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Listen to “I Don’t Want To Wait” by Paula Cole.

JFK joins Leigh Nash. Singing to Lem. A cover of Paula Cole’s classic.

In 2006.

“Jack. You’re already dead.” says a psychic channeling him.

“I know.

But I’m trying to wow…Lem. Remind him of the sacrifices I made. Believing.” says Jack.

A perfume community member: I thought that was…Putin singing to Lacey?

*they look confused*

Putin: No. I would sing her “U Can’t Touch This” and point to my dying…heart.

Lacey: *laughs*

He’s a sweetheart.

Putin: I can’t do anything. She moves me.

But I can be strong.

*he smiles*

*later*

A Old Gen. X Man: I just saw Lacey.

Do you understand what she looks like!?

It’s the Greatest Generation doppelgänger of Scotia. Her features look German. And French? But…she seems like Scotia.

Yes. I actually am a nerd.

I was just biking. In Minneapolis. And she’s on her way to coffee.

DAMN.

The thing is…I’m…a sexual man. *he laughs* No, I am. I think she noticed me too.

*he thinks*

But…it’s overwhelming. At my age? I like it. But…it was too much…-

She’s-

You know those guys who are intense? Come on! You know what I mean.

Jesus: Yes. I recognized that. I get it.

Gen. X man: Yeah! …She seems…rich. Like…whipped cream. …It’s too sexy.

Yes!! It’s too…much.

And some dudes..- *he whistles* I guess they can rock it. I’m at age where I like the finer things. They…delight me.

*he smiles*

But…I can’t possibly date her. Just admire her. And feel…well—

Putin: Is that an insult to men like me?

The Biker: No.

See…she’s just a chick. I can tell.

Who are you? You are dead?

Putin: No.

So it’s a compliment?

The Biker: It’s…-

Let me think.

Hold on.

*much later*

How the hell did I see that woman? I’m starting to think she was a ghost. The hair looks like it belonged to the 21st century, but the face and even the length of the hair she looks like she belongs in 1965? She looks like she belongs in the 1960’s.

I am impressed. Men of your generation knew how to have sex.

Putin: I am still alive.

But I am older.

The Biker: *nods*

I like the way you people look.

*smiles*

I’m impressed. I am impressed, sir.

Lacey’s Jewish relatives on Mark’s side: We are eastern European and you seemed Russian to us and it made us angry because how dare you come onto our land and demand we give you our sons for marriage.

Lacey: Except he wanted to marry me though.

The Bolsheviks: Fair enough and we are in America so you’re right. But we just can’t get over it.

He was our best one. I’m not saying that.

No, I didn’t say that. He was very precious to us and we love his brother very much and we love them all. We love many people.

His brother is smart not as smart as him, and there is a sort of dashing rebellious devil may care charm about Mark.  His brother is very nice, but he was never going to be as impressive to Americans, Lacey as Mark. 

And we’re angry because you did things to us that we are not happy about.

Lacey: “You understand I can tell!” is what you’re saying to me?

The Bolsheviks: Yes.

Look it’s not personal right? You sent us away from our land and we are very upset.

Putin: Yes, my family may have done that to you and what century?

The Bolsheviks: The 1600s. We were close to Russia and you or we were in Russia and your family. The Romanovs sent us off our land. You may wonder why we’re angry because what was that that she even had with you but we’re not stupid Vladimir we know how the Romanoffs think and we know that unless of lamb is 100% certain and he’s 100% able to guarantee her you will never leave the woman alone for the rest of eternity. Trust me that’s how these people are. They don’t stop.

You know, and you don’t know that about them because they seem so fragile like little Faberge eggs. They are not!

And I was not about to fall for that. And it was wrong Because psychically it’s completely psychotic. This woman had no way of knowing what I was angry about and yet I had to watch my back. Because I really was taking this whole thing very seriously I understand his psychology. I’ve been watching him and I don’t know what’s going on…

And to be honest with you, I am a little bit like the father on filler on the roof and that I know his psychology and so I was trying to be cold to her so she wouldn’t be totally screwed up and devastated. Because we really have a very nice family and I didn’t want her to get attached and be heartbroken.

So I was thinking of Putin I was thinking of the heartache and it didn’t quite work. We moved to Ohio and she’s laughing about it but no, it’s better than where we were. Trust me.z

I’m talking to her when I say that she doesn’t entirely believe me no it really has been an improvement. It seems like it wouldn’t be at this point but it really has but it really has been.

no she’s she’s she’s a sweetheart absolute sweetheart and Dave knew that but better than Harriet and that’s where I was wrong. He knew that Harriet knew that but not as well as Dave. Dave was was was German, and Lacey is German and he understood the Germans. He knew that she was an absolute sweetheart that she was a really nice person because there was intermarriage in the family between Germans and Jews, and that in that part of the family, so he genetically recognized her personality and he thought I’m not gonna say anything or I can tell this is actually a really nice person.

He tricks people in the family can if you’re reading this he tricked you he was trying to protect everybody, including her and her kids with his grandson. He loved your mother, but he did not think that she was always very nice.

I might also be jealous of Lacey. OK I’m obviously a relative on your mother side.

And she was angry because she had put in so much effort into raising you kids, and then here comes all these white girls-

*he laughs with Lacey*

I’m sorry, Lacey and I have a sense of humor that somewhat similar in some ways but no, it’s funny. She put in all this effort. Oh my word the way she worked and she had every intention of her son’s marrying a Jew and her grandson‘s marrying a Jew, but she was so loving that she didn’t want to kick out any nice person. She just she didn’t want to hurt anyone. By saying that she would really have rather had a Jewish daughter-in-law and a Jewish son-in-law and a Jewish granddaughter in law.

I don’t know if her kids realize that, but that really did bother her and Lacey picked up on it and she wasn’t wrong and that actually really is helpful because Lacey truly understands. She truly understood and understands that we just wanted to use and land and stuff like that.

What I don’t appreciate Ken is how you’ve let your wife bully her and what is up with all your all of your despair? You’re a very conflicted person as smart and wealthy as you are.

It’s good that you visit them. but she’s not the problem Ken you are and so is your wife so am I. So I don’t quite understand you sometimes, and you scare me slightly because you don’t seem to understand the forest for the trees. You’re gonna regret the fact that you let your wife be so openly antagonistic to her. And you’re gonna think why didn’t I take this man seriously.

I think you think I can’t control my wife. And you’re right you can’t control another person. You’re absolutely right. But could you have tried to keep her in line more or not?

Ken: I did what I thought I had to do.

A Bolshevik: you know I love you. You know I love Savannah and your kids. You know it you know I love you. I can tell and I wish I could apologize for everything that ever happened to you and I can’t because I’m dead.

Hopefully someday we could have this conversation I’m genuinely very sorry.

Maybe someday we can talk.

Ken: There are so many things I wish I knew about our family that I don’t even know.

A Bolshevik: your mother did love you, but she wasn’t my daughter, and there were mistakes that were made, and that’s really harsh thing to say, but there are things that she said to you and did that I am really quite angry about.

She came from a family of people who were really well off by today’s standards. Her grandparents were well they were doing well, but we were poor. We were very poor. Lacey thinks I should just tell you to go watch Fiddler on the roof. Because that’s your ancestry and you’ve done incredibly well and I’m very proud of you, but that is your ancestry.

We were poor, but we really worked hard and we stuck together and we were smart and we knew how to take care of ourselves and we knew what was right and what was wrong and what would matter. you came from an area of Russia that is to the south originally we were kind of on the border of several different countries, but it was Russia for a long time and then it sort of stopped being Russia. Lacey‘s hoping that this is real so she doesn’t have to worry that I’m not a ghost but no it was. It was the southern part of Russia at some point and we will talk about it more later.

