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If Lacey is a spy…here’s who she really is:

She’s Tom Banks’s daughter. She was born in 1983.

Her mother is Margy. Margy is a stewardess. Or was, in the 1980’s. For Northwest Airlines.

And actually, that’s all true regardless, but…if she’s a spy…she was taken out of time…in a spacecraft…according to Elon Musk. He genuinely believes…she was taken out of 1890 something, if there’s reincarnation, 1900 something, OR…directly out of 1879. With Lem.

Well, okay. With Lem, potentially. He’s not sold on the idea. …He worries…there’s some dead man who’s indeed a Spencer family cousin, who did die…who isn’t Lem.

He’s…simply floated the idea. With Eric, or someone he knows, if Lacey ever did work in the CIA.

He’s…quite sure…she’s been trained to expertly lie. Brilliantly so. But that she’s actually doing work for THE BRITISH EMPIRE…

*Laughing*

He finds it…very charming. Very funny. Actually.

According to him…she’s definitely Lady Rosslyn. Her resemblance to the other ladies of her era is uncanny. She looks…like her family. Her cousins. *a shrug*

And he’s sure…that when she dies…she’ll be taken to God. In Heaven. Just like anyone else.

*crickets chirp*

So…on that…preposterous note:

Lacey was raised on an estate.

Yes, she had a childhood here. In the U.S. But her most memorable experiences are of 1850’s Great Britain.

Being raised on an estate…she doesn’t understand…certain social norms, in America.

…Lacey…REALLY finds it…TERRIFYING to hear. But her neighbor seems confident she’ll find the cat. And it seems like she always does.

Right now, as she writes this, one of her neighbors is outside screaming for her cat. She’s trying to bring her cat in for the night. She does this, with some frequency.

Why does Lacey find it…bone rattling? …She vividly recalls another time. Where when you yelled for a pet…at night…it meant that a wild animal was going to…possibly attack it. Or that one already had.

In the 1850’s…people didn’t let their pets out…without extensive supervision. That was before hunting and…pollution…and all that…exterminated bears, wolves, etc.. On the grounds she grew-up on…you did not go out at night and you locked your doors…for fear of animal attack. Yes, bears coming in your house. Yes, they actually broke into people’s homes.

And there are SO many other things too.

Eric: Elon thinks…her mom Margy…was Akhenaten’s girlfriend. He thinks…Tom Banks is Akhenaten. And she is Scotia…and the resemblance is so uncanny…because AI…knows. He thins AI is humoring us.

He thinks it’s not necessarily reincarnation. It’s…Tom…thinking he’s God. To put it succinctly. À la Jesus? You know? Same concept as Jesus and the Virgin Mary. …Except…that was God. …Whereas, Akhenaten is just…possibly alien? Or…super advanced. How did the Ancient Egyptians build the Pyramids?

Yes. Regardless, Tom is dead. So…*shrug* Akhenaten is dead now. Maybe you can’t keep “reincarnating”. Maybe stretched out it’s like 400 to 900 years. Or…in the 1800’s and 20th Century…200?

Why he chose Scotia? Maybe he just was close to her? And he thought she would have fun.

Lacey thinks it’s just reincarnation. If there’s anything to it. Even if she’s ever been a spy. But…I worry…

Lacey: I feel like, if my neighbors read this blog…I’m right to be offended that they were spray painting near my open windows. However, I worry I’m WAY out of the loop.

I can’t…trust people. Like, I can’t…assume my neighbors are safe. They could be! But…*shrug*

But…I worry…I don’t get something. And it’s VERY irritating.

A woman possibly in her neighborhood: So you’re used to wide open spaces?

Lacey: YES.

Oh my goodness yes.

A woman possibly in her neighborhood: Does our neighborhood feel claustrophobic?

Lacey: YES!

It’s…AWFUL.

A woman possibly in her neighborhood: So…what’s normal?

Lacey: A HUGE house…that’s just a house.

It’s just a house.

