Shit

Apparently, the perfume community was examining Lacey‘s body and a very hateful way because they were jealous of her actual old money background.

Apparently, Rich, and a lot of other dumbasses from the gutter cause that’s really where they’re from stood around and sat around for hours picking their fucking butt and staring at her belly. Looking at her chin line and her belly and the truth is she’s genetically superior and she looks like a hell of a lot better than any of them ever have in their entire fucking life.

She comes from old money and her body is obvious more feminine and fertile and beautiful than anyone else in the entire community apparently. But they’re desperate slops who look like men oh yes, no women today have abs hip tips are actually attractive in the past because it actually was part of the female body but women today have been trained to have narrow hips that basically don’t exist a thicker waist and ginormous boobs with broad shoulders and a strong chin line because they’re turning into men.

No, I’m telling you the truth. I look better than all of you. Men are more aroused by me, and I look vastly more elegant and superior and intelligent because I am.

I am more elegant than ya or anybody else in the entire community will ever be in their entire life just by nature because I am superior. I am genetically superior thanks to evolution and fucking mother Earth.

That’s science you dumb ass slobs.

I don’t have a gut and I never will because I’m better than you you fucking shit Casi with your shit looking body. No Casi looks like shit compared to me like actual fucking poop but she’s a dumb ass and everyone else’s chair, including which and all those other bald crappy looking men who look like glue.

Dimitri has a dumb name because he’s an idiot. There have been many great Dimitrys in history, but he’s a fucking idiot.

I’m not losing it because I’m being insecure. I’m insulted and I’m disgusted by people‘s absolute repugnant stupidity and asinine vanity. When were you fucking nobody’s ever going to realize that I was obviously just better than you and I would never fuck any of you because you look like shit compared to me. I’m not aroused by your bodies. You’re literally looking like shit compared to me.

There were a lot of young men who came onto me in the community who were actually very hot, but they did it in private, the fat fuckers who think that I was rejected by them cause they look like one big fart in their body. They’re a bunch of short little fart, fat men are the ones who think that I was obviously inferior. Yeah they’re poor, ugly men and poor ugly women who are obsessed with themselves and now there are mannish women in the community and a bunch of very feminine homosexuals and dumb bimbos who are supporting these people. 

The community is absolute shit, socially, but the truth is these people do not believe in science they don’t believe in mother nature they don’t believe that sex matters and that orgasms and babies matter, and I don’t mean orgasms in babies I mean, cause baby should not be having orgasms that’s actually a defilement of their body it’s traumatic to the body actually for a baby, but an orgasm creates a child. but orgasms great babies and my body is incredibly sexy. Let’s take a look at it. Let’s take a look.

I didn’t stuff that I didn’t alter that. Do you see how profoundly perfect I look I have an extraordinarily perfect body Casi and you don’t you look like shit compared to me and I’m not being sarcastic and I’m I’m not being over reactionary your body really aesthetically looks like literal poop compared to mine. No Casi‘s body to the human eye looks like actual poop compared to mine.

That’s my face except I’m a lot prettier than that. I’m a very nice person and she edits her photos so that her face looks like mine because she’s pathetic and possibly insane and a lot of other people do too because they’re incredibly pathetic and insane. You admire me and subconsciously you know that you’re looking like complete shit compared to me and you all desperately wanna be me because you’re literally complete shit compares to me genetically.

Yeah, I don’t have to feel sorry for you. Your violently attacking me Casi you were violently attacking me. The whole community was psychologically. You ganged up on me in a smear campaign and committed a felony. It’s an actual felony.

So when you commit a felony- do you understand what a felony is sweetheart or not really ? you guys committed a felony because you’re shit intellectually but you’re very pretentious. People who take yourselves way too seriously.

So yeah, you guys just shit all over the entire west and we’re stab in the back to democracy and unfortunately because we’re adults and this isn’t a video game that’s really what you did.

*she laughs*

Let’s look at my body and comparison to one of the most iconic and important sex symbols of the greatest generation:

She had a belly just like me. Casi doesn’t look like that. Casi might believe she looks like that because she’s psychotically in love with herself and a lot of you are, but I look like this woman in my belly and I’m actually better looking than her in person. You might not know that from my pictures but no really I promise you I am or I have been I’m aging but no, I’m actually extraordinarily beautiful in person in. Casi is definitely not and neither was Nancy. Obviously, Alicia and Susan look like shit in person too compared to me I’m not fooled by your bullshit and that’s part of what scares you and threatens you is that you’re used to being high and mighty self-righteous jackass isn’t getting away with it because people pamper and baby slutty obnoxious bitches like them

Our culture has pampered, whiny, pretentious, bitch women for the last 50 years

And women who look like me and actually surprisingly enough Audrey Hepburn also had a belly. Yes she did and so did Marilyn Monroe because we’re better than you. We’re more fertile. We’re actually genetically better than all of you.

