“Lem” by Lacey

Idea 25 (Slowed & Reverb) plays.

Lacey walks through time and space to the 1930’s. Watches Jack and Lem in the snow. Sees Lem looking uncomfortable. …But it’s not enough.

“He’s the antithesis of my soul.” says Lacey to Lem about Jack Kennedy. “He’s my absolute antithesis. As a person.”

“I understand what she means.” says F. Scott Fitzgerald, solemnly.

“I love you. …I desperately need you. …But I can’t…stand him. …Not as a friend. Yes. Even a friend.

He’s…everything I hate about humanity. In one person. And I don’t say that to reject him even. It’s just…he’s…worthless.” says Lacey.

Jack swings his hips. Thrusting them back and forth in jest. It’s a joke. He’s laughing. Lem is…mildly amused. Rip is laughing. But…to Lacey it’s…Hell. His existence is the reason she…doesn’t smile at strangers. She genuinely can’t stand him.

And in the afterlife Bobby Kennedy Junior…and most of his siblings weep. Watching this.

Why? Why are they weeping? Because they don’t take her remotely seriously enough.

“They don’t. It’s…part of the reason I might cease to exist. Temporarily. …You’re all incredibly depressing!” says Joe Kennedy Junior, very sincerely to his living nieces and nephews.

“Why don’t they get it!?!?” Lacey says, in dire exasperation to Joe.

“I’m sorry!!” wails Bobby Kennedy Senior in tears, stumbling in the snow, as a ghost outside of time. Apologizing to Joe. Desperately sorry. “I’m sorry!!”

“FUCK!!!” Joe yells at him.

“It’s like they’re braindead.” says Lacey to Joe.

He smiles at her silently. Licks his lips. “Watch this!!” he says.

He whistles at his younger brother Jack like he’s a dog. A literal dog. Jack suddenly stops everything he’s doing. Looks at Joe. Face fallen. Stares at him.

Joe claps his hands like Jack is a dog.

Joe claps his hands again like he’s a dog.

Jack suddenly grins. Laughs. Looks bemused.

“Come here!!” Joe yells at Jack, yes Jack Kennedy, like he’s a dog.

Jack Kennedy suddenly starts moving towards them. Slowly. Mindlessly. Half smiling.

“Jack feared you as long as you were with me. …I loved you. …And all these twerps…feared you too. In their spirits. …I was your…protector. They could smell me on you. Subconsciously. …But they’re like dogs in relation to us, Lacey.” he says.

Jack nears them.

He stupidly looks up at Joe. Nose dripping. Mouth open. Blinks. Waits.

“Why are they like dogs?” asks Lacey, horrified.

Song 2 by Blur plays.

“I’m HOT.” says Joe.

The song plays.

“My dad and my mom favorited me. ALWAYS. …And they made everyone else worship me.” explains Joe.

Jack and all the younger siblings blindly submit. Like he’s their puppet master. In a straight line. Like they’re mind controlled robots.

Joe shrugs. Looks at Lacey.

“Bobby…tried to marry you.

*Joe laughs*

It…was interesting…watching him.” he says.

“Was he trying to fuck like you and Jack?” asks Lacey.

“YES!” says Joe, laughing.

“That’s pathetic.” says Lacey.

“You know…it is.” says Joe.

Bound For The Floor plays next.

“Damn.” says Lacey.

“Yeah. …They didn’t understand. You’re…me. Because of what Jack did to Lem. In relation to them. …Bobby has destroyed our family because of his attack on you. Whether it’s demonic and there’s no Illuminati or there is one and he knows. …He slit his own throat. Nobody will take any of us seriously after the Trump administration. Especially if they take away gay marriage. And he did that…ENTIRELY…by attacking you. YOU. Just you.” says Joe. “See…Lacey…Elliott Roosevelt drools over you. …Because in our generation…with our styles…you are…HOT. …Hotter than even me. …Clothes today don’t suit you as well. Nobody sees your boobs…for one thing. Your waist is…placed differently than most living women.

Look…I cease to exist.

…

Because…even though I know better…and I know Jack is a filthy pig. …I chose to throw you down the stairs.” says Joe.

Blitzkrieg Bop by Ramones plays.

Pope Francis stares at them. Frowning at Joe.

Joe closes his eyes. Winces at his own heart’s evil.

“Why did you do this to me?” asks Lacey. “We aren’t enemies.”

Joe stares down at her. He thinks.

They stare at Jack who just stands there stupidly. Silently. Waiting for Joe to tell him what to do. They all do.

“They’re like…evil…beings…that…need…constant direction.” says Lacey.

“Yeah!” says Joe. “I got used to it. It was totally dysfunctional. …But I got used to it.”

She waits for his further explanation.

“Yeah. I threw you into Hell.” says Joe. He smiles. Puts his hands in his pockets.

They stand all staring.

“I guess…I was never meant to be with you. …Even though we’re kind of perfect for each other in a way.” says Joe.

The song ends.

Another One Bites The Dust plays.

“I…loved Pat.” says Joe. He shrugs.

“I love that!” says Lacey.

He smiles. Nods. “Yeah. You’re not possessive.”

He hugs her.

“I loved you.” says Lacey.

“Yeah.

Except I screwed you over. Because…everything is a mess now.” says Joe.

“Do they not understand how to relate to me at all!?” says Lacey.

“LACEY! You’re better than them!” says Joe, with…irony.

“WHY does that matter!??” says Lacey.

“Because! We’re fuckable.” says Joe. “I mean…come on. We TURN PEOPLE ON.” says Joe, laughing.

6 Underground by Sneaker Pimps plays.

“Look it’s like I told you.

I just don’t find you as attractive as Joe, your uncle. I’m sorry, but to me in comparison to him it’s like-

It’s like if I was at a restaurant except I showed up after everyone had been there after a rush and you’re all that’s left.” said Lacey to Bobby Kennedy Junior this morning.

Bobby laughed it off. As usual. But she’s always just been telling him the truth.

Bobby at 5 ft. 9 inches. Weighing…a healthy weight. With…curls…and…a prominent nose…and a…chin…large teeth…thin lips…bony frame…dances sexy for Lacey. Trying desperately to seem appealing. Except he’d never admit it. Because in his mind…he’s HOTT.

Joe Kennedy Junior stands there. Just stands there. Naturally manly. Strong chin. Big…intelligent Irish blue eyes. Tall enough at 6 ft.. Sharp. Determined. And genuinely in love with her. Blond. High strung…but incredibly serious. Deep. Fervent. …And sadly and tragically quite evil.

And of course…Joe wins. Of course.

“I’m sorry.” says Bobby Kennedy Senior to Lacey, on behalf of his son.

Black Betty by Spiderbait plays.

“If there’s reincarnation Lacey’s Black Betty.” says Bobby Senior, rolling his eyes far back into his head. “EXCEPT THERE MIGHT NOT BE REINCARNATION IN THE BIBLE!” yells Bobby.

“Yes. Exactly.” says Lacey.

Bobby smiles at her. Shrugs.

“Okay.” says an Illuminati psychic.

The song plays.