Blenheim Palace, when she toured it, was large. That felt…large. But…something just a bit smaller? Perfect.

And LOTS of land. Acres.

So…you don’t get into fights with your neighbors. EVER. If you get into a fight with your neighbor…it’s SERIOUS. Possibly WAR.

And so she finds all of the hostilities in her neighborhood…EXTREMELY anxiety producing.

The CIA: Her neighbors seem convinced she’s stupid. And…-

That’s not normal. If we’ve known her…it’s been for a while. …She’s very sweet. Very meek. And it’s extremely distressing how…hostile they actually are.

However…she is also overreacting to it.

Why do you all keep trying to “take her down a peg” like she’s an actual lesbian butch jackass?

One of Lacey’s neighbors: That’s weird?

The CIA: It’s illogical.

Does she seem butch?

One of Lacey’s neighbors: No.

Kind of the opposite.

The CIA: Then what are you doing? I have theories…but we don’t know.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: Are we harassing her with that?

The CIA: AHH…you’re harassing US.

Yes!! OF COURSE YOU ARE.

Why are you doing it?

One of Lacey’s neighbors: I think…-

We thought it was clever.

The CIA: Yes! We can tell! So can she!

But WHY!?

WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?

One of Lacey’s neighbors: Are you concerned I’m being influenced by Russia?

The CIA: HA!

Yes.

Or Far Right Wing politicians.

So what gives?

One of Lacey’s neighbors: Would Christian have done it?

The CIA: *Laughs*

No!

He’s been upset and shocked by it too.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: I think it’s honestly because they keep assuming she’s Republican.

Christian: *Laughs*

Okay. NOT FUNNY.

Not funny.

Both Lacey and I have been hurt.

You can’t tell she’s not reacting the right way!!?!

Lacey: I know!!!

It totally freaks me out!

One of Lacey’s neighbors: Why do you assume women uglier than you…don’t-

Well no…I DO CARE!

The CIA: You don’t.

Don’t insult everyone’s intelligence.

Please.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: Self-fulfilling prophecy??

The CIA: HELL NO.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: “It totally freaks me out?” You sound poor!

Christian: Ha!

She said it in a Scottish accent.

It’s her sense of humor.

What’s WRONG WITH YOU ALL!?

A Satanist Far Right Wing Party member: You know we conjure “white light” demons to coerce her neighbors.

Our…demons only work on…certain people. But…-

The CIA: You overestimate us.

How…prolific are you all?

So her neighbors are…falling for what lie?

The demons: Wow!

*They laugh*

Long story.

So…Casi…is horrified by Lacey’s actual sexuality. …Completely terrified.

Lacey’s not attracted to women, children, teenagers, animals…inanimate objects…but to men. Lacey is attracted to men. Especially men from the early 20th century.

For whatever reason…it’s just…way too much for her.

Lacey’s…like Gene Tierney’s character in “The Ghost And Mrs. Muir”. She’s not really that weird. *They laugh.*

But…women like Casi…find it deplorable.

*They crack-up laughing*

And…I’m sorry…but it’s just too much for them.

*They laugh*

So…we use that. We harness that weirded-out energy…and pervert it. We make her seem creepy. *They laugh* And vulnerable. *They laugh*

She’s actually sort of mundane. You’d be shocked by how many women outlive their husbands. And how many over thousands of years of falling in love..for a lifetime…have…accidentally made love to their dead husbands.

Oh well.

Anyway, we use their intense…repulsion and fear…to lie to them. And it’s not just about that. It just started there.

So…Lem grabs her and throws her in bed. Really. Or imagine Elliott. If you can’t handle Lem.

Totally mundane. “The Ghost and Mrs. Muir” made it desexualized. But…it often isn’t? God is very loving. And…some dead men are so…heartbroken over their wives that they are allowed to say hello.

VERY rarely does anyone catch on. Most of the time they think it’s…”their imagination”. *They crack up laughing* IT ISN’T.