So stop lying to yourself that when you say something different to me that makes you feel inferior and what makes you wanna kill yourself because you’re a bunch of shallow meaningless twats that you’re not just a dysfunctional nitwit. You guys are shallow idiots you guys are pseudo intellectual backwards fucking idiots. Have a community your irresponsible morons with no intellectual depth, possibly almost at all.

And my anger is actual righteousness not hurt, but you hear it differently because you’re freaking out and you’re probably too dumb to understand what I’m saying. Which is your problem not mine because I’m better than you socially and you’re admiring me and copying me because you’re shit

Yeah, you’re shit. OK that’s reality. I’m not and you are.

I don’t care what America told you in reality I’m superior obviously and you’re pathetic obviously

OK, that’s reality and when you get into a fight like this, you guys reality is what matters and a sense. We are trying to determine reality because we’re living in a very unreal world so you found a wall in reality. I am a wall. I’m better than you you’ll never be as beautiful as me. Your body is shaped differently than mine. My private parts probably are superior to yours. My whole body is not yours. Yours is worth worthless crap and if that bothers you that much cause you’re that dysfunctional some of you may end up dead because you have no love for yourself. You have no love for other people. You’re a meaningless piece of shit by your own design.

You don’t have love you don’t have any depths. You just have a desperate need to be loved and taken care of but you have nothing to contribute. You’re like a black hole.

So is Casi nothing more than a human black hole?

Are you all just a bunch of energy sucking useless pieces of shit?

Are you all just a bunch of vampire parasites on humanity?

I’m certainly not I’m contributing. I’m actually trying to save us a nuclear war you, people are the problem your parasites, possibly in the human species.

Yeah, and that’s not me overreacting that’s me telling you the truth so how about you? Stop acting like you’re gonna tell me the truth and that you’re the Holy Spirit. You guys are not the Holy Spirit you’re you’re not telling me things that I’ve never thought of about myself. I don’t have anything like that and that way Casi you do obviously and the fact that anyone took any of you seriously is pathetic

See and now you’re getting nervous because you knew that 10 years ago, but then you lost your mind and decided that my kindness and lack of interest in you meant that I was full of shit. I don’t give a fuck about you people in that way I care about you and your humanity, but I’m not interested in you because I don’t just sit around in my toilet, staring at poop either

Yes, believe it or not. I do take shit sometimes that vaguely resemble some of your bodies. I would argue that a lot of my poop probably would be considered more sexually attractive than some of your bodies, including Casi’s.

See you have to be careful with your insults, Casi because you’re not very bright. You’re kind of fucking idiot so if you really wanna get down to you sweetheart, and I told you I don’t photograph well for a fucking reason. I’m not a moron. I’m trying to warn you cause I thought you were a normal adult with a fucking human brain.

So that’s right yes, I take a shit sometimes and that shit is probably more sexually arousing than your entire fucking body. So yes, there are some men who may even have a fetish like that who would probably buy pictures of my feet or my poo and masturbate to those pictures when they would never get off a photo of your body by comparison because you have a fat weird shaped body, you just take pictures of your big boobs all the time because big boobs have been considered popular.

Yeah, there was an ugly woman from France, who had a face that looked like a burnt match and she tried to confront me about my face, but in reality, her face was one of the most ugly faces I’ve ever seen in my life

And then there was a woman from Australia, who probably had ancestors at age shit because she’s a peasant, and when the British colonized Australia, they probably made her ancestors eat literal poop to humiliate them because they were so disgusted by their poverty

So how about that you worthless idiot you’re trying to impersonate me and I made your ancestors eat shit because I was disgusted by your living conditions because they were inferior to mine

So how about you asshole idiots get the fuck out of my hair?

You took a shit on the entire west you took a shit on all western civilization so get off your high horses and shut the fuck up for a change.