“ look the idea is that Lacey is extremely hot by my generation standards and she’s kind of like Betty draper except she is black in this very mysterious brown eyed sexy way except the problem. Furthermore is that ancient Egypt wasn’t necessarily black it was different than you think it was ancient how about that and so it’s not really what you want it to be but people still like to use this song in relation to her because there’s somethings sort of exciting about it because she’s dark and beautiful and people like that sort of thing you know life is sort of a show in a way yes I am actually Bobby Kennedy Senior I still exist because of my faith in Christ, and the fact that I was actually genuinely Christian and it’s been very painful watching people in my family fall apart in the last two years and watching my children make mistakes, but I am hopeful that my children aren’t going to hell and I’m horrified, absolutely horrified watching everything happen. The truth is Lacey is actually Tom basses daughter, and we’ve known that obviously since she was born, but she didn’t know that and we were very dishonest about it because Joe was in love with her and he gave her the impression that that was very real and you think she’s crazy, but she’s not. Her father was very connected to our family. He was a very wealthy man he was Hollywood that’s factually accurate it’s real and she’s his daughter. She’s actually his daughter. He loves her very much. He cries about her frequently and Joe gave her the idea that he was talking to her but it was mysterious so if there is an illuminati you need to take or I’m saying seriously please for your own good for everyone’s good you need to understand this is what’s going on this is what’s going on.

You take dead people very seriously and you shouldn’t because sometimes you’re talking to us and sometimes you’re not but you’re talking to a woman who isn’t my sister but is away but isn’t and she’s half dead poor thing and so you can talk to me more easily than you normally ever would be able to through any psychic. The only person who would possibly be able to contact me more easily would be Apple, I wife but ass is not quite like Lacey. Alys Seay has an unusual brain and she’s been through an incredible amount of trauma and so her I’ll call them neural pathways are opened in a way that most people’s are not until they start dying.

So she’s not channeling me she’s seeing me in her spirit I’m standing in her bedroom, talking to her. It’s perfectly fine. We can relate to each other like old buddies like siblings in a way and I’m kind of like her a little pipsqueak brother, Innoway, but not really but slightly and get that gets back to what I was saying, so Joe lied to her because he got a huge ego charge out of thinking that he was better than her but also he likes making her feel special because she had no idea how she was connected to us, but she could tell in her spirit that we were real and it wasn’t just a demon tricking her or another dead person or her imagination she could telling her spirit through the Holy Spirit, that we were real ghost, talking to her from somewhere. Um, whether she’s biologically Tom’s daughter or not, it doesn’t matter anymore because in gods eyes, she’s Tom’s daughter and it’s very possible that she actually is his physical daughter. You try to find proof that she’s not. I’ve told you this before and I really am real be careful with that.

Anyway, so he likes sort of giving her a thrill, but also gave her a very false view of reality because he was very intimate with her and it wasn’t necessarily sexual and the way that you would think of it. It was different than that. It was probably deeper unfortunately the most people are nowadays, and and frankly more innocent, and chased at the same time to because he gave her the idea that they were both very good looking people, but that it was special and a very innocent sort of godly, almost Catholic way and a lot of Lacey says things like you’re ugly or you have a Nice me it’s just her is trying to express to you what is observable with the observable fact And it seems like you don’t understand that or that someone doesn’t understand that and so she’s just trying to serve call their bluff and put them in their place and say listen. I am better looking than you let’s stop we know pretending otherwise and let’s just get down to the facts and you know just be honest with me why do you hate me so much? Why are you attacking me? I don’t understand it Because it would. It doesn’t seem to her like it would ever be because she’s better looking than people that to her is almost impossible really, I’m not exaggerating to her that does not make sense as a valid reason for why anybody would ever attack her. It seems possible that’s all just possible.

So when she says stuff like, why are you bothering me? You know I’m better looking than you stop pretending otherwise you know what really is bothering you about me because it seems like people have this weird thing with her with her always trying to be better than her, and they’re not almost over, and she thinks that some sort of, almost like a defense mechanism that people are doing to sort of cover up for whatever is actually bothering them and there are some things that might be but they’re kind of out there and so if it’s actually that she’s prettier than you don’t expect her to ever figure that out you’ll have to tell her that because it will never occur to her as a possible reason I’m not exaggerating That’s really never going to occur to her um and I’m the one saying this is not her, so keep that in mind, she really doesn’t understand that as I’m saying this she is literally rejecting what I’m saying and struggling to keep channeling me in a sense because it sounds totally ridiculous to her and she thinks I’m trying to hurt her in someway and hide from her what’s really bothering people and she’ll never figure it out because you’ll just start telling her that she’s better looking than you to cover up for the real reason That’s what she’s thinking. Sincerely, this is real.

Oh, you’re expecting me to say that line was straight right now and so I will. I wasn’t going to say that, but I’ll say that he actually was I found him attractive. Jack found him very attractive. My mother found him attractive. My dad found him someone attractive I think almost everyone in our family did I think Joe so much dead, but Joe is better looking than him and someways and Not as smart, but definitely not stupid and I think he was not as taken by them as the rest of us were because Linn was very tall. He was old money. He was handsome and he was very very very slow, but it wasn’t stupidity It was just sort of natural ease about him And it was very charming but what you guys don’t understand is that Lacey got attacked by my whole family to some degree but specifically, Jack and Joe is sort of like a buffer between them and the times I have been to but to Joe as like a buffer between them, and Squirt it’ll old Lacey to have some happiness occasionally some modicum of maybe not happiness like most people experience unfortunately but she had some thing. Occasionally, she could enjoy music in her own head without being interrupted by demons or people bothering her. She was very lonely, but she had privacy, and he did protect her sometimes, and other ways to he went overboard and she never got married to someone who was really in love with her all that much which is sad and it’s part of what happened. He was in love with her to and because she’s unique not everyone is Tom’s daughter even adopted but really she doesn’t have tons of children. She’s one of the very few possibly only one or two and she might even be his biological daughter so be careful again sincerely because you’re not understanding what’s going on you know I’m a famous person. If there’s an illuminati, I am very meaningful to you, but I also was just a person.

And she is connected to my family through Tom and Hollywood and really through Lem’s because God is God and he ultimately wanted them and her to be together for eternity. And yes she was my father soulmate but that’s a long time ago and it’s relevant but I focus more on my brother and let him because it’s far more relevant to the moment.

So basically, she’s not famous and that seems if there is an illuminati like reason to doubt what she saying, but it’s kind of the opposite if you really think about it almost in a sort of ecological, environmental way OK? Why would Lem soulmates or twin flame rather why would my brothers would be wife or serious girlfriend be somebody famous? Ophelia Punzel was somewhat famous, but not that famous. Pat Wilson was not that well no one but she was known. But Lacey is Tom Banks‘s daughter, and you guys have to understand even if you don’t have time to research him, he was a real person. He was arguably one of the most important bootleggers in the Midwest, if not the most important bootlegger, and all of the Midwest, and he wasn’t just a bootlegger he was involved with the mafia. He was extremely wealthy by a lot of people standards. At the time he had connections to Hollywood for his sister, who had a very exclusive clothing store. He met a lot of celebrities And he was very intelligent and he came from a wealthy family and he was involved in a lot of extracurricular governmental activity. He donated to the Democratic Party and they looked the other way he was I don’t wanna say friends, but he knew by father. OK he knew my father. He really did Houston Minnesota. He grew up in Nebraska, but he knew my dad from Boston.

I don’t think my children understand that cognitively for some reason and that’s very frustrating to me.