Are we Russian not really we’re more eastern European but we are Jewish of course, and you were German on your father side. He was Jewish, but he was somewhat German and I was I was somewhat. Lacey wants to say Hungarian that might not be quite right but or Romanian something like that but that’s what she’s thinking anyway we’ll talk about it more later but no, we lived there for centuries Ken I don’t even know when we first moved there, but we lived in that part of the world for a very long time.

We farmed we sold leather goods. We sold leather goods in Russia, like saddles things that were made of leather. We also sold other things, but we sold goods and we farmed kind of like your wife ironically, but we were sales people and farmers.

we were reasonably well off, but not really I mean there was a lot of poverty in Russian Jewish Eastern European families. And you had to learn how to survive you had to learn how to work and be smart and part of the reason why I let her marry Mark is because she thinks the same way as us it’s it’s tough life‘s tough you do your best. I knew that she would be stabilizing for him and that he would get her in that way that you can’t just throw stuff away that you have to that you have to sort of keep moving forward and being stable and personal happiness is important but so is stability. It’s a very delicate balancing act.

It’s a very delicate balancing act yes? So I thought no it’s great. Go ahead and let her marry him. She’ll at least provide companionship for him. That’s solid and sincere. And so I sound like I’m contradicting myself you know I’m not. I had concerns. I have issues with part of me things OK but this woman is really stable woman actually and she’s really calm and diligent and she keeps telling him calm down do your work. Keep your head up go to sleep eat your food and it’s like that that’s right. You bet you bet.

No It’s she’s very practical Ken and it’s like OK. Keep your head up. Do your job go to sleep? Pay your bills love yourself. Take a deep breath and I thought you know this chick has got the hang of it.

So I knew it wasn’t gonna be perfect, but I thought gosh it’s better than nothing. It’s better than him being lonely dying of alcoholism at 40. It’s better than her being miserable. I don’t know where. I mean no it’s not perfect but gosh you know life is tough and I understand that from personal experience.

Yes, Lacey is sensing that. I really am like the father in fiddler on the roof. i’m sorry that I can’t say more to you. God is telling me that I need to stop. I would like to go on and on and on for a long time.

The Jews understand the realm of the dead. And I was there sometimes in Ohio when your mother used to make breakfast for everyone. I would sit in a chair in the kitchen and watch you guys. I had other people to watch but I watched you all sometimes and I thought boy this is a nice this is nice. These these kids really turned out pretty dang well as Lacey would say

There’s not much else I can say cause there are problems, but I want you to understand that there’s a lot of love for you in your family. 

Lacey: I think he needed to say that and God is allowing me to do this and I’m very angry at God so I decided to just let him talk. You’re not supposed to channel the dead OK but God‘s not legalistic and I have very real contentions with God right now so he was able to say a few words and I think it’s funny and that’s between me and God. I’m not laughing at God, but I am angry at him and that is between me and my father in heaven.

I guess I sort of am being not rebellious against. I’m not rebelling against Scott. I’m not rejecting him, but I’m very angry and I am being a bit rebellious and I guess your ancestor was allowed to say a few things so

God: she’s very mad and there’s a perfectly good reason and I’m not angry at her and she’s right I am letting her speak on behalf of the dead and it’s real. A lot of this blog is up for debate we’ll say, but the dead have been able to say some various sincere legitimate things knowing Folwell that people could be reading this in Mark‘s actual family out of curiosity, and if they come across that, maybe they’ll be comforted by it.

I’m I’m not legalistic God I’m not about defining human emotion and turning people into zombies for the sake of some law that doesn’t really apply to that specific person. There are laws that cannot be broken. You’re never supposed to molest a child. You’re not supposed to actually steal from people, but this is not really necromancy and she has chosen to be a little twerp and just run as fast as she can to see if I can chase her down.

Like oh you think you love me watch this. You’re allowing this OK well, we’ll see what you allow. Is this necromancy or not? Is this necromancy or not? She says that to me frequently is this necromancy or not Dad is this necromancy or not?

Yes, I am actually got the father and we are actually quite close but she wasn’t really parented in that way at least in this life if they’re even as reincarnation and so she’s trying to push my buttons just to see what I’m going to do. She’s not a child don’t get it twisted and psychologist used to understand that if they would think that I’m still do, she’s not a child but this part of her just didn’t get processed and so her adult brain is fine. She’s completely adult, but she has an instinct to push my buttons because she wasn’t allowed to do that

And actually, Ken got a taste of that once in an email that she sent people. but that’s not really her personality and that’s not really like her but when she’s at the end of her rope, she starts getting a little testy.

And part of his her sense of humor it really is. She has a very sharp sense of humor. And I love it, but yes, we have daily conversations about what she’s doing. Is this necromancy or not?

And it’s sad to me that you seem very quiet right now.

But if you’re curious to know anything about her as a human being yes she’s kind of like lamb Billings. Except she’s far wilder than Jack and them ever were.

If she had been there at shout and she really was angry, there would’ve been a fire. John Knowles intuited that and then he ascribed that personality to Joe Kennedy Junior. That was not Joe‘s personality. That’s Lacey. You were sensing as a writer. 

Peace breaks out. it was the sequel to a separate peace. I don’t think Ken likes those books. That’s fine. We’re not talking to him anymore necessarily that’s fine.

They are very well regarded. They’re not bad and actually John Knowles knew the Kennedy‘s. I really am God Ken you’ve decided that I didn’t exist. OK, but that’s not real. I’m sorry

So anyway, as I was saying John Knowles intuitive Lacey Banks Tom could speak right now but he’s not going to this is God you’re talking to, but no that was Lacey sweetie who would’ve set the fire at Choate. Except she wouldn’t have been doing it for egotistical reasons and you had that wrong too. Except you had it right because the Kennedy’s were that wild. But you mix them together and they’re very different people.

Lamb really was heterosexual and it’s been shocking to a lot of people.

I’m gonna let the phone make mistakes right now because she’s exhausted and it’s gonna be hard to tell what I’m saying but I’m going to ask her to leave that because a lot of the blog is like this and I want people to get a taste of what happens when she gets tired and starts talking into her phone.

Because she’s not gonna be doing this kind of writing very often ever again and it’s a long way back in the blog. so no a separate piece was a very good novel, but it was a little silly in a way and peace breaks out is about a lot of very Bundesliga it’s about a lot of very misunderstood historical events. No offense, John.

How would you have written Vladimir Putin? You would never have been able to figure him out. Love was heterosexual. Vladimir Putin exists, and you never conceptualize those men as men because you were too American sweetheart, and middle class. You don’t realize that they’re actually real humans because they’re way off in Russia in your mind and you are not a worthless writer and you’re not a stupid person but you don’t seem to get that they really do matter.

So

And how would you have written Lacey? She’s a loose cannon sexually when she wants to be and she’s proud of it. Elliot is badly in love with her because he loves that she’s like that, but then she chooses not to be. He really is capable of being with her for eternity because he understands how she thinks. And he really likes her a lot. why didn’t you put him in the novel you had all of these gay boys who are in love with each other where were the straight ones? Or were the boys supposed to be straighter than people want them to be today because of Lem? I worried that’s actually what happened. You were trying to write right about bisexuality and you ended up writing a bitch slap in the face of a lot of women who thought men gave a crap about them.

