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Missing Pieces by Flawed Mangoes plays.

Lacey sits in AWE with a living female communist. She stares at the masses. From her private privilege. In her spirit.

“Do you know why she said ‘AMEN’?” she says to the masses.

“No.” they simply say.

And the CEO of Liberty Mutual gets sick.

Sick. VERY.

“I hate you!!” she says to the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

“I’ll TAKE YOUR PHONE AWAY!!!” he says to Lacey, weeping. Today he admitted he’s been getting literally fucked up the ass by Bobby Kennedy Junior. On the weekends. For the last two years. Because Bobby in his deranged mental state…has developed a sociopathic sexual fetish for imitation of Lem. And he had imagined…Lem did anal sex with his uncle on the weekends. Based not on what he’s heard from anyone there…but based on stories he’s read in popular, mainstream media.

“It will make no difference!” says God.

“She can’t be that powerful!!!” he screams.

“She is.” says God.

He pouts. The CEO of Liberty Mutual literally pouts.

“NO!!!” he whines.

He’s withheld three advancement opportunities from Lacey’s legal husband Mark…through demonic rituals and interventions. To make Bobby feel less insecure about Lem’s probable heterosexuality and less insecure about his bankruptcy. Bobby is his…side-chick. His wife knows. It’s nothing serious. But…he’s actually kind of nice at times and Bobby…is…DEMANDING.

“Mark’s interviewing again.” he said to Bobby three weeks ago. “He’s a sure shot. He’s a great manager. …I’m not sure how to convince my employees not to hire him. He might not even be given a raise.”

“NO!!!!” screamed Bobby.

Ylang Ylang by FKJ & ((( O ))) plays.

“Bobby…it’s getting weird. Someone is going to notice.” he said, pleadingly. “He’s a brilliant man.”

Bobby’s lip quivered. “No. I need this baby.” he said to the CEO.

“Will it make you feel…powerful?” asked the CEO.

“WHEN…do I…ever…feel…powerful?” said Bobby…in a sexy voice.

“Okay.” he said, shrugging.

Yes. Bobby is a HUGE sex addict.

“Will you fire Mark and try to drive them into homelessness just to appease Bobby…and whatever ego you have attached to that?” asks the Communist.

“YES. …Well…no.” he says.

“I NEED IT!!!” screams Bobby, in a whiny voice.

“Okay puppy!!!” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual to Bobby. He’s a huge Kennedy fan. He’s BESOTTED by the myth and…in awe…of…the fact…that Bobby will even talk to him at all.

In reality…Lacey’s not a Communist because she believes people are just simply too evil. Otherwise she might sincerely be one.

“I would too!!” says Tsar Vladimir Putin.

In reality Bobby Junior is a crazy stalker like his brother (dead) Michael who preyed on a 14 year old. He’s started to think Lem was straight and he’s now gone into stalker mode.

In reality Liberty Mutual owed Bobby nothing. And he couldn’t really do anything to them. But Bobby doubled down on his “request” to the CEO with his cabinet appointment in the Trump Administration. And with the fires in LA the CEO of Liberty Mutual was terrified.

“Bobby!! They’re going to burn us up!!” he said, clasping his hands one weekend. After they had gay sex.

“No! Sweetie!” said Bobby.

“Muffin…I’m scared.” said the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

Bobby laughed a luxurious, pompous laugh. “DAHLING! NEVER!!!” he said, loudly in his throaty voice.

“Oh BOBBY!” said the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

“I WON’T LET THEM!!!” said Bobby, holding his hands in his. “I HAVE A PLAN!!”

“What!??” said the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

And Bobby explained that we would use the Royal Family to harass Lacey.

“Bobby has tried to be ‘nurturing’ to William and Harry over the years. After their mother’s death. Possibly to use them. In lieu of his own dwindling power and wealth… But they don’t seem at all cognitively aware of that. As even a possibility.” says NBC. “He charms people who can’t see through him. Lacey’s never been one of those people and he both truly loves and HATES her for it. …He’s tried to kill her many times.”

Bobby requested Will and Kate desperately clutch each other’s hands. In September (her probable birth date) to hurt Lacey.

“It was supposed to confuse her. Because he’s obsessed with thinking she’s stupid compared to him.” says ABC. “He’s an IDIOT. But…with male privilege…he uses vocal (home) training and studied mannerisms to look super intelligent.

“The dog, the sitting position, the clasped hands. He’s OBSESSED!!” says CNN. “Bobby is…OBSESSED.”

“What!?” says Bobby. “WHAT!?”

“Princess Snowflake…I DON’T KNOW!” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual to Bobby.

“The idea was that Bobby was going to use these pictures to harass Lacey via the Prince and Princess of Wales on their Instagram account. And then he was going to find some way to use what he assumed would be her instant total demoralization because he thinks she’s an idiot. He’s not really thinking that but he’s like psychotically obsessed with thinking that like it’s a it’s like a psychotic delusion for him.

And so the idea was to make her just fall apart with her pictures because she knows that there’s an actual sexual romantic relationship between them that’s authentic and so he was trying to sort of say ‘Apples to apples Lem and Jack were in love, and you’re just not good enough, you’re just not good enough to be with either of them and I’m better than all of you probably but you know i’ll just tolerate that I guess.’ And it didn’t work, but he assumed that she was just repressing an enormous amount of pain and rage and narcissistic deflation. H

He hears her hurt and anger when she talks about them, and assumes that that means that Lem was in love with Jack, and that Jack was in love with him and that they’ve clearly won because he’s not smart enough to realize that things can be very nuanced and it’s not that simple that that isn’t even why she’s hurt and yet it is but it’s not. …Like that’s not really what’s happening…but she’s very complicated and the situation is very complicated and he just doesn’t really comprehend that concept. I’m sure Zelda would’ve confused him as well. He doesn’t understand people as well as he thinks that he does.” says NBC.

“Well his idea was a simple one! …I was just supposed-I was supposed to lay down the law and deny Mark job and threaten the one he has now…because I am a big shot. Big guy!!!” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual. He laughs. “I am so on it! I can do whatever the hell I want baby!”

“ did they start drinks? Do they start serving drinks where you’re at??” says a woman in Palm Beach.

“They sure as fuck did!! DAMN!” he says.

“So so you’re supposed to be putting her in her place by denying Mark a job using demonic activity and telepathy?” says the CIA

“Yes, and it dovetails beautifully with the images of of Catherine and William in the woods, clasping hands like lovers.” he says.

“But-but those are just people posing similarly, and she saw through it.” says Meghan Mullally.

“She doesn’t know that, she’s a fucking idiot!” says the CEO, crying.

“Well I thought it made sense. We just put the pictures up…and the bitch sees what the bitch sees…and then he denies the job and she goes, ‘Oh damn! OH hot fucking damn…these people are better than me!’ FOR ONCE!! Thank you Jesus!!!

I just want for ones for her to understand like she’s inconveniencing me. EWWW!!” says Bobby.

“Bobby they started the fires in LA.” says Drew Barrymore.

“I know that!