So she’s not a normal person she’s not famous, but because of her father, who is Tom Banks and yes, he is her actual father. Because of her father, possibly her literal birth father, how are you so sure that he isn’t. Because of her father being Tom and that’s not wishful thinking on her part, he’s her actual father I’m telling you that’s her dad!

Because her father is Tom, you can keep questioning that because you want to, but that doesn’t change the fact that that’s what’s actually happening. I’m sorry.

So because her father is Tom thinks this is not a normal situation.

Tom was old money and he had connections to organized crime by choice. He was wild. His grandson is a lot like him although he’s Lacey‘s son and he’s very different but it’s very hard to restrain people like them. I try to is Attorney General to some degree and there’s some people like him who I just gave up on because they weren’t in criminal activity for the money they were in it, because of the joy of defining, the excepted order of society, in a very methodical, and from their perspective, honorable and exciting sort of way. So that’s her dad she’s not a ““ normal person.

she’s a normal person, but I am a normal person and a way to him. Everyone’s normal person who’s human OK come on. So because her father is Tom Banks of Minneapolis she’s not normal automatically and you were supposed to have realize that years ago.

Family does have oil they are old money the one that she was raised in but they’re not quite as historically significant, or as powerful, or as unusual and a sense as Tom. and he was more old money than they were. So, in a sense genetically, she’s more old money than the family that she was raised in and yes, I said genetically that was either a slip and a hint, or there’s something there that you don’t understand about God, her father molested her who raised her, and Tom was supposed to be her dad, but he never had children by choice, and that actually is something the Catholic Church says not to do. He looks like her they look like they have the same chin they have the same nose he actually might be her biological father, but if he’s not, he was supposed to be that was what God had intended. She was never supposed to be raised by Jim and Becca. There’s an interesting family, but she was supposed to be raised by Tom in the early 20th century he was scared to be a father. He was traumatized after the death of his mother, and he didn’t want to harm his children, and I understand that I was always scared of harming my own children. People might know that about me And you know part of that might’ve been some sort of what people call a psychic sense because I did half of my children when I died, and I may have known that, and he did harm Lacey, but there was nothing in a sense that we could do other than being less evil to really protect them but that’s the fall in nature of the world, you try to outsmart God and you can’t.

So her father is Tom and she’s not gonna make sense to you. She makes complete sense to me, and other men in my generation and women to him because to you she seems evil, but we talk she’s not she’s not stupid she’s ditzy, but in the way that someone from my generation would’ve been. and if you understand that she’s not stupid, she’s just ditzy and sort of very genuinely feminine. You can relate to her, but you’ve got a remember that, and a lot of millennials don’t like that because she’s so strong and womanly in a way that other women in my generation were too that isn’t frankly is genetically as common amongst millennial women, because they weren’t housewives to be blunt and there was something different about the mentality of being a stay at home mom in the 1950s where are you kind of needed genetically to be able to sort of do certain things mentally to stay alive and so she has a different brain than millennial women and so they see that and they feel intimidated by it and then they automatically assume that she’s a lesbian or that she’s smart in a way that she’s not she’s OK. She’s not stupid but she is ditzy. And you keep expecting her not to be because it seems like she’s too smart, to be or that she said things that are too blunt and true, or that she’s too brilliant when it comes to international politics or lots of things, but that’s what she don’t seem to understand she’s really brilliant, but she’s ditzy. So things actually are going over her head and you know it’s kind of like making fun of a retarded person. It seems funny, but it’s really not end in her case because of how brilliant she is and the fact that I am an actual ghost, and her father is Tom Banks, and if there’s no ilumiNATTI, you’re dumb as fuck for torturing her You’re ending the world because you’re confusing the hell out of her. 

She’s not trying to harm people, but you’re creating an impossible situation.

My brother, Jack, despite what historians might tell you or what you wanna believe was bisexual he really was. He was really a bisexual. And he was actually attracted to men and he was a cis gendered male. I was slightly bisexual to and obviously both Jackie and I were extremely closeted about that I mean it was desperately closeted. He was Morgause and I was, but I was slightly homosexual, and he knew that, and he took advantage of that. I am I don’t want to talk about that right now, but he was not a good person. I understand that his daughter loves him still, and his grandson, my too, but I had an affair with Caroline’s mother Jackie.

The thing is you guys I’m a real person I know you’ve seen pictures of me. You’ve been staring at my face thinking wow that man’s attractive and smart well thank you that’s very nice of you but I’m also just a real person you know I really just a real man. So I loved my I loved my brother Bobby very much. Are you jack excuse me yeah, Lacey is a bit of a ditz. I don’t know. I love me my brother very much. I love Jack he was he was my absolute best friend and you know Linn was supposedly his best friend to be honest I was possibly Jack’s real best friend if he even had one and so people having to do that historically but then you know I’m his brother and the gay rights community saw some thing in Lem’s that excited them and so they focused on that and that was very dangerous and they should not have done that, that was a very very dumb thing for them to do because the truth is lemon was being used and Jack’s real best friend was me. He was friends with other people, but our family was incredibly him. We were very loyal to each other in a way that we weren’t to anybody and that’s where Lacey is different than them OK and you guys aren’t respecting that she if she had so chosen, could be my sister, legally. I did find her attractive when I first met her but we’re really not like that with a tether. I found a lot of people attractive. She knows that and she has empathy for it. I am I really more like her brother though it’s just weird for us at this point that I found her attractive, and that she so much find me attractive to because we’re really bored like siblings in a way that I never was with Jackie Lacey is more like my sister than Jackie was which is painful for me because she’s not necessarily my sister but I like them a lot and it makes sense that they’re together but that’s something you are so so don’t understand I want her to be with them people in my family want that when they’re thinking clearly, and not being evil, because there is some sort of peace of mind, and that to think that she was with Joe originally say, let’s not even go there, but She’s with One and we knew him. It’s a little weird but not really that she would be with him and it feels safe to us because we know him we knew him and she you guys this is real. She actually could have been my sister-in-law had she been raised by Tom in the early 20th century as she was supposed to have been and God‘s will the world that he had for her and her father and the world in general in a way she was supposed to have been born 70 years before she was or 60 years and she could have been my sister-in-law if she wanted.

So she is extraordinarily beautiful. Jack was good looking, but Joe was far better looking and she’s better looking than Jackie. Jackie has a very hard time with that. Ethel won’t as much when she dies because I still has a pretty good sense of humor and I think she’ll understand when she sees it from an outside perspective so to speak my perspective she’ll understand why it’s actually slightly funny, I’m not sure she sees it that way now. The thing is Joe really was in love with Lacey OK and sometimes I feel can be very blunt and if I and I think she’ll understand Lacey more when she dies and understand why Lacey says things like you’re just not as good looking as me so that that’s some thing that she’ll understand when she’s dead whether she does now or not.