I have a neighbor that would just heard me channeling Lem and I don’t have a choice and he thought it was very funny to laugh at me because he’s a dumbass and he doesn’t understand a psych medium. Sometimes when I yell, I start to sound like a man or a lesbian because I am channeling my own anger and self-defense and the defensive human civilization, and I start channeling dead men who are either trying to intimidate me or who are too in my business in that way. So I think it’s possible that Liam actually was trying to help me just now, but I started sounding like a Kennedy and I’m not a Kennedy. Those people are very very intimidated by me and my neighbor fell for it because he’s a dumbass just like you

Yeah, I live in a white trash neighborhood slightly. They’re not really white trash, but they are kind of.

so there’s nothing funny but he thought it was funny because he’s not very bright apparently.

And if I need to call the police on these people I will because if they keep intimidating me or trying to intimidate me physically they actually are attacking me in reality. Yeah you can write things and it can be upsetting to people who are egotistical like my neighbor Anna. She’s very autistic. She’s incredibly stuck on herself

And then you can try to be like some of these people who walk past my house and try to harass me because they’re committing a felony with you, Casi. they’re slandering me. They’re determined to live in a delusional bubble like a bunch of psychotic bursted narcissists. I look better in these photos, and Anne will ever look in her life and that man could never get me wet because he has an ugly voice and he has a shit body in a tiny dick compared to my husband and a lot of other much more powerful men.

You guys are absolute slobs you’re not used to someone talking like this and so it makes you lose your shit because you’re a bunch of little pampered pieces of crap from a very backward country in in some ways. I don’t have time to humor you and make this all make sense for you and your little weak determined evil minds but I will edit this and so that you can finally figure out what I’m saying.

I don’t think it’s that complicated. I think you’re just a bunch of misogynistic idiots from the woods.

I think you’re all very egotistically intimidated by me and my family and I think when I talk like this, you think it’s fake because you’re psychotic. I’m I’m not being psychotic. This is literally who I am and I’m better than you. You have to think about things logically I would never fuck any of you even though you’re desperate to fuck me I can sense that

You guys really let’s think I don’t photograph well so if you’re finding something else wrong with me that’s because you’re obsessed not because you’re finding something that’s really gonna prove me wrong. You’re desperate to screw me. I have no interest in all of you but my neighbors sit around, listening to see if I’ll do something crazy because they’re backwards. Idiots with no life

They are backwards idiots who have not been exposed to anyone from the upper class so to them. I am crazy when really I’m just a very normal person doing something extraordinarily complicated. I mean it’s possible he was laughing about something else, but I was yelling a lot at that moment and the acoustics of my house make it easy for them to hear me even though it’s hard for me to hear them

Boys been irritated by that then I highly suspect that the person who built my house did that intentionally. My house was the second house built by the Schweitzer family in the early 1900’s. So the first house was built by the parents if I’m not mistaken, and then the second house was built by their daughter, actually was built for their daughter, and I think they built the bedrooms in such a way that you could hear everything they were saying when you were standing outside. So it’s not really natural. I’m not yelling that loud that doesn’t even make any sense, but the acoustics of my house are such that I have a microphone in my neighborhood and the people in my community are too dumb to realize that.

It’s very easy to hear me. It’s not easy to hear that because the people who built this house built it so they could spy on their daughter and her family because they were controlling most likely. It was a very sneaky way of keeping tabs on them.

The man who lived here with his family before me still was very much in touch with his children, and he did seem a little domineering about them. It is a white trash community, but it also isn’t. So there is a family history of that I suspect and they built this house to yeah to control their kids so when I talk, people hear me and they think that I’m a crazy person yelling, but I’m not I’m really just sitting there using a very quiet voice and they’re hearing everything or you know and maybe that’s not even what it is but I kind of think that’s what it is. I’m not in your head. I can’t think for all of you so when you communicate to me-

You should be careful you don’t call the police. You don’t say stupid things Casi you don’t do what you’re doing because when you do that, you have to remember I’m not in your head. I’m not I know your narcissism tells you otherwise, but I really am not. So I have no idea what you’re thinking. I have no idea what you’re thinking and I’m not being crazy when I have emotions that you can’t control and you don’t understand because as scary as it is for you as a bunch of fucking idiot narcissist you have to process the reality that I’m not really you. You’re never going to be me and you want to be me because you’re pathetic

You’re all a bunch of pathetic idiots because I’m just another human, but you’re too dumb to realize that because you’re a bunch of loser ass pathetic nobody’s possibly or something. So you’re too dumb to realize that I’m just another person and you’re just admiring me because you’re a fucking bunch of absolutely totally amazingly disgusting idiots.