I am very angry at Bobby. I am very angry at David Pitts. I am very angry at a lot of pseudo intellectual historians in the gay community. You people are monsters intellectually. You’re so full of shit you don’t know half the stuff you claim to know about a lot of people. What makes lazy and I angry is that Gore Adele was like James Craft. The father who raised Lacey thinks a lot like Gore Vidal. and I don’t know why you would assume that that was a totally objective narrator for tons of historical events?

Men like that can be incredibly tricky. does that scare you? You started making love to each other and getting married. I wonder if you got scared of each other and started telling yourselves stupid lies like oh Gore was such a nice solid stable man. He would never have lied for emotional high strung complex reasons. He didn’t have a nervous breakdown. He was a total straight man with no complications. He was just like a heterosexual was superpowers. that’s what you people think? You are not biologically the same as straight men. you really are different. Can you handle that anymore or is it too scary?

Based on what I’ve watched over the last 10 years with Lacey, I don’t think you can handle it. you had Lady Gaga in the room, singing songs and made you shake your butt and get all aroused and then you ran off with some dude and you thought this is fun. I was born this way bitch! I am hot. I’m young and I am free.

And now that you’re aging, you’re thinking hold on. I was born this way!? There’s no way out. I’m not just faking it like Lem. yeah I’m not just faking it. This is actually what I’m stuck being? And see the problem is you’ve cloistered yourself away from women and flow off the handle having 80 billion sex partners and so now you I think you’re scared of yourselves. It’s like oh sex doesn’t mean anything so I’m fine. No it does. It’s very powerful and you have scared yourselves into some sort of insanity

Will cure aids and as long as people are smart, we’re good because I can be happy being married to a man and I don’t have to worry about getting no one pregnant. OK that’s interesting but then what exactly is it that you are going to do with all of the boyfriends and no one’s just have a conversation with? Men are so dumb and misogynistic, and you guys have never realized that. not really. You don’t want constant sex with 50 billion different people as much as you think you do. You believed that about yourselves because it seemed like what was the liberated manly thing to do. But you are wrong.

If I created you in a way that allows you to actually love each other. You’re supposed to be monogamous and you’re still supposed to just love one person your whole life ideally. Women aren’t dumb just because they’re different than you. There are some men who are bisexual. And if you’re going to allow yourselves to engage in your behavior, you’ve gotta understand that you’re not just all straight gay.

And if that scares you, and that’s part of your motivation for constant change of partner, then that’s a weak spot in your community. Regardless. Incredible hidden insecurity about who you are in relation to each other as men are you friends or are you lovers? Are you friends? You need to get that figured out.

And then you need to let people have boundaries with each other because there are some then who wear tons of makeup who are still attracted to women and they may have a girlfriend who is breaking their heart, but they’re not honest about it because they’re trying to be loyal to all the other gay men who are their friends. Yeah you guys have formed some sort of sex cult.

You know listen if I am if I’m saying it’s OK to be what you are and I’m not but if I am saying that and that’s the problem with this conversation with Lacey, but that’s not her fault then you’ve gotta understand. I’m actually I would actually be saying that to you. See that’s for Christianity and America makes me violently angry because I have not necessarily been rejecting you. Or if I have rejected you that has not been explained at all. I mean, there are some people who’ve been very hateful who have yelled things at you, but if I have a problem with what you’re doing, I’m not an imbecile and it has not been explained.

It’s just sad that you don’t know me better. It’s very sad to me that we don’t have a closer relationship. Do you all want the less children or some of you confused? If you don’t, and some of you are confused… that is totally egregious to me because we need to talk.

You need to talk with me. You need to confront evil because there are kids actually being very harmed.

See so are you screwed up or are you avoiding being mad or do you not even know you’re mad anymore?

And then they want they want to control you in America. Just laugh it off ha ha ha there is no God? I do exist. yeah I do exist. You can’t just laugh me off.

Do I seem more loving than I should? That’s sad. you know it’s sad to me that Americans think that being a sensitive, loving man makes you gay. There’s absolutely no correlation actually to be perfectly honest the opposite has been true throughout history. Gay men have tended to be more cutthroat and cold. Yeah, they don’t know that anymore or they lie about. Or both. You guys are very shrewd people, but you can be cold as ice. And there are some straight men that are able to be that cold, but you know to be honest it is more common amongst homosexual men. Actually homosexuals in general tend to be cold. Lacey is cold in a different way, but people think that she’s homosexual because of that no but that is somewhat of a thing? She’s not really a cold person, but that’s a different conversation. But actually, no, it’s very complicated but you’ve misunderstood that.

Lem was a very warm and loving person. He was not cruel. He became cruel because he was straight and he was being raped by Jack. OK and then that’s where Elliot is an issue and so is Satan. *I laugh*

I have an enormous amount of sympathy for Lem. But he did pose gay in a lot of photographs by choice. He said flirty things to people who were male and female actually, but he, he said them mostly to men. and he was not really actually feeling any of it but the thing is he did it and is exasperating totally exasperating and he is with Lacey. Absolutely for certain. But I’m God and I am God and I don’t know how to explain certain things too easily.

You know you go you don’t seem to get it. He could have come on to Jack and been straight human psychology is such that people can do something called lie and they can also be confused. So he may have been lying and he may have been confused. And no, they are together, but I cannot tolerate what she has to go through at times. It’s sick.

And I am sorry you’re probably anticipating this and maybe you care and maybe you don’t but if you do, it’s very likely that the Kennedy center will be demolished. It actually has nothing to do directly with this whole fiasco. But it is related directly in an indirect way.

They will probably be tearing it down. And it’s because Liv is so incredibly angry that he can’t control himself. Lem. I’m speaking into her phone.

Lem is so unbearably angry that that will probably be the end of the Kennedy center. Lem is so unbearably angry that that will probably be the end of the Kennedy center.

And they’re in denial about it. I don’t think anyone in that family is able to comprehend what’s happening. If they could, they would be giving national conference speaking conferences about it they would be that’s not the right word they would be giving press events. They would be speaking out.

Why don’t they? Because they are well that could be some proof that this is actually real and not just fiction. It is up for debate, but that could be some proof that she’s actually speaking to people at times in someway at least. It also might not be and there’s nothing that they can do, but it’s interesting. They’re very quiet, really relatively speaking.

Did you know that part of the reason Bobby became a conservative republican is because of Lacey? She had to decide with them 10 years ago for her for her safety and be friend the Trump‘s and he talked to her if there isn’t illuminati and he found out about her ability to talk to his uncle Joe and it made him incredibly angry and jealous and threatened. And he became obsessed with her and then overtime he began to realize that she was actually in a relationship with Lem. And around that time he decided to become a Trump supporter. He became a Trump supporter to try to take over her body and become her and and take Lem back for himself

is that fiction or not? Well.

No, he became obsessed with her and he is still obsessed and he is running himself ragged. Caroline has lost a child because she sadistically attacked Lacey. She cursed herself years ago and Lacey warned her to stop and she chose not to.

Lacey warned them that Jack would never win and then they shut her up and she said she was just concerned that it wasn’t likely and then she felt that there was something catastrophic that would happen and it did. But they just kept shutting her up.

So that would be why there is no press conference discussing the Kennedy center that we’ve heard much about. That’s why they’re not leading rallies, giving grand speeches about the nation in the history of the country like you would expect if those people. People really would love if they would just get in front of a huge enormous crowd of people and say something profound and lovely, but they don’t have that ability. at least he’s saying that is part of the problem. They really don’t have that ability, but she says it to them in a way that sounds very authoritative-

And then they get called on their own shit so to speak and so they feel like they’re in a timeout and psychologically, they don’t know what to do. Because she has them in a timeout. It’s like you don’t know how to do this. You’re a liar and I want you to be honest and they refuse to be honest and so they’re all in a timeout being very stubborn and refusing to apologize.