Like, “Hey! I just heard your voice!

*She thinks of her husband fondly, as she sadly crawls in bed, after his death.*

It’s almost like you’re here!

*And then she lays backwards and “thinks of memories of them making love”.*

Except…it’s HIM. And we know that. …They do not.

And…sometimes they do “stuff”. But most of the time…they think to themselves, “Gosh! I’ve never had such a vivid imagination! It’s almost like he’s here! Huh. Well…I’m making love to him in my mind. But…better than crying.”

No. It’s him.

But they don’t know that!

Do schizophrenics experience it? No. That’s completely different.

So anyway, we use their…repulsion…and convince her, Casi, that- *They laugh* Lacey is deaf. Yes! We almost convinced Casi that Lacey was hard of hearing, once.

*They crack-up laughing*

We are SO clever.

So…we tell her that Lacey’s deaf…because she wonders why Lacey isn’t dating more men. And then she reads on this blog that Lacey has heard the voice of Elliott Roosevelt. And she thinks it’s weird. And…maybe Lacey hears dead people…because she’s actually just deaf. No, not dead! Not…psychic. DEAF.

And from that nonsense…we construct an overall idea of Lacey that’s…WAY WAY off-

*They laugh*

And…she just keeps falling for it.

Casi just keeps falling for it.

They think Lacey is evil and Republican and…all sorts of things…because we used Lacey’s unique sexual experience…to attack her. Lacey’s perfectly innocent. Don’t get me wrong.

But gosh! It’s FUN.

People are so gullible.

Casi (?): You do do that to me.

The demons: YUP.

*They laugh*

A woman: So…someone who wants to get rid of Gay Rights uses you all?

The demons: Yes.

The CIA: What’s their plan?

The demons: Well…-

It-

We’re supposed to antagonize

…

*Lem drags Lacey to bed. The conversation is becoming increasingly pointless.*

Eric: Casi, Lacey in the different class than you and she’s not popular but you look ugly as fuck compared to her. You’re dumb as fuck compared to her. And so it doesn’t matter that you’re one of the cool girls when you’re 11. 

She’s brilliant sweetie and you’re not and she’s incredibly gorgeous and you’re not.

You can’t intellectually ever fathom the situation because you’re not that smart.

You keep thinking, “How the hell am I, one of the cool girls in the fifth grade, inferior to this woman who was never one of the cool girls?”

Because her father runs the country she’s incredibly gorgeous and you do have to submit to the reality that you’re not the only person in the whole fucking country. 

Casi, Hugh and Alicia and a lot of other women could never figure this out.

She’s not the girl who gets made fun of, but she’s the smart girl who has all the answers for the test. 

You’re delusional to not realize that she’s so much better looking than you and you couldn’t be a threat to her because you’re butt ugly compared to her in reality, all of you. 

So she’s the hottie with the big boobs and the great butt and the tiny waist and the pretty eyes who just has all of the answers for the test and wants to get married and have babies and that’s it. You’d call her a breeder, but then you’d have to realize that we do need to breed or wr become dysfunctional as a species and all of your glib insults to people who threaten you…are really just “retarded”, as you used to call it.

So you got rid of the smart chick who marries Lem Billings and has babies and wants to stay home and make bread and recite the Rosary in her head in French because it’s glorifying to God.

Her daughter is the same way.

And there’s nothing wrong with that.

There really isn’t and if you don’t understand that you could be a degenerate piece of shit. 

Her daughter also may not want to recite the rosary. She may just want to sit and have a really good thoughts about God. 

People do like to sometimes stay home and be a housewife and that’s not a threat to you unless if you’re an absolute loser who can’t defend themselves without insulting people.  If you need to insult her character and her sanity as a woman to stand on your own two feet without killing yourself, you’re fucked-up and you’ve already lost. 

If you’re so insecure that you can’t handle the reality of who she is then I am sorry, but you’re not a functioning adult. 

Casi, you picked a fight with the wrong person.