I had an affair with Jackie we really did we had an affair. We were in love I was, I was in love with us all, but iPhone Jackie very attractive, and we got along very well, and Jack was a real jerk to her, sometimes more than I was capable of being to anybody. I was, I was very harsh to Marilyn and part of the reason why Chris Hayes intuited that Lacey was Marilyn Monroe if there’s no illuminati, it’s because of what I did to Marilyn Monroe I found it offensive that she wanted to have an affair with me, and I use that is justification for killing her. Jackie was exception to me because she was my sister and she was suffering and I thought that I mean she wasn’t like literally my sister, but she was suffering. She was in our family and it felt like somehow it was different. Marilyn was just a famous person. She was just a celebrity, and that would be how Chris felt justified demonically Should there be in illuminati being so evil to Lacey because he sort of was labeling her as a Maryland, even though there’s no similarity between them at all, they’re extremely different people, but they were demons. I didn’t know that or that thought that there was some sort of in Road in Lacey‘s life where they could torture her and they were wrong , I mean that sounds impossible that a demon could be stupid, but there have literally been demons that have been intellectually deficient, and released in relation to her him and part of it is because they were talking with humans too much in purgatory. Should they be purgatory, namely, my brother, Jack Out and they were also having sex with him and so it’s horrific but basically they used him to harm living people and harm him and they were trying to find someway to sort of you know be evil there’s a lot of theology in this but basically you still have free will even if there’s purgatory, and so there are demons that try to tempt people in purgatory And that might actually be part of the purgatorial experience and it’s very dangerous because you’re dead and I mean Jack does not exist right now because of it God warned him many times, but he chose to ignore it so basically, if this challenges you theologically and your new age you’re just gonna have to deal with that. I’m sorry you might like Lacey and she might think how can I think so differently than her you’re just going to have to accept that she’s not you if I’m talking to her in a couple of psychics, who thinks that they’re protecting her be careful, because sometimes you control the situation in a way that’s not safe.

What I’m trying to tell you is that I helped kill Marilyn, possibly OK and part of how I justify doing that was because she was a slut and she was a famous person. She wasn’t married to my brother being tortured by him, trying to be faithful to him, trying to have his children trying desperately to be a good wife and then watching him to sleep with hundreds of other people and throwing in her face he threw it in her face because he was a narcissist. He was a clinical narcissist OK, so he threw it in her face to hurt her often in very subtle ways, and that irritated me because I cared about her as a person, and so even before he died, we started an emotional affair, and that something that Caroline might not believe she might just think that sensational gossip about her father and me but it’s not. It’s not just gossip.

I don’t think my children probably would believe that either because they know that I was in love with your mom but I am sorry. In reality. I had an affair with Jackie that’s not just gossip.

I would’ve never done that to Jack, because I’m not a clinical narcissist the way that he was I was narcissistic, but I was not as toxic of a person as Jack. He was one of the more toxic people in my whole family. Kathleen was actually quite toxic as well and there are some people who know that and a lot of people who don’t.

She might’ve been a clinical, narcissist as well.

A a lot of people in my family are very stupidly selective about what they think is gossip and what they think is fact, and it’s stupid because you can’t do that if there’s evidence to suggest some thing that’s real and you can’t refute the evidence it’s possibly real evidence, and there might be something.

So I’m sorry, but I did have an affair with Jackie and Ethel probably knows about it. They might not know my kids might not know that but I did I actually did have an affair with Jackie.

I would I, as I was saying I would not have done that to Jack if I didn’t think I was justified because I’m not kind of person I felt justified legally in a sense morally justified doing that to him because of how he was treating her. I didn’t think there was anything wrong with it in relation to him because he was a terrible philanderer. She was suffering psychologically and I felt that it was totally fine to be in a sense her husband at times and conversation when Jack was choosing to run off with some floozy, and not lame, some woman, some prostitutes and girlfriend ““ Judith, possibly even a bad, who wasn’t let he ran off with a lot of people frequently That was common behavior for him. He was always like that he was pathologically like that OK he was not a normal person psychologically speaking he’s famous, but I mean he was not normal psychologically.

So, just like some of my children would claim to be more saying than Bobby, and would be irritated. If you said that they were just like him I get irritated that you don’t understand that I’m different than Jack. I love Bobby, but he has done things that I very much disagree with. Not all of my children have done stuff like that at least not to the degree that he has. And I am not like Jack. I’m sorry I am not as evil as he was. And Joe wasn’t either frankly neither was Ted. Ted was capable of having a real relationship with a woman I was too, so was Joe, but Jack was not! Jack was in capable of having a real relationship romantically or sexually, or really almost anyway unfortunately, with anybody.

People keep trying to find his missing Link, so to speak is it Inga you know did Jackie just not understand him was it Judith Exner was it Len Billings know he was a narcissist, case closed end of story there was something wrong with him! That’s reality. You might not like that in my bother you you might be a very intelligent person. You might make a lot of money. You might be very patriotic, but you might not like that and so you might ignore that reality. That’s not Lacey’s problem that’s not lens problem that’s not my problem! That’s not her children’s problem that’s not really my children’s problem either unless if they choose to make it their problem, and frankly, they kind of have. I am their father not Jack!

I’m sorry I’m not as tall as him. I’m sorry I was shocked before I was elected president I was a very successful senator. I went to law school I was Attorney General. They didn’t shoot me listen if Fidel Castro ordered for Bobby rather for my brother to be shot he didn’t do that to me. OK I was shot eventually but that was the late 60s. Lacey doesn’t think it’s the same thing and I don’t either. they were mad at my whole family because of Vietnam and because my brother Jack really was a bad president. It doesn’t seem like that to some people but that is sad unfortunately because he was a bad president.

Yeah, and so I pay the price Bobby they shot me because they were still mad about Jack there’s your answer.

They shot me because they were still pissed off at our family over Jack and the mistakes that he made while he was president. And they were trying to hold me responsible for things that I barely had anything to do with because I wasn’t in his mind I wasn’t him. I couldn’t control everything that he did.

But because we were so clannish because Bobby because Jack and I were so close to each other, the people that killed him, wanted to believe that I was a menace, and I started making mistakes when I was running for president. Lacey knows about some of it but I’m not gonna get into all of it right now if there was a conspiracy and maybe there wasn’t but if there was that’s what happened Jack pissed a lot of people off because he was actually a very bad president and I hope to God that America survives long enough for historians to realize that within the next 200 years and maybe they will the boomers are not able to handle hearing that about him because they loved him. Their kids struggle with it but their great grandchildren will have a far clear view of what actually happened, and to be honest with you this blog will be a part of it. If the world doesn’t end what she’s writing will be found And people will have a better understanding of psychic phenomena in about 100 years and they’ll know that I’m real and I’m actually yelling at my son right now out of frustration

People use Elliot Roosevelts mythology to fill in the gaps where historians lack knowledge they’ll do the same thing with his blog, but it’s different than that because we are real people we’re not just anecdotes. So if they can back up what she says, with evidence that boomers have not wanted to be honest about like lead billing, smiling at Jack’s wedding, because that actually is real psychological evidence that people have never been honest about because of misogyny because of classism because of bitterness, there’s a lot of people who have lied and they’ve ignored things that are right in front of their nose, and that is one of them so 100 years from now. People will look at this and think wow she was right and people weren’t supportive of her and she knew what she was talking about so I have a feeling that it wasn’t just her because how does she keep getting everyone’s tone of voice cracked? How does she keep getting everyone’s personality totally accurate And they’ll know that that’s not psychologically possible so there had to be some super natural phenomena going on also, there a weird things that happened where she predicts stuff and then it happens in a way that she couldn’t really predict.

People who you don’t think would be responsible Bobby for killing your uncle because it’s just too far-fetched. I really responsible and I think you know that but then you don’t think that it’s real you think you’re fooling people but you’re fooling yourself. Because it’s real if there’s a conspiracy, the CIA actually did kill your father and your uncle. Yeah Bobby, they killed me David new remember how he said oh they got him to. That’s what he meant. David intuitively knew that I was killed by somebody who I was not supposed to be at odds with.