I am fully aware, thank you very much Drew! I know Mark has done nothing but whatever makes sense to call dad at work almost ever. He’s arguably one of the smartest people working for the entire company and they know that but that’s that doesn’t matter what matters is that I am Bobby Kennedy and I get what I want. That’s how things work Lacey in the harsh world that we live in. I am the big Luna not you And you have never excepted that reality and it gets to be annoying to me at times because even though I have a really good personality and temperament and I’m hot and sexy and I have a lot of friends and everyone’s in love with me and now I’m kind of been a big deal and the Trump administration You’re annoying me you’re actually really annoying I know it seems like you’re nothing. That’s the delusion that we both shared but now I’m starting to think that you’re just a huge bitch from hell and then I have to address the matter more than I thought I would ever have to with someone as worthless and insignificant as you.” yells Bobby Kennedy Junior at Lacey.

“ bobby they started the fires!” says the CIA.

“ and I ran for president and I only lost because I’m too good looking!” says Bobby Kennedy Junior, sincerely.

“ bobby they started the fires!” says the CIA.

“ right so my response is to intimidate them back by denying him employment and threatening his welfare as a grown man for totally unconscionable unjust reasons because it’s totally unjust. I have a right to attack her. My whole family has a right to sadistically attack or from the great, because were poor and Irish, and we did something with his country that no one‘s ever done before no one‘s ever done what we did with arguably the most important people in all human history and I’m saying that as a God and so I get to do whatever the hell I want and you guys have just put up with that nobody can question me. I am the most important thing to ever exist. I’m saying that completely sincerely you just don’t understand I’m doing your favor you’re doing me a favor by telling me that the fires in LA were started by her family. I am doing you a favor by telling you that I’m bigger than God. He’s nothing compared to me.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“ so but the fires were started in LA by that not you.” says the CIA.

“ so but I could start those fires if I wanted to that’s pretty easy anyone could go there and start a fire.” says Bobby.

“ bobby she’s never been to LA she was never even in LA. Yep you’re right a homeless person could go do that but then how did she do that from the safety of her house miles away?” says the CIA.

Luigi nods.

“ did you start the fire? Luigi did you did you do it? I don’t know he’ll tell me I’ll fuck him in the ass and he’ll tell me.” says Bobby.

“ no I was not able to do that. I was in prison horse unable to leave to be able to do that Bobby it wasn’t me. Sorry.” says Luigi.

“ well, then who did that I don’t understand!” says Bobby.

“ I think it was probably Lem. I think I’m started the fire.” says the CIA.

“ bobby do you have like a really great ass or do you moan a lot when you come or like why is it that everyone wants to fuck you?” asks a gay man.

“ no no I’m not like that I’m not that dirty. No I don’t have that kind of sucks the kind of sex I have is healing. It’s very hot. I’ve been called a sex healer by some women who are not concerned with possessive sexuality.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“ how did you get in bed with the CEO of liberty mutual?” says George Bush.

“ I mean we just met at a party in Martha’s Vineyard or it was somewhere like that you know people have people meet at parties where Lacey would never be able to go because she’s really beneath us.” says Bobby.

“ oh my god that’s really intimidating. Holy SHIT!” says Matt Nesheim sarcastically.

“ do you know Bobby as your friend? I’m just throwing this out there don’t get you upset. I swear this is just an idea. Don’t let this bother you don’t let this. Don’t let this keep you up at night it’s probably just me being stupid you know how I’m stupid like all the time but I just kind of think maybe that it’s possible that maybe you’re in the wrong party.

Maybe you went to the wrong party Bobby.

I just think maybe you went to the wrong place at the wrong time politically speaking, I think just politically speaking Bobby went to the wrong place at the wrong time because you’re in a party where I did I really would be surprised personally just for my own personal reasons, and my own personal analysis I would personally be really surprised if if Donald Trump and Republicans stop using oil I would just really not expect that I could be wrong. You know I’m wrong a lot, but I just think it’s within the realm of possibility… just going out there on a limb that maybe if you stay working with the Democratic Republicans that her family will still be able to start fires and and do wars and stuff like that… as long as they use oil because dirt there a family from what I’ve heard personally has a lot of oil I think there’s a lot of well you know and it doesn’t even have to be that much. It could just be us a little oil cause we’re so desperate Bobby were so fucking desperate for the oil do you understand baby we’re desperate for the oil… tell muffin I think that’s what’s happening. My little dreamboat I think I think as long as you use the oil the oil will still be used and then they have power because I’m sorry honey but I think there’s a hell of a lot of oil on their land and spiritually there’s nothing we can do about it I checked I’m exhausted.” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

“ no don’t don’t tell me that don’t tell me that you filthy pig I know price hocking fact that they could not possibly be true. There is no fucking way that’s true I just can tell it’s not true I just know.” says Bobby.

“ how is it? Not true Bobby?” says CIA.

“ because it’s just oil you know it’s like canola oil or or butter but not the butter they make from cashews it’s just like butter but it’s the kind of butter that they make on farms. It’s just farm oil and I’ve been around a lot of farms and I can tell you from experience ain’t nothing special about farm oil, it’s just oil from the dirt and I’m not going to be impressed. Thank you very much Diana.

Thank you very much Diana Spencer oh Spencer that’s a stupid name. It’s like a store do you spend time with the spencers? Do you spend with the spencers? Or do the spencers use suspenders? I don’t know, but it’s a dumb name!

I’m not about to be told that the love of my fucking life, Mr. Kirkwood mall in Billings was strait. That man worships me. over worship speech

Later.

“I thought I was God.” says Bobby Kennedy Junior to a psychiatrist and the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

“No. That energy you keep reading as God…is just your own brain.” says the psychiatrist to Bobby Kennedy Junior.

He laughs and shakes his head in disbelief.

“Man! …See…I really thought that was God.” says Bobby.

“NO! That’s you.” says another psychologist.

“Man!!!” says Bobby.

“What are you doing Bobby!?” says a woman.

“I’m listening.” says Bobby.

He sits on the ground very intensely focused on something. Frozen.

“What!? What are you listening to?!” says the CIA.

“I THINK I AM GOD!” says Bobby.

A psychic shakes his head in frustration.

“Bobby…that’s not your higher self…” says Madonna. “Those are just your thoughts.”

“NO!!! I think I HEAR GOD!!” says Bobby, grinning.

“No!! Those…are…your…THOUGHTS!” says Kim Kardashian, like he’s retarded.

“BUT I FEEL SO…IN AWE!” he says.

“Of what!?” says a woman.

“MY MAJESTY.” says Bobby.

“I FEEL THAT TOO!” says an English man.

“When?” says Bobby.

“When I listen to my higher self!” he says.

“No. That isn’t his higher self!!!” yells George Soros in DEEP IRRITATION.

“THEN…he’s dumb????” says the English man, astounded.

“NO!! I’m…different.” says Bobby.

“How!?” says Germany.

“He’s…I’m…A NAZI!” says Bobby.

“Oh! How nice!!!” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual, patronizingly.

Bobby laughs.

“Bobby…lots of us boys are Nazis these days!” he says. “It’s fine! We can be Nazis together!”

“No!! I’m…not…like you.” says Bobby. “I’m A KENNEDY.”