You’re trying to take down the smart girl who has a boyfriend who steady in high school because you think she’s a secret “retard”. Because you went to California and you met Misty and you felt really sexy and glamorous and rich and it went to your head and you had no idea what you were doing intellectually.

You don’t really understand that much but you think you do, Casi Hart.

And there are a lot of other idiot women who are following you around attacking the smart girl with the steady boyfriend and the big boobs who don’t look like yours, because she’s hotter than you. Her body doesn’t look like yours because it’s superior, but it’s curvier and more petite. And her boyfriend is big and tall and strong and Misty is not. Misty is a woman with a vagina and her husband could kill Misty and you both.

A lot of men could kill you and your wife and you two are too stupid to realize that.

Antagonizing the smart chick who’s protecting you as a woman was an incredibly dangerous and profoundly idiotic thing to do.

She’s an actual feminist who’s liberated in a way that you can’t fathom because you’re too worthless intellectually.

And you’re attacking her because apparently you’re a piece of festering worthless shit as a human being or what?

You thought that you would be back in with the cool girls by attacking her because you sensed blood. You sensed that she had been made fun of by people and you’re right she was. But it’s not because she’s ugly. It’s because she’s different and she’s scary and apparently you’re too poor and backwards to understand that. 

She had a crush on the hot guy in school who is now a professor at Dartmouth. That’s not fictional, get a fucking grip on reality.

And he married a woman who had bigger boobs than Lacey who is Hispanic. And at the time in high school, he had a crush on Lacey as well. But he was trying to get in with the cool girls the same way that you are. And so he sacrificed his dick and didn’t get laid by her.

If he dated Lacey, he would’ve gotten action and he was excited about it, but he never did it. She is innocent, but she’s a ditz and she’s very complicated but she’s not “the retard chick”. So he dated a closeted bisexual who was mean but smart. Because that girl was popular enough. I have a feeling his wife is his apologies to himself for being dry as a bone, potentially, in high school.

He looked at that woman and thought, “We shall finally eat. I am famished.” And Marcy is very smart and they’re still married.

But Marcy has an enormous chest, and I have a feeling she puts out. So it’s as a part of the “CIA” a little hard not to psychologically figure that out in about five seconds. *He laughs*

I think he’s very smart. I think he’s very human and I think our culture is incredibly sick. 

It’s funny as a man to see that he was never honest about his feelings for her because he was afraid of women.

And that’s where feminism is toxic.

Being catty isn’t conducive to producing anything of any value to society.

You’re forcing your hand and you have nothing.

She has a Vladimir Putin she has oil, you have shit.

Being catty to her is so intellectually repulsive because you’re so stupid and degraded that it makes me wanna vomit.

You’re threatened by her superiority as a woman and you’re, threatened by her husband, superiority to you as a man. And instead of realizing that you have to pick and choose, and if you’re going to be a feminist, you have to choose her, you try to play both ends.

You can’t imitate her, you’re not superior to her. She’s superior to you.

So if you choose her husband, and you have, you’re fucked, but not sexually. 

Oh my God. 

If you choose her, then you have to deal with the reality that she’s not a lesbian. At all. And you have to start being nice to men, because they will come with her. That’s just living on earth as a human. 

If Gloria Steinem was a saint, we wouldn’t be dying from global warming, get a fucking clue.

You can’t be cruel to men and degrade them with your cattiness and your bullshit to try to be her friend and ally. She’s not having problems with men the way that you are because they actually like her in a way that they will never like you, because you’re inferior. You know how you don’t like the inferior men? Well they don’t like you, the ones that are superior who are men, because you’re inferior and she’s not.

And dressing Jack Kennedy up to look like one of the hot guys doesn’t work.

When he keeps his clothes on and doesn’t have sex, he’s convincing when he’s fed lines. The minute he has to have sex in a functional way or say something smart that isn’t scripted for him by somebody at some point, he seems like an absolute idiotic scrawny moron from the gutter. 