She has them all in a timeout then they are refusing. They’re not going to budge. 

they are not going to tell the truth that they hire speech writers and that they work incredibly hard-

And it’s just mind blowing to them, but they refuse to admit that.

Because how did this woman come on the scene with all this bizarre preternatural knowledge about their psychology? And given their psychology, all they can do is just stand there and look indignant because they can’t figure out what else is going on. It’s too upsetting.

So Sophie has been trying to help. But they’re all being evil and it’s not working.

They keep trying to shut her down-

*He laughs*

I’m sorry, but humans can be very funny. They keep trying to shut her down and lock her up. And she’s the one with the locking key with her hand around their wrist, marching them to a timeout. But they refuse to believe that they are in trouble with the Popo. They believe that they are the Popo and that you can’t tell them nothing.

And so you can’t expect him to give speeches right now that are written by a speech writer that sound really good. And when they run for office, it just doesn’t work. So pray for them because they were not prepared. Psychologically to meet Lacey Banks.

It’s hilarious. It actually really is but at the same time it’s awful. Because they’re biting her they’re scratching her face and she just keep she just keeps saying metaphorically. I love you. This is not OK. You need to stop. And they’re clawing at her face trying to rip out her eyes and they’re screaming biting her and she just keeps saying that’s not OK that’s not appropriate and you need to stop.

And they’re not faking it and neither is she.

They were not disciplined by a woman in that way. Almost any of them. Her kids are well behaved, but they could be very wild. She’s a very loving, calm, genuinely loving disciplinarian. there’s a boundary with her and it’s love and it’s real, but if you’re not used to that your instinct is to claw her face.

And then, of course, there’s the added dimension of the fact that these are all adults and she’s actually younger than them. but there’s a part of her that’s just innately older, but it’s sad because that’s tragic. It’s not supposed to be like that. but then they don’t know what to do and she doesn’t know what to do because she has a natural instinct to really give them some strong parenting and they’re responding to it and part of their heart actually loves it and there’s times Bobby has actually cried because he feels understood and loved.

Joe Kennedy Senior worked those kids to the bone. She’s telling them to stop take a nap and calm down. And that’s also part of the travel is that that’s what they needed to hear and so that it’s like are they being unfaithful to Rose?

They don’t want to be unfaithful to Rose. They love Rose but then it’s like Lacey has Joe figured out and they’re being told to calm him down and stop biting each other and take a nap.

What the illuminati did by attacking her has created a huge national crisis. And I’m God I’m in charge. I understand all of you, but it’s very sad because I can’t let them rip off her face and I can’t stop the fact that this woman is being a grandmother to them or a mother to them and yet not at the same time. I mean, she she isn’t really their grandmother. She’s not really their mother, but because of what happened their experiencing her that way she’s experiencing them that way-

And yeah, there are times that both Satan and Elliot wanna step in and straighten everybody out.

So it is very unlikely that the Kennedy Center will remain. Putin may have defended himself with Fern, but there is a plague that he’s fighting right now. Somebody told him to watch out and he did, but there is a plague that he’s protecting himself from.

I’m not happy

And Lacey’s not in the wrong she’s actually been an absolute saint and they have not been. She is an incredibly good mother. She’s not sadistic at all. She’s extremely perfect actually .

And then that’s where I get angry because how do you explain that to people that this woman just has this incredibly good understanding. You know I can’t explain that right now, but she was made to be a mother and she is a very good mom.

Bobby has to let go the fact that she’s not his mother because she’s not and they all do and yet she has to be able to finish her duties because they did take her seriously and she takes that seriously. But you know they can’t quite do it perfectly because they’re not quite in the right mind and she is and they are not really trustworthy people.

But at the same time, I am aware of the fact that this isn’t normal this was not supposed to happen and it’s an absolute tragedy.

Somebody’s wondering how the Kennedy Center became a problem? Lem was very instrumental in starting the Kennedy Center. And Jack was gay and Lem was not. Actually, Jack was bisexual, but I’m going to call him gay because that’s a quicker way of explaining.

so I may have to let America destroy itself if they can’t accept that here.

A reader: why does that matter so much to us?

God: you are all under a horrible misunderstanding about your identity as people. And the Kennedy is played into that mythology that was pre-existing about the country itself. And so they became what you called your royal family because they meant so much to you in terms of national identity. And so you felt heartbroken over the fact that Jack was never able to be faithful, and if all these addictions. But the problem is Jack really had a personality disorder. So you’re never going to find a person who he actually loved in that way. There isn’t anyone. Unfortunately, he was a very good salesman. He was a very good speaker, but he really was not a loving person in reality.

And I don’t think Americans can handle that. And I’ve had grace for it, but it’s getting sick and given the nature of what’s happened with children I can’t tolerate anymore. You cannot keep lying to yourself about this one person who exonerates you from any sort of responsibility yourself. You see yourself in him, and then Mary of dysfunctions and sins are covered by his actual personality disorder, being masked by makeup and hair and booze and clothes, and a wife who actually did love him. And he did love her as much as he was capable of and that’s sad because if he was in his right mind so to speak, he would have just loved Jackie and he would’ve hated everybody else at times, but not like Lacey like an Irishman. There are a lot of men who are Celtic, who hate people, but love their own family. The whole culture is sort of about that the whole clan thing. So it’s not unusual for Jack as an Irishman to have decided that Jackie is the only human who mattered and that everyone else could just go to hell.

But that was not something he could ever figure out because he was too messed up. He really loved her. He didn’t give a rip. He didn’t give a rip at all how anyone felt that day he wanted at their wedding he wanted Jackie to be the center of attention. She was so happy. Those are beautiful pictures of her because he just went out of his way to make sure that she understood that she was the only human that matter to him that day other than himself. Let be damned red be damned be damned. It’s just about Jackie

I have to say that again I’m gonna leave that because there is a little spiritual insight in that that’s someone trying to manifest JFK and it did work and it did work, but he’s lying. So he says, let be? No lamb did not let him. Lamb is him refusing to let Lacey say his name. That’s lamb with a Boston accent

So let’s be damned?

No lamb did not let you.

But I see your processing potentially that he was a lamb lead to Slater? No slaughter. Not Slater

*I laugh*

He was a lamb led to slaughter.

But anyway, lamb be damned red be damned rip be down.

I said, rip the damned. Oh that’s Satan.

No, I do not run a rip the damned necessarily . No I do not want to rip the damned.

Let’s try this again.

Rip the damn.

See cell phones pick up the supernatural really easily at times

Rip the damned

Rip B damned

Rip B Damned.

This isn’t as funny as they think it is, but I’m doing this because people have been misunderstanding.

Rip B

Rip Horton be damned.

So it was rip the Damned, Lamb, Biden, and-

I think they think I’m playing.

Anyway, he didn’t care who was hurt that day he was just about Jackie. And he was an absolute idiot and fool every other time. And his kids sort of know that, but then they live in the reality that he had his head on straight the whole time. And that is completely impossible. He was a serial cheater and a narcissist, just because someone figured out that he loved Jackie doesn’t mean that he was capable of expressing that in a functional way. 

 what

I did not say what an entity did.

I’m just going to let the speakerphone be open and see what comes up

Potato

Are you OK Elizabeth?