“Right.” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

“You LIAR!” says Bobby. “You said we were going out for ice cream!!!”

“Bobby! You got a huge bowl of ice cream!!” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual, cheerfully.

“You LIAR!!” bellows Bobby.

“Does he remind you of Lem?” asks Jenna Fischer, telepathically.

“No Jenna, he doesn’t remind me of Lem!” says Bobby.

“But I don’t I don’t get that sense either. I think he does.” says a woman.

“ I am not a freak Lem’s Billings was obsessed with my family. He was obsessed with me. I was never obsessed with him. I was never interested in him. I have never talked about him since he died iced I have used his name. People of asked me questions, but no, I don’t think about him. I don’t talk about him. He is nothing to me other than a man that I once knew, there’s nothing about any of this that is rational or sane or reasonable the only thing that makes sense is that you guys are just a bunch of freaks because I really don’t think that it’s possible for me to be less disinterested and anyone without hitting them I don’t hate him, but I really find very little that’s worth even thinking about he contributed to my life. He meant something to me, but for the most part, he was just a man that my family knew.” says Bobby.

“ bobby that’s not what you said.” says NBC.

“ you know you’ve missed quoted me then or misunderstood my words. No, I think you guys misunderstand my words and the nuance of what I’m saying what I say yeah he was like a surrogate father to me or when I say things like yeah he was a really important man I didn’t mean it the way you took it.” says Bobby.

“ Bobby, are you being serious right now?” says NBC.

“ as serious as can be no I’m really, I think you guys have misunderstood me a lot when I said that he was like a surrogate father to me I didn’t mean it that way I don’t even know if I use the word surrogate I think you might may be misunderstood.” says Bobby.

“ what did you mean then?” says NBC.

“ I just simply meant that he was like a father figure that my family had he wasn’t my surrogate father I said he was a father figure in the family I I mean I spent time with them, but I I didn’t. I wasn’t close to him I wouldn’t say we were at all close.” says Bobby.

“ bobby, you said he was the best friend you ever had.” says NBC.

“ oh yeah, I might’ve said that or you might’ve made that up. I don’t think I ever recall saying that I don’t think you I don’t think I ever said that. I don’t think I ever said that I think what I said that you misunderstood is just that I had a Lotta good friends at that time and we used to be used to hang out at his apartment and that it was the best time I’ve ever had with friends I think I was saying it was the best time that I’ve ever had with friends because it was just the best I had the best time when I was with friends at his house.” says Bobby.

“ Bobby, I highly doubt they would have misunderstood you and you just let it go all these years if it was that off.” says NBC.

“ no I’m busy I’m an incredibly busy man things to do. There are so many things I have to do every day. Every day is it is staying sober it’s working out it’s being mindful of my body. It’s being mindful of my self. It’s being mindful of a lot of my associations. I have a Lotta things to think about and I don’t have time to sit around collecting journalist in a pedantic meaningless way I’m not a petty person. I am incredibly big hearted. I have a really big perspective and I had a lot to say and you can use my actual recorded words against me. If you can prove that they came from my mouth But but if you can’t prove that something I said came from my mouth it doesn’t mean anything I dare you I dare you to prove that anything I’ve ever said was said by me.” says Bobby.

“ so so, so Bobby, you are you never you never said anything you’ve ever said?” says NBC.

“ I didn’t say that I didn’t say that at all I simply am saying that everything I’ve ever said is suspicious.” says Bobby.

“ how is it suspicious Bobby?” says NBC.

“ it’s just it’s not like that you can’t use my words against me unless if you can truth is it came from my mouth and that I am the one that actually said them you know and you and Bill Gates can just go shove shove shove it up your ass you and Bill Gates up your ass because I was not interested in science the way you perceive it.

No I’m sorry there’s a hell of a lot of the shit I understand about the world around us. I’m gonna explain to you.” says Bobby.

“ but then, Bobby, how we take anything you say serious how would we verify it without using our intuitive abilities will call them how would we verify that you’re the one saying it?” says Priscilla Zuckerberg.

“ you don’t need to rely on science center my perspective intuition is a science, not an art. You don’t need to worry.

A lot of a lot of what I do is just being here. So if you just tell me everything you need to know, I can tell it back to you in a way that lightens you. And you don’t need to know it’s me because you’ll know from the light said it’s me and that’s not intuition that’s God.” says Bobby.

“ Bobby I think you’re insane I think I think you’re insane.” says Dolly Parton.

“ do you know darling that’s an interesting perspective? Listen, there is a lot to suggest that I am well where I know I’ve been told that before. But I can’t let that go what I have to do. Dolly is just keep trying because there’s an incredible amount of life that I have to share with people and you can go on and on and on all you want but I’m not gonna be intimidated by your darkness your darkness Dolly is the light. Dolly, your dark. your darkest Dolly is dark as what I mean. Your dark Dolly.

Dolly, I’m just saying that you’re a dark person.” says Bobby.

“ no are you saying I’m black?” says Dolly.

“ no I’m not saying you’re a black person I’m not saying I’m not saying you’re a darky. Durkee, I’m not a racist. I mean Dolly I’m not a racist Dolly, Dolly you’re not a racist. I’m not a racist,

I just sing sweetheart it’s not you’re not the one you’ve got a lot to learn about everything and I know that shit like the back of my hand.” says Bobby.

“ Robbie I’m not a racist. I think you’re drunk.” says Dolly.

“ how the hell would I be intoxicated?

All I had was a little ice cream with my friend.” says Bobby.

“ Bobby was Lacey supposed to know that yours or reason why Mark didn’t get the job that he wanted twice or was that supposed to be kept quiet?” says the CIA

“ I have no idea what you’re talking about!” says Bobby.

“ and Bobby was she supposed to know that that that you did that to them to try to seem spiteful?” says CIA.

“ well, she had to know somehow or she wouldn’t be intimidated by it.” says Bobby.

“ who was supposed to tell her that was it you or someone else?” says Joe II.

“ that was supposed to be that was supposed to be someone else, because I was too busy and important to tell her myself.” says Bobby.

“ who told her Bobby was it you or someone else?” asks the mafia.

“ and I told her, but I told her through my alternate personality type. I told her through Robert strong, and Robert strong isn’t just me Robert strong is my own creation I made him. I made him when I was high end and then, when I get high again I can make him come out of my body, he travels through time and space because I am a God and I made him from my own flesh.” says Bobby.

“ how do you believe that he exists Bobby what makes you think that you made him?” says the psychologist.

“ 00 crap I just heard Lacey and Lem having sex.” says the CIA.

“ yeah, that was residual energy.” says Lem.

“ that’s in your house Lem people can hear that!” says a CIA operative.

“ probably if you were to go to England and there’s reincarnation you hear us there too.” says Lem.

“Oh no!!” says Prince William.

“ I am I am not residual energy. I didn’t use residual energy to contact her whether there’s reincarnation or not I was not using residual energy to contact her in Penzance.“ says Lem.

“ why did you die?” he says to Diana.

“ what I would know if I didn’t look into it, William is simply that I was extremely drunk and we got hit. I just remember being very very drunk. I’m ashamed to say, but it’s true. I was extremely drunk.” says Diana.