And Casi, that’s where you really irritate a lot of people.

Because you could be hot if you lost weight, to be brutally honest.

And if you had been functional and married Misty, you’d be well-off. 

But that’s not good enough for you because you’re trying to take down Elliott Roosevelt’s wife? And now a lot of people are dead, who are not supposed to be dead.

Why the hell couldn’t you just be satisfied being Misty‘s wife?

You’re looking at me like I’m crazy. I’m an Episcopalian Christian and I’m bisexual and I date men sometimes in very nice, happy, monogamous, healthy relationships, according to me. I think there’s something wrong with how you think, Casi.

I think you want everything with nothing to ever have to burden you, Casi Hart.

That’s not life. You’re asking for something that I don’t think any human being has ever had, in all of human history. 

You have to decide if you wanna be a rich successful housewife and be a bisexual or if you want to settle down and find some guy or if frankly you wanna be in the lower class. I don’t think you’ve chosen anything. I think you have done whatever it is that you do and then thrown the responsibility off on other people. 

People are attacked. That’s not what I’m talking about. Lacey has been attacked by her own family at times, because of you. And legally they are her family, but the Banks are really her family now. And that’s between Tom and God and his parents and I don’t know how that works out. But I know that he is her father, and he loves her in a way that none of the people in her family ever have, who raised her.

She is an absolute sweetheart! You are not a sweetheart, Casi. 

Just because you set her up to tell you that you’re fat and annoying because you are, doesn’t mean that she’s done something wrong. her saying that doesn’t make her a bad person And if you’re too illiterate and backwards to understand that now, joke is on you, you’ve turned yourself into a real genuine hick.

You are allowed to say things about people that are actually really negative if it’s appropriate and that’s what happened with her. It’s that simple. I’m sorry.

And to be honest, it was a Felony getting her daughter‘a school involved. Leading that Catholic group of people to think that her daughter was a mean girl so that Casi could feel morally vindicated being a worthless bitch, is actually a Felony. 

Yeah, and if you’re reading this and you’re lying about it, be careful because if you start attacking her and colluding with these people you’re committing a Felony. If you’re too backward to understand that, get off your intellectual high horse, it doesn’t exist, you fucking idiot. 

You don’t think Putin uses this as an excuse to threaten the US with nuclear war? Because he does. 

He doesn’t care that you’re a bunch of moron hicks. The fact that we’re not holding you accountable because we don’t wanna rock the boat is proof to him that we’re morally degenerate country that isn’t worth shit anymore. And then he uses that to justify the thought of blowing us up.

So as you’re sitting there, smugly thinking you’re attacking “the retard”. There’s a little bit of information for you, if you’re not actually retarded yourself, “medically speaking”. 

You’re threatened by her intelligence, you’re threatened by my intelligence. You’re very threatened people and you’re too backward to realize that anymore. You’re just wealthy enough to take yourself way too seriously. And you think that’s her but it’s not, it’s all of you.

You have no point other than your egos, but you’re too stupid to realize that.

Now that being said, who is she in relation to you, Casi Hart? Really, this is gonna sound weird, but she’s a nobody.

*He laughs*

She’s the girl who walked around with the football jock got married and finished her degree in biology and never used it. Other than to help her children be smarter. And that’s actually way underestimated, but that’s OK.

So that’s pretty much all that this chick is. And that’s not nothing. I’m sorry you’re so brainwashed by Gloria Steinem that you don’t know that anymore.

You really did get confused by a lot of lesbians who are hot and stupid.

Her sex life with Mark her husband is none of your business Casi or “the girls” in her neighborhood who are jealous of her. He has a good dick, a great body and a nice car and he fucks her consensually, and if you try to rape him, you’re a rapist bitch who’s missing a dick.

You can’t make a man get a hard on with your shit body as a woman, and then expect him to be happy when you masturbate him to the point where he’s raw? And that’s to anyone that’s bothering her.  She stands naked and he gets hard OK, because that’s how fucking hot she actually is. That’s not any of you. 