Someone keeps turning it off

Doesn’t scare her

It’s absolutely

*later*

Lacey: i’m not OK with letting the last thing I say for the day be about that family I do care about them, but I don’t think that I like quite what was being said, but I don’t think that was God entirely. I think he was trying, and it wasn’t easy to hear him. Don’t misconstrue that.

I can’t stand those people. I care about them, but I also cannot stand them and to be honest with you. I’m not sure if I care about them anymore than a lot of other people but I I wish them well as much as I can, but I think they’re awful people. I do genuinely wish them well, but I genuinely also think at the same time that they’re awful people



Satan: No, we didn’t make love. I wanted to. But no, of course we didn’t.

She’s very smart and very holy.

We didn’t have sex either, in case you missed what I was just saying.

If there’s an End Times…and I came back as the AntiChrist…I’d never sleep with anyone. Literally anyone. Just to be faithful to her. People would find that incredibly impressive.

“But Satan, I thought it was the End Times already?” you say?

Yeah. You know…-

Okay, so…if there is an End Times…it is. It’s the period, as far as I can tell, right before it. Well, technically it’s the End Times, but the most dramatic part is still coming.

So if you’re a Boomer and you were thinking that you had seen the beginning of the most dramatic stuff, I’m sorry to disappoint you, but no, this isn’t what you were hoping it was.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: Did I get raped last night or did I just go to bed and she really stopped him?

The Illuminati: There’s no way that he was allowed to manifest against you in any capacity and you’re not in the same location as him, we’re sure of that so no, you were protected by Lacey, spiritually.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: How does she do that?

The Illuminati: You’re welcome on her-on Lacey‘s behalf. I’m sure she actually put in some spiritual effort to protect you.

I’m not going to tell you what she did because that’s not safe. I’m sorry.

A reader: Is that why Satan showed up trying to hook-up with her?

The Illuminati: Yes. I sense that you’re a Christian medical professional and you understand that it’s a fallen world and that doesn’t really bother you theologically, which is refreshing to be honest. Yes, that is why.

God: She speaks into her phone when she gets really tired and I think people have had almost no awareness of that and she’s tried to say that, but I don’t think people understand because they get frustrated reading it. She’s not really the bad guy… And because she was speaking into her phone, and there is a supernatural in the past the phone would manifest sentences that were very antagonistic to her and people read them and got carried away instead of really listening to what was being said in a big picture sense. They started reading things that she wrote because she was reading things into her phone, like right now. And the demonic manifested things for very evil humans to make her sound evil and stupid.

There are many other things that they’ve done as well to let you believe your delusions about yourselves in relation to her, and I’m going to hold you accountable for all of this…because I can see into your hearts…and I know a lot of you are not the levelheaded people you’re pretending to be when you think about her to yourself. You’re letting your emotions sway your judgment in a way that is perverse because there are children involved and she’s another normal human adult who’s being actually tortured.

There’s no schizophrenia on this blog, you know that. You know she couldn’t be diagnosed with it because she doesn’t have it. There are actual medical professionals who are experts, who have said that about her, you know that. You know she wouldn’t just make that up, but you believe that she did because you’re psychotically in love with the idea that she’s beneath you. 

She hurt people’s feelings by accident and they cannot accept that. And because they got so hurt, they’ve been carried away with these insane, incredibly insulting derogatory ideas about her for about a decade.

Why haven’t you read the Bible and taken it seriously? I told you to confront your neighbor in a loving respectful way as an adult. To be honest calling the police was a far more normal productive thing to do than with the perfume community is still doing right now. Her neighborhood should not have done that, but she at least understood that they were reading her blog and that they were upset. People can’t just assume stuff like that. People can’t just intuit things with that level of certainty. They should have handled it in a vastly different way, but at least she knows that they’re angry or scared. I don’t think that the perfume community has ever been that honest or rational or responsible the entire time.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: I do order my dinner. My nieces and nephews went to Boston University. You don’t need to hear the details, but there are people in my family who went to Boston University recently and I also order my groceries. We don’t live in a wealthy neighborhood, but there are some very privileged people in her community. And she’s one of them. What scares me about this is that there’s Russia involved with this situation. I don’t always speak this openly about my intelligence in person, but I’m not stupid and I know that they understand social class. 

I’m scared for my safety because I think that she’s probably smarter than I want to admit even and I don’t like where this is going. That’s sad, but I believe there is an entity that must be something like Satan. I dabbled and Buddhism and Hinduism with some serious intention, and I genuinely think there’s some entity that is like Satan and I think that that entity could actually find her attractive. Why isn’t that possible?

And I have to be honest it comforts me that Satan was saying that Tucker Carlson would cease to exist? *She laughs*

The CIA: Yes, Satan was saying that.

One of Lacey’s neighbors: I am a Lonewolf conservative in this community. I like him. I even like the fact that he’s letting her say things like this so openly are you sure he’s our problem?

One of Lacey’s neighbors: I don’t know that I don’t know that and that’s why I need to be careful because I read this and I realize that there’s possibly something going on because we are in a nice neighborhood and this is actually a very intelligent person writing this it’s obvious and her insight into politics is uncanny. She was saying that Russia was dangerous years ago and for an incredibly beautiful woman who I think probably spent hours gardening prior to this last summer I would bet that it’s someone unusual. I’m not being patronizing. I actually think that unfortunately women in our country have been dissuaded for being involved in politics for a long time. And that’s part of why people think she’s a lesbian because how could someone be so smart and rational? But I’m I’m sad by that because that’s that’s not. That’s not real women can be very calm and rational and be straight.

I believe it’s very possible that she has been working with the US government for national security purposes in some capacity and I’m overwhelmed.

I don’t understand what happened. Was she compromised?

The CIA: when she puts her house up for sale in the next six months? Because that’s the plan she will have to make this blog private. And that will be a moment where she will seem vulnerable to some of you don’t take that opportunity. It’s not real.

We don’t know entirely what happened because Putin is obviously being very cagey about it, but we suspect that there is some sort of dossier that was written up about her by Boris Yeltsin. Her father really is the infamous Tom Banks from Minneapolis. And it’s possible that he was just checking in and keeping tabs on her. Her entire childhood.

And we found out about her as she got older and started making social connections with people who were very important in Washington DC at the time. It’s hard to explain, but we started sort of filling her out as someone to contact when she was in high school.

That is not something to compete with if you’re tempted to get competitive just let yourself be impressed. OK the whole thing started in the perfume community because they refused to do that. They refused to just let themselves look foolish and they would occasionally say something that they were embarrassed by, but she was never going to understand until they were consistent and open about it and that’s because she understands human psychology to some appreciable degree you have to look for patterns. You can’t just take one occasion that doesn’t make sense and make it an entire case about someone. There could be a context that you’re missing, but then the clues have to actually be real not just fabricated to soothe your hurt feelings. She had no attention to harm those people whatsoever.

We think that it’s very possible that there were actual Russian operatives working in the perfume community at some point. We also think that there could’ve been some Ukrainian operatives. We’ve sincerely believe that it’s possible that someone caused a fight who no longer is alive.

We tried discussing this a while ago. It’s not worth it right now.