“ was it arranged or not?” he says.

“ you might know that better than I do in a way or do you see that’s the thing God can show us things but at times we have to suffer. From what I know William it was not. A lot of people think it was but from what I know it was not good there have been somebody who cursed us. Yes, there could’ve been somebody who is cursing me, but I don’t necessarily know who, and from what I know it was just a mistake I have series about what could’ve happened, but what I know Informs me that it was just horrible after a horrible accident.” says Diana.

“ how much do you know of my life?” he says

“ as much as I can see, which is a lot. I don’t see everything. I don’t see every conversation you ever have but I see a lot.” says Diana.

“Do you have eyes?” asks Kate.

“No. I have…no…eyes. I do see you. …I have a body though. I have eyes. But I have no body.” she says. “You can touch things and they feel solid. But they don’t feel…heavy.”

“Heavy!?” says Kate.

“Yeah.

So…it’s not like I’m a mist. No, it’s like I’m…a ghost. I can…live. But…not as a…mortal…heavy on the ground.” says Princess Diana.

“BE HONEST!!” begs William.

“You feel…very ordinary. It’s…bizarre. You don’t feel dead. But you aren’t in…the…heavy world. …The world is very heavy. Everyone and everything is weighted down. …It’s actually kinda sad…from my perspective. Because…everything feels sad. …Death looks glorious to you all. But it’s not.” she says.

“So…it’s just as good as this!?” says Kate.

“YUP!” says Diana.

They think.

“I’m praying for you!!!” she says.

“I’m SAD!!” says Prince William.

“Of course! And that’s why talking to me is a doubled-edged sword.” she says. “If you are? Right?”

“Sorry.” says Kate.

“Yeah, I know.” says Diana.

“I’m concerned about Harry!” says William.

“Me too!” says Diana.

“So I’ll see you again!?” says William.

“Lord willing, absolutely!” says Diana. “He’s in charge. Not me. But He does love us. Really!”

“I’m mad at you for dying!” says William.

She nods.

“She’s not apologizing. It’s not enough.” says God.

“I almost joined you!” jokes Kate.

“Man!! You sure did!” says Diana.

They think.

“I love you!!” says Diana.

Silence.

Diana walks off. Lacey’s connections to the dead don’t cut off. They just walk into another room.

Meanwhile Bobby has been trying to convince Dolly and her husband to dance with him.

“We made a mistake!!!” says the CEO of Liberty Mutual.

“YEAH!! WHY!?” yells the Communist from way before. “If Communism is a thing…we need you.”

“Bobby…makes me feel…happy.” he says.

“He’s POOR!” says a woman from New York.

“But to me he’s still a Kennedy.” says CEO.

“But Mark…should matter.” says Harvard. “If you’re real…if this is real…the oil and coal…matters.”

“Coal. It’s poetry.” says J. Edgar Hoover.

“If you fire him…we’re having a civil war. Of epic proportions.” warns Keith (Craft.) “I’m serious!! …It’ll be bad. …If he deserves it…that’s different. But it had and has to be holy…or they’ll die. And you’ll wish you’d never have been born.”

“There’s no way out!” says Kate Spade. “I saw that! That’s part of the reason I killed myself.”

“Why can’t y’all let her be a woman!?” says a dead woman.

“We don’t have…that much self-esteem.” says a writer.

“TOO BAD!!” says Lucille Ball.

Q: “How are you not a demon?”

A: “Because I’m not a demon. I’m a woman and I’ve been this person my whole life. I’m not a demon. I know myself. I’m just a person and what you’re saying is stupid as fuck how are you not a demon, how is anything anything? It’s it it is what it is.” says Lacey,

Q: “Are we really attacking you this much? I can’t believe it that bad.”

A: “I do feel some people are supporting me, but the people who aren’t are obsessive and I care about them.” 

Q: “Oh why oh, why is it that it seems like we are the weirdos when you’re the rich person?” 

A: “Maybe you are the weirdos or maybe there’s a misunderstanding.” 

Q: “ Casi why couldn’t you just be nice to her if there’s reincarnation and maybe there isn’t, maybe there’s some ghost or demon or God or I don’t think he would trick people so it’s probably just a demon or a ghost or I don’t know what butt or it’s just her but that’s what I’m getting to. Why couldn’t you just let her be better than you and yet still be yourself? If there’s reincarnation she was better than you you were not in her class on the world level you were upper class but you weren’t like a Scottish aristocrat in the 1800s you were a mistress from Italy. Italy really was superior in your imagination maybe but not in reality and reality Great Britain is superior to pretty much every country in the entire world in the 1800s that’s just fact. There is no way that you’re her equal. The Kennedys are a piece of shit compared to both of you potentially, and I’m embarrassed to say that. But then why couldn’t you have just been like OK but I wasn’t aristocrat. I was the mistress to the king of France like we did have a similar class background even if we weren’t like equals completely within that you were my superior but not that, but it wasn’t that we were in a different class it’s that you were my superior, but we weren’t in a different class. But that’s frustrating to a lot of Italian people were the British superior yeah but then Lacey gets pissed off because if there’s reincarnation loves a little Italian, she likes her cooking. She loves our music. She loves our art. She loves our movies I mean same thing, but come the fuck on what kind of pedantic weird psychotic evil argument are you trying to get into Casi? We’re not superior ultimately we’re not OK someone had to win but that doesn’t necessarily mean what you want to meet we’re not shit either. And see that that’s why I start to wonder who are you really fighting with Lacey or some Italian aristocrat who is better than you yeah like who are you really mad at a wealthy or Italian person and someone in your family or did you miss living in Italy and you wish you hadn’t been a mistress you had a picture taken all the time in France do you feel like an idiot? Because you weren’t as pretty as you thought you were you’re not as beautiful as Lacey, so you’re not as beautiful as a lot of women you were an average above average looking woman then and you are now and I wonder if you realize that I’m a little worried you are hurt, and then you came back and realize that you were just average And you felt incredibly special because you kept having your picture taken and so you kept taking your picture on Instagram because you thought somehow if you kept taking more pictures you get the same high you used to Phyl when they took your pictures and you thought who is this good looking as this look at me I look so good And everyone was like oh that’s Virginia. Oh my gosh look at her Casi we all have a picture now you’re just average.

Oh so what are you arguing about? You know it’s just stupid you’re not all of Italy and honestly it really is dumb if there’s reincarnation because you’re like Lem’s ironically, sweetheart in a way that she’s not if there’s reincarnation and maybe you’re not reincarnated, but if you are genetically, sweetie, you were related to let so, my Italian saying this, so she’s eating our food she’s with one of our men to some degree for eternity, what are you looking for? What are you looking for? This is dumb. This is so dumb. It’s just dumb sweetie. It’s dumb.