And so you sit around listening to everything I do watching everything I do and reacting to it because I mean a lot to you and you don’t mean that much to me in that way at all because I’m normal and you’re not

I don’t go around looking for an identity and somebody else that I admire like you. JFK did that and a lot of other people in this country do that I don’t do that because I’m not pathetic like you, Casi and everyone else that’s bothering me because that’s why you’re bothering me. You’re like parasites

Yeah, so if you have a conscience and you can take care of yourself, let’s keep that in mind today stay out of my way. Stay off of my property stay away from my family. We’re not going to trick-or-treat in our community this year because you guys are weird.

I don’t trust any of you. You’re all fucking freaks in relation to me not the other way around.

You guys are absolutely egregious sad pathetic examples of what’s wrong in this country

At times I think you have cared because you have a normal human conscience seemingly so yay. You have a normal human conscience. How exciting

But you don’t seem to understand boundaries my neighbors ruined my herb garden, and they didn’t give a shit because they’re self-righteous pieces of crap. they’re from the gutter and they have a delusional sense of grander and holiness

They’re very backward, intellectually and morally

so is Tim Walz

They’re kind of his little bitches

They’re a bunch of backwards idiots from some shit farm in Nebraska that would’ve been dependent ironically on my family to survive in the 1800s

So we gave them their food and took care of them and then they came and stabbed me in the back like a bunch of crazy crap people from some shit family

Yeah, it’s profoundly embarrassing to all western civilization

So how about you just back the fuck off take me seriously for a change think about what I’m saying. I know I’m smarter than you and that scares the fucking hell out of you because you’re a bunch of pampered idiot pseudo intellectual but just try to process what I’m saying OK, just try desperately try and really as your guiding light today. Just stay away from me. Stay away from me.

Why am I angry because I have emotions and you’re scaring the shit out of me. Yes, you’re scaring the shit out of me because you’re crazy people.

You’re crazy people in relation to me, which is why you are obsessed with thinking that I’m crazy because you have some sense that you’re acting crazy because you’re not totally crazy and yet you’re too egotistical to handle that because your pampered stupid idiots from a backwards country to some degree

Yeah, you guys are an embarrassment to western civilization today. You’re really in general in my opinion. I’m not being nice anymore. I’m I’m sorry I’m I’m appalled by all of you to some degree

Was Tim Walz treating black people in the state when they rioted it like they were angry, emotional women? did he think they were just a bunch of really angry women on their period? And he was gonna be strong for them like a husband and just let them let it out you know just let them express themselves for a change? And you know honestly that’s why I feel bad no I’m being serious. I’m not an idiot because that actually is very loving.

No, really if that’s how he treats his wife as misogynistic and backwards as he is, I can see why we fed his family. maybe they were nice sometimes and we thought they were reasonable sane people. Maybe we thought you know he has a point sometimes he can do his job.

I wasn’t expecting him to come stab me in the back in my own fucking house when I was being attacked by other people and I needed his support but oh well.

And when I say, we helped his family I don’t know that we really did, but I wouldn’t be surprised if we at least gave food to people who were from the same area that his family immigrated from it may have even been his actual family, yeah my family had a general store in Lexington, Nebraska and his family was peasant, and we were not like the Olsen’s in Little House on the Prairie. We were nice people and so we probably sold them their dry goods and their food so they wouldn’t starve. And I’m a little angry that he has my neighbors living next to me and he’s trying to intimidate me through those people?

Yeah Tim hi nice to see you again and you’re back at the store. What do you want this time an ego boost?

We don’t sell those I’m sorry the truth truthfully if we were going to have a real conversation about my psychology, I used to give people I used to give people ego booze all of the time so maybe I just ran out. That’s a little joke.

Dammit, I’m sorry. I’m all out of ego boost you guys. I’m sorry.

So yeah, no I really wonder if Tim is accidentally kind of racist. But no, no no and that’s not a way to take me down the fact that I think he’s a sweetheart potentially in some ways because I’m sane. The fact that I see your humanity is not a way to try to attack mine.

Do you see my humanity? you might not, but it’s there.