Hi, was not on good terms with everybody and Jack was on terrible terms with a lot of people.

So I slept with his wife. And I loved him and I’m not a narcissist. Can you imagine what that must mean? I wasn’t trying to share a woman with him. I was in love with Jackie and she was in love with me and she was incredibly depressed because he was a terrible person to her. I wasn’t a her perfect knight in shining armor, but I never made her feel like she was a terrible person. Jack was very narcissistic and so he enjoyed making her cry. He was very sadistic to her and I didn’t do that. I cheated on her, but I actually cared about her and so I wasn’t faithful and that was hard for her but I didn’t enjoy watching her cry. I got no pleasure out of harming her like a narcissist would. I, I was simply her secret lover, and it was very stupid and away, but we really liked each other a lot, and it just was very hard for us to to not love each other, and so we had an affair.

Yeah. Yeah, you can’t channel me. Bobby thinks he can channel anyone he wants to because he’s a super magic wizard and he’s not. She’s not really channeling me either though it it’s like what I explained at the beginning of my little rant. Her brain is different OK so there are many people who tried to contact me. I’m not God I’m not omnipresent And they think they’re talking to me and they’re not I don’t talk to witches and so I’m sorry Bobby that you haven’t been able to talk to me but it’s not because I don’t care about you or any of my kids.

there are some things that Bobby and I will have to talk about when he dies Lord willing and I can talk to him Lord willing that I can’t talk about with Lacey about his wife about his personal life. I’m not gonna talk about that right now because it’s not appropriate and will have that discussion when he’s dead within the next 20 years. Yes, Bobby, within the next 20 years, you will be talking to me. And that’s not that long from now you know that. You thought all these years were gonna get away with something because there was no afterlife, but there is and you’re not gonna get away with anything, unfortunately.

I know that Bobby has a crush on Lacey and that’s fine. She is not his aunt anymore. She is lambs wife and Lem and her are Very good looking people.

I wasn’t going to say this, but I guess I have to you’ve gone too far. She’s not able to defend herself anymore intellectually in relation to them. It’s not because she’s wrong. It’s because you don’t want to hear anything she hast to say. And it’s really astounding to me because she has rocksolid evidence that he was straight but Peter Thiel is offended. Apparently that he looks gay to her and so he lives in a delusional bubble where he doesn’t believe that people can look gay and that’s not reality. I am sorry he looks gay to me too, and there’s a big similarity in their features but lamb looks like a lot of other people, including Constantine. Constantine was straight and so was Lem. Peter Thiel is not, and he looks like it, and that’s reality. I hope Peter is not that stupid, but if he is, it’s very depressing because he should know better.

There really is no psychological way that lemon could’ve been as happy at Jack Kennedy‘s wedding to Jackie Kennedy, former Jackie Bouvier without being heterosexual. he is the one that brought that up. That wasn’t her idea. He’s very smart and he researched it, and that actually is undeniable proof that he was heterosexual not gay not bisexual, not pansexual, not a sexual straight he was straight. And frankly, his ability to look, the other way, was also very heterosexual.

There are people who imagine that he was jealous of them, but you have to understand he could’ve been jealous for totally non-sexual reasons. The thing is Jack incited jealousy in people because he lived for that he loved making people upset. and there would be no way someone like Lem’s who would’ve been as intimate with him as he would’ve had to have been if he was homosexual at all, could’ve tolerated the abuse that he experienced from Jack Jack was very abusive to him in every way, and included in that was sleeping with other people in a way that would be hurtful even to a polyamorous person, even to an asexual person who had some sort of relationship with him that was quasi-sexual or something and he was just incredibly abusive person. I mean there’s proof that love wasn’t a sexual but the point is there’s no way that lemon could’ve tolerated that if he was anything other than heterosexual heterosexual who thinks he’s gay, which is what lamb was would’ve been able to psychologically excuse Jack’s behavior, because there’s no trauma. He actually claims that he was never jealous in the way that those men think he was in that situation that they were called over that was Ted Sorensen, or whoever that was it said that he was jealous Lem’s says if that wasn’t even real in that situation and I have to believe that that’s probably true but what you have to understand is that those people Were misunderstanding him he thought he was gay. He was acting gay. It was very convincing to some people even people who live today I was convinced for the most part I don’t know if Ethel was I think I thought he was attractive I think Jackie thought he was, but she couldn’t stand him And I think she found him annoying. Just as a person she found him annoying because they’re very different people. If Lacey had been there, she would’ve been quiet around them and not as much annoyed because he would’ve made more sense to her. But trying to pretend pretending that he was gay in a sense even though he thought he was believing that he was gay confuse Jackie, and made her despise him because he was a very annoying pseudo-gay man. Lame could be kind of a know it all who is very stuck on his own opinion about everything believe it or not, and he was quiet about it, but he had very definite opinions, and if you could get into an argument with him very easily, if you chose the wrong topic when he was drunk at the wrong time. And so Garth Adele really got into a fight with him. I don’t care what David Pitts tell you tells you I’m telling you what actually happened because I was there and I’m dead and I’m also telling you what I know happened. Lem’s hated Gore Vidal‘s literature. Gore Vidal was a Homo erotic author so gore Vidal was Jackie‘s brother, and he was a Homo erotic author, who is very popular very well known. And he was very very certain of himself. He believes that he was very smart. He believes that he was very sure about everything for a reason because like a lot of authors in to some degree Lacey included they tend to take themselves very seriously and he was included in that and they’re not bad people necessarily he was a very sensitive person in many ways. I liked him But they clashed because Lem’s was straight and gore was not grow is very proudly homosexual. It was open with Gore Gore was flying the flag before there was one. And actually gore might’ve been slightly bisexual. Believe it or not he finds Lacey attractive whether there is homosexuality in heaven or not, and he always would’ve found her slightly fascinating. He also found Marilyn Monroe and Elizabeth Taylor, quite fascinating and really she’s kind of like a pretty petite version of them. Marilyn was petite and so is Elizabeth but Lacey is petite in the way that Celine Dion Celine Dion is petite slightly so it’s pretty and feminine and frilly but she’s still curvy. She’s unusually curvy for a petite woman will say And she’s also unusually tall for a petite woman but she her bone structure is actually quite petite when she was in Ireland getting a wedding ring the jeweler said that she had the smallest finger that they measured in possibly decades and all of Ireland. I’m not kidding. She has very small bones. She’s actually a very petite woman, even though you might not see that.

And that is actually part of the reason why people like Bobby might find her attractive a number of her boyfriends have been men who are not as tall as some people but she’s not that petite. She’s petite but she’s not petite like some people are so and she’s voluptuous for a petite person. I don’t know why am talking about this right now but the point is she’s kind of a type that’s kind of unusual, a petite voluptuous, but tall them she was petite woman from the greatest generation. Yeah that’s extremely specific and as much as she’s beautiful I think that’s part of the reason why she’s never found people because she’s very specific so for just the right person she’s a replaceable, she’s not a generic person but it makes it harder for her to probably find people but that’s anyway I am sorry I’m used to having serious conversations like that because I’ve lost a granddaughter to suicide and I’ve had long conversations with her Saoirse. Yeah Saoirse and I are quite close. I’m proud to say, and we have very good conversations.