That’s not to say that there are no winners or losers and I’m not gonna judge lemon till I find out what happened in heaven possibly but let me tell you something if there’s reincarnation OK so Great Britain wins are you ready for this but God God sees fit to putting her with an Italian to some small degree genetically or maybe a little more than that but sincerely she is. She’s with an Italian fraternity to some degree maybe not you know entirely but a little I think he’s a little Italian it might be smaller than I think but it’s it’s not insignificant For eternity so even if she superior he still the man she still submits to him even when he’s dead in Christ and so then yeah OK there’s winning and losing but we’re just human and then you know it’s like what what are you? Where are you going with all of us?

Are you know are you a communist Casi are you a communist? I wonder if you’re just a communist you know that’s fascinating, but this is the 21st-century now sweetheart and you are the American south. I was I’m going off, but you know what whatever the point is I don’t get where you were going with this I know maybe you were trying to help her in some convoluted way, but I don’t understand where you’re going with this whole thing.

Are you are you getting it is it is reincarnations no she’s not a lesbian sweetie. She’s not in love with you she’s in love with Lem’s not you she’s not in love with you she’s in love with lamb. Not lame. She’ll edit this lame. She’s in love with lab Billings.

It’s interesting to see what’s manifesting on this phone I have a feeling Bobby is very into the occult and if there’s illuminati he’s extremely involved in the illuminati if it’s like a country club he’s probably there every weekend or every day. He’s like a fixture.

The thing is sweetheart you could’ve just said subway were the same you’re an aristocrat and so am I we have something in common and look for both collecting perfume or was that too hard for you it is if it was sweetie was it really her fault I was it something else You can’t get mad at her for something she didn’t do.” says an Italian man.

A: “ if there’s an illuminati and there’s still apathy, she’s channeling me right now whether I’m telling you this from the future or the past it’s probably from the future or in the present. I’m sorry if I’m Italian I apologize if I don’t mean that. Sincerely, I’m sorry.

I’m embarrassed possibly I have a feeling I’ve embarrassed people a lot in my existence was I able to tell her we’re both aristocrats I’m not exactly like you, but we’re similar if there’s reincarnation and maybe there isn’t, but if there is what if there isn’t, but if there isn’t and I’m just delusional? That could be true too I could just be profoundly delusional, narcissist, but if that’s not the case, and there’s a ring carnation oh, I think I didn’t know how to talk to her because she is superior to me even if there’s reincarnation and I felt very intimidated. I just didn’t feel comfortable telling her it’s like I kept saying oh we’re the same were the same but it was no way that was mocking her and it was evil. I don’t think I ever told her we were the same in a way that was sincere, potentially it was just making fun of myself for mocking her or if I did try to tell her I coupled it with that so it’s like we’re the same but not really and I hate you. I don’t know why I hate her to be honest with you. I don’t really understand why Jack thinks that he’s with them if I know anything about Italian men if they tell you to sincerely fuck off, they mean it I don’t know why she’s even dealing with Jack. I think he might’ve been confused. She knows them better than us, but if there’s anything Italian about him that way, I have no idea why Jack doesn’t hear him saying that And I have to think he saying that sincerely I strongly believe that but for some reason he doesn’t hear it and I don’t know why it’s scary but it’s like he can’t understand that this is just stupid but I can’t I can’t. I wonder if they’re a little backward to the point where it’s scary.

Because it’s like oh no, no no no no they really mean that the Italian, not Irish he’s Italian not Irish Jack he’s not it’s he’s not an Irishman. He was British. He was English but that’s not the same thing as an Irish person. He was never Irish, and you were never English Jack Jackie were never an Englishman You’re Irish he’s English him and if there’s rain carnation, he’s Italian when he tells you to fuck off he means it he means it. And then that’s where it’s like I feel bad for Jack but that’s between him and God we can’t fix it for you. I’m sorry you don’t have parents that give a shit about you and that way because they think the whole world supposed to babysit you for the next 500 years or something? Lem told you know jack he was meaning that when an Irish person says fuck off, maybe they don’t entirely mean it if it comes to love, maybe there’s some pain there, but when an English person says it or one in Italian says fuck off or a possibly a German to says fuck off they really do mean it.” says Casi.

Q: “ this question is coming from Great Britain where in great Britain was where in great Britain was, the house that we discussed last night. She was talking to somebody who’s an English person in illuminati, and they wondered about a house where was that house?”

A:

Q: “What did it look like?”

A:

“ it looks close to this. This is bigger and more ornate, but it looked about like this.”

Q: “ was it surrounded by other houses like it or was it one of the larger houses in the area?”

A: “ it was, it was surrounded by a few houses that were like it, but most of the houses were smaller so it’s like there were a few houses that were like that it kind of reminds me of Minneapolis, but not quite so there were a few houses that were like that but said they were a lot more that were a lot smaller and they were all Victorian they were there as it had more land there a bigger yards.”

Q: “ are you going to tell her that she could be right or should I?” asks Putin.

A: “ well, it’s just scary because I’m a relative and it’s just scary.” says an English man.

Q: “ I am actually quite curious about this house.” says a woman in England.

A: “ if there is reincarnation, I need to clarify something I am Lems older brother. It’s possible but if there’s not reincarnation I actually am his older brother but I’m a Billings and I just spent time in England I went to Oxford briefly at least and we actually were British and our heritage is there if there is reincarnation because I’m his brother, then to or not possibly we fat if there’s reincarnation a lot, but we were close, and I should’ve realized if there is reincarnation that the way the Kennedys took him away from us was weird. Lacey was never like that if there’s reincarnations, that’s a laugh, she was an aristocrat, and she was Scottish, but when she joined our family, it was never brought up we knew, but we never discussed it And she was respectful and we were respectful and everyone understood their place but really she became one of our family and assets not class wise but in a sense she did but he said she didn’t. We may have actually better ourselves by having a merry each other, especially in the eyes of our relatives, who had a title.

Dispensers where are second cousins she’s her third she starts second but they were like that look right there a second or third I am a ghost. It’s hard to hear me sometimes but no it was second or third cousin those are details in this case and possibly someone a relevant But no we were their second or third cousin and this is where it becomes tricky because they had my parents house. If there’s reincarnations he was a lot smarter than me and our last life. He was a lot smarter than me so he ran the family business and so he got the family house. That’s how we decided it Home so he had the house with his wife and she was a Scottish aristocrat to so that was seemed more appropriate so we had a country estate. Essentially it was glorious. We didn’t have a title, but we were very wealthy and we were related to the spencers on my mother side, we were related to them on my mother side and then if we’re talking to Prince William through the illuminati, you could spend your whole life researching this and you might actually find out that it’s real or you might not if you find out that it’s real don’t despair you’re not dying and going to hell if you worship Christ and ask him to be your savior just because you were a king of a country that struggled at any point with poverty that you didn’t experience that’s the bitter awful nature of this phone world. We understand you understand that it actually if you’re doing your job doesn’t benefit the poor if you’re doing your job you’re there protector and that’s the problem William there’s a reason why Lacey has yelled at you at times it’s because she wants you to protect them and yourself.

I’m not Lacey saying this I’m saying this she’s channeling me we’ve never met.

I think someone’s getting scared because what I’m saying is so sound we can show you more pictures of what our house looks like but keep this in mind she really is talking to the dead. And I’m not going to say anything else, because that would be a lie.