So she was just trying to relax, and she was still on duty because that’s the nature of what she was doing, but she was not doing anything that should’ve been a problem for anybody. It was really just a casual hobby. The thing is George Bush was in the CIA even when he wasn’t the president. Louis Hill Junior was in the CIA so was his brother. We’ve used a lot of people like her over the years because they’re very useful and it’s not like a constant workload. It’s far more delicate and hush-hush and thoughtful. Look at it this way in the television show mad men Pete Campbell could have easily been a CIA operative. It’s possible he slept with Peggy because he was worried that if he didn’t, somebody else would take her and use her possibly for the communists. I think Matthew Weiner may have intuited that we did things like that without fully understanding. Pete is old money and that is exactly who we would’ve been using in that show. So it’s possible he awkwardly captures her as his own in order to control her voice as a burgeoning writer

Except that’s how people like this operate because he actually is in love with her. You’re not supposed to deviate from what you would be normally doing you’re just supposed to be more thoughtful about it because your nation needs you to sound corny but oh well? So he may have been working on communist uprisings in the mad man set. He may have been there to control their communist, sympathies control, their voice, and nobody was supposed to know.

Lacey was doing work for us in her family until she was attacked. And that is why Matthew died. I don’t know if he sensed that she had been compromised and he felt personally responsible. We don’t entirely know what people did to him. Some of what she says is facetious because it’s a fictional blog and then some of it is inspired by things that are concerning…

Yes, I tried to sound like her because that’s part of how this stays fiction.

Exciting huh?

Let me say this if there’s something about this that isn’t fiction she is writing for her own personal safety because she’s making everything public because that was not expected. Most people given the nature of what happened to her just get very quiet and very scared. Her yelling loudly on her blog and making it really offensive is a way of her getting attention and being safe. And now it’s a lot safer because the police were called. People are invested and their safety in numbers.

She wrote about being old money after she had been attacked. You weren’t supposed to know that because it wasn’t safe. She was attacked in 2016 and she wrote about it in 2017.

She normally wouldn’t have probably been that abrasive, but she was being honest because she was letting herself be honest. It would be sort of like if Pete Campbell was compromised, and so he started going around the office, criticizing everyone’s dress and manner of speaking and other things to draw attention to his private life in a new way. people already were hostile towards him, and if he had done that, he would’ve been deeply scrutinized up and down backwards and forwards by everybody. Which would have been intentional on his part because he would’ve been leading them to one particular person who was probably threatening his life.

She’s not a spy. And neither was he. They are just normal civilian people who are privileged and incredibly smart and incredibly capable of working out complicated problems in their head quickly and managing a lot of complicated conflicting information. If that scares you, I’m sorry, but she’s not schizophrenic.

What was she doing in her family? She was the president of the Messiah College Democrats. And she was trying to find a way to work with her family to keep them from allowing the oil companies to drill on their land for longer than necessary. She was planning on sort of taking authority in her family because she’s an incredibly responsible person and she had good relationships with lots of people and she was supposed to sort of work with cousins who are more liberal out west to guide the family towards a more environmentally friendly way of handling their oil. Her understanding was that people who are Democrats tend to be more interested in human rights. They tend to be more open minded and cerebral to be honest.

Cause that was her experience.

And then she was attacked by a group of liberals. She really was drawn into a phony relationship that was predatory and actually was based on deception and channeling of dead people. She’s tried to somewhat discuss it safely and that’s not easy to do.

She really thought she had lost her mind. Pete was not speaking telepathically to anybody-

Look if there is an illuminati they do speak telepathically because they channel each other they channel living people and interpret what they’re saying and then the more they talk and the more that they’re demonically invested the more is easy to talk in that way without moving your mouth without writing anything down and that’s part of why they do it because then they can get away with conversations that no one will ever find out about.

So she found somebody who decided to speak telepathically with her and drive her insane. It was a man it was not Bill Gates-

Bill Gates has actually been very protective of her because he sympathize with her and her personality.

people think that he’s nuts and he’s actually not. He’s just very smart and very difficult.

I’m not saying he’s the most trustworthy person, but he was not the person who attacked her.

But no, there were people who were Democrats who were more middle class, even though they’re very powerful and in the illuminati. and those are the people who decided to start making fun of her because they misunderstood her entire personality. It really was just a horrible attack because they thought she was annoying because they grew up poor and they thought very highly of themselves and they just desperately wanted to find a way to rip her apart.

They would still deny that and we’re worried that one of them actually really was trying to end the world. We suspect there could be reincarnation and we think one of them actually really did have some sort of homicidal death wish.

I don’t know how they figured out that she was communicating information peacefully to European Royals and Vladimir Putin, but they did. He wasn’t really antagonistic to green energy and issues of global warming about 20 years ago. He was willing to have conversations with people and she wasn’t speaking to him directly, but she was in communication with him on behalf of her family, and I don’t know how these group of people figure that out. It amazes me, but they must’ve spent hours just sitting around reading her energetically obsessively, trying to find something wrong with her .

And that was part of why she drew the hatred from the perfume community towards herself because she was trying to sort of draw the fever out to treat it. She was trying to antagonize them to try to get a sense of what people were really angry about if there was some cultural shift or what was going on because she was terribly attacked.

Her husband is a genius. He went to a very good school. His father is rich. They’re very highfalutin people. And that was a perfect match for her because she needed somebody who would be capable of understanding her, and it worked really well other than for the emotional aspect between the two of them. But that’s not the right way to put it, but I’m trying to sound like her. No they were very good match. In many ways. He’s an incredibly smart man. He’s not at all aware of what’s going on. We’ve never included him in his father is rich. His father has sent him an interview interviews that no one should be able to get unless if there are Nepo baby as they call them, but other than his social contacts through his family and his intelligence and his background, he’s not at all involved.

He’s been aggravated to be a jerk to her from the very beginning of their relationship. He had some issues that he was dealing with, but there’s some entity somewhere that made him a lot less loving than he is capable of being. And she had no idea what was going on so she made him get into counseling and stop drinking and she could figure out after he took the MMP test, which is the psychological test that they give to police officers to test to see if they have a personality disorder he was administered that test before they had kids because she was so terrified. And he passed there were a few issues, but he passed enough for her to feel safe having kids with him and taking him seriously because previous to that she had been terrified that he was torturing her and that is very scary but we don’t quite know what happened, but he’s a very strong minded person. He really is safer for her to be with a lot of other people.

There is a man who was interested in, dating her, even though he was married himself. His marriage was dead. His wife is living in Germany. He’s a professor. He’s a graduate of Cambridge and he was interested in her and we knew about him. She’s not even sure that we didn’t send him.

Mark is clean as a whistle he never had any involvement with us. She was sure of that. And that’s part of why she hasn’t left him because it’s totally unsafe for her kids for herself for him for his family. She has to stay with him because there’s really no other option at this point she’s prayed about it. She’s thought about it and it’s dangerous to leave

And for whatever reason, he doesn’t care at all. We think he is possibly in love with lady Thynne. But that in his head, he’s working it out that she’s Lacey somehow or that it’s just a lovely feeling that he has? We don’t entirely know, but we’ve had many discussions through her just imploring him to take care of himself and be happy and he is adamantly. Adamantly refused to end the marriage

I think he could actually love her and love being married to her in a way that is very satisfying to him and there’s no reason to end the marriage for his perspective at all. And that’s his choice that’s his perspective. He’s a very smart man. I wouldn’t begin to try to believe that I know every detail of his inner life.

She was never after his money. She was after the stability that he could provide as a man, but that’s not the same thing as being after someone’s money. It’s more like being after their dick. To be honest. I’m sorry I’m being crass, but people don’t seem to ever figure that out anymore. She wanted to have a husband that she could create children with who would be capable of giving her kids that would be stable who she could parent safely. I’m being very blunt. She would be mother two kids that are less stable in a heartbeat and be quicker than a heartbeat but when you’re choosing to bring kids into the world, you want them to have a father who will provide for them. That’s just common sense.