So the point is the point is she is lambs wife essentially him who just never showed up and Jack could not except that.

The Jack felt fooled by Lem’s and taken advantage of by him, and as you know, a narcissist has a very hard time processing that, especially when it’s from somebody who has such a constant steady trust worthy supply for him as a narcissist as Lem. So basically, let him just kiss his ass, and that was lame‘s choice loved it for reasons that I both understand and do not understand at the same time, and it irritates me because this is not a positive situation will say.

But that was his reaction he it was fighter flight and he chose fight flight rather in a sense which is fighting for him doing whatever Jack said always looking the other way, but he could do that because he didn’t really wanna have sex with Jack, but he didn’t know that about himself and jacked entirely either and so because they didn’t know that it protected like it was like a buffer for him because he didn’t know and so he couldn’t get caught by Jack and Jack couldn’t get mad about it Because either one of them could figure it out, and so Jack just assumed that lame was magically in love with him in this way, that’s not psychologically possible, but that is sort of almost every narcissist, dream someone that you can abuse and harm who has no feelings or needs of their own. And that’s why he loves loves love for him. It was fake love love was never really in love with him. Love didn’t really even love him in a way at all but to jacket looks like he did because Jack was a narcissist and love kiss his ass, and was very convincing about it. He even believe it himself to some degree because he didn’t know that he was straight. So the same psychological phenomenon that happens with abused children happen between them but Lem was never as confused as some kids can get, and that is something that you were lying about Lem’s never really gave Jack the psychological satisfaction that you claim he did that that might seem like otherwise When Jack says things like oh, you have a dirty mind, lame or when Jackie used to pose them in sexual situations and sexual poses but those were fake pictures, Jack posed them. Jack posed them. Jack hosed them not let Jack post those pictures!

Jack Kennedy posed Lem’s in sexual poses and love went along with it, and it fooled you into thinking that he was the one that did it. That’s an optical, illusion lens obsession is an optical, illusion, emotionally speaking it’s not real. You’re stuck in Jack’s delusional, narcissistic perspective because he was worshiped because he’s JFK. You’re not seeing the objective reality of the situation. Jack was a narcissist who was delusional and he was looking for someone who would feed into that delusion and love did that which is why he liked keeping llama round because lemon abled him to believe a psychotic view of the world that he liked to believe. Len was straight and so he never got hurt by Jack. He didn’t really wanna have sex with him. He didn’t want emotional intimacy with him. He was grossed out by it and reality and so there was no pain for him. When Jack slept with other people when he threw it in Lem’s’s face that he was doing that when he did it in front of him when he got women involved in pictures with them, were Loma supposed to throw his armor on the woman will Jack grabbed her ass or something love didn’t care that he was going to sleep with that woman, and that Linn wouldn’t get anything from him that night. Lem’s smiled because Lem’s didn’t really care Because Linn was straight.

Oh that’s also why Lum enjoyed Jack because they could talk about tits and boobs and stuff like that together and sexual conquest because limb actually was a very repressed straight man. Lems appreciation for art is very much in keeping with his decision to be a homosexual. To be honest, it’s not a decision, but he made that decision because he was molested by a man and he didn’t understand what was going on, and he thought he was gay. Because of how big Linn was and how tough he was he didn’t think it was possible that at 13 he could be molested still because he was a big kid and he was very smart. But one night in a church sanctuary when he was alone, dusting and sorting through him, Knowles with a priest late at night in the winter, it might’ve been over Christmas break. It might’ve been Thanksgiving. He was alone and he was volunteering possibly to try to keep the scholarship to Choate. He may have needed the approval of a priest from home to keep the scholarship or something like that. He might’ve needed a recommendation from somebody and so he was volunteering, and he got molested. The priest saw him as vulnerable because they didn’t have the money anymore, and his father was aging And so he took advantage of them because he thought that long was Rohnerville love was not gay at all. He had asthma he was nerdy he was sweet he was sensitive. He was the kind of kid, who if he was a millennial would’ve probably been a couch potato at times and eating too many Doritos watched too many episodes of Star Wars, so to speak, or to me, watch Star Wars too many times and had a poster of Pamela Anderson in his bedroom. He was straight But he didn’t know that about himself because he was so sensitive and so asthmatic, and he has such bad vision and he was the youngest, and he just couldn’t figure himself out and so he assumed after he was molested that he was gay because he was clumsy. He was good at golf. He was good at fishing. You can see that I took him fishing in the in the tropics. He was a good fisherman. He was good at golf, but he was a little, clumsy head he had asthma, so running was hard for him sometimes because he got out of breath and he was a little awkward. He just was kind of an odd athletic nerd, but he wasn’t entirely that because he was buff too, and he likes sports Sometimes he liked golf. He liked crew. He actually likes running but he just couldn’t do it the way that someone smaller who didn’t have asthma could do it could get hot Because he was so big and he’d have to stop running because he got out of breath and he had glasses that were cumbersome as well so he was kind of a stereotypical nerd but he was a handsome man. He was buff and he was athletic and away, so maybe if you had a better inhaler and maybe if you had Lasix when he was young he might not have been seen as gay the way that he was growing up in our generation. I mean he was sort of. He had a sort of pre-existing condition, will say because of his clumsiness because of his size he was a very big man to the point where it was awkward for some people to be around him because he was so tall he had glasses he was awkward. Sometimes he made awkward facial expressions because he was so smart and so anxious around people that he seemed very awkward But that wasn’t homosexuality there’s a young man who you’re gonna think he’s gay who wasn’t who had a crush on Lacey and I’m gonna show you his picture

That man’s not gay, but when he was in college, people almost beat him up because of it, they saw he was he had a very intense crush on Lacey. He had a very it’s very serious sexual relationship with his first girlfriend in high school, but in college because he was sort of nerdy, like Lem’s and awkward looking to be blunt. People thought he was gay and that was at a small private arts college in Minnesota. As a Millennial. Lem’s was good, looking without his glasses and looks straight, but he could walk around without his glasses. He needed inhaler ‘s and he was like this young man who had a crush on Lacey very smart and very gay looking and so when he was molested, he just kind of gave up because he thought I must be gay. You know people have always been a little suspicious of me because I’m awkward and I have glasses and I seem weird. I’m anxious around people socially I lack confidence And so when he was molested, he just thought oh no I must be gay you know I I I’ll give up I must be a homosexual it’s undeniable proof and so he started trying to be homosexual. It’s a simple as that he started trying to be homosexual. He acted homosexual to some degree, but not entirely he dressed homosexual to, but he was still very much a heterosexual and you’re gonna have to let go of that or she’s going to die possibly even in this conversation as I’ve been saying this they’ve been trying to suffocate her and she’s getting a little dizzy but she’s been drinking Chardonnay and she’s exasperated with all of you and her daughter has a cough that she hasn’t been able to get over for about three weeks. Her son has epilepsy that could kill him And she’s more than ready to die. You’re not as powerful as you think you are get over it for your own good.

If she died right now from suffocation, she would see Lum she’d see me and that would be the end of her life and it would be exciting to her and then her kids will probably die within about a year at the very most and so with her husband, he was an alcoholic, who almost died many times if his his family was dead he would die he would just go back on the bottle or we will find a way to kill him so you’re going to have to stop you keep hearing psychic saying oh it feels like something weird is happening. This is what’s happening if there’s an illuminati get over yourself, so you’re not Lacey banks you’re not Joe Kennedy Senior you’re not Joe Kennedy Junior you’re not me.