So I guess Tim is a really great husband, huh? Tim did you fall in love with Black people when you were a younger man? I have a feeling he did intellectually fall in love with Black people. That’s probably part of why he’s so self-righteous and angry at times because he really thinks he’s gonna stand up for those people like a really good man.

*Lacey laughs*

OK, but then you have to think about what I’m actually saying. Yeah, this isn’t a moment where I suddenly come around and have an epiphany or a lucid moment intellect no you’re not really capable of handling my personality some of you

I’m not JFK maybe he was pretending to be like me, but I’m not him. He was a man and he had a vastly inferior entire being bless his heart.. the truth is sweetheart. I’m a straight woman and I’m very smart and I’m very well brat and there are a lot of other women who are like me, but I might be unusually tough so was Jack impersonating a sassy, strong woman his whole life possibly. And that really does hurt it’s the same pain that you’re causing me but then I can just divorce all of that and say fuck you except I’m supposed to be with Lem.

I’m supposed to be with him because we’re living in what I keep wanting to call a shit hole. I love him, but I’m pissed off as hell that he was sucking the cock, even though he was straight of some total moron who was just pretending to be somebody like me. No the Kennedys are not Scottish aristocrats or Irish or aristocrats. They’re shit. They’re not Germans or Dutch people. They’re Irish people from the gutter and they’re horrible people

And I can get rid of all of that and just move the Frick on, but I can’t because my family has oil and so I have to be with Lem. *she rolls her eyes* no and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I love him and I do understand, but then I can’t divorce that emotion from me and that bad energy and just move on

There’s no way to get rid of the energy because it just keeps coming back because I’m with him.

And people don’t seem to understand that there’s literally nothing I can do. It’s mother nature.

And that’s why I got involved with Elliott. That’s why I fell in love with Vladimir Putin because they offered me really striking alternatives and I thought what a wonderful way to move on. I’m not a player at all. I just was trying to actually do what was right by myself and move on. But lamb came up and said no sorry we’re still together and you’re still in love with me and I thought you know what he’s right and he’s even hurt

And so then I try to be with him and these dumbasses in this country who don’t understand their own sexuality or other people sexuality either just no no no and I’m actually straight and I’m not really even attracted to the debt so I’m not talking about myself right now, sweetheart, but I’m saying they they don’t understand homosexuality OK that really is one of the most embarrassing things about the Trump administration. They don’t understand homosexuality or bisexuality almost at all.

They they just don’t understand the concept and I think some of them try, including Donald Trump himself who’s vastly more sophisticated than the rest of his administration. Which is probably why Tucker Carlson tries to be nice to him because he empathize with him. They prefer women, but they have a little inkling for men and they know that about themselves because they’re gentlemen and they’re bred. Somewhat.

They just don’t they don’t know you know how to convince the other guys that they’re not just a bunch of crazy, difficult, high minded tough white straight man. So yeah, I tried to convince them that they should just move on from this whole Lem business. I tried to convince them that they need to just you know let it go and find something else to think about.

But they’re like little boys and they just can’t let go of it. OK, I think Donald could because he has a lot of other things to think about. I think Tucker definitely could because I think he thinks the whole thing silly because I think he thinks the in really if Lem was attracted to men that he could’ve dated Lem and that probably is true . He may even think he could’ve married Lem if if Lem was attracted to men. and that is true that actually is true. He would have a very good point and I wouldn’t be remotely upset because it wouldn’t be attack. It wouldn’t be an attack on my soul.

It would not be an attack on my soul because I would know that that if if Tucker wasn’t really meant for Lem that he would give him away to me at death. Because Tucker is normal and healthy in that way. I think Donald probably is too.

So OK.. umm…

I’m sorry that I’m better looking and that I don’t give a shit about your inferiority or something? I say to my neighbors.I just I don’t really compete with people so yes, I’m better looking OK I’m not dumb good grief

But like do we have to be weird about it like, why the hell are you people so obsessed with me? I mean like why do we have to be weird about it like just let it go like good grief you don’t have anything? Like just can’t you just be proud of the fact that you guys have like things that I don’t have like get a grip?

Like just get a fucking grip?

And see that’s being a normal neighbor, which is what I am not all of you.

You’re all so self-righteous but unfortunately, I’m the one that’s righteous possibly princesses. I’m sorry. Aww.

And Tim, I’m not gonna let you get away with the fact that I think you are a little bit racist.