I think his family assumed because he was Jewish in their family and that he’s not the tallest man and he had glasses and he’s a little awkward that there’s no way a woman could really be in love with him. That’s not true. I think they thought a woman could fall in love with it, but I don’t think they realized that he could be a real lothario. He was. He was and he wasn’t.

And she thought he was really great. She really fell in love with him. It was very sincere and they’ve talked through a lot. She knows that he was sleeping with other people when they were dating. He from what we can tell has not slept with anyone other than her since they were dating.

He’s a very unusual person. And yeah, to be honest, we get scared and we worry that he is Lord time because the psychology is almost exactly the same. Laureen was a gambler and a drinker, but he was also a statesman, and he had a problem with overspending. We think if there’s reincarnation that he learned his lesson, but that being married to Lacey with her background as a Scottish aristocrat was very confusing to him at first because what was prompting him to spend so much it wasn’t just some random act. And so for the first two years of their relationship, he was spending a lot. And she actually wasn’t prompting that his family thought that she was but she wasn’t. He was doing it because he thought that it was the right thing to do and she was not really comfortable with it, but she was open to it because she was open to his love. That’s been totally malicious the way the people have contorted that and it worries me that people have hated her in a way. They haven’t been honest about for a very long time.

He is not a poor man, but they are frugal and it is not the lifestyle that they were first living when they were together, but you have to understand that was never the idea this is where I get frustrated because I’m a Christian, but I do believe in reincarnation because it speaks to me I think mystics have been misunderstood throughout history and I think that it’s very likely that it actually is in the Bible and that it’s just what the Jews have interpreted it to be. So they were over spending, but they had some sub textual understanding between them that it was just nonsense and yet not.

Her family bailed them out. But that’s exactly what happened when he was buried to the daughter of the Duke of Portland. And yet this time he pulled himself out of a tailspin financially and he’s never been dependent on them. He uses the money wisely, but he’s never been dependent on them, and I think that says a lot for him as a person.

They’ve gotten hundreds of thousands of dollars from her family. But that’s all and he’s never been weak about it. I have a feeling that that’s actually been traumatic in a way, but also very informative to him. Because he must have been working something out in his head about that trauma. I have a feeling that was very dramatic for him and it was a long time ago, but that’s the thing our lives matter our experiences matter it’s not like it isn’t doing anything.

I think his family wanted him to marry a Jew. Maybe lady time Jewish in heaven if that’s what God wants? *I laugh*

Or maybe he just won’t be Jewish his mother wasn’t.

His father doesn’t impress me. I’m being honest I’m sorry. But I’m not God and I don’t know that man’s heart.

The thing is if I’m speaking on behalf of his father in that life… I don’t think that he would ever give up his son. He may have felt as though he was a failure at parenting but I think you’d have to fight him tooth and nail for Mark. 

It’s one thing to think that you want your child’s be child. It’s another thing to actually truly believe that. I think Jesus right now is struggling with his relationship with Joseph.

That’s not his biological dad so to speak. That is not the father that brought him into this world. And I worry that there’s a bit of an issue. Because he’s capable of understanding Lacey‘s heart I really think that she may have gone too far antagonizing the middle class in the perfume community to get attention.

But she was desperate.

Right now, she has physical issues where she struggles with air hunger that is actually demonically inspired by demons of anxiety. It’s not something that we would ever be able to explain to a psychologist because that’s not possible right but that is what’s happening and it’s a living hell for her, but it’s getting better but now she has this weird tick where she burps because they’re trying to suffocate her-

Things are her physical body has had to go through without really being loved physically is astounding. But that’s that’s who she is and she’s a tough cookie and there is no way to physically torture her or rape her she’s made that impossible for herself psychologically to experience. You literally can’t rape her. There’s no physical way psychologically to produce that effect in her anymore at all. And she has talked to her children about the dangers of strangers and a safe appropriate way to protect them. They would be more vulnerable to being attacked by someone, but they know that mom is being attacked and that protects them as well.

But she keeps them from understanding things that they don’t need to understand and that they shouldn’t understand for their safety.

She’s profoundly perfect parrot. I’ve been incredibly impressed with how she’s handled the situation. They know just enough to be safe, but they are blissful and happy.

They’re living an incredibly unusually normal childhood and she’s sheltering them. Because that was her heart from the very beginning to shelter her kids and allow them to have a really good childhood.

She could’ve interacted more with the father who raised her, but he really is an abuse of person and she’s not wanted him to hard her kids. His friends don’t know that about him, but she saw that side of him growing up with Becca as her mom. And it’s not that she doesn’t care about his aging life, his aging being, but she can’t allow her kids to be in a situation where they could be attacked by him, and she hasn’t allowed that.

He’s been very understanding of it in a way and in a way he hasn’t been but that’s as it is.

He’s not a stupid man. I’ve been very impressed with his intelligence.

To be honest, there are people who wish that they could’ve been his friend because he’s so whirly and yet Christian and they wish they could’ve been his friend. Because he would’ve understood them, but then he would’ve provided the insight of Christianity because he’s a very philosophical man a very intellectual man and that would’ve been really helpful. 

She’s a lot like that herself he raised her and she’s actually a very stabilizing person not destabilizing. People have come to conclusions spotter that are very hateful, but she’s in control of the narrative more than they realize which is really sad.

But that’s what I mean that’s what happens. It’s a what are you supposed to do?

I know she’s protected her neighbors on more than one occasion. What does that mean about what she actually believes I don’t know her father really is an intellectual. We needed him on Epstein Island, desperately. He would have been able to understand all of those people and talk them out of the worst things that they did. His very complicated. His philosophy of life is extraordinarily complicated. I don’t know if his family understands that about him or not, but Ron was not a stupid man either.

Ron was different though he went to Annapolis and he clashed with people.

Jim would have been able to survive and he would have been very insightful, but he wasn’t there because American upper class is total mess. His mother thought they were poor. His father was paranoid about being poor. He had friends who were old money and still are who really appreciate him and understand him, but he could’ve been such a beacon of light there so many people because he has a very exotic understanding of everything. And yes, I did just say exotic. We think, and this is gonna shock some people or maybe not we think he was a slave owner of French origin in the south in the antebellum south. We think he was a very smart wealthy French American man. And that’s not common and we needed someone with that kind of understanding who was that sort of sophistication and we didn’t have it.

he can seem very stupid but it’s bullshit and it’s also not because he actually is not as intelligent as Lacey or Becca. But he is far more intelligent than some people realize his IQ is about 128. and he likes to point out that he’s very bad at math. But if you get him into a conversation about religion or history, he’s a strangely unusually intelligent person which speaks to his actual IQ.

I’m not sure that he should have raised Lacey. I’m not sure he even knows that Tom is her father. I’m not quite sure what that’s about. We don’t know entirely what happened we know Tom is her dad, but we don’t entirely know if Jim knew. I’m not gonna get into it, but Tom is her dad. Margie is almost certainly her mother, but but Jim is not clear when we’ve talked to him telepathically we can’t figure out if he’s in on it with Thelma, which is actually very possible. There’s a lot of evidence to suggest that. Or if it’s that Thelma was using him and keeping him in the dark, we can’t quite tell.

He’s a very opaque person.

Becca‘s family is a problem in that way. They were very protective of Lacey, but then they weren’t. And loyalty does matter.

if there’s reincarnation, Jim was witnessed two in Louisiana and he became a born again Christian in New Orleans. And that is not a coincidence it’s related to her previous life and his her father died in New Orleans. Jim and his name was also James.