You’re not the Rockefellers you’re not the hill family of Minnesota in the early 20th century you don’t have that much money anymore you’re not that smart anymore possibly get over it!!

Moving on and no I’m sorry King Charles is not as good although he’s not bad, but he’s not as good of a leader as his mother was Camila might disagree. He is not unsuccessful, but Elizabeth was an extraordinary extraordinary monarch, and so was her father. I think her father rival, Queen Victoria.

He’s a very unsung hero of World War II. The King’s speech was fine, but it wasn’t what he even deserved. I was there he really was an extraordinary person.

No, I met the man. My father was ambassador to Great Britain. I met him I I don’t know him the way some people do but I did meet him and he was he was a very decent honorable extraordinary person.

You know, I don’t even know subconsciously I wonder if he affected me because he was a younger brother and no one took him seriously he had a speech impediment, but he was an extraordinary king tough as nails. I looked up to him him, and it’s possible that Diana was devastating to him. He was a very tender hearted person tough as nails, but he had a heart of gold.

You need to lay off. You need to lay off this lemon thing. Because he was heterosexual, but she can’t tell you that as an unquestionable fact, the way that you demand that she does. That is an absurd, sick perverse thing to ask for intellectually. She can almost say that in a sense she can, but what you’re looking for is either daemonic and impossible or you’re insane. Marina Abramowicz or whoever it is that demands out of Lacey needs to be shut the fuck up. Because it’s impossible there’s no fucking way even if it bothers you because you’re a pedophile like idiot that he was gay and that’s why it bothers you you fucking idiot because you use your twisted psychology to justify harming children and he is proof that you’re full of shit and you’re perverse and you’re kind of an idiot, because you fool yourself into thinking things that you know aren’t true And then you choose to rely on Satan to get out of it. The good news for you is that you’re so stupid that God has mercy on you. Marita God is God, Satan, Satan kids are kids it doesn’t make sense to try to confuse everything because you can’t handle the fact that you have something wrong with you. You’re not a normal woman. OK, you’re cuckoo. You’re cuckoo banana sweetie you’re nuts. And yeah, that’s embarrassing. It’s like being born with three tits or no arms you’re a deformed marina you’re mentally deformed.

You lead a damned life but you know so do other people get over it that’s life life sucks for a lot of people, including the children who you’ve harmed. And if marine is not the one attacking Lacey, in the illuminati, there are people like that who could be doing it and they’ve got to stop because you’re you’re destroying the world and the people who are supporting you are going to be able to keep doing that. They can’t afford you anymore.

You’re going to have to to layoff. If Lacey dies, despite what people wanna think she will not be in suffering what you’re doing to her is sick and you’ll pay the price for torturing her physically right now her kids will weep they’ll be devastated, but they also know that she died and left them to go be with her father in heaven, she’s prepared them for her death Because you come very close to killing her on more than one occasion. Her son will end up dead and so will her daughter. This isn’t a joke. And the perfume community will go into shock because they’ll realize that they had a part in her death, and that she really wasn’t who they thought she was and that they were murderers, and that Casi’s jokes about killing her really aren’t funny.

Lem was not obsessed with my son the way that my son thinks he wants it it’s impossible Bobby I’m sorry when was straight and he was not a pedophile he may have been confused but I don’t think that’s what happened. I think you had a misunderstanding with him, and I don’t think you’ve process that. You were expecting him to be like me or Lacey, but he’s not me and he’s not Lacey he’s not Joe he was not your father and he was certainly not your friend or your lover in any real way. There are some pedophiles who get confused like marina who could have a child say to them I thought you were my lover and Marina might say listen. I was insane what we were doing wasn’t really real because I was nuts and you were a kid, but in a sense I thought I was your lover but love was not a pedophile and so that that wasn’t real Bobby there was nothing like that if if he molested you, sweetheart, he was confused when he did it it wasn’t because he actually desired you even some insane way like a pedophile. And he wasn’t gay, so that didn’t happen either. Bobby, if you want to claim to be a transgendered woman, then you’ve got to deal with the fact that your body didn’t match your spirit and so maybe he found you somewhat attractive but you’re not his soulmate and I’m desperately trying to talk to you right now, sweetie there’s no way he was really in love with you in anyway, that would matter at all even if it even insane way it wasn’t real. You’re very clingy you’re very needy. You’re very embarrassing to yourself and people are enabling you because you don’t wanna deal with the reality of what really happened.

Lacey knows what happens sweetie because she’s like an adult in relation to you in a way that’s insane because she’s younger than you by a lot. And she wasn’t really able to live in That until she became an adult but when she did she no longer found you genuinely attractive and as she’s aged, she’s found you repulsive because she was never supposed to think you were good looking at all that was a mistake. She’s not biologically your aunt, but no, she was never supposed to find you attractive at all. No, Bobby, Lem’s did not really find you attractive at all. I’m sorry he did not find you attractive at all.

He did not find you attractive at all and if you murder Lacey and a jealous rage because she’s bursting a bubble that you’ve held very close to your heart since you were a teenager you will be accountable for murdering her. That’s a mortal sin. And you will be tormenting her children, and so there will be far less sympathy for anything you did because of my death. You’re not going to get excuses it’s going to be a absolute nightmare for you when you die if you kill her, you will very much regret it. Honestly, if you blew her up with her whole family on a plane using your connections, God would see that is disturbing, but that would be great him morally sweetheart, because it would entirely be murder and it would be an OK runaway wimpy because in a sense, you be putting her out of her suffering Kind of like a tormented animal like a horse so you might hate that horse and enjoy shooting it but you’d also be putting her out of her misery so if you put her on a plane sweetheart, flew her to England gave her a good time and then blew her up It would be great and God is God and he will know you know whether or not it was bad, but he wouldn’t see it as the same thing as you’re suffocating her using demons. So if she bothers you that much, you’re gonna have to be honest with yourself you don’t want to kill her even if you could because then that means that she goes and she’s with jazz she’s with what no she’s with she’s with let you know that when she dies if this is a real conversation, she will be with a lot and if he moved and you’ve lied about that that’s serious too because she seen both places that he lived she’s been in both places Mbappé, and if he did move the first place is where they’ll be not the second where you live with your wife. They’ll be in a sense haunting his first apartment if there was one that’s where they’ll be so if there was a First apartment they that’s what that’s what that’s what that’s where they’ll be with her kids and probably some real place with his parents who will be very excited to meet their grandchildren and that’s why you don’t want to blow her up isn’t it because you know that if she dies with her kids she’ll just be with a lot and they’ll just be a happy family again.

Oh, and so that’s the problem son you’ve got it you gotta grow up. If you’re just jealous, you’ve got to grow up about it.

I’m sorry he was straight. He wasn’t a pedophile if he confused you that’s very serious, but you got a let him go because he was never going to be yours in any real way that was not real. That was confusion of some sort on his part and you got attached to him in a way that wasn’t healthy for you. The fact that he let you use drugs as my son sweetheart is proof to someone like me and Lacey and apparently Mr. Horowitz that he didn’t really love you enough. But but that’s hard for you to handle isn’t it because you liked him for some reason and that’s that’s understandable but you’ve got a let him go because he didn’t really care about you as much as you as much as you think he did. He cared about you and it was sincere lemons a very caring person believe it or not in his own way but it’s sort of like it’s a moral thing for him. He was a very moral person kind a like your friend Peter, and so he was very moral. Very very decent kind of like some of your wives, but he wasn’t loving in the way that I am, and the way that you can be sometimes in the way that Lacey is That’s not part of his personality.

