds.

I it’s like this, the part of me that could convince her that I was sincere is being restrained by the demonic but she experiences a small amount of my love and I think because I know that that is me that she’s experiencing it’s hard for me not to be hurt by her. And actually no you should be laughing at her if you’re thinking that I was straight and then I got mad at Jack at times because I was actually genuinely just possessive of what I thought it. A sentence was actual friendship and then you think I am extremely possessive of her you’d be right. I was never in love with him. I thought I might be but I wasn’t was a possessive of a friendship and I was slightly at times because I thought we had a friendship. I would have called it that in a sense in a sense I would have but we didn’t really have a friendship but I thought we did. That was why I thought we might be in love because we had what I thought was friendship and I thought I was gay and he was bisexual and I was servicing him regularly and I thought that we had something because I didn’t know any better. OK I’ve never had sex I was essentially celibate like a priest, and I knew that and I made jokes about it because I was so insecure.z

And so yes, when I’m actually in a real relationship I become incredibly possessive but she doesn’t because she’s not bothered by that that isn’t even her problem. She’s not mad about that at all. OK you don’t even know that’s not what’s bothering her and she won’t even call it possessive, OK she’s my twin flame. She call it being rational which is why she spent months of time talking to me because I’m so sad because she actually understands why I’m sad.

No, I am Lem Billings. You don’t know me you think I’m some sort of flippy Gidget nonsensical impossible creature, so fuck you! *he says to a lot of gay men*

but my possessive nature doesn’t bother her at all. There’s nothing wrong with that.” he says.

“why weren’t you more possessive?” says God.

“ I wasn’t able to be.” says Lem.

“ so you would’ve stopped her every time if you weren’t being restrained?” says God.

“ yes!” he says.

“ she doesn’t know that she didn’t and doesn’t really know that.” says God.

“ could I have stopped her?” he says.

“ i’m not gonna answer that you ask her that.” says God.

“ could I have stopped you?” he says,

“ I don’t know.” says Lacey.

“could I have stopped her?” he asks God.

“ yes every time!” says God.

“ so she literally would’ve never slept with anybody for there was it would’ve never even happened?” says Lem. “ and a part of the was overwhelmed by it, and I was kept from action out of hurt and shock mostly shock, but then a part of me also was being restrained, and I would’ve talked her out of it slowly and stupidly, but I would’ve talked her out of it apparently.” says Lem.

“You have talked her out of it.” says God.

“Does she know that?” asks Lem.

“No!” says God.

“So all that Jack ever willfully experienced was that Lem adored him…was obsessed with him…and him getting off…and loved him…profoundly in every way. Forever. …But Lacey experiences everything else. And…she experiences almost none of the real love he actually has for her!??” says a woman reading this blog.

“YES!

Because the Kennedys INSIST on being given that privilege. …They are violently demanding it. …Because that’s the only way they can truly snub Lacey. …And they were and are OBSESSED with snubbing her. …Even if it’s incredibly destructive. And complete nonsense. They…mostly just live to feel superior to others.” explains Satan.

“Lacey…I think I hurt you.” says Lem.

She thinks.

Later.

“So let’s just play this out.” says Lem.

“Okay.” says Lacey.

“ Let’s say that Michael I got you in bed and he’s on top of you and I show up because I’m not restrained and for some reason you’re doing this I don’t think you would be if I wasn’t being restrained but let’s just say that he did this, and I said to him Get off of her because he doesn’t experience me either.” he says to Lacey.