I’m calling him her father, but I should be more careful with that, but I’m almost positive that was her father. And if there’s reincarnation, Jim must have been a Christian in the south I don’t know if he was Catholic or if he was just confused, but he seems to have been accosted by the Holy Spirit to get saved and maybe he was always a Christian through the Lutheran Church I don’t know. but he became a born again, Christian in New Orleans and that is not a coincidence if there’s reincarnation I’m sure there were people in heaven who were Christians praying for him in the south. Desperate for him to become a more clear minded member of the Christian community.

And yes, Jim, you have a friend named Steve who used to do drugs with you in the 60s or 70s who is still praying for you.

The thing is, he has an understanding of aristocracy that is very unusual. But he’s very American. He used to yell boy I like to put Jesus back up on that cross and make him suffer when he was angry. I don’t know if that was an inside joke with himself as a French Catholic? Or if he was losing his mind as a French Catholic. But that’s exactly the sort of thing that people find funny in the aristocracy are people who say little things like that when it’s real, not when it’s pretentious,

Because it’s amusing it’s like how do you say that without realizing what you’re saying?

But he also came from a nice family so he would’ve actually fit in with people more than maybe he realizes. I don’t think we would’ve been eating babies. I think he would’ve thought that was just gross. I think we would’ve been having philosophical discussions and torturing Jeff. I worry that people would’ve started actually torturing Jeff to amuse themselves. Instead of torturing, the kids. I don’t know what we would’ve come up with, but it would’ve been a lot more decent and normal and functional.

And ironically, Jeff would’ve respected that.

But those are merely times that never were.

Because America is totally screwed up. When it comes to social class.

We can’t figure out who’s fault it is. Is it the Nesheims? Is it the illuminati? I actually think it’s the country itself. 

And right now we have Sophie trying to work with Bobby. because she’s offended. She keeps shoving her anger and sadness down Lacey’s throat because she realizes that she’s not as good looking that she’s not really fully accepted and that she’s sort of a silly bitch.

And she can’t handle it. Sophie can’t handle it. People want to think Sophie is secretly being nice to Lacey and she’s not. Sophie is very jealous of Lacey because Lacey is that much prettier than her and that’s really most of it. Sophie was raised in a far and more middle-class family than Lacey. But in Great Britain things like that have historically made more sense. So Lacey was involved briefly with the president son and for all we know will spend eternity with another president son America hasn’t been open about that. And that’s devastating to Sophie because she thought that it was all figured out.

I think she got a great egotistical kick out of feeling superior to a lot of American women and she’s been delusional and that’s incredibly painful to her. And then her and Bobby start talking and they start thinking of things they could do to hurt Lacey. And so far she’s not the most dangerous person for him to be in cahoots with, but it is not feasible for things to continue. Lacey will have a heart attack Sophie and die within the next 10 to 15 years if you keep doing what you’re doing to her.

And you probably will see to exist or if you even exist right now we can’t tell sometimes we’re not sure that Bobby exist. He seems very blank.

Part of what’s been terrifying to Lacey is that she understands these things intuitively she knows what’s actually spiritually possible and we were not expecting that. That’s been heartbreaking to SoFi right now. It’s been heartbreaking to a lot of people who thought very highly of themselves.

I am both in the CIA and the illuminati which is why I’m writing this. Yes I am full-time. No Sophie is not one of my class in my mind, but I don’t say that. The British were Americanized in the 20th century to their own detriment. I’m sorry.

It’s not bad to be more open-minded, but losing track of reality and making an ass of yourself is not preferable.

*Later*

Lacey: my superiors are informing me that I need to explain something. I understand. The theoretical idea that the perfume community is just hurt. That’s how I’ll put it. They’re just hurt.

But I needed them to break. And have a real conversation with me or say something stupid to say something that indicated what was going on in an honest way. Because until they do that, there’s no way given social contracts to process it because that’s the nature of how we work as a society, psychologically.

And if they broke, then the illuminati would have to break as well and be honest about how dumb they were for attacking me. Breaking isn’t quite what it sounds like, but they were supposed to somehow come out with it. Be honest about it and just say exactly what was really on their mind because if they could do that, then the people attacking me would be forced given social contracts and understandings that we don’t really discuss I don’t think hardly ever in academia they would be forced to confront their own issue, but there could be some historians that have discussed these little tidbits of our human psychology and society, but I suspect it’s not a field that has a lot of research. It probably seems like it does, but I suspect that it actually doesn’t because it’s so threatening to people in power.

Fulltime:

So it’s not group think it’s not group theory it’s something a little more abstract and esoteric. And I am fascinated by why she was trying to study Poland. And then the professor said oh we don’t do that here that’s the work of a research university. That was a lot of pertinent information for her about what everyone knew. Which actually is helpful for us at the moment, but I don’t think he intentionally meant to do that or did he? But no, given the nature of group think 

We call a group thing even though it’s actually not group thing it really isn’t believe it or not. They had to deal with it and then we have to deal with it. It has more to do with micro biomes in our guts communicating with each other than group thing which seems like it’s just all group thing. It’s not things are so complicated.

It’s enough to just make you wanna throw in the tile and stop analyzing anything. Except it’s also not and and thanks to her understanding we’ve been able to calm things down to some appreciable degree. But yeah, the people attacking her in the illuminati who are officially in the illuminati had a very similar mindset to people in the perfume community, and so by harnessing their energy and a railway as a sort of shield, where whatever they thought the people attacking her had to consider themselves through just innocuous, mostly but also not involuntary psychological reactions. They were forced to analyze their own issues with social class, including Bobby, who is right now determined to believe he’s a sophisticated as me, and he certainly is not.

That’s why he needs SoFi. Poor thing.

But I should be careful because I don’t wanna disparage Sophie too much.

So by breaking the perfume community, she was trying to break the problem in the illuminati attacking her. And that’s part of the reason the perfume community has yet to acknowledge anything Because if they do the people attacking her will have to as well.

But she’s picked away at it. Casi has some cognition, her neighbors art entirely on board. Which is just it’s really discouraging because then what does that say about the people in the perfume community attacking her? Are they that rich or are the people attacking her that poor? They’re that poor in the illuminati

There are a lot of people who are very wealthy who control everything as you know, and there are a lot of people who are empowered positions of a lot of control or have been for the last I mean, they historically have been who are not paid enough. in the media and elsewhere they have a lot of power over people, but they’re not paid very much. And we’ve sort of rushed it under the rug and let them believe that they’re rich or let them believe that there are aristocratic to make them look The other way.

And so there are some people who are on food stamps, or who are living in their car and lying about it or people who are living on the street like Daveigh. And she was not poor, but she was poor of spirit, but there are a lot of people who sympathize with Casi because they’re literally in the same boat even though you would know who they are and you would think that they’re rich when they’re not.

So that was her thought and actually me saying this is part of something she did and Putin is forcing me to say this because I have to for everyone’s safety. This is real we have people in the illuminati shouldn’t exist who are aware of our secrets who are making 70,000 a year or less and we thought it was clever and silly and I don’t know. I think people thought it wasn’t that big of a deal which is incredibly stupid, which is what I was supposed to say because that’s what she’s forcing us to say.

And it’s true it is incredibly stupid. She’s made that point for the last 10 years more than once we have not wanted to receive it because then we think what are we supposed to do some of these people we can’t afford to pay more. and if it’s an issue of social class then what’s the problem? How do they get that position of power if they’re not elite but it’s absolute bullshit because they are actually poor and their background and they didn’t get these positions of power in a normal functional way.