I would never be as cruel as him in the way that he was and neither would Lacey to a child that we don’t have that in our heart to be that way to children even other peoples children that’s not like us, but he could be like that because he had that in him to be that Brutal and for someone like Lacey it’s protective because she gives and gives and gives and that’s good for her to be with someone like that part of the reason I fell in love with your aunt Jackie, because I did is because she protected me in ways that your mother didn’t I needed someone who is protective of me at times and your mother wasn’t as protective as she needed to be and I got hurt so that was some thing that I was looking for and that was one of the reasons that I cheated on her because I wasn’t just a narcissist so yeah, it’s sad that I’m dead but you’ll see me in it if you know, Lord willing, this isn’t just a one time conversation. It’s very one-sided because I can’t easily talk to you right now but that’s not gonna be forever.

Am Leisy would never have let you use drugs even if she worried you should be dead. It would’ve been too disturbing to her, and if she did that you would’ve had to die, she wouldn’t of been half hearted about it at all you would’ve been dead. I am not saying that Linn was half hearted, but he was very theoretical about it in a way that she couldn’t be I I couldn’t be like that either. OK that’s not that’s not part of our families mental make up and she could’ve almost married Joe we’re not like that Lem is.

And if you wanna kill her, because Lum almost killed you, she understands that, but it doesn’t work sweetheart because she’s not him and you’d be punishing her children not him in the fallen world he would be punished, but that’s never going to affect him the way that it would affect his kids it doesn’t make sense Bobby there’s nothing moral about it. Not the way that that you would need to be justified yeah. You’re doing it for the wrong reasons to you’re doing it out of jealousy.

Which brings me to my last point our family are prudes on the positive side Joe could appreciate Lacey’s innocence in a way that was very beautiful. we were prudes Bobby you’re your grandma Rose was a prude. We were very demented and sexually addicted and evil but we were also proves at the same time. We were contradiction in a sense, but not really. So that’s part of how Jack never realized that lamb was not gay, because Jack never really indulged enough had a homosexually to realize that it wasn’t good with Lem. He would have been in a more feminine position, homosexually, and so he couldn’t quite bring himself to put out. And he became sort of a embarrassed, shy man when it came to his homosexuality. And he could be a predator he rapes them don’t get me wrong, but he wasn’t ready to just you know hop in the sack with lots of people in our generation, until he was a lot older. Eventually, he was with several men, but when he was young when he was first, trying to be homosexual, he had boyfriends more than just lump. He dated reporting for a while slightly that picture is of rap, the one that everyone thinks is of lamb where he has his arms around him it was in the daily mail that’s not lab that’s not even physically possible to be like long was not shorter than Jack. He was much taller than him by inches that’s rip Horton that doesn’t even look like let the person who Lem has who Jack has his arms around is reporting I think you probably know that, but it has to be sad because it’s really egregious. And Bobby, this is where you have to grow up. Russia knows that there is a Russian Pinterest of someone saying that that’s reporting because it’s allowed in Russia Russians, know things about Jack and Lem’s and rip that Americans don’t know because they haven’t been as brainwashed. That’s dangerous because it gives Putin an edge over us that’s not safe for the country. Please Try to be more careful. If this is a real conversation, you need to be more careful.” says Bobby Kennedy Senior

“oh my God!” says Lana Del Rey z

“ and you’ve got to be more careful!

Edward Snowden is in Russia they do know things that we lie about.

That picture that Jack has of you know I just really silly because I don’t know why our family still have to lie about that Bobby you’ve come out in favor of gay rights many times and you know you can change your mind, but it actually would’ve sense be better if you guys were a little more honest about that.

That’s reporting not lab Billings in that picture where they’re standing up and Jack has his arms around him. That’s rip Horton. Lacey lives in Saint Paul.

The risk the rich Craft doesn’t save you from hell Bobby .

God loves you and he understands our human limitations but you need to understand that there are lies that are very serious that you should not tell. Rip was one of Jack’s sort of quiet boyfriends. Lem’s didn’t care because Lem’s was straight and at times Jack would make out with rip in front of Lem’s and Lem’s was supposed to be jealous, but he couldn’t be because he was straight and that’s not some thing that most people know about But it happened at Choate that Jack was trying to make them jealous with rip and it didn’t work, but Jack had other boyfriends to read. Fais was one of his boyfriends. I wouldn’t be surprised if him and Peter Lawford cheated with each other but him he was he was a little more scared of of getting involved with men and so it’s not as obvious to historians that he was doing stuff with people Because he was much more careful about it and there weren’t as many people but he was bisexual and he was approved so if he didn’t push people to Soughton happen, and as often as you might think, and so people would throw themselves at him, but he was the one who close the deal so to speak, and with men, he didn’t know if you really wanted to do that as often And so he didn’t and he was less experienced and lamb was never all that satisfying as a homosexual to him but he didn’t know the difference because he wasn’t that experienced homosexually, and it was a very different time back then to end that as part of the reason he was shot by the CIA if you want Lacey has tried to tell you that because he started getting violent with them and the Secret Service got involved and people were freaked out by that And he started getting more sexually experienced with men as he got older and more comfortable with being homosexual and he used he started getting more violent towards them because Lem’s wasn’t is interested as he was supposed to be and frankly Jack got hurt I mean love talk to big game he spoke gay he do you know use gay mannerisms And so I think you know, Jack got his hopes up but Lambo straight and after a while, Jack started to realize that, and it was very hard for him and I think intuitively you knew that and that was part of the reason you were so mean to him at times.

But then, Bobby, that’s real lame was actually straight and if you hurt his feelings, it could be because you were protecting yourself and you were rejecting him before he could reject you. You did it in a way that was possibly below the belt and I don’t mean that euphemistically, but I think you may have ended up feeling rejected by him in the same way that jacked it eventually if you’re not straight, and so there by the been some self protection for you anyway, I’m going to let Lacey eat her dinner now, but I want you to understand she’s not wrong and what she said to you. Her reasoning with lemon is spot on he was straight this isn’t going to end well because he really was heterosexual and you’ve gone too far. The whole illuminati has if they exist, torturing her with us he was straight there in love she doesn’t have stellar evidence, she can barely hear him, but what she has told you is rocksolid evidence in a real way. It’s not simplistic enough to be evidence to some people, but in reality, it really is evidence that’s totally undeniable. There was no way he could’ve been that happy at Jack’s wedding if he was if he was anything other than heterosexual, there’s no way he could’ve been that happy at Jack’s wedding. It’s totally impossible anything other than heterosexual.

Oh, and I know that she doesn’t know that and part of the reason she doesn’t know that sweetie is because she’s a ditz.

Oh, she’s very smart she’s very strong but she is a ditz and taking advantage of that or not being able to except that about her is not her fault or her problem so we’re gonna go now with this conversation. If it’s real is not over I’m very disappointed in you that you’ve chosen to bully her or live in denial of reality.” says Bobby Kennedy Senior.