So poor, poor, poor Peggy has to distance herself from him in the election, which is why you really need to shut up all of you need to shut up

Yeah, you all need to shut the fuck up or the Democratic Party is gonna be screwed and we could have an invasion from China or Russia because they’re gonna call our bluff and know that we don’t know what the fuck we’re doing

Yeah because they’re not like us they’re really not they’re more sophisticated in some ways at this point unfortunately for us and so we kinda have to just be quiet today and enjoy Halloween and maybe you know in a loving way towards God laugh at God with Satan. It’s Satan‘s holiday and I love God. I don’t know if he loves God or not, but I’m gonna be laughing at God today with Satan, but in a respectful, loving way of God. Because it’s like God this is an interesting world you created, honey.

Gee we’re all happy down here. 

Thanks for the candy. Candy is awfully fun so we’ve got candy. We’ve got safe candy and we’re gonna dress up and have fun before it’s freezing outside. So let’s have fun with actual candy and innocence and not molesting children and just drinking coffee and thinking about cool music like dance macabre

Listen to “Danse Macabre” by Saint Saëns

And no, Jeff Bezos and his wife should not feel threatened by me and Satan. That’s not a competition absolutely not.

Then neither should mark Zuckerberg in his wife. This is just a day for candy and fun.

And actual innocence.

Maybe dead people will be walking down the street tonight. oh that’s scary!

*lacey laughs*

Yes, Casi you obviously like to eat candy. I’m not fooled by you.

And you know what? candy is fun. So I’m going to be eating skittles today.

Yes, I know Bobby says they’re bad for me. I don’t care. I like skittles. 

This morning, I was visited by the ghost of the little girl who choked to death. My daughter and I were in a discussion and she emerged right behind my daughter and started backing her up- *lacey laughs* it was absolutely endearing. She was being such a good friend to her. I could hear her saying “she’s right! take her seriously.” That’s very unusual for me. I don’t usually see children, but my daughter was standing and we were kind of arguing, but not really but kind of and that little girl literally popped out of nowhere stood right behind her and said she’s right she just started arguing for my daughter’s side of the discussion and I thought OK. They both seem serious and maybe there maybe maybe my daughter really is right.

She seemed very sweet. She seemed happy and I’m glad for her that she’s doing well and I respected the fact that she she felt that my daughter needed I think to be supported with what she was saying. So if any of you have thought about that little girl, I saw her today and she’s doing very very well. No, I mean she was just an ordinary person, but we all are just humans.

But no, I can almost guarantee you that she’s she’s adjusting incredibly well to being dead. Is that little girl a snot? No. She seemed me like she was kind of a fighter and that she was very independent and very strong and very brave. I mean, that was just what I read from her when she was standing in front of me. I couldn’t see her that well, but I could see her pretty clearly, and she seemed just as confident and determined as when she was still physically here with us.

And no, I do not think she’s getting self-righteous. I really don’t think so. I think I think she’s processing what happened pretty well. They’re probably loving adults. Maybe even some dead psych child psychologist who have helped her sort of process what happened to her. I mean, just think about all the wonderful people who have died who were really genuinely loving people.

So I’m sure there’s some wonderful child psychologist who died of cancer I think that’s probably what happened there probably was some female child psychologist to was extremely popular because she was really loving and wonderful and smart and I think she died of cancer maybe 10 to 20 years ago. No she has a very good psychologist and that person is really helping her. She seems fine.

And if that seems too perfect to you, I have news for you: Happy Halloween.

*later*

Listen to “Satan Takes a Holiday” as performed by Tommy Dorsey & his orchestra.

I need to explain that I’m making a joke about Halloween. So it seems like it would be weird that this little girl would have a child psychologist already who was highly recommended in her community in the late 90s and everyone loved her and she probably drove an Audi. And I think she was very rich, but I mean it wasn’t like that. She was just a really wonderful person. She was one of those people that my generation grew up looking up to, and we assumed that that was normal and we were going to become that. But she died of cancer within the last 10 years and she’s dead.

And I think that was the counselor that God assigned for her or one of them maybe the most successful and I think that she’s able to talk with her in a Safeway and that they’re doing very well OK and if that seems to if that seems too perfect like oh the dead would never be that happy? If if it seems like the dead would never be that happy but this is through Christ. He really isn’t a loser. Don’t forget that Satan might be fun and entertaining, but it’s because of God that we have all those things.

Yeah, don’t ruin Christmas.