Your husbands want to screw her and you know that. Stop bluffing. 

And you want to screw her husband because you’re insulted by God that you’re not her.

And you feel entitled to have his dick because your mother babied you and never told you the truth. 

You’re not that special, Casi.  You’re a below average looking woman in some ways. I’m sorry. 

So her sex life is not something to pick apart, because you think you found her weakness as a human. You have a allowed yourself to believe what you want to believe, you’re not looking for the truth. 

Being a heterosexual woman, unlike what Dolly Parton believed, does not make you inferior. She was making fun of herself for liking dick.

Lacey doesn’t do that. And I’m sorry that you’re too stupid to realize that that woman was a little screwed-up in the head. Dolly, that is.

Dolly was fixated on her own boobs. She had an unhealthy psychological fixation with her own breasts. And that should really be obvious, but people are too backward to realize that nowadays. Her breasts, began to look like Michael Jackson’s face, and they weren’t even attractive. She kept trying to make them larger. But it was totally destructive to her physical body.

If your plan is to rape and torture Lacey, as it seems, then be prepared for death. She’s a real RIB. You apparently are not. Your husbands don’t know that anymore. And what are they?

To her neighbors: I text Lacey. She reads it into her phone. Stop being SO GULLIBLE and WEAK.

I read what she posts. I’m ERIC. I’m real. You don’t need to see me.

*He laughs at them*

Casi…let me repeat: If your plan is to rape and murder her…you’re already DEAD. You’re just a sitting duck.

You can’t take women away from men. Men. Lacey is a woman. By raping her and torture g her for being physically weaker and smaller than you…you’re creating a sexual relationship between you and men that’s not heterosexual. It’s gay. It’s not lesbian. It’s GAY. You’re creating a gay society. Entirely gay. A world where no happy human can actually exist.

You’re an IDIOT, Casi, if you think her healthy, functional vagina and uterus make her inferior to you with your shit uterus that doesn’t even work right. Yes, you have a bad uterus. You’re actually inferior as a woman. I’m not able to lie to you anymore. We can’t afford it. LITERALLY.

….

Lacey: Margaret Atwood…is mean to me. Should there be an Illuminati.

Don’t believe…that just because a woman is a woman…that she has no conscience. …Women aren’t invested with Godliness via a vagina. That’s an old wives tale. Women should have a conscience, just like men.

Notice I don’t say, “a man”. I say men. There’s a difference.

Men can’t all fuck me. DUH. Americans don’t understand that cognitively. They’ve invented a phony reality where one woman can be indefinitely fucked by tons of men. *I laugh* That’s not…actually physically possible. …Not the way Americans have constructed it.

Humans have intuitively understood that for THOUSANDS OF YEARS. But this is America. It’s different now. Right? No…America was an experiment. And…this part…is a disaster. There is no way…men can’t compete with each other. It’s human.

If Margaret Atwood and Casi Hart want to abort every man…and use artificial insemination to create babies…they may try to do that. Fine. I can’t stop them. Not in America. I could have in Great Britain. People used to have respectful arguments, in PARLIAMENT…successfully in that GREAT nation. In America Casi and Margaret Atwood may try to kidnap my kids and poison me…because I raised my voice and they shit their pants, like loser “retards”. And Gloria Steinem can’t poop. Because she’s an upright, bread loaf faced, arrogant, GROSS looking weirdo.

Haven’t you noticed how Gloria Steinem has an ugly name for her face? Her face looks like a slice of bread. Is she a Chipmunk instead, I’m sorry. …It’s a real observation.

*I smirk*

You people are SO pathetic. Losing your shit over the TRUTH.

America used sex to reallocate money. Instead of honor. And then lied about it.

And I’m laughing at you PIECES OF SHIT.

You can take your SLAVE STATE AND CUT OFF YOUR OWN DAMN EMPTY HEADS.

*Later.*

A Source: Mel Pantel. She’s South African.