You have to decide for yourself theologically if that’s possible but keep in mind that you could be wrong. If I actually I’m a ghost and there’s purgatory.

So no, you would’ve known as William we were very wealthy family we were very influential you wouldn’t have been close to us we would’ve met last night. He told her that that wasn’t possible and she knew that was bullshit. Why do you say such thing is it because of Bobby stop it’s disgusting.

That man is a delusional view of everything.

I saw your recent photo shoot with your wife with a dog in your clasping hands. My brother was straight and if there’s reincarnation, you know damn well that he likely still was.

What is the weather is weather homosexuality is allowed in heaven or not you know that for him personally he’s stuck being straight. Some people have the capacity to be different things if there’s reincarnations Lem’s and Lacey are not like that they’re just straight if there’s reincarnation if it’s allowed in heaven and maybe even if it’s not I’m trying to explain something I was a doctor they are just straight he’s straight she’s straight that’s just who they are. They’re cis gender They’re that’s just who they are a bit makes you feel jealous, but be careful with that. No not like that. Be careful.

Not everything is a superiority contest William your family was very wealthy on your mother side. We were related to that if there’s reincarnation where we were poor relations no that’s a laugh. Do we have our name and Däbritz? No we didn’t have a title. How would you find us? That way you might be able to find Lacey‘s family you might her name might not have been met you may be able to find her but be very careful with that route people were nasty back then she died drunk on a street in Great Britain after marrying down. And she was related to an aristocrat. They considered her and aristocrat there was a title, but it wasn’t him. It wasn’t like she had the title. She may have actually somehow gotten the title. I’ve been called ladies, such and such, but she was not called that necessarily it’s hard to explain but no she was not necessarily lady such and such but you can’t say she wasn’t. It was complicated. Because she Matthew Crawley know whether that’s Scotland versus England or if you don’t quite understand there a stock receipt in the 1800s that’s fine but in her family know she was they were considered aristocrats. This is reincarnations. She was considered an aristocrat loosely loosely she was in aristocrat. OK she didn’t get call lady there necessarily, but she would’ve been concerned aristocrat Arm could she have married at the person with the title? Yes but it would’ve been challenging because there were a lot of social politics back then with people with titles, it wasn’t like you just ran off and found someone with another title and also people were concerned about love, believe it, or not compatibility, so they found love in her together to be a very good match, and it worked out great until he died in the war, and then she could barely stand to live, and she died.

She is she’s trying very hard to be honest. Please try to give her a little more credit it’s repulsive that you don’t. Our families new each other the right our house is no longer there anymore. You can’t find it. That way the house was torn down. When was a torn down you know it might’ve actually been bombed the house by been blowing up in World War II. that’s one possibility that it was bombed in the blitz, which is very creepy when you consider this whole context that you know, the JFK‘s father started a war where they blew up our house. Are you British or are you Kennedy cocksuckers running of the royal family that’s what I would ask you!

If you’re just a bunch of Kennedy cocksuckers, you’re in deep deep trouble, you really are anybody who has resisted his sadistic control and everything I’m sure they’re being ilumiNATTI will probably fare better in the future than it seems at the present. And yes, I’m talking about you, Jeannie or Beatrice possibly being a royal the person who runs the whole thing or is this a farce and you actually do care and you’re not actually just a Kennedy cocksucker?

Our house isn’t there yet so it was either blown up in World War II and yes I sound like Lacey she’s the one hearing me but I am telling her things try to think about what’s happening without just looking constantly for someway that she’s evil so you can feel superior or good in a way that you’re not. So I know the house is not there. It was blown up in World War II or it was him. It was taken down. It was destroyed there a couple of options she’s hearing it might’ve been in the 70s they might’ve taken the house apart in the 70s for some purpose or another.

It’s also possible that it was dismantled in the early 1910s or 20s and they rebuilt some thing else there does that house still exist possibly not they might’ve felt some thing else there after World War II possibly you know there’s not that much land and so things get torn down and rebuilt not that often but often enough.” he says.

“ can you give us an exact location or is that too hard to do?”

“ no I can give it to you.” he says. “ if you wanna base everything off of this, be careful.”

Q: “IT WAS A ROW HOUSE!!” says a man. “If there’s reincarnation.”

A: “ mostly, mostly.” says Lem’s brother.

Q: “ how are mostly?”

A: “ the back of the house that there was there was a part of the house that wasn’t connected. We had a credit a yard relatively speaking, and there might yeah it’s it’s kind of like what she’s here is it’s hard for her to say it, because it sounds crazy, but there might not even a street there. There was a street in front of the house. Potentially she sees, but there’s one right in front of the house which could be the same street but the one on the side might not have existed if it sticks exactly what she saying there there’s a part of it that doesn’t quite drive with what she just saw but it does at the same time it’s hard for her to explain because she doesn’t want to sound like she’s crazy so I’m gonna tell her to explain exactly And I’m gonna dare her to serve a straw for you in her head. What is that she’s seeing.”

“ you’re right so it’s a very big house it feels bigger on the inside and it looks on the outside possibly but it’s very big and it seems very much like Victorian England. There’s it feels like there’s houses there if it was like there other houses there it’s not you know a place where you watch the movies it’s like a place where their houses and I think there’s a yard somewhere around the house and I think that there are other houses that I feel like they have yards. I don’t know why I’m seeing yards but I’m seeing yards it’s like their yards they’re like people have backyards or or side yards or something and there are lots of streets it’s it’s built up it’s like the city it doesn’t really feel like the city and I don’t even know if that’s possible in this exact spot but but it seems it’s out is this even upset is the thing I’m talking to ghost is this even the exact spot or do I need to go across the river if this is the exact spot, then I think there were yards around these houses that they were huge but they were there’s a little bit of grass and it’s not it’s not like it’s not. It’s not like big yards necessarily but it’s sort of more like there was there was grass there, so there was like a little bit of a little bit of a yard.” says Lacey.

“It was the size of two and a half of these row houses.” says Lacey.

“It was like this in regard to size. But only similar. Our house was smaller.” says Lem’s brother.

“That’s there house!!!” says someone.

“NO IT IS NOT!!!” yells Lem’s brother. “NO IT IS NOT!!!!” he bellows.

“What’s WRONG with you FOOLS!?” shrieks Lacey.

“They’re right.” says God. “It’s ASTOUNDING.”

“What did it look like in the inside?” says Bobby Kennedy Junior.

“ so they took a house or in the 1600s and put it in a house in the 1800s a Gothic house on the



Either I did that with my wife, we weren’t poor our families house was going to be torn down and we who is this completely fine with that and so we took stuff out of it and just moved it to the Gothic house and that was built the Gothic mansion in 1895 that’s that that’s the that’s the date I’m giving her 1895 she would’ve guessed 1880s or or all around that time and maybe that’s actually what it was but she said 8095 and so she saying it very respectfully of God.” says Lem’s brother.

“ what happened to the house?” asks Prince William.

“ it was burned. Actually, it was torn down in 1945 it was bombed. Our house was bombed.” he says.

“ so your house was bombed in the blitz there was somewhere in that area. It might be the theater or might be somewhere else. Your house was bombed in the London blitz?” says a woman.

“ no it was involved in the blitz Lacey thought that but now I may even said that to her but William is asking for me to say exactly what I want to say she’s risking it. We communicate with her different ways and that’s not stupid on her part at all, but I’m telling you that was with her and this is the problem. She hears the energy sweetie but then she doesn’t know if I’m a demon interrupting the conversation or the actual person because she’s not reading my energy right now to find out if it’s from God, or if she’s being attacked and so she hast to constantly read the energy or ask God for approval to just stop reading it and right now she’s just not read it and I’m telling her that it was actually in 1945. It was torn down and lost the problem. She actually was right it was bomb during the blitz, it was bomb during the blitz. It burned but not enough to tear it out. They tried to save it. This is very risky for her to say this because it’s like oh my gosh what is this is an actual X actually accurate but no it was started on fire in 1940. It was bombed in 1941 blitz but it was bombed in 1940. She can’t remember triplets was in 1939 or 1940 or both but it was a 1940 it was because the house was blitzed in 1940 and it burned, but they tried to save it, and then they couldn’t and so in 1945 when they were reconstruction in London they just gave up and tore the whole thing down wherever it is in that area. It would’ve been a historical landmark there’s some degree but you know all of London historical my family, stopped living there and at 1924.

We moved my wife and I were very old for both standards of that time and we just decided to retire. Essentially our kids were older we just didn’t wanna live there anymore and so we moved. The Raiders are actually we were in our 50s so we moved to the country and bought a very nice old house where we died in 1955 Seay I can’t be loves brother, I can’t be his brother that’s impossible I’m not his brother do you know she doesn’t know what to say and that’s the problem with what you’re asking her to do what if I am partially lemon and parsley not hear you guys ask things are friends at a time that are absolute surd spiritually and it’s repulsive to God and everybody else listening.

She’s not analyzing those she’s not looking for information she’s just talking and the problem is that this is going to sound like gibberish potentially intellectually. If she were to fact, check me spiritually to see who she’s talking to. She might realize I’m not even a person I’m just a demon at this point you guys are very gullible in the illuminati and a lot of other New Age practices because you’re not really using God you’re not even supposed to be doing necromancy it’s evil, I’m sorry that’s so upsetting to you.

Yeah, I’m so fucking sick of the fascist mine thank you people dude everybody you’re a fucking nitwits. The only religion as of existence is Jesus Christ. Everything else is a piece of fucking shit and if you don’t like that, then go to hell.

Oh, what actually is true well what if there’s not reincarnation and I’m loves brother and I’m pulling your leg because you piss me off.

Or what if I actually emblems brother, but I’m not reincarnated and then that’s interesting. Who is his brother that was in the grave it was there a child who was born first and Lem’s had three older siblings not two. What if he was the youngest of four children and a sense that hope that’s how he slipped through the cracks because he was the youngest of four children so we’re home William reincarnated I know how I have your head knots does that doesn’t make any sense no that’s not possible ha ha ha.

You know what the truth is I’m his brother, either way or am I?

I’m his brother I’m not reincarnated.” he says

“ why did why did where I see you sold the house?” says Camilla.

“ we did we sold the house but then you have to realize there is reincarnation I’m just not regarded we sold the house if that was true.” he says.

“ we are obviously showing her things. This is obviously a real place. I wouldn’t even put it past these ghost to be telling us of a house that actually used to live there exist there you guys why are you doing this to her right now it’s late what is the point of this?” says a reader.

“ I insist that lamb was my lover!” says Bobby. “ I ain’t got no memories of him, sucking my cock, but I sure as hell wonder if I do at times when I’m high. Where is this voice coming from? I know one, but let me tell you something all your suckers. He’s my goddamn lover he’s the hottest piece of ass I never had or did, and don’t remember.”

“ bobby that but you don’t remember?” says a woman

“ I sure as fuck don’t that man was into heroin like I never seen before in my life he was he was a real a real slinger. If you know what I mean, he he shoot himself up every damn day and I ain’t ain’t exactly abstaining and myself.” says Bobby.

“ bobby were you Chinese and then a southern heck or watt?” says the CUA.

“ I was probably Asian and then I spent good 20 to 30 years of my life. I live in in Virginia. No I’ll actually yeah well it was a it was not Virginia where do I sound like I’m from probably Virginia maybe it was more more South Carolina yeah, I was a poor hick in South Carolina for 20 years after being an Asian man.” says Bobby. “ i’ll tell you something I I don’t really know if lamb was my lover the way you want me to that science all right y’all do that science thing I ain’t doing that. I am practicing science. I am practicing that none I don’t do that what I do is just go with what I think no it’s called. Think no it’s like I kind of know some thing but she also just kind of think it and then he just kind of go with it because you never know, it might be true,

So that’s what I that’s what I don’t do most the time with my logic I just use it think no process. I don’t know Wala Why y’all hate on folks like me. I don’t think we’re that stupid I know I know he’s annoying as hell at times but damn I just feel like y’all over so damn much the way I iPhone died in World War II alongside all those other boys, they’re riding on the shores of Omaha and Normandie I just feel like y’all owe me a lot of shit. I’m entitled all right I’ll say it I’m entitled.

Well, I think Linn my friend because he bought my age. Who is the best friend I ever had you know I don’t know. I like the thought of sitting around in a nice place in a pretty house doing drugs all right I have to admit it I am a southern hick I would have been on the Andy Griffith show as a character. Are you on that show, no my fault they got into drugs. I am sure are we live in a trailer park? No we were wealthy compared to those folk, but we sure as fuck for a poor, poor, as can be.

See that’s what y’all don’t understand I am evil I am far away. I have so many wives and girlfriends and all that because it’s fun I’ve had a fun time being Barbara Kennedy Junior. It has been a real life riot every damn moment it’s like I’m famous, but I’m not, and there it is amazing the chicks that come knocking on your door when you a Kennedy.

And I was about as good looking as I am now before I died in World War II but but see that’s the problem. I didn’t realize lame. Think of me as a little narcissistic piece of shit.

Yeah figures I have a little sociopathic. I lied about this life if it exists and truth be told if there’s reincarnation damn hot. Damn, Lacey is a sexy woman from Egypt on a certain level. And I I don’t wonder if she got confused because I am from you know I died in World War II I’m by her age or age to be in a way that I wasn’t really I was about 16 or 15 years old the first time I saw her.

She doesn’t she does she does not think too much of me as I was just a kid. If there’s reincarnation I was just a little kid Innoway she think he’s just a little teenage squirt but then when I got a little older, I thought he may but you never know I got a crush on that chick. I got a damn crush on her if there’s reincarnation I got a crush on that girl ad and you sure as shit better know I’m married women like her. Oh hell yeah I had a crush on her. She was my first crush the part of me that straight that was my first crush.

No, it’s not stupid. She was a pretty Egyptian woman walking around and I was high in limbs apartment in New York City. She is just the prettiest one it was like dang you’re curvy and dark but Wyatt and are you look like a Native American princess but not really I mean it was just so dang exotic! And I sat there hot is the cat singing shit what is this? I’m saying am I hallucinating am I Trippin? Is this a vision from God hot damn!

Yeah

Yeah, usher is heck was Asian but I also was what why does toast?

No see that’s why I like Cheryl. I don’t know she just come and get me and we’re not necessarily on the best of terms right now but damn no say she understood me.

Do you like me a little bit little southern together in a way I think.

I don’t think Nicola I don’t think Linn knew this part of my personality.

Let me tell you something I was definitely not prepared for this situation.

I was prepared to be funny and charming and rich and get tail and head and ass and drugs and cars and fame and clothes and liquor and good conversation that’s intellectually stimulating and a first class education and brothers and sisters to boot a nice house. I was not prepared for my dad to die, but that happens sometimes, but no, I sure as heck wasn’t prepared for him to die, when I was barely a teenage boy. You ask why I drive so crazy in my van with dead animals that I found on the beach why is the fuck can’t I do that ass fuck can’t I kill an animal and put it in my museum in my house if I want to?

I know y’all got these rules and I ain’t against the rules. OK I understand you’ll have to go buy certain things, but shit I did beach or did animal is a dead animal you can you tell me we can’t kill animals no more just because they’re endangered ever see the way I looked at it was that I done so much good through the environment that by that point, I was old one and I felt old that animal in my car on my wall or whatever the fuck I wanted to do with it.

No, I like the south south is much more my personality I lived in Virginia you know growing up I love that I love being in the south that was Rushmore my personality than this up or northern California nonsense. I eat like that I Sherine if there’s ring carnation sisters, more me than anything else you ever seen.

So now I’m telling me he’s straight no rat fat I I believe him because I know I’m supposed to as a man in Christ but I know a lot of southern men who say they’re straight and they ain’t. I might even be one of them. The fuck he says he ain’t all right whatever that’s fine go ahead that’s fine. OK you say you’re straight and you know maybe nothing happened at all. Maybe nothing and nothing happened at all and it was just my damn imagination that happens. Sometimes you know you imagine things specially when you’re high. I wonder if I did imagine it all shit shit do you have any idea have 1 million and that is to me I ever told people publicly that I’m bisexual possibly anywhere some of my wives didn’t even know that I’ve lied about it, and then I had this crush on this man. Everyone played it off like I was the one he was obsessed with, and that he transferred all of his love from Jack to me And if that ain’t true, then what the fuck happened damn!

I’ll tell you what I think happened I think I think I think he did not like me at all I think he hated me and he pretended to care because he did care but in the same way that God cares or your dentist cares if you’re going to a good dentist or maybe somebody at church might care about you I don’t think he really cared about me. I think he thought I was a little fucking Twatt.

Yes, a Trois I’m using a British word. I think he thought I was a jerk a real ass. And I am actually I am a little bit of a narcissistic sociopathic type of person, but let me tell you something with pisses me off is that that man didn’t understand I was just there trying to have fun I thought we were friends I thought we were just friends sitting around chatting getting her just chilling out black folk doing the south just sitting around talking drinking smoking just sitting there just shit just chitchatting over a liquor or a cigarette or for some food. Yeah just sit and talking While working understand that I don’t know I was just assume that he’d understand I guess he did and he just thought I should die.

Well, all right, all right lamb do you think I should die? Well, I didn’t buddy I didn’t die. Let me tell you something if there is reincarnation, I died in world war two you fucking jack ass on a beach somewhere. I died in France. Oh, you were right around neural ambulance coffin on your air that you couldn’t breathe properly with your four eyes. I was Shootin I was dying, and I was trying to fight for this country in a way that you never had to

I’m not gonna small talk with you none I’m gonna say you’re a loser. Maybe I am a sociopath and you had every damn right to kill me but you sure as fuck ain’t gonna be condescending about the war. My sacrifice was a damn greater than yours. Your sacrifice in world war two was a joke compared to mine

And shit if there’s a green carnation, I would’ve liked to have told you so you little uppity bitch. You are an uppity bitch that’s right I said you’re a nobody bitch fine you died World War I OK that’s admirable. I hear you. That’s great go ahead rejoice in your in your glory and God there ain’t nothing inferior about that my sacrifice at all actually, I think it possibly was more because you had a wife and family I ain’t got one when I died, I was a relatively young man I have a bout 22. I was bisexual, whether is allowed to have it or not. I was bisexual, then too.

And this is where I get pissed off at you oh you ain’t got no manners listen, I met you in World War II before I died. If there’s reincarnation I came up to you and I said damn you got an ass I said stuff like that sometimes I enjoy talking to people like any other good southerner would. What if I said that to you, but if I said shit, you got an ass you’ve got a real ass what would you have said to me if I was your age and we were over in Europe?

Would you have said look ass you’re the ass get out of my face I want to be with you or would you have tried to sleep with me? What would you have done Lemmers?” says Bobby.

“ I would’ve told you that I wasn’t interested at the moment.” says Lem.

“ how often did you say shit like that?” says Bobby.

“ I pretty much I pretty much I said stuff like that I didn’t know that I was straight, so I always said stuff like that.” says Lem.

“ I would’ve thought you were an asshole I would’ve thought you were an absolute asshole or to be honest with you I would’ve won or what was wrong with you.” says Bobby.

“ I really was straight.” says Lem.

“ why are you do that to yourself? You ain’t Gotta make no fool of yourself that way at all.” says Bobby.

“ because I was being honorable.” says Lem

“ shit fine that’s British European shit if this is a real conversation and I’m actually reincarnated let me tell you something I don’t understand men like you ain’t one of them Timmy being honorable is something totally different. I don’t understand what you’re talking about I mean I get it, but not really I get it I get the concept, but not really know when it comes down to the practicalities of things in life not really, so if that’s actually how you’ll see it then shit shit yeah I actually live honorably in such a distinct, detailed complicated way. Fuck well shit that is damn crazy. That is fucking crazy. I am and I believe you if there’s an afterlife and there’s ring carnation I’m here in this for the first time from this perspective and let me tell you I understand, but shit shit ain’t like people being better than me. It’s true it’s insecurity and partially because I was so damn poor and I felt very very dumb for being so fucking poor shit.

Well shit.

Oh damn!

OK fine let me tell you something I have had it for you in my head since I was a teenager I developed a crush on you when I was a little kid and then I grew up, thinking that it was just astounding that you were in love with me And I was a narcissist and had it all backwards. Damn hot damn hot freaking damn

Yeah, usher is hell him a narcissistic sociopathic type person but let me tell you something I imagine the entire thing. I imagine the entire fucking romance that I had with Kirkland Dillons. I imagine the entire thing I imagined it all and then I made it real and everyone thought it was the opposite that you were imagining things with me and reality it was that I just was bisexual and they got it all figured out.

Shit from this perspective I have to tell you I don’t like my uncle I don’t like my uncle Jack none he’s an asshole. He’s a total fucking asshole spoiled little prick gotten all that money. Damn, so I was self righteous about it but I be quite that awful I was a little more humble than Jack Jack was a real ass the way he talk down to people I am not like that, I was not like that I really wasn’t no surgery. He talk down to people like they’re trash compared to him. I am not that bad.” says Bobby.

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