OK, but just keep in mind that like maybe there isn’t an afterlife and there are real ghosts and there are creepy things too. They are dangerous, creepy things and there are evil witches not just good witches and there are people who are mean…umm…- and you were being told a joke about the subtlety of certain things. So it’s like it’s Halloween and I’m trying to make a very subtle joke about how creepy the supernatural really is because it seems so impossible but it’s possible but it’s not. *fake jumps*

Like like boo. Like who isn’t that creepy things are so 00 dear God

Like things are really creepy and there’s a lot of really creepy things and they’re really complicated and it’s all very subtle which is why it scares us if it was obvious and we could’ve observe it scientifically then it wouldn’t be creepy because it’s like ooh we can measure this, and we can observe this scientifically using the masculine patriarchal, but very safe and tried and true safe form of observation and research that we call science. So we can’t observe things that are supernatural in a scientific way and now I’m starting to find this funny actually I find this whole thing funny.

But we can’t observe things that are supernatural in a scientific way, so that’s why it’s so scary right because it’s like subtle it kind of sneaks up on you. Yeah don’t ask me to explain a joke because you refuse to accept that. I’m not stupid and evil.

Did I just ruin science in our perception of it as holy did I just destroy an argument against the supernatural? Is it really just a very masculine form of observation and so it’s safe because it’s actually a very loving form of masculinity like incredibly loving. But it’s not the only way to observe things objectively and I’m not a day. I’m an intelligent person and so I’m able to think in different ways and not just in a masculine ways as has been provided for me

What’s native to me is femininity but people have not respected that

But anyhow, so we have we have science, which is incredibly useful and wonderful. Don’t disparage that just because you’re a feminist. And then we have other forms of observation that are more complicated and from those forms of observation, we can determine that they’re almost certainly is an afterlife. but it’s incredibly subtle and that makes it kind of scary because it’s like there’s no way to anticipate it because it’s so subtle. Which could be femininity or it actually just be darkness. And that’s not anything sexual necessarily that could actually almost be antisexual

So there’s the subtle of there’s a subtlety of the supernatural so oh my goodness is there a ghost walking past me well, maybe you can kind of tell but not that easily. It’s not that easy to tell.

And that’s kind of scary because it’s like you’re walking along down the street and it’s dark outside and oh my goodness you’re just distracted thinking about your work thinking about the sky looking for living people. then out of nowhere, something pops out in front of you that actually does exist, but it really probably isn’t likely to be that dangerous if you’re a Christian at the very least. So it’s like oh my goodness what was that? Was that a demon or was that a dead person who was trying to scare me? Of course people today don’t think why is this dead person trying to scare me are they trying to warn me or are they just being weird? It could really be lots of things and you should probably be a little slower than how you analyze it unless if you really know.

So if you’re gonna go ghost hunting tonight, remember those are real people you know I’ll end on that note. If you’re going ghost hunting tonight, please keep in mind you’re talking to real people who are just as real as you. Don’t be condescending to them be respectful. Remember that they once had a body that might’ve been bigger than yours, and your attitude might be annoying to them.

But then remember that yet they are dead and so it’s safe to be curious within good reason and within Christ, but you have to remember that you don’t wanna get into a fight with them because they could attach themselves to you if you really tick them off and you’re really disrespectful

And then there are some people who may just wanna be left alone or there are some people who actually might be anticipating you coming and they’re excited. Which is sad because there could be some really haunted places in Minnesota, where there are literally dead. People who have talked to other dead people and it’s like oh my gosh, ghost hunters came here last night and they were really fun and then there’s some other place in the person’s like why doesn’t anyone ever come here? I was an interesting person too.

So yes, the ghost that live in my house might actually have told me about the acoustics and the reasons why they did it in a very respectful way they may have been a bit controlling and you know they don’t seem like unloving people they seem like loving people, but sometimes some people can be a little controlling of their children. But anyway, so I mean it’s like wherever you are just realize you were probably surrounded by someone who is dead and because it’s a different realm they’re not like they shouldn’t be harassing you

So don’t let them intimidate you because to be honest in the supernatural a woman can destroy a man. that’s part of the fall in the supernatural women actually can physically obliterate another man. So there, but it’s very complicated so don’t make assumptions but just please try to be respectful. I’m not a man at all and maybe some people get confused by what I just said and they think women are men but no, I’m not a man at all sincerely

But no, just try to be respectful OK and try to have fun